Azrylle's Blurty

What the crap? I just got online and John put up his away message. Some friend. That better have been a coincidence, cuz if he has some reason to avoid me that I don't know about, I'm gonna be pissed. There's only one thing I can think that would give him reason, immature thought the reason would be, to ignore me... and he BETTER not have that reason!! Anyway, so last night I saw Ben Stewart and stopped him as he was walking by me during dinner. I asked him if Brooks hated me, to which he replied "No.. He doesn't hate you... he's just kinda... nervous around you now." I started to cry, but I fought it back, thanked him, and continued on with my dinner. After thinking about it some and having Christina talk to me about it, I decided that I'm not gonna let it bother me. If he's not gonna give me the benefit of a doubt, be mature, and talk to me about it, then he's not the kind of friend I would have wanted anyway. No big loss. Just gotta let it go.

On a more positive note, as I was leaving the cafeteria, Christina and I talked about how we were gonna get a violent movie and have anti-guy night on Valentine's Day.... She said something about Braveheart, and immediately I thought of Jeremy Mattheiss. Joy was scanning cards last night, so we went over to her desk and I asked her if she had seen him leave the cafeteria yet. She wasn't sure, but then Christina asked her who she borrowed HER copy of Braveheart from... Joy couldn't remember but said we could watch it that night if we wanted to.. so yeah, last night we watched it... but anyway, back to the cafeteria... yeah so while we were standing there talking to Joy, I turned around and, lo and behold, Jeremy was leaving the cafeteria. I was like "Jeremy! Just the man I wanted to see." He was like "okaaay..." and came closer. I linked my arm in his to pull him close to ask him, and I really expected him to pull away. Surprisingly he didn't, so I continued with my question:

"You have Braveheart, correct?"
"Yeah.."
"Could I possibly borrow it for Valentine's banquet night? cuz I'm not gonna get asked and so I wanna watch people get hacked up to release my anger..." *big innocent grin*
"LoL I guess, sure."
"yay! Thank you.....[he starts to leave].......are you gonna go to the banquet?"
"No way, banquets aren't my thing."
"Oh yeah, that's right. I forgot I tried to get you to go to the Christmas banquet and you wouldn't, hehehe"
"heh yeah.."

... and that was that. He went up the stairs. It was funny cuz Christina and I left pretty much right then too, so we weren't far behind him and were talking about the movie. I think I saw him kind of chuckling... he probably thought my fascination with the movie and excitement at being able to borrow it were humorous. We did end up watching the movie last night, but he doesn't have to know that!! LoL Cuz I still wanna borrow it from him <3<3<3 ^_^ Okay, no more stupid schoolgirl crap, I promise hehe. It was funny though, cuz today something cah-RA-zaaay happened.

Since Natalie Best and I didn't have Intro to Bible class today, we decided use that time after chapel to go up to the lab and look at the slides containing the specimens that we'd need to be able to recognize on the lab practical Thursday. When it was almost noon, we decided to finish up the last few slides and then go down to the cafeteria for lunch. When we got down there, I saw Robbie and Abby sitting by themselves at the end of the long table closest to the kitchen - the good part was that at the other end of the table sat Jeremy with some other people. ^_^ So I got my food and sat down next to Abby... so I could inconspicuously look ~_^ TEEHEE. Natalie sat down across from me when she had grabbed some food. I noticed that Rob Carter (the RA of my former brother hall - have I mentioned him before? probably, if I ever talked about the guy flick, and I think I have...) was sitting next to Jeremy.. and he looked in my direction so I waved and said hey. He waved and said hey back, and then I mentioned the guy flick to him yet again:

"When ARE we gonna watch the guy flick!?"
"Hey look, talk to Emily cuz she hasn't said anything to me about it."
"Maaann..... cuz I really wanna do the guy flick thing...." *pouts*
"Hey you and I can watch a movie this weekend, though, just us."
[Not having really heard that last comment...]

Ah crap, I have some business to attend to, cuz me and Abby are gonna ask Myra if she'll let us sleep in an empty room upstairs... cuz both our roommates are sick and we slept on the couches in the lounge last night HAHAHA. So yeah, we'll continue this later.

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