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Blurty for †he Conf£ssions of a Fl£sh †Junki£†.
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| Wednesday, April 13th, 2005 |
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†††††† Kimi to futari de aruita ano goro no michi wa naku te- soredemo zutto aruita, itsuka kimi to aeru no kana-Nadaraka na oka no ue yuruyakani yuki ga furu- todokanai to wakattemo kimi no heya ni hitotsu- daisuki datta hana wo ima...- †††††† been dabating on whether or not i should let peoeple into my head.... maybe i shoud'nt maybe i should... i don't know. all my thoughts are in hiding. my head still does'nt feel like it used to from all the invasions of the damn blonde.. the fucker.. i don't know. i hate him... yet i can't not care.... i don't know if thats correct. "can't not".. i don't know.. artictis lisence i guess or maybe not.. fuck... my mind is numb and my system is slowing down. thats what i fucking get for eating cookies in mid afternoon. man its fucking hot out there but then again i do have on about two layers of clothings... fuck... i've got damn near 4 hours left to kill before calss starts.. might go get some food.... i sure and writing with alot of these "..." things... i don't know.. i guess it expresseshow much of an imcomplete or unfinished person i am. i don't know... i 'm just fucking confused, lost, and bitter waiting to be told i'm irrational for feeling anger and being emotional. i want to man beautiful people in my life. too many beautiful people i have absolutely nothing in common with. fuck. my defiition of beauty has faultered and my are are closed to everything. damn... what's going on with me. i don't know... my head hurts and i'm getting sleepy. i hate a/c use in texas. shit... with how they abuse that shit here, hell has frozen over... thats it.. i;m going back out into the sun to nap or something... or go eat.. i'm hungry. ... still wondering if i should let people into my head though. it might be good. might be bad.. i don't know.. i gues ihave just have to try. or just not try and keep my morbid, depressing, angry, psycho happy, erotic thoughts to myself. i don't know.. i have'nt masterbated on the bus in a while. oo arousal... i guess i could waste four hours doing that.. depends on what i can dream of to get me randy. i'll go find some erotic stories somewhere or just read my own thoughts. that seems to work... i need to get ahold of dictionary and gather all the words i like and make a list. i've been in a "pillow book- sei shyounagan" type mood lately. the semester is almost over.. thank fucking god... i did horribly this year. well attendance and motivation wise.. oh well. shit.. i'll make up for it next semster. need to do taxes tomorrow. yay! procrastination is a bitch...~.~... oh fucking well... my fucking falt. "falt".. sometimes i don't know wheter or not to spell that with a "u" or with out a ... jya.... †††††† nakaiwa shizuka ni i- mirokuso mi yuku machi no naka- kimi no ita sonetoke taiku- mi brani- mi i ba ni i- kimi no ita- shikusai wa- ( this part i butchered... gomen kyo-samma) †††††† |
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| Tuesday, January 18th, 2005 |
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i needed to start one of these damn things for here anyway.... http://www.nataku.de/newstyl/goodies.htm |
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| Wednesday, November 3rd, 2004 |
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††††††† i demand a rewrite- i'm killing time- i just wanna be with my lover day and night- ††††††† 1. What is your name? -asen lorien 2. What is your middle name? -ima 3. What is a name? -something that separates you from the forgotten 4. Cake? -oh yes please... is it pink cake? 5. Is your name cake (notice I didn’t write it with a capital C)? -uh no 6. What was the time when you started this quiz? - a few seconds ago it was 4:12 pm 7. What’s the time now? -4:13 8. How old are you? -21 9. When was the last time you farted? - i have no idea 10.Say something interesting. boo boo kitty fuck 11. Name a part of your body. -breasts, i dub thi 36 B mangos 12. Now stand up. - why? 13. Go make me dinner. I mean, what would you like to do for a living? - a professional confused junkie 14. When was the last time you had a really good one? - really good what? 15. Is this a question? - yes, yes it is 16. Answer me this: what is 3 times 12? -36 17. What’s the time again? 4:16 18. What is the size of your bra (yes, even if you’re a guy)? 36B 19. What’s your most missed television show, which you’d like to watch again? -my so called life 20.Please answer in the form of a question: monkey? 21. Have you ever seen the sea? - on television or in real life (this is a question) 22. Have you ever made a kite out of pancakes? - uh no 23. Have you ever made a painting out of your poo? - god no 24. What am I to you? - how are you? 25. What are you to yourself? - i am nothing? 26. What’s the best thing you could ever think of, ever? -nothing 27. Would you like to be immortal? -yes 28. Have you ever seen a pony? If not, would you like to see one? - no and no 29. Have you ever seen a grizzly bear? If not, would you like to see one right next to yer face, homes? -look to #28 30. What’s the time again now? - 4:21 31. Name your thing. - depends on what the thing is.... 32. What’s your favourite type of ant? - i like all ants 33. Do you have a livejournal? -yea 34. Name something a person would pay for and you’d do for free. -i have no idea 35. Do you use deodorant? -yea 36. When was the first time you saw blood? -when i was 6 37. Can you sing me something pretty? -depends on if you can hear me 38. If you were an animal, which one would you be? - either something dangerous or a hawk 39. What’s your sign (not necessarily astrological)? - beware 40. Name a country you’d like to be in right now. - jaoan or somewhere in europe 41. What’s the time again please? 4:25 42. Cash or credit card? - both but never checks 43. What’s your favourite vegetable and why? -string beans.. because they're yummy 44. How often do you think of something sexual and do you think it’s more often than the regular human being? -alot and no i don't 45. What’s the colour you’re wearing most today? -black and white 46. Have you ever driven a kart? -no 47. Are you going to San Francisco? -no 48. Is this the best quiz everrrrrr? - eh..... it wastes time 49. If I promise to end this quiz soon, would you hold it against me? -no 50. On a scale of 1 to 10, when did you last get yourself a snack? yesterday 51. Do you prefer pie, tomato or fajitas? -tomato and fajitas 52. What’s the connection between 1, 3, 5, 7 and 8? -i have no idea. it invovles thinking 53. If a tree falls in the middle of the woods, do you actually make a sound? -to those who are near 54. Now something a little different: if a chipmunk falls on your head, does it make a sound? -yea 55. If you wrote a book, what would be its name on the 3rd hard cover edition? -shit 56. Name your favourite pie filling which starts with a Z. -zenzen 57. It’s very important for me for you to for me to for you. Where does that make sense? - is it supposed to? 58. You are now a native Indian. What is your name and how many moons are you? i have no idea 59. Would you like a new Nifty Quiz? - sure why not 60. Was it as good for you as it was for me, baybee? - no |
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| Sunday, September 5th, 2004 |
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this gives me something to strive for and to feel a bit egotistcal about....† i understand completely about the hair but the whole "your love is honest and true" is bit on the off side... i guess it depends on what i "love"...† *laughs hysterically* these make my head hurt....† *laughs harder*.... so †rue.... † the only holes i can think of on a man's body i'd put anything in would be his mouth. and i am scared of lesbians...† i have no idea what this is...† should i say this hurts my head?† should i give a shit?† ego trip!† something to strive for...† little pervert.... reversed laws of pedefilia...† | ||||||||
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| Friday, September 3rd, 2004 |
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| you know... its gets harder and harder to stay the fuck in bed at night. it gets harder and harder sleep at night without waking up and feeling like you never slept at all........ i miss painting at 3 in the morning. especially when i'm sick. i need to get my own place before i break..... | ||||
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| Wednesday, August 25th, 2004 |
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Paranoid Paranoid personality disorder is characterized by a distrust of others and a constant suspicion that people around you have sinister motives. People with this disorder tend to have excessive trust in their own knowledge and abilities and usually avoid close relationships with others. They search for hidden meanings in everything and read hostile intentions into the actions of others. They are quick to challenge the loyalties of friends and loved ones and often appear cold and distant to others. They usually shift blame to others and tend to carry long grudges. Schizoid People with schizoid personality disorder avoid relationships and do not show much emotion. They genuinely prefer to be alone and do not secretly wish for popularity. They tend to seek jobs that require little social contact. Their social skills are often weak and they do not show a need for attention or acceptance. They are perceived as humorless and distant and often are termed "loners." Schizotypal Many believe that schizotypal personality disorder represents mild schizophrenia. The disorder is characterized by odd forms of thinking and perceiving, and individuals with this disorder often seek isolation from others. They sometimes believe to have extra sensory ability or that unrelated events relate to them in some important way. They generally engage in eccentric behavior and have difficulty concentrating for long periods of time. Their speech is often over elaborate and difficult to follow. Antisocial A common misconception is that antisocial personality disorder refers to people who have poor social skills. The opposite is often the case. Instead, antisocial personality disorder is characterized by a lack of conscience. People with this disorder are prone to criminal behavior, believing that their victims are weak and deserving of being taken advantage of. They tend to lie and steal. Often, they are careless with money and take action without thinking about consequences. They are often agressive and are much more concerned with their own needs than the needs of others. Borderline Borderline personality disorder is characterized by mood instability and poor self-image. People with this disorder are prone to constant mood swings and bouts of anger. Often, they will take their anger out on themselves, causing themselves injury. Suicidal threats and actions are not uncommon. They think in very black and white terms and often form intense, conflict-ridden relationships. They are quick to anger when their expectations are not met. Histrionic People with histrionic personality disorder are constant attention seekers. They need to be the center of attention all the time, often interrupting others in order to dominate the conversation. They use grandiose language to discribe everyday events and seek constant praise. They may dress provacatively or exaggerate illnesses in order to gain attention. They also tend to exaggerate friendships and relationships, believing that everyone loves them. They are often manipulative. Narcissistic Narcissistic personality disorder is characterized by self-centeredness. Like histrionic disorder, people with this disorder seek attention and praise. They exaggerate their achievements, expecting others to recongize them as being superior. They tend to be choosy about picking friends, since they believe that not just anyone is worthy of being their friend. They tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. They are generally uninterested in the feelings of others and may take advantage of them. Avoidant Avoidant personality disorder is characterized by extreme social anxiety. People with this disorder often feel inadequate, avoid social situations, and seek out jobs with little contact with others. They are fearful of being rejected and worry about embarassing themselves in front of others. They exaggerate the potential difficulties of new situations to rationalize avoiding them. Often, they will create fantasy worlds to substitute for the real one. Unlike schizoid personality disorder, avoidant people yearn for social relations yet feel they are unable to obtain them. They are frequently depressed and have low self-confidence. Dependent Dependent personality disorder is characterized by a need to be taken care of. People with this disorder tend to cling to people and fear losing them. They may become suicidal when a break-up is imminent. They tend to let others make important decisions for them and often jump from relationship to relationship. They often remain in abusive relationships. They are overly sensitive to disapproval. They often feel helpless and depressed. Obsessive-Compulsive Obsessive-Compulsive personality disorder is similar to obsessive-compulsive anxiety disorder. People with this disorder are overly focused on orderliness and perfection. Their need to do everything "right" often interferes with their productivity. They tend to get caught up in the details and miss the bigger picture. They set unreasonably high standards for themselves and others, and tend to be very critical of others when they do not live up to these high standards. They avoid working in teams, believing others to be too careless or incompetent. They avoid making decisions because they fear making mistakes and are rarely generous with their time or money. They often have difficulty expressing emotion. |
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| Sunday, August 22nd, 2004 |
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| Sunday, August 15th, 2004 |
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graveslander_hate: yo graveslander_hate: you alive? unstabledarkness: heya graveslander_hate: hey graveslander_hate: busy? unstabledarkness: nope, at least not for an hour or so ^_^ graveslander_hate: you have plans in an hour? unstabledarkness: yeah... going to Larissa's house and watch a movie... Chainsaw Massacre I believe graveslander_hate: ooo bloody..... unstabledarkness: yep it's her pick too... graveslander_hate: a perk, huh? i guess i'll leave you to your peace or whatever.... unstabledarkness: heh I'm not doing anything for a while... and what do you mean perk? graveslander_hate: oh wait.... *re-reads the screen*.... you said "pick" not "perk".. my bad... unstabledarkness: hehe that's ok ^_^ that's what I thought happened graveslander_hate: how have you been anyway? unstabledarkness: I'm alright, a bit tired is all... and well I have more bruises from her biting my stomach again graveslander_hate: awe..... battle scars.... unstabledarkness: yep... We were watching the movie Alida or Atilda or something like that and well got distracted... graveslander_hate: i guess thats a foreshadow on how the movie will turn out today.... unstabledarkness: perhaps... it depends really, last night it was late night today not sure if it'll be this evening or not... graveslander_hate: i see... unstabledarkness: yeah... so how have you been lately graveslander_hate: in deep comtemplation.... unstabledarkness: Ah, do I dare ask what about? graveslander_hate: i don't know... do you feel daring...? lol unstabledarkness: Ah I do today graveslander_hate: lol.... graveslander_hate: why is that? unstabledarkness: because i wish to know how you feel... and I want to know everything I can... graveslander_hate: your daring is a bit ambtious.... lol unstabledarkness: *smirks* it seems to be an attribute I've aquired lately... graveslander_hate: really now? you're a scorpio.... you were born with it... unstabledarkness: well it's something I must have taken out of hiding then... graveslander_hate: thats much better.... unstabledarkness: so what are you in contimplation about hun? graveslander_hate: *exhales*.... too much shit.... to come a conclusion that leaves me to sit up in the morning in complete silence sometimes.... unstabledarkness: Ah, then you shouldn't think of them hun... *nods* and think of something you enjoy doing or something that you'd like to do... graveslander_hate: i have been doing something i like to do and have'nt done in along time.... its that which is invoking me all the more to think... graveslander_hate: i'm drawing again... graveslander_hate: i've started the first several pages of the manga i promised.... graveslander_hate: its called "Ja-nki" translated from katagana in to english to "Junkie" unstabledarkness: Ah I see graveslander_hate: yea.... its coming out pretty good..... graveslander_hate: well the sketches are at least.... unstabledarkness: good to hear ^_^ by the way, what is the manga about now anyway? seeing that your idea for demons and ghosts and such? graveslander_hate: the demons and ghost are gone. i got rid of that entire thing.... i told you that last week i think.... graveslander_hate: well from the name of it... what do you think its about? unstabledarkness: Heh I don't want to make any rash thoughts about it and look like a complete idiot... graveslander_hate: why? you might actually hit the nail on the head.... graveslander_hate: go ahead tell me what you think... unstabledarkness: Heh I think it's about someone getting addicted to something and becomes a junkie... >_> graveslander_hate: lol graveslander_hate: close... graveslander_hate: *hands you a cookie* graveslander_hate: its about someone already addicted and the addiction setting loose all kinds of situations.... unstabledarkness: *nibbles on the cookie like a squirel* Oooo I like ^_^ graveslander_hate: lol graveslander_hate: your character is lureal keamon... unstabledarkness: hehe kies ^_^ graveslander_hate: you work in a book store by day and by night you're a photographer.... unstabledarkness: *giggles* sounds somewhat familiar... *smirks* graveslander_hate: my character is shibuya watanabe.... i work in the art department of a maganize called "blinx" for a company called jeno tech.... graveslander_hate: and there is one other character too... graveslander_hate: xandra hotts.... unstabledarkness: oh? and who is that character? graveslander_hate: guess...^_^ unstabledarkness: heh ummm Larissa's character I take it? unstabledarkness: or wait! graveslander_hate: *hands you a cookie* unstabledarkness: yay! unstabledarkness: nevermind then graveslander_hate: no say it..... who were you going to say... unstabledarkness: no one... I just thought I might have gotten it wrong heh graveslander_hate: yea.... sure....^_^..... i believe you... unstabledarkness: lol I was going to say the "dark haired woman" I can never remember... graveslander_hate: ha!!!!..... i'm not giving that way..... graveslander_hate: lol unstabledarkness: heh graveslander_hate: yea.... xandra works for an publishing company linked to the company you do photos for.... graveslander_hate: the publishing company is called plum.... unstabledarkness: Ah... what's the plot line so far? curiousity got me... graveslander_hate: the plot line is surviving withdrawal.... unstabledarkness: Ah, and what connection do each of the characters have with one another? *tilts head to the side* graveslander_hate: addiction..... graveslander_hate: it is a tirangle.... graveslander_hate: my character ran away from everything and everyone because of this major event... fled from her home and came to your character and xandra.... graveslander_hate: because of that.... xandra makes me your pet and she becomes my mistress.... graveslander_hate: during this entire thing.... we get addicted... we become flesh junkies.... i addicted to you, xandra addicted to you... and you torn between an addiction to both of us.... unstabledarkness: Ah I see unstabledarkness: I look foreward to seeing it I must say... graveslander_hate: fights break loose, peace restored and then shattered, death accures, trust destroyed, pandorasbox open on sveveral occasions... a fourtth wheel enters the picture.... graveslander_hate: a whole bunch of shit happens... unstabledarkness: Ah a fourth wheel? *raises a brow* graveslander_hate: its supposed to be like suffering a drug addiction... there are the high moments and then there is the hell moments.. then the revelation and then finally withdrawal and recovery... graveslander_hate: yea a fourth wheel... someone comes in and tries to take you away fromxandra and conveince you to get rid of me... graveslander_hate: no its not the girl in your dreams... she's no where in this story... graveslander_hate: yea.. complex and complicated huh? unstabledarkness: yeah... but that's what makes a good plotline though... and just wondering who you're going to make to try and get rid of Xandra and convince me to get rid of you... graveslander_hate: i have no idea.... graveslander_hate: you got someone in mind...? graveslander_hate: *grabs a pencil and her sketchbook* unstabledarkness: hmmm well I have a picture of a friend... which I am attracted to... if that might help any... graveslander_hate: oooo cool.... what's her name and give me a few persona traits and... what makes you attracted..? i know i sound nosey but i need something to work with... can't really start from scratch with this thing... graveslander_hate: can i see the pic? unstabledarkness: yeah... her name is Marissa >_> sadly enough... and ummm her online name is Halo and she's funny in that morbid sort of fashion... she's nice and submissive... unstabledarkness: yeah sure one second here unstabledarkness: there you go... graveslander_hate: damn.... i feel bad now... unstabledarkness: why is that? graveslander_hate: because you like 6 to 8 o'clock water/earth type girls and i'm like a scattered 1 to 5 o'clock air/fire type... unstabledarkness: *blinks* no clue what you just said there... graveslander_hate: lol..... you like voluptous girls with big breasts and hips, marshmellow skin long and thick girls... i'm short, almost board like, in an "s" shape, skrawny, and like metal.... unstabledarkness: ah I see, well maybe that's what I like about you so much... your difference from my "normal" graveslander_hate: lol.... i'm different... graveslander_hate: thats something i have'nt heard before... graveslander_hate: lol unstabledarkness: lol not in a bad way hun *smirks* graveslander_hate: lol... i figured.... graveslander_hate: ^_^ graveslander_hate: why do you think she should be the one to try to take you? unstabledarkness: because I think if anyone could do it... she could do it... if she really really really tried... graveslander_hate: holy shit.... graveslander_hate: no wonder she looks so familar... graveslander_hate: i don't think that would be a good character for her.... in the manga the girl fails after a whole bunch of hell breaks loose... unstabledarkness: why does she look so familiar to you? graveslander_hate: she's on my buddy list on myspace.... unstabledarkness: oh... *blinks* unstabledarkness: you have a myspace account? graveslander_hate: yea.... graveslander_hate: well i realized i had one about 6 4 months after i signed up for one... unstabledarkness: I have one too ^_^ graveslander_hate: you do? graveslander_hate: cool... unstabledarkness: yep ^_^ graveslander_hate: thi world is too fucking small for its own good.... unstabledarkness: hehe unstabledarkness: but yeah... if anyone could actually tear me away from you two... it would be her... graveslander_hate: oh now i feel bad... graveslander_hate: lol graveslander_hate: whats your myspace username...? unstabledarkness: unstabledarkness ^_^ graveslander_hate: lol unstabledarkness: and why do you feel bad hun? graveslander_hate: oh i was just joking around... unstabledarkness: lol ok just making sure there, and Larissa will be here in about 5 minutes... and I'll be leaving... graveslander_hate: oh okay... unstabledarkness: *hugs you tightly* It sounds like you've put a lot of thought into this manga... and well honestly, I hope it works well and perhaps you can even get it published and stuffs ^_^ graveslander_hate: yea... thanx... graveslander_hate: have fun with your playing.... i mean movie... unstabledarkness: *sighs softly* I'll try hun... sorry if it depressed you... graveslander_hate: depressed... no... just jealous.... graveslander_hate: ^_^ unstabledarkness: oh... well then I'm sorry for that then hun... graveslander_hate: lol... don't be... unstabledarkness: well shes here bye graveslander_hate: jyane |
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| Sunday, June 6th, 2004 |
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![[image]](http://images.quizilla.com/B/BeanOfDoom/1034944363_ouareHNBBB.gif) You are Happy Noodle Boy. You're almighty and Christina wants to marry you. Grrr. Woof. Gimme some CHEESE. ...~.Are you Happy Noodle Boy?.~... brought to you by Quizilla |
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| Sunday, May 30th, 2004 |
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i hurt right and this was means to distract myself...
From Go-Quiz.com WATCH OUT!!!! i am dangerous for your health....
Name Acronym Generator From Go-Quiz.com this is just fucking stupid but some of it is correct.....
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From Go-Quiz.com i feel like i'm in a fucking whole that i can't get out of. trapped and with no one to help me out. whay do i always gotta be in the fucking hole?
okay the one thing i hate about cliche goth culture is that everyone fucking thinks that goth are miserable fucks that just want to commit act of sensless self mutilation. fuck that shit. i've got better things to do with my time then plotting my own self annahilation.... like plotting everyone elses...  You are the In The End-video What Linkin Park Video Are You? (pics) brought to you by Quizilla i wish they had made a video out of that one linkin park song- easier to run- i think thats the title... fuck i barely even like linkin park. i wish they had a video still from that -breaking the habit- i liked the video more than i like the song. |
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alright... lets get this introduction over with and what better way to do so than with a long ass "get to know my ass" survey.... alright kiddies... enjoy my cquestionably tasteful fun..
From Go-Quiz.com 001. What is your name: i have too many 002. backwards: what the hell would "i have too many" sound like backwards 003. Date of birth: 10/03/83 004. Male or female: f 005. Astrological sign: libra 007. Occupation : a professional manic depressant 008. Height: short and that is all you need to know... 010. Hair color: Black 011. Eye color: dark as all hell 012. Where were you born? hell hold of texas 013. Where do you reside now? hell hold of texas 014. Age: 20 015. Screen names : i have many 016. E-mail addy: i have many 017. What does your screen name stand for? o.0?! 018. What is your LJ name? i don't have lj i have a blurty... heureuse gotique( forgot the "h" in gothique) 019. What does your diary name stand for? happy goth 020. Pets: 3 fucked up finches (R.I.P) 021. Number of candles you blew out on your last birthday cake? i blew out a lighter 022. Piercings? 4 024. Shoe size: 7 1/2 w 025. Righty or lefty? righty 026. Wearing: clothes 027. Hearing: Dave Attell: who? 028. Feeling: blah 029. Eating/drinking: startch
From Go-Quiz.com ~Friends Stuff~ Which one of your friends is the.... 030. Craziest? ifaniike 031. Loudest? phillipp and imani 032. Nicest? yoo-jin 033. Bitchiest? 034. Life of the party? mo-mo chyan 035. Jock? saraneth 036. Prep? stephanie 037. Rebel? elizabeth 038. Cutest? mary kim 039. Best friend of the same sex? mo-mo chyan 040. Best friend of the opposite sex? eric 041. Most popular? ?! 042. Rudest? all of them 043. Most shy? julie 044. Dumbest? folgy 045. Smartest? mary kim 046. Weirdest? ifaniike 047. Has the best hair? i had the best hair* cries* but now its kat 048. Best personality? bree 049. Most talented? me 050. Most ghetto? imani 051. Most spoiled? sage 052. Drama queen? sage 053. Pain in the ass? sage 054. Funniest? doku 055. Best advice giver? me 057. Most likely to join a cult? me and justin 058. Have you lost touch with a good friend recently? yes 059. Person you've been friends with the longest? mo mo chyan-8 and eric-9 060. How many friends do you have on your buddy list? too many... most of which i don't talk too ~Guys/Love/Kissing/And Other Stuff~ 061. Have you ever been in love? unfortunately yes 062. How many people have you told "I love you"? 3 063. How many people have you been in love with? 3 064. How many people have you kissed? played too many kissing games to count 067. What do you look for in a guy/girl? god 068. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? lips 069. What type of guy/girl do you usually go for? the ones in my dreams 070. Do you have a bf/gf? yea... 073. Do you have a crush right now? yes... an artistic infatuation... 074. If so who is it? dark 075. Do you believe in love at first sight? do i believe in chemical imbalances of the brain? no 076. Do you remember your first love? unfortunately yes 077. Who is the first person you kissed? frenchkissed? mallory- kissed, wu kitty-frenched kiss 078. Do you believe in fate? i don't know 079. Do you believe in soul mates? no 080. If so do you believe you'll ever find yours? no 090. Have you ever fallen in love with a rockstar? i'm too busy wishing to be them 091. If so, who? sybil vane, cherry filter, collide... oh god too many... 092.How long did it take you to get over them? i'm still addicted 093.Unreal childhood hero? all of them 094. Real childhood hero? none 095. All time favorite movie? double happiness 096. Unreal soulmate: warren berkow 097. Real soulmate: ha! 098. Do older people give you a nick name? god i hope not 099. If so, what is it? ~Family Stuff~ 104. How many siblings do you have? 1 106. What are your siblings names? tae 107. How many siblings does your mother have? too many 108. How many siblings does your father have? how the fuck should i know 110. Is your family close? hell no 111. Does your family get together for holidays? god forbid 112. Do you have a drunk uncle? no but i have a drugged up aunt 113. Any medical problems run through your family? i don't know 114. Does someone in your family wear a toupee? i don't know 115. Do you have any nieces or nephews? no 117. Do you have step parents? no 118. Has your family ever disowned another member of your family? yes 119. If so for what? for not living in chicago 120. Did some of your family come to America from another country? yea.. they're called ancestors ~Music Stuff~ 121. What song do you swear was written about you or your life? too many 122. What's the most embarrasing cd you own? all the backstreet boys albums 123. What's the best cd you own? too many 124. What song do you absolutely hate? rap and pop of this day and age 125. Do you sing in the shower? i try not too 126. What song reminds you of that special someone? not many ~Okay, I Name An Artist And You Give A Lyric From Any One Of Their Songs!~ 127. Pink: you make me sick- i want you and i'm hate'n it- got me lit like a candle stick... 128. Aerosmith: rag doll- daddy's little cutey 129. Madonna: poor is the man whose pleasure depends on the permission of another 131. Backstreet Boys: i need you tonight- i need you right now- 132. The Beatles: lucy in the sky with diamonds 133. Sublime: ?! 134. J.Lo: i wanna be where he wants me to be when he wants me 135. *Nsync: and i will take you in my arms and hold you right where you belong 136. Limp Bizkit: shut the fuck up- everyone all together now 137. Britney Spears: i'm a horny bitch 138. Creed: can you take me higher 139. Enrique Iglesias: can i have this kiss forever 140. Good Charlotte: eewwweeee 141. Christina Aguilera: when there's no one else look inside yourself 142. Eminem: bitch i'm a kill you- you don't wanna fuck with me... 143. New Found Glory: eewwweeee 144. Kelly Clarkston: ewwwweeee 145. Kelly Osbourne: i'm a spoild bitch 146. Mandy Moore: you're my only hope 147. Eve: baby can i ride with you 149. Nelly: ewweee 150. Alicia Keys: it feels like ooooooo you don't know my name 151. Incubus: ?! ~Favorites~ 152. Color: black 153. Food: Chinese 154. Song: too many 155. Show: kata kano 156. School subject: Art 157. Band/singer: too many 158. Animal: dog 159. Outfit: clothes 160. Radio station: 89.5 the classical station 161. Movie: double happiness, eat drink man woman, love and human remains, the pillow book, chuyang, please take care of my cat, broken hearts club, in the mood for love, time and tide...ahh there is too many... 162. Pair of shoes: my volatile's 163. Cartoon: grim and evil 165a. Actor: ha! 165b. Actress: ha! 166. Potato chip: anything with salt on them 167. Drink: cranberry apple or strawberry kiwi 168. Alcoholic drink: none 169. Holiday: Halloween 170. Perfume/cologne: new found love for neroli 171. Pizza topping: cheese 172. Jello flavor: eeewwweeee 173. Lunch meat: turkey and chicken 174. Board game: go for broke 175. Video game: ddr 176. Website: too many 177. Book: angleic darkness and naomi 178. Computer game: warcraft 179. Number: 116 &142 180. Cereal: whatever taste good 181. Comedian: eddie izzard and john leguizamo 182. Dessert: cake bread 183. Disney character: the entire cast of "cats don't dance" 184. Clothing store: ancient mysteries and secret oktober 185. Pasttime: too many 186. Teacher: mr.synder he was hot and my japanese teacher was cool sensei nishida 187. Childhood toy: legos 188. Carnival game/ride: never road any 189. Candy bar: eewwee chocloate 190. Magazine: gothic beauty, fruits, egl bible 191. Salad dressing: ranch & italian 192. Thing to do on the weekend: get yelled at 193. Hot drink: hot water 194. Season: spring 195. Sport to watch: none 196. Person to talk to online: dark ~Your Bedroom/Sleeping Habits~ 197. What color are your sheets? earth tone 198. What color are your bedroom walls? white 199. Do you have posters on your wall? 1... 200. If so of what? glay the rest are paintings 201. Do you have a tv in your bedroom? no 202. How many pillows are on your bed? too many 203. What do you normally sleep in? clothes 204. Describe your favorite pair of pajamas: black 205. What size bed do you have? single 206. Do you have a waterbed/bunkbed/daybed? no 207. Do you have your own phone line in your bedroom? no 208. Do you listen to music while trying to fall asleep? sometimes 209. Describe the last nightmare you had: oh god no.... 210. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? yes 211. How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? many.. i'm a comfy person 212. Do you sleep in any unusual positions? like a vampire... 213. Do you have to share your bedroom with a sibling? no 214. Do you snore? no 215. How about drool? no 216. Do you have an alarm clock in your room? duh 217. What color is the carpet in your room? tan 218. What's under your bed? a bunch of shit ~This or that~ 219. Coke/Pepsi: neither 220. Doughnuts/bagels: doughnuts 221. Day/night: night 222. Wicked witch of the east/wicked witch of the west: satan 223. Heaven/hell: hell 224. Make love/have sex: depends on who i'm with 225. Coffee/tea: tea 226. Hamburgers/hotdogs: neither 227. Rap/rock: rock 228. Britney/Christina: Christina 229. Swiss cheese/american cheese: american 230. Real World/Road Rules: neither 231. Backstreet Boys/*Nsync: neither 232. Silver/gold: silver 233. Nike/Adidas: volatile's 234. McDonalds/Taco Bell:taco hell 235. Sweet/sour: sour 236. Punk/emo: neither 237. Hot/cold: warm 238. Winter/summer: winter 239. Spring/fall: both 240. Operas/plays: both 241. Read/watch tv: depends 242. Cd's/tapes: CD's 243. Dvd's/vhs: dvds 244. Old/new: depends 245. Shorts/skirts: long shorts 246. Pink/red: red 247. Colored pictures/black and white photos: depends 248. Meat/vegetables: vegies 249. Mexican food/chinese food: chinese 250. Commercials/infomercials: deoensd on what they are advertising and country they are from 251. Scary movies/comedies: depends 253. Sandals/tennis shoes: sandles 254. Dogs/cats: dogs 255. Unicorns/fairies: depends 256. Water/land: land 257. Sugar/spice: sugar 258. Black/white: black 259. ribbons/bows: ribbons 260. Chicken/beef: chicken 261. Colored christmas lights/regular white christmas lights: white 262. Cars/trucks: cars 263. Austin Powers/James Bond: Austin Powers 264. Popcorn/pretzels: both 265. Hip/hop: unless from korea and japan 266. Passionate kiss/peck: passionate 267. WWE wrestling/ real wrestling: i just wanna see someone get their ass stomped 268. Back rub/foot massage: both 269. Picture frames/photo albums: depends 270. Pens/pencils: both ~What Is Your Opinion Of The Following~ 273. God: deaf and blind too much of the time. 274. The Osbournes: grose 275. Reality TV: sucks ass 276. J.Lo: nice ass 277. Religion: something that should never be discussed in public with fanatics 278. Emo music: suck ass 279. Valentine's Day: how many people do i get to kill? 280. Christina Aguilera's comeback: better than britney spears 281. Homosexuals: what makes the world go round 282. Abortion: strip me of it and i will kill you... 283. Inter-racial relationships: in one 284. Murder: good for movies 285. Death: which kind of death? o.0 287. Pre-marital sex: doing it 288. Terrorism: paranoia 289. Pornography: some of its alright 290. Fortune tellers: some of them are alright 291. Threesomes: don't ask me to join one. 292. Prostitution: for worthless and useless people 294. Country music: hell no 295. George W. Bush: bitch!!!! 296. Cloning: touch me and i will kill you 297. Britney's boobs: god no... 298. Gas prices in America: should swicth to eletric/gas hybrids ~Name Game~ What Do You Think Of When You Hear These Common Names?... 299. Jack: the pumkin king!!! 300. Tiffany: ?! 301. Ben: there 302. Maria: west side story 303. Jennifer: Lopez 304. Nicole: Smith 305. Amy: joe johnson( the bitch) 306. Adam: apples 307. Richard: Simmons 308. Justin: brown 309. Arnold: hey arnold 310. Tom: and Jerry 311. Melissa: ?! 312. Charlotte: Hornets 313. Harold: hey arnold.. 314. Jon: wilson 315. Joel: ?! 316. Vanessa: williams 317. Michelle: ?! 318. Kevin: basketball jock 319. Brent: my sexy bitch 320. Jake: and the fat man 321. Billy: Idol 322. Sarah: turner 323. Natalie: that bakstabing whore 324. Christy: yamaguchi 325. Nick: at nite 326. Linda: ?! 327. Taylor: jr high 328. Jordan: ?! 329. Jaime: ?! 330. Adrian: yo adrian!!!! ~Have You Ever....~ 331. Mooned anyone? no 333. Been to a foreign country? no 334. Broken a bone? no 335. Swallowed a tooth cap/filling? no 336. Swear at a teacher? yes 337. Talked to an LJ member via e-mails or instant messages? yes 338. Got in a fight? no 339. Dated a teacher? no 340. Laughed so hard you peed your pants? almost 341. Thought about killing your enemy? all the time 342. Gone skinny dipping? no 343. Met another LJ member in the flesh? no 344. Told a little white lie? yes 345. Told a secret you swore not to tell? yes 346. Stolen anything? yes 347. Miss used a swear word and it sounded absolutely stupid? no 349. Been on the radio? no 350. Been in a mosh pit? no 351. Been to a concert? a few 353. Loved someone so much it makes you cry? uh-huh 354. Decieved somebody close to you? yes 355. Broken the law? yes 356. Been to a rodeo? no 357. Been on a talk show? no 358. Been on a game show? no 359. Been on an airplane? yes 360. Got to ride on a firetruck? no 361. Came close to dying? no 363. Gave someone a piggy back ride? yes 364. Terrorized a babysitter? at the hands of my mother... 365. Made a mud pie? no 366. Had a dream that you were falling off a cliff? plenty of times 367. Snuck out of the house at night? no 368. Been so drunk you don't remember your name? never 370. Felt like you didn't belong? always 371. Felt like the 3rd wheel? always 374. Been arrested? nope 375. Had your tonsils removed? no 376. Gone to camp? yes 377. Won a bet? yes 378. Written a love letter? several 379. Gone out of your way to be with one you love? yes 381. Kissed in the rain? no 382. Slow danced with someone you love? no 383. Participated in cyber sex? yeah 384. Faked an orgasm? yeah 385. Stolen a kiss? yes 386. Asked a friend for relationship advice? no 387. Had a friend steal your bf/gf? no 388. Watched the sunset/rise with someone you love? no. 389. Gotten a speeding ticket? no 390. Done jail time? no 391. Had to wear a uniform to work? no 392. Won a trophy? no 393. Thrown up in public? no 394. Bowled a perfect game? no 395. Failed/got held back? no 396. Got perfect attendance in grade school? i don't know 397. Roasted pumpkin seeds? eeewweee 398. Taken ballet lessons? yes!!!! ~Childhood Stuff~ 401. Did you play with Barbies? no 402. Did you own Treasure Trolls? no 403. Did you watch Beverly Hills 90210? no 404. Did you play Simon says? yeah 405. Did you watch Fraggle Rock? no 406. Did you wet the bed? probably.. 407. Did you believe there were monsters in your closet or under your bed? no they were in the bathroom 408. Did you wear the underwear with the days of the week on them? yea bu never on the correct day... 409. Were you shy? yeah 411. Were you abused? depends on who you ask about... 412. Did you go to the circus? yea 413. Did you go to the zoo? yeah 414. Were you in a car accident? yes 415. Did you build snowmen? its texas!! 416. Did you cry when you scraped your knee? no 417. Were your older cousins mean to you? never were around them in my child hood 418. Did you think slinkies were cool? yea 419. Did you think the Ninja Turtles really lived in the sewer? yes 420. Were you afraid of the dark? no 421. Did you have slumber parties? only 2 422. Did you have New Kids On The Block sheets, curtains, sleeping bags, dolls and pajamas? no 423. Did you tease your hair out like Tiffany? who? 424. Did you believe in the Easter Bunny/Santa Claus/ and the Tooth Fairy? no ~Randomness~ 425. Do you believe in aliens? yes. 426. Name 3 things that are next to your computer: cd's, camera, journal, sketh book... 427. Do you have any hidden talents? yea... painting 428. Do you wish MTV would play music videos? i wish mtv played real music... 429. If you were to star in a movie, what kind of movie would it be? fantasy action thing 430. What would your porn star name be? o.0...? 431. Do you play any sports? used to play soccer and volley ball 432. What's the scariest movie you've ever seen? no such thing... 433. What is the best movie you've seen in the theater or rented recently? lord of the rings 434. What is the dumbest movie you've ever seen? anything about teenagers and cinderella like story lines 435. Do you drive? no 436. What is your dream car? 2002 toyota rav 4 437. Do you think your good looking? sure 438. Do others think you are good looking? depends on you mean by "others" 439. Would you ever sky dive? no 440. Do you believe in Bigfoot? no 441. How many rooms do you have in your house? 7 442. Are you afraid of roller coasters? yes 443. Do you believe in God? depends on my mood 444. Do you believe in Satan? yea but not the typical one... 445. Do you believe there is a heaven? heaven is for the warped 446. Do you believe there is a hell? yes indeed 447. Do you own a pooltable? no 448. Do you have a pool? god no 449. Do you have a dishwasher in your kitchen? i am the dish washer 450. Do you like chocolate? god no 452. How many U.S. states have you been to? 4 453. Ever wished on a shooting star? yes 454. Best Halloween costume you ever wore? never had one 455. Do you carry any weapons on you? no 456. What is your weakness? i am weakness 457. Name something you can't get enough of: my muse 458. Describe yourself in 3 adjectives: can't think of just three... 459. How many kids do you want to have?: i don't want kids.. this world is too fucked up for children... 460. Future daughters names: 461. Future sons names: 462. What is your ideal way to die? of old age and after living my life to the fullest... 463. How do you release stress? singing loud in a field or talking to mo mo-chyan 464. Are you a trendy person? god no... 465. Are you an artistic person? yes 466. Are you a realistic person? yes 467. Do you un-tie your shoes every time you take them off? no 468. Are you a strong person? depends 469. Are you a strong willed person? not really 470. Who is the last person to e-mail you? gavin 471. Who is the last person to IM you? dark 472. Do you hate chain e-mails? hell yea 473. Are you a deep sleeper? I can be.. 474. Are you a good story teller? depends on the story 475. What do you believe is your best quality? to make people feel beautiful 476. What is your greatest accomplishment? i lived this long 477. Do you like to burn candles or incense? yes 478. Do you do yoga? no 479. Do you have your own credit card? no 480. Let's say you win the lotto. What do you do with all that money? save it. 481. Do you have a check book? no 482. Do you like your driver's license picture? no 483. Do you tan easily? i'm already copper i don't need to tan 484. What color is your hair naturally? black 485. How many fillings do you have? i don't know 486. How many cavities did you have at your last dentist visit? 2 487. Worst feeling in the world? physical: loss and emptiness 488. Best feeling in the world? knowing that there is always someone there for me 489. Is the glass half empty or half full? the glass is broken 490. Last thing you downloaded? sloth 491. Do you catch yourself using online terms in your real life? no 492. What do you think people think of you? "she does'nt say much?" 493. Are you a likeable person? depends on who i want to be liked by... 494. Do you need therapy? no 495. Do you take medication for a chemical imbalance? no 496. Whats the best way to be proposed to? i don't think about that and don't want to know 498. If Fed Ex and UPS were to merge, would they call it Fed UP? no shit 499. When are you moving? hoping by the end of august 500. What's your favorite phrase? "fuck you"
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