Azrylle's Blurty

Ok, I was reading back through some of my more recent entries.... And I need to clear something up. I don't feel right leaving it without justifying it. The thing about Kat... Yeah, I was in a really bad mood and I was PMS-y... and I was just being a jerk and not thinking things through that day. Later, I decided I needed to quit broogding and just talk to her about it. She told me that she hadn't intentionally invited Leslie to make me angry, and she didn't really think she was gonna go with us anyway. And all that other stuff? Like I said, PMS. Maybe she was just in a bad mood too or something... or maybe I was misinterpretting, cuz I tend to do that since I'm PARANOID-DELUSIONAL a lot. So to all fo you who have been reading my journal, I apologize for my temporary a-holicness. I can't say it won't happen again, cuz Fred doesn't just visit me once in a lifetime (I WISH!!!) but I'll do my best - and if all else fails, take it in stride and move on... or just ignore me, lol.

So anyway I think I'm gonna go shoot some pool.... yes... that sounds like fun... Maybe. We'll see... Just watch - I'll get down there and realize "Wait, I don't want to play pool... Hmm...." and then leave hehehe. that's what I did earlier, right after dinner. It kinda sucked cuz I had already let Christina go, so then she was gone a moment before and I had to walk back alone. BAH. Hehe... so yeah, if I decide not to play, I'll wander around aimlessly until 10 or 10:30 - cuz then I'll go to the gym and hope that Darren and Kat are there playing indoor soccer. *sigh* Then again, I might give my bed a nice long friendly "hello"..zZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZzZz...

Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Yet Another Day, by Armin Van Buuren feat. Ray Wilson =)=)=)