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Thursday, September 23rd, 2004
9:00 am	It's a love hate relationship... Sometimes I absolutely love it here... other times I hate it and wish I was back home... Last nite was one of those nites. Nicole and I were both having equally bad days/nights so I went down to Bville to see her. Alex met us at the apartment and we went to the diner for eats because I was sooooo hungry. We had a nice (much needed) loooong talk and then back to the apartment to hang out n watch tv. Then Alex went home and Nicole and I slept together... ooh bebe! haha I dont know what to think about Alex. Nicole keeps telling me to be careful. Theres another girl involved and the possibility of him being gay. Idk... its just what Ive been told. Hes a really nice guy, and I want to get to know him more soooo we'll see what happens. Apparently I missed a 4am firedrill last nite... now Im really glad I didnt stay here. They all drank last nite and I wasn't up for it, plus I wanted to go see Nicole since we were both upset about stuff. Well, time to get ready for class, then back here for a shower and food, 2 more classes, then who knows whats going on.... more later.... <3 ** Nicole and Alex... thank you sooo much for last nite. I needed it. I love you guys soooo much!! ** Current Mood: drained Current Music: the buzzing of the tank...Tang n Magoo keep messing w/Smalls (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, September 22nd, 2004
12:57 pm	*sigh* I just went off on a tangent on this one... haha Ive had my ups and downs the past few days.... thanks to my most amazing friends for being there for me. I freakin love you all sooooo much!!! My cold is starting to get better, although my knee is still bugging me. Mom talked to Debbie, the PA at my orthopedist's office, and she said if it isnt better within a week I have to go in for more xrays. I really hope that I don't need surgery again. That would suck insanely. Monday nite, I went to 'Purple Passion Nite' with Amanda. I looove the sisters and was so excited to hang out with them again. Last nite I went to a few frat rushes w/Amanda and Jill (my APM). She is such a sweetheart. I absolutely love her! I sign my bid on Friday, and thats when I find out who my big sister is and who else is in my pledge class. Then, we start this weekend with a bunch of fun events, according to my PM, Emily. I'm really looking forward to it. It may be tough, but I will have so many people there til help me along. A lot of people in my hall think that Im just "buying friends". I dont think that they realize that I dont need to buy friends. I have plenty of people in my life that I care about and that care about me. I'm doing this for the experience and for other reasons that I dont think anyone really would understand except those who chose to pledge or have already pledged. The sisters keep telling me that unless you go through it, you dont understand it. The money that we pay is to go towards events, parties, shirts, etc. This is something that I really want to do. I have to maintain a good gpa, attend study hours, learn about the sorority's history and about being greek, among other things. I want this, and although being greek isnt for everyone... believe me, I didnt think it was for me at first, I am excited about it, and ready for it. Hopefully, my friends can all see this and will still consuder me as their friend. So far, things are looking good. My amazing parents, specially my mom, are supporting me in this and just want me to be happy and to love college. Id be lost w/o my parents... I love them so much. My most amazing friends from home... I dont know where I'd be without you. Thanks for everything that you've done for me, and for being the truly wonderful and unique people that you are. I never expected to miss my family, friends, and dance studio sooo much. I go home a lot to see everyone and to work, but I still miss em soo much! hehe Well, gotta get ready for class, then a nap or some hw, a double header for softball, then Alex might be coming up to hang out.... fun times. More later... Current Mood: excited Current Music: the buzzing of my fish tank... hehe (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, September 20th, 2004
7:59 pm	"Mmmmm pickles..." I'm just sittin here, eatin pickles w/my fabulous roomie.... haha. Had my 1st softball game today... got 1 strike out and 1 hit, but didnt get on base. Thats okay though, Im happy I got a hit! hehe We won 8-3. Yeaaah Goonies!! We freakin rule!! hehe After, we had dinner w/some of the team, then back here for some homework, and then Price Chopper w/Stace and Andrea. I got some cold medicine, and tea (wootwoot), plus a new toothbrush and some pickles. All 3 of us got pickles... yuuum. In a bit Im gonna get ready, then off to 'Purple Passion Nite' w/Amanda. We're gonna meet Bethany there cause she had to go early to set up. Bethany's sisters are all sooooo nice!! I really like them a lot. I start pledging on Thursday, and am excited and nervous about it. Nobody believes me that I want to pledge. I guess I'm not a typical sorority girl, but it's something that I want to do soooo Im gonna do it!!! haha I worked yesterday in the floral dept and froze my butt off. It was soo cold back there! After that, I came home, played some hockey w/Daphne, then off to the batting cages w/Pete and Tristan. I didnt do too bad... after that, Tristan and I played catch w/Tyler from across the street. It was good times. Im getting better!! hehe I packed up the focus, then Alex came over and we watch 'Taking Lives'. It was such a good movie!!! It has the best ending... haha, Alex, our faces at the end.... the crazyness! haha Alex is a cool kid. I really enjoy hanging out w/him. Welp... off to watch 7th Heaven, then get ready, and off to the party to see my girls and my rugby boys!! WootWoot!! hehehehe Current Mood: sick Current Music: 7th Heaven (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 18th, 2004
8:22 pm	All I can say is... WootWoot!!! Update? Suuure why not?? Soooo.... Wednesday nite we all went over to the girls house and got drunk for Sarah's 18th bday and b/c we had Thursday off from class (wootwoot). So about 5am, I went to Josh's house n crashed, then back to school for brunch, packing up dirrty laundry, and home. I washed my car (and Daph for that matter haha), then showered, and headed off to an eye appt. Back to school to head out to Bethany's sorority rush. I went with Amanda and Kim, met part of the Rugby team, and met all of Beth's sisters. They are are total sweethearts, and sooo much fun. I love em all!! AND.... I start pledging next Thursday or Friday!! WootWoot!! haha I had 2 classes Friday, then home to get my glasses, and hang out w/part of my AWESOME crew (Nicole, Sarah, Elliott, and Alex). The girls and I had pizza, then off to meet up with the guys and head to a bar for pool, dancing, and hanging out w/Stina's Dad and gf, who are both AWESOME!! I love em sooo much!! I gave Elliott a 'Ricker kiss' so I am now adopted as an official Ricker!! Wootwoot!! haha After that, back to the apt to hang out for a bit then home. I got up this morning, taught at the studio, then danced at 'Celebrate Baldwinsville' w/my dancers. They did AWESOME!! hehe Nicole n Stina came and took pictures! haha I <3 u girls sooo much!! My baby Taylor came w/Kelli, and Mom to watch too. It was good times. *A lil announcement... Annette Kuhlmann was 5min early getting her kids to class today!!!! Yaaay! haha I love you Annette!! Thanks for my planner, I def need it!! haha* So, I came back here, took a nap, ate, and am now talking to Nicole while she's at work. Once El calls me, Im gonna hopefully go pick him up, then head to Nicole's n Stina's to play some old school Nintendo, wootwoot! hehe Im sooo excited!! Welp, gonna change into sweats n do some stuff, then off to hang out with some awesometastic people... more lata <3 *Jpie and Michelle, I love you two soo much, and I miss you girls soo much!! Thanks for keeping in touch, we need to hang out when we're all back in the pool together!!!* *NBB, I <3 u!! Thanks for wanting to get our friendship back... I want it back too... Ive missed ya tons! I mean, cmon, who else am I gonna get beeped at and sing 'Yous A Ho" with?? haha* *My Oz crew, youre AWESOME!! Thanks for some awesomely good times... much love to my Waterbury girls!!!* Current Mood: happy Current Music: Krockathon/Rolling Rock Mix *sigh* good times with my boys!! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, September 14th, 2004
1:51 pm	I'm broken... I feel this emptyness inside of me.... I used to have a best friend who was like a brother to me, and now I dont. It hurts b/c we used to be sooo close to one another, and now we're not anymore. We went from talking everyday and hanging out almost everyday... to not even talking. We saw eachother Friday nite and he couldnt even say Hi to me. We had our first fight and it was over something ridiculous. I dont understand what I did wrong to make him not want to be friends anymore, but it seriously breaks my heart. Idk what to do or where I went wrong... *sigh* Im starting to think that I should give up with him.... Kevin, I wrote you that letter from the bottom of my heart, hoping that youd call me and we could fix things between us... you obviously dont want that since you still talk to and hang out with all of your other friends... maybe one day things will change... I can only hope. .....‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away You've gone away, you don't feel me anymore.... Current Mood: confused Current Music: 'Broken' (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, September 13th, 2004
12:23 pm	Weekend Recap... This weekend was definately interesting.... Friday was 80s nite for Courtney's 21st Birthday. It was insaaaane! We all went shopping at the salvo, and then after we got dressed n ready we stood in front of the dorm blasting 80s music out of Bobbys car, dancing, and posing for pics. It felt like a messed up prom, haha. After the party, I came back to my room to find 1 of my fish laying at the bottom of the tank. *sniffsniff* My most awesomest friends in the world (Nicole, Stina, Elliott, Stef) came up to Oz at midnite to pick me up and bring me home. On the way, Nicole and I called Justin and left him a fun message, haha. We went to Tipp Hill, then Nicole, Stef and I pigged out at Dennys and then back to the apt where the 3 of us slept in the same bed. hahaha Saturday I taught dance from 930am - 2pm, came back to the house, mowed the front yard, then over to the Roys. I played w/Maren, which is always fun b/c shes soooo cute... we ordered pizza, then back home to shower around 7 and bed at 930. I was exhausted!!! Sunday I worked at Wegmans from 9-1. Mom came in when I was working and bought me TONS of food, yum!! hehe After, I came home, ate, packed up, and came back up to school. After dinner, I watched "Ferris Buelar's Day Off" up in Matt's room. I <3 that movie!! hehe Then came back with the intent to do homework, and ended up hanging out w/Kevin (not Tompkins.. the other one) whom I havent seen in fooooorever. It was good times.... I picked him up just before 12 came back to campus, and we walked over to the flat rocks behind the plant. Theres these rocks that you walk over to get to these stair looking things. We sat on those til almost 230, just talking, watching a boat come in, and figuring out what the clouds looked like. haha It was amazing. The water and the stars were so peaceful, and it was nice to sit there and catch up. Took him home and got back to my room at 330, so Im sleepy today. French was cut short this morning so Im def happy about that, woha!!! Well theres a lil recap.... Kyle's showering, then her and I are going to lunch cause Im staaaarving!! hehe 1 more class then who knows whats going on?!?! *Nicole, Stina,Stef, Elliott.... THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOO MUCH!! I cant begin to express how much I freakin love you guys!! Youre all awesome!! MWUAHS!! I couldnt ask for a better group of friends!!* *My Oz Crew.... fun times w/you guys.... thanks for accepting me, and welcoming me into your group!* Current Mood: hungry Current Music: 'Strawberry Wine' (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, September 10th, 2004
12:20 pm	It's Friday!! Wootwoot!! 80's nite is tonite!!! Andrea and I are going after I get out of class at 245... everyones soo excited! Some of the guys were walking around last nite in their outfits... haha good times. My lovely Nicole is in the process of setting me up w/her friend Justin. We talked last nite on the phone for a few... he is an absolute sweetheart. Things are looking good so far. Welp, off to drive Staci to class b/c she is a gimp, haha, poor Stace. Ill update after my crazy nite tonite haha... much love Current Mood: excited Current Music: the girl from next doors music... its so loud! (Comment on this)
Monday, September 6th, 2004
10:56 pm	Get Er Done Sorry for not updating... everyday there's something to do. I absolutely LOVE it up here!! I had to go home last Saturday b/c I got sick then stayed til Sunday b/c I had to work. This week has been nothing, but classes, trips to Walmart and the dining hall (Lakeside is the best!!), hanging out w/my awesome Waterbury crew, and getting adjusted to everything. Thursday nite we had a bonfire on the rocks by the lake... it was cool. Met some nice freshman (yeah Scales boys! haha) Friday we went to 'the girls' house for a party. It was INSANE!! Staci, Andrea (girl down the hall), and I made 'juice' aka Cranberry juice n Vodka AND in a diff bottle Orange/Pineapple juice n Vodka. Yum!! haha Everyone got pretty crazy, I learned how to play flip cup, Andrea rode Casey's bike around (and got stopped my the cops), I took pics and have no idea what they are of, and then we all stumbled home to visit Jack and eat the rest of our subs that we ordered for dinner. I came home Saturday nite to find 15 people staying in my house, so I got shipped aross the street to the Bliss house to sleep. Steph and I watched "13 Going On 30". Its such a cute movie, we loved it! I got up bright n early to work at Wegs on Sunday then BLOCK PARTY time!! Woot Woot!! haha My neighbor Terri made me screwdrivers. I got sooooo trashed!!! haha I dont remember half of the nite. It was definately good times!! One again, I took more pics of who knows what haha. After a day of working at Wegs, shopping w/Mom, and being semi hung over, I am back up here in Oz procrastinating on my work. haha I think Im gonna work on my room a bit, cleaning and such... Im gonna do some hw maybe... then bedtime!!!! More Later <3.... * Steve... fun times Thursday at the Fair :-) * * My crew from home... I looooove you all n miss you!!! * Current Mood: sore Current Music: 'Ants Marching' (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 29th, 2004
9:04 pm	First Weekend at Oswego.... I'm up at Oswego... in my room.... with the door open n the fan on (cause its 800 degrees in here!!) and watching the VMAS... I got all my stuff moved in Friday w/the help of my brothers and my oldest niece. Pat (aka Buggi) decided to call the house at 730 to get me up...grrr... we left around 9 and i was all moved in just before 10am.... 4 hrs later I was almost all unpacked haha. I have the nicest roommate and neighbors. Staci is my roomie, Courtney and Kyle are the girls next door, Elyse lives down the hall, and Andrea lives across and down the hall. Staci, Courtney, and I grabbed dinner at the 'Welcome Back' picnic... later that nite we all headed to the guys house (friends of theirs) along w/Court's bf Matt. I had a blast. All the guys and girls that I met were really nice, and seemed a lot like me in the sense that they can be goofy and have fun. I played beer pong... 1st game w/Elyse... we lost, but I made the money cup (a full cup in the way back, only shot I made haha)... 2nd game w/Boss (aka Jay)... we beat Matt n Dan, the 13 time champs.. I sunk 4 and Boss sunk 2. haha Kick ASS! haha After that, we danced and acted stupid the whole way back to campus, ordered a pizza, and preceded to eat it in the lobby floor w/the RA on call and DA on call. Fun times. I went home Sat b/c I wasnt feeling too well.... after a trip to Urgent Care, 5 diff pharmacies, and then back to Urgent Care to get a pill, I am starting to feel better. I worked 9am - 1pm today at Wegmans, loaded up the car, and came back up. I really like it up here a lot. We had a floor meeting... had to sign roommate agreements... 'You can have sex in my bed anytime!' hahaha Staci and I still need to think up our code word so we wont walk in on eachother gettin busy... hmmm any ideas?? Its gotta be funny. I named my laptop Larry... Courtney's comp is Stanley, Kyle's is Spencer, and I just found out that Michelle's is Lila haha. K well I'm done for now... classes start tomorrow... Stef and Kirk are gonna come by n see me during our breaks, YAAAY!! haha More lata.. Current Mood: happy Current Music: VMAs (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, August 27th, 2004
2:23 am	* Memories * Some awesome memories from my summer... if I forget any will you add them in?? (put em in the comments section!!) :-) Shinedown concert Krockathon/Rolling Rock Town Fair 2004 weekend getting cellulitus Darien Lake Dennys Applebees Grad Parties/House Parties watching Summerland hot tubbing Frostys making new friends reconnecting w/old friends drunkness devirginizing my neighbor haha (and Nicole, you were in the saaame room....and hes 21 so no mean IMS from people thinkin he was 15 or 16 lol) my soldiers checkin into a hotel at 3am (we're coming from Albany, haha not!) teaching dance late nite trips to Wegmans taking random pics cleaning Nicole and Kristina's apt 1st time to the Stripclub (wootwoot) dating Kman for an hour and 10 minutes.... hahaha buying stuff for school mini golf teaching Daphne how to play hockey mini road trips w/Jpie staying up really late babysitting Maren and Taylor working at 'Hoslers' w/Steph, Dave, Tristan, Sue, and all my family... hehe driving all over Malone w/Maffew singing in the car getting mooned on the way to D Lake going to Oswego w/Amber to look for earrings (unsuccessful trip) getting my laptop :-) being the Joker in 'Batdance' for SCMC Dance Recitals Spin Dip n Quesadillas dinner w/my dancers at Unos visiting my Papa's grave (thanks again Steph) stopping at the Target in Victor to see Steve looking at the stars hours at the ER endless crazy times at the apt w/the girls Taco Bell trips to Soundgarden, Walmart, Target, Bed Bath n Beyond, Dollar Store... etc etc finding out I'm a bridesmaid in Gina's wedding (fall 2006 wootwoot) packing for my first time away at school so much more.... fun times.... lemme know what I forgot!!! :-) Current Mood: excited Current Music: 'Strawberry Wine' (3 Comments |Comment on this)
2:00 am	What a summer!! Sorry for not updating all week... its been a rollercoaster ride..... starting w/Sunday. I got a call from my brother's (Pete, the older one) work saying he was taken to the ER in an ambulance. My niece Tristan (his daughter) and I got dressed (hadnt showered yet, eww) and then when Mom got home we headed to St Joes..... 10 hrs later, we found out he had a staff infection in his leg, cellulitus, and blood poisoning. He had a temp of 102.4, heart rate of between 125-130 (only suppose to be in the 80s), body aches, headache, chest pains, and was delirious and kept passing out. Soooooo scary!! Luckily, he came home today and is getting better. *phew* Thank you to all of those who prayed for my brother... it meant a lot to me to know that we were all in your thoughts, and that he is getting better... much love to you all!!! :-) I've spent the past week packing, getting stuff for school, visiting Pete, and spending time w/friends.... what a way to wrap up one of the best summers that I've ever had!!! I babysat Maren Tuesday and had ice cream w/Neumie, hung out w/Steve Wednesday and shopping w/Jessie, then picked up Pete from the hospital, had lunch, hung out w/Jessie, saw Michelle, dinner w/Jessie, packing, Dennys w/the crew (Nicole, Kristina, Kman, Elliott, Michelle, Rob, Jessie, Kristin (her friend), then off to Wegmans w/Nicole, Kman, Kristina, and Elliott for some last min stuff for school and to cause some ruckus. haha We took pics in the freezers and posing in all different places.... fun times. I came home to pack, talked to Jessie online (I feel better now), and am now talking to Frank then off to bed. I really enjoy talking to Frank... he's a total sweetheart and has a personality very similar to mine. :-) Off to Oswego bright n early (10am haha) tomorrow... Pete n Pat(other bro) are taking me up. I have soooo much stuff, omfg! haha It should good times for sure. I am ready to start a new chapter in my life... I have had such an AMAZING summer this year... connecting w/old friends and making new ones... to all of you who were a part of my life this summer, thank you for everything, you have helped me grow and have made this such a memorable summer for me. Ive had so many new experiences and have made some wonderful new friends, and have bonded w/old friends.... its amazing. I love you all in soo much and look forward to what the future holds... for all of us. Much love... <3 * OSWEGO STATE TOMORROW!!!! 145 Waterbury Hall!! Fun times to come!!! * Current Mood: excited Current Music: 'Fall to Pieces' Velvet Revolver (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, August 21st, 2004
11:52 pm	I love my friends :-) I had such a blast yesterday at Darien Lake w/the crew. Stef spent the nite... we got up at 530am to get ready, pick up Jpie and Elliott, meet up w/Nicole, Kman, Kwoman, Bohlke, and Nicole's friend Trish at 'Mama Nancy's Diner' for some breakfast then off to Darien Lake. Jess and I made a Mattwich and the 3 of us went on the Skycoaster. It was AMAZING!! I got to pull the ripcord and the stupid thing got stuck! Grrr! They were yelling at me to pull it and I was yelling back that I couldn't then finally it pulled and we fell about 200ft.... awesomely good times!! We all went on the Superman 3 times, got soaked on The Grizzly Run (twice, just stayed in our raft haha), The Log Ride, and Shipwreck Falls where we got insanely soaked. After that we headed back to the car to change and eat then back to the rides. We went on the Superman 3 times, the Viper once, and everyone else went on the Mind Eraser. It was such a good time!! I cannot wait to get pics developed.... we have this awesome one w/Tweety where we're all doing the westside sign... haha go tweety! Before we left, Jpie and I said goodbye to Bohlke... it was sad. I'm going to miss him soo much. He is part of the reason why I've had such an awesome summer.(thanks Matt, youre awesome!!) On the way home, Jpie, Elliot, Stef, and I stopped in Victor so I could see Steve for a few minutes. I bought him a shotglass at D Lake (got myself one too!). I miss that kid sooo much!! We're going to try and hang out sometime this week. I cannot wait!! :-) Well, Tristan(my niece) is here... we spent the day packing some stuff for school and cleaning my room... then dinner and a few movies so we could just veg. Gonna crash in a bit since we're both exhausted.... more lata <3 Nite!! * Oswego in 1 week!!! I cannot waaaaait!! * Bohlke- THANKS for the Krockathon/Rolling Rock Town Fair 2004 cd that ya made me... I love it!! Good times to be remembered!! Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: 'In The Air' Nonpoint (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Sunday, August 15th, 2004
11:19 pm	'Hey good lookin... watcha got cookin..' haha I'm baaack!! Did ya miss me?? I hope so! hehe I had fun up in Malone... I left Friday Aug 6th and just got home tonite around 7ish. My laptop was here waiting for me... I'm using it right now! yay! haha I looove it... I'm just sittin on my bed, w/Daph sleepin next to me (she missed me), and my radio on. Good times. Here's a recap.... I almost died on the way up to Malone. These 2 tractor trailors were passing some cars and the cars on my side of the road and the cars that were being passed had to pull onto the shoulders just so we wouldnt get hit. Damn tractor trailors!! I made it up there safely and worked all week on Deli, cept for Friday nite when I waitressed. I had a lot of fun. Mostly I worked 10-4 w/a few 10-3 and one 10-5. I liked workin in the back w/the guy and Sue. Sue is my cousin Shaun's wife Kari's mom. She's a lot of fun to work with. I also worked w/Tristian, Dave, Tony, Devin, and Jacob. The guys are all really nice and fun to work with cept Jacob. He's just a douchebag who worked 1 day and called in the other day. I saw Christine again. We've worked together for the past 3 yrs. She is going to nursing school and got engaged! I'm soo happy for her! Shes such a sweetheart. We exchanged email addys again, I gave her my new one at school, and we also exchanged real addys, so I'll have to send her some mail. I hung out w/Matt on Monday nite for a few hours. I miss that kid soo much. We just drove around, reminissed (sp),and then pulled over so we could hang our heads out the windows and see the stars, haha. Typical Maffew and Pammers.... I'm hoping that we'll reconnect and try to hang out some more. I had a blast hanging out, soo hopefully itll happen again soon. Stephanie (neighbor aka lil sister) came up Sunday w/my mom. She worked Mon - Thurs and then her mom came to pick her up Thurs so she could go home to attend a family wedding. We had a freakin blast!!! We went to the fair Sun nite, to the Demo Mon nite, spent Tues veggin, and Wed nite we went to Jrecks for dinner then to the cemetary to find my Papa (which we did!), and then on a mini road trip on backroads. It was fun times. We totally were creeped out in the cemetary... specially by those weird guys walking around, and the open plot that looked like someone was gonna be buried in it soon. We did find Papa Hosler.... I was really happy to see his stone. I hadnt been there in soo long. I think the last time that I went I was really little. After that we cruised around singing to the radio haha. I Love you Stephanie, thanks for an awesome week, Idk what I'd do w/o my sista!!! We had some fun times working together, dancin, late nite phone convos w/Joe and Justy, checkin out boys, makin fun of the rednecks, singing to the radio, playi ng w/the twins.... our cd... haha... fun times!! I had a fun nite, but I'm glad to be back in the pool. I've got a little less than 2 weeks until I move into school... fun times ahead! haha *THIS Friday - Darien Lake w/some AWESOME people!! * *HOSLERS gang - Thanks for an awesome week!! * *Justy - hope yur having fun... cant wait to talk to you soon * *Maffew - hope to see you soon!! * *Jason - take care over in Iraq... I MISS YOU!! * I know what I want for a tat.... I'm getting it SOON!!!! :-) Current Mood: happy Current Music: Whiskey Lullaby (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Friday, August 6th, 2004
11:59 am	Will you miss me?? I'm all showered up and almost ready to go. I've just got a few more things to pack, load up the car, run a few errands and I'm off! I'll be up in Malone (near the Canadian border, 3 1/2 hrs north) visiting family and working at my Aunt and Uncle's fairstand. People always think it sounds odd that I go up there to work, but its loads of fun, and I've been doing it ever since I was 12. I mostly am a deli cook, but waitress when they need me. The fun thing about this year is that I'm taking my car up, and on Sunday when my mom comes up she is bring my neighbor aka my little sister, Stephanie, up to work for a few days. :-) I leave to come home the 15th, but am staying in Potsdam that night in Jessie's new house! I'm soo excited!! Rockin good times! I have had an awesome summer so far.... thanks in part to my amazing friends. Once again, a great week w/great people! I'm going to miss you all, but I love you tons and just think, when I get back... we're going to DARIEN LAKE on AUGUST 20th!!!! Anyone else wanna join?? Just lemme know!! :-) I'll miss all of you, and I hope that someone will miss me too! hehe Keep in touch and call the cell! Much love... <3 * Justy... hehe, sorry I HAD to! Thanks for an amazing 5 hr convo last nite. I can see a good friendship forming already. See ya when I get back. :-) * Current Mood: excited Current Music: rockin out to the radio (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 5th, 2004
1:37 pm	* KRockathon - Rolling Rock Town Fair 5 Tour 2004 * Who had one of the best weekends EVER????? THIS GIRL!!!! hahaha I had such a fun weekend..... Friday... It started out with me picking up the Kman and Bohlke then heading out to Skaneatlas to Rob's house. We all piled into Rob's Grand Am GT (ooh bebe! haha). Rob put on "Dangerzone' from Top Gun and got up to 120 on the backroads from his house. We even passed a few cars, double yellow or not. I was riding shotty so I was a little scared haha. We hit up P&C for some subs and alchy then off to Weedsport. We all took about 2 bites from our subs, which I shared w/Rob since a 1/2 of a sub is HUUGE!!. So we started off the party right and broke out the Ying Ling, which I had for the first time and is pretty good, and some Rum shots. 4 shots in 20min later I was feeling good! haha We invited these 2 random girls, driving a Focus btw, to do Rum shots w/us, then saw Bethany and Anthony and invited them over as well. I paid a $1 each for Bethany and I do do a jello shot. The kid selling em was in my photo class 2 semesters ago haha. I spent the first part of the Krockathon fairly drunk.... it was 85 out, and I ended up getting really dehydrated. While in the crowd, I got hit on the head w/a shoe, which bounced off the guys' shoulders after it hit me, and got a lot of kicks in the head and every other part of my body from people crowd sufing. During Fuel, which was amazing, the guys took me out of the crowd so I could sit down b/c I ended up feeling really sick. They thought I mightve had a minor concussion. I sat on the grandstands w/Rob, he wasn't feeling well either, during Hoobastank's set. The whole show was awesome.... Ive found new loves for a lot of bands! haha After we sat in traffic and finally got back to Rob's place, Kman, Bohlke and I came back out to Lpool to shower, change and so I could pack. Rob and Selena picked us up around 230, stopped at the 24hr McDonalds for some eats, then on our way to PA. Saturday... We got into State College around 730, met Kristin (Bohlke's friend) at this diner for some breakfast. Kristin is wicked nice, I like her a lot.... I think it's because she's a lot like me.... very laid back, and just having fun. After breakfast, we changed, made tshirts and headed out to Latrobe. Kman and I rode w/Bohlke and Kristin. On the way, I fell asleep on Kman's lap while he was leaning up against the window.... we apparently had a full out conversation while sleeping! hahahaha The Rolling Rock Town Fair was an absolute MUDFEST!! It was sooo much fun!!! Kristin, Bohlke, Kman and I went semi up front for Hoobastank and got covered in mud!! People got a kick out of the shirts we made... and some 60yr old lemonade stand worker (a guy)flashed me b/c my shirt said 'If you show me yours.... I'll show you MINE...' hahaha. After an AMAZING show, and what Scott Whelan called 'A fuckin muddy orgy', we washed up in the parking lot w/water bottles and towels then changed. I stripped down to my skivies right there... pfft I dont care! haha The girls hid behind towels. Kman and Bohlke were covered the most b/c they went sliding down the mudhill a few times, haha. We drove back to State College where Kristin and Bohlke crashed in one room, Rob and Selena in another, and Kman and I put our beds together and slept in the room in the basement. Sunday... We got to tour Penn State before coming home. Bohlke sported his RR tshirt he got on Saturday and I sported my RR trucker hat. It's HOT!! haha We stopped at Penn State store before leaving... I got cute blue shorts that say Penn State on one leg and have paw prints on the butt. We made a stop at a gas station to get drinks, go to the bathroom, and I changed into my shorts for the ride home. Lets just say it was definately interesting.... hahaha Kman flashed some van w/this girl that was staring at us in it, Rob got up to 110 or 120 I think, miracalously (sp) we didnt get pulled over, I got pics of Bohlke hanging out of the moonroof, and Kman, Bohlke and I sat in the back together singing and headbanging the whole ride home. It was soo much fun!! Im sooo glad I went, and the guys told me that they were glad that I went too. After we got dropped off at Bohlke's, Kman, Bohlke and I went to Taco Bell since we were hungry... we ate in the car, talked about our weekend, then they dropped me off, gave me some goodbye hugs, and slaps on the ass ('Pam, youve got paw prints on your ass' SMACK 'Hey are those hand holds?' SMACK) haha fun times!! 2 days 2 states 2 concerts 1 swollen ankle (mine ofcourse) 19 bands NO SLEEP Awesome weekend w/some awesome people!!! * I went to the docs on Monday... my ankle/foot was swollen because I have an infection called Cellulitus.... it's where your skin molecules infect themselves.... ofcourse only me this would happen to!!!! * Current Mood: happy Current Music: "In The Air" NONPOINT (yeaaah!!) (Comment on this)
Thursday, July 29th, 2004
11:27 pm	'Tere are more than angels watching over me...' Sooo... I had decided that I was definately NOT going to go to the Rolling Rock Town Fair. Mom and I had a talk... I cannot afford to go, and need to start saving up for school/chipping in a little more, etc etc. Rob (not Sarah's Rob) offered to pay for my ticket, but I feel wicked bad. I hate borrowing money... specially $50! So as of now, I think I'm going because Rob isnt really giving me much of a choice, but Im not totally sure. I guess we'll see what happens?! Nicole and everyone are having a bbq/party on Saturday so if I dont go to RRTF I can always go to that. They all want me to come sooo badly, but it all depends on if I go to PA for the RRTF or not... I went to the mall w/Sarah today. I got some cute tank tops, shorts, and flip flops and Sarah got some dorm stuff. We had a blast! I freakin love her!! My lil Saltine! haha I talked to Jason last nite for about 5min. Things are really bad where he is so he hasnt been able to get online a lot. He's safe. I hope that he continues to stay safe. I love that kid to death and dont want anything to happen to him.... I miss him.... a lot. Well.... bedtime hopefully soon.... more lata Current Mood: contemplative Current Music: I Believe (Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 27th, 2004
11:52 pm	Wow, I was definately in a bad mood last nite..... I am feeling better now..... and... I"M GOING TO THE ROLLING ROCK TOWN FAIR!!! I've got the cash flow, for now, so I am definately going. Im ready for some good times although still uncertain. I had an AWESOME weekend and made some new friends as well as hang out w/some old friends. Here's to Nicole, Kristina, Sarah, Rob, Lisa, Stef, Sarah C., Jessie, KMan, Bohlke.... you guys are awesome, and I definately had a blast! My first strip club visit was definately an adventure. I'm looking forward to more good times to come!!! Marty's home... hopefully we'll get to hang out soon. I got an email from Jason yesterday... I miss him soooo much, but am feeling better about things w/us. I've still got a lot of things in my life that I want to change.... just be there for me a long the way and I'll love you forever... Tomorrow: Watching Taylor, Ballet class, Hot Tubbin w/some great people THIS WEEKEND: Krockathon and the Rolling Rock Town Fair :-) Next week: Getting my tounge peirced (i hope!) Nicole's going w/me to hold my hand :-P Well... upstairs to watch a movie, GNITE!!! More Lata Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Outback Jack.. haha (Comment on this)
2:52 am	I can't afford to go to Rolling Rock this weekend........ this fucking sucks. Current Mood: cynical Current Music: absolutely nothing.... (Comment on this)
2:50 am	So..... I just got bitched at by my mom...... not in the greatest mood to begin with...... I feel like such a fuck up........ someone love me please...... I wish that things were different in my life..... I hate myself....... why can't I just be happy?? Current Mood: depressed Current Music: absolutely nothing.... (Comment on this)
Monday, July 26th, 2004
12:21 am	I need YOUR help!!! Soooo.... here's the question of the day..... I'm having 2nd thoughts about going to the Rolling Rock Town Fair in Latrobe, PA this upcoming Saturday... soooo.... should I go to that w/Bohlke, his friend Kristen, Kman, Rob, and Rob's gf?!?!?! Hmmmm....... * Marty's home... woha!!!.... had a kick ass weekend w/some awesome people.... AND I'm thinking of getting my tounge pierced at the end of this week.... what do ya think?! * Current Mood: confused Current Music: Goodbye and So Long (Comment on this)