whiskey dream's Blurty

Subject:	cryptic lazy-ass update
Time:	12:57 am.
Mood:	effing TIRED!!!.
Music:	"lay me down....".

mar 21

LORD, di ko na kinakaya yung dami ng emotions! tangnang rollercoaster ito! tama na muna po.
(LORD, i can't take all the emotions i'm going through! this is a fucking rollercoaster. pls let it stop, for now.)

i can't believe the assignments won't stop coming. and the clients keep on getting more difficult. but currently i can't say "no" because i have no choice.

BUT it's all good!!! i have to remember that. i refuse to go under the pressure. I SIMPLY REFUSE TO!!! fuckit!

*deep breath*

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mar 18

i wish i could just pour my heart out here but i can't. not when it comes to certain things. not that.

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and then there's charlie. he seems sweet. nice guy. funny. but he smokes like a chimney. but funny. charming. sorta.

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blow on this....

Subject:	i looked up at this star the other night.
Time:	2:15 pm.

so yeah, i fucking care. and i want you to be ok.... sometimes i even wish for your happiness.

blow on this....