| I hAvE nOo cLUe..((i got carried away on this entry...whoops)) |
[26 Apr 2003|08:17pm] |
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number of people you could trust with your life: maybe 2 or 3
^ I read that off a survey from Lesli cherri_lolipop ((You get publicity from my interest! lol))
Honestly, if I answered that question, my answer would be 1. And that's my mom. Might sound pathetic, but it's the truth. People these days are so... what's the word... MEAN. Girls are just jealous, lying, backstabbing, little things. And there aren't any boys that are sensitive either. I mean, let's face it, how many are there? 2. And they're dating each other. This isn't like a vent entry..it's a the-truth-that-no1-really-wants-to-admit entry. I mean, I know some of you have best friends that you think wil never turn on you or hurt you in any way or whatever, but you know deep down there's this *teeny-tiny-eensy-weensy lil part of you* that's not sure if she'll live up to you expectations. I mean, your expectations are pretty high. She/He's supposed to be there for you and always encourage you and never be mean and make you laugh and stop you from crying and all that other stuff. So you know there's bound to be one day where she doesn't and you get all confused and wonder what you did wrong....and why you're not perfect...and how come no1 likes you... and ten you get all depresed and stuff...now im not talkin about jz best friends, but everyone..family, boyfriends, best friends, strangers, THE WORLD. idk..maybe its me in one of my perspective moods, but it jz seems that way...too much thought will screw you over. and that sucks, so stay busy! lol...i have no idea what im talking about and i'll probably look at it tomorrow and realize how much of a loser I sound like, but for now, whatever. It seems like all my blurty girls are depressed and its all caused by other ppl..and then they analyze it ((which is what im doing..sry im hypocritical at the moment)) and then everyone is like "fukk life. i wanna die" and i've had a few friends that have attempted suicide...and im jz hopin this entry will help everyone...help them realize that the world is full of mean peope and its every1 for themselves...if you dont keep yourself sane who will?
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