Azrylle's Blurty

I'm back!
Wow, I dunno what happened! I guess I just got super busy with classes. But right now I've been on winter break and I realized, HOLY CRAP, I haven't posted anything on here in a loooong time! So here I am. Not much to say except that I've been having a great break. Biddy is a backstabbing twit. I wish I'd seen that in him before I opened my heart up to him through poetry. Oh well, now he can eat my dust because I am so beyond him. I'm ready to start a new semester with a level head and no strings attached to this poor heart of mine. It can't take anymore crap, so I'm giving it a vacation LoL. Fun stuff, no? Here I am, at peace (and still at home). The only thing that makes me not want to go to back is the fact that I'm not sure I can bear being back on that campus and knowing that Kevin won't be there. He became one of my closest friends this past semester, and then at the end of the year he transferred to a school in Nashville so he could be closer to his girlfriend. It broke my heart when he left. I lost a very dear friend, and I haven't even gotten a chance to feel the full effects of his departure... it will hit me hardest when I have to go back next week... I pray I can bear the pain. I'm at peace about everything but this one small hurt. Please, God, don't make it hurt as bad as I think it's going to...

Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: Into The West, by Annie Lennox (ROTK soundtrack)