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-thursday night- sometimes you do certain things and you pretend you don't know why you do it but the simple reason is because you want to. i wanted to go. so i went. i don't know why i should have been so fuckin' upset the morning after. but i think we should stop pretending that we're friends. maybe we're really not. so stop reassuring me! ---------- -friday night- MOS EISLEY night was fun. people in costume (mostly star wars characters). live indie rock music. then live dance music. dancing. friends. and free iced tea. the universe sometimes finds the damnest ways to cheer you up. (scene) one time lover: next time mag-slave leah costume ka ha. (next time come as slave leah.) me: *lol*.... *blush* he asked me to dance. swing. i kept trying to lead. but it was fun. i eventually got the hang of it. once i stopped being conscious that it was him. it makes me want to confess and profusely apologize about certain things said about a certain night during a certain drunken session where certain mutual acquaintances and friends were in attendance. *guilt eating up insides* oh well.... ----------------------- -saturday afternoon- editing an AVP. but considerably cheered up. +) |
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cheerful.