you know what my problem is...
i feel old. really honestly truely old.
i know i've always been old for my age... but now that im steady pushing 30 uphill, its just gotten harder. im used to being in my little world... just me. when i was with brian, i was a part of something. i havent been a part of anything in a very long time.
im sure this all sounds random and cryptic, but really. im just old. and crochety. and bitter, not better. and frustrated.
and i swear, if i dont get laid soon.... nevermind.
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