Azrylle's Blurty

Despair seems to be the theme today...
Well, it's been a strange day. For whatever reason, I am left with an odd bit of pain within me... To my knowledge, no direct injury has come to me today, but here I sit in silent inner agony. Perhaps agony is too strong of a word, but it is not far from accuracy -- that you may be sure of. I think my heart is torn in two as the day approaches when I must return to school. Truly, I miss my friends and long to have them near me again, but I have begun to realize how very much I will miss being at home with my parents and my cat Oberon. He was just getting to be more loveable around me and now he's going to forget me again.... Bugger. I don't know where I'd rather be! I certainly am torn.

In additon to all that, I had finally come to be at peace with my solitude, but now I'm losing that peace. Quite quickly, in fact. I'm not sure I should be fearing yet, because it may just be PMS. That would be highly possible... I am due for Fred to pay me a visit. Well, the sooner he comes, the sooner he leaves, and all the better for me! Meanwhile, I shall sit here and be taken hostage by my broken heart. Curse it all.

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Meant To Live, by Switchfoot