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Blurty for Rose McGowan.
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| Tuesday, April 15th, 2003 |
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and another one of my relationships seems to've fizzled out. i get carried away at work... and ::poof:: hes gone. kitty- call me. |
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| Monday, March 31st, 2003 |
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::blinks:: i've been even quieter than usual.. which is saying a lot. ive been thinking alot. about someone. about what id like to see happen. about what i hope happens. thinking makes everything feel more real |
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| Sunday, March 23rd, 2003 |
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:blinks: alex. come find me please. and kitty... if i dont get a hold of you soon im gonna something something something |
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| Wednesday, March 19th, 2003 |
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| Monday, March 17th, 2003 |
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| All I have to say is kiss me im irish. | ||
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| Wednesday, March 12th, 2003 |
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you know what my problem is... i feel old. really honestly truely old. i know i've always been old for my age... but now that im steady pushing 30 uphill, its just gotten harder. im used to being in my little world... just me. when i was with brian, i was a part of something. i havent been a part of anything in a very long time. im sure this all sounds random and cryptic, but really. im just old. and crochety. and bitter, not better. and frustrated. |
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the tough run like bitches to italy. i went to visit my maman's family. they're seemingly normal. and they keep feeding me. |
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| Monday, March 10th, 2003 |
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i got naked for chads birthday... but noone saw me. chad- when you see this, call me... looks like i owe you spankins. chris kirkpatrick is a crazy old man, who i love immensely. kevin richardson needs to tear himself away from his wonderful boyfriend and call me. keri- call me. aj- see above note. |
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| Wednesday, March 5th, 2003 |
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why are we girls... we're just better at it [/random] |
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| Monday, March 3rd, 2003 |
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have i mentioned that the over emo thing is getting really old. cos it is. im really tired of being this way |
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| Tuesday, February 25th, 2003 |
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one day ill wake up and realize that im throwing it all away. kitty. i miss you madly. alex. i know youre an old married man.. but see the above note for kevin. kirkpatrick. i swear to god if you dont call me soon im disowning you. |
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| Friday, February 21st, 2003 |
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So Ryan posed a question... and I've been thinking about my response... and its led me here... Why the hell am I not getting laid? |
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| Wednesday, February 19th, 2003 |
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::lights a cigarette:: well. seems i've fallen off the face of the earth, save lyssa and keri.. when shes not off on cloud nine. anyone want a slightly battered awfully bruised friend? |
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| Monday, February 17th, 2003 |
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its not easy being me... loved and hated all at once- and often by the same people. really. where the hell have all my friends gone. |
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| Monday, February 10th, 2003 |
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another year with an empty heart. ::laughs:: i always sound so overdramtic. all my posts are so fucking dark. i guess all those years of dating brian really rubbed off ::shakes head:: |
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| Wednesday, February 5th, 2003 |
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::looks at the clock:: and again, here i am with nothing to say. i feel so disconnected. so -- set apart. |
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| Friday, January 31st, 2003 |
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i've been a horrible girl... hiding. what im hiding from, i have no fucking clue.. but im here. kinda. more here than i have been in days... ::lights a cigarette:: somethings changed, and im not sure what that something is... |
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| Tuesday, January 28th, 2003 |
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::closes the door to chris' place:: :: gets in the cab :: ( ::calls keri... leaves a message:: ) |
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| Monday, January 27th, 2003 |
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::looks out at the sand:: i think being here in orlando has done good.... but i'll be home soon- chris needs his life back. ::laughs:: thanks for everything kissyfur. you really are the best... |
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| Thursday, January 23rd, 2003 |
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::picks up her phone:: Chris... I'm here... where are you? |
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Blurty for Rose McGowan.
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discontent.
satisfied.
bitchy.