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Saturday, December 6th, 2003
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10:45 pm - All I can say is that my life is pretty plain, I like watchin' the puddles gather rain..
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So, wow, today was a relatively productive day. We went hog wild with Christmas decorations. Its the most we've ever put up before. We put up:
Bulbs along the gutter
Tube lights along the banister
Three light-up moving deers
6 or 8 tubelight snowflakes hanging from the porch awning
3 holographic snowflakes
1 tube light candy cane
Net lights over the bushes
We still have to put up more lights, and Santa
And I got my essay almost finished.
And I got to sit on my roof today! I stood up, but I was too scared I was gonna fall, so I sat back down.
To do:
French
Boy Scout Christmas party thingy
Clean room
Start making Christmas cards
Go Christmas Shopping
Take back library books
Remember what else I was supposed to do
current mood:  bouncy
current music: No Rain - Blind Melon
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| Thursday, December 4th, 2003
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4:24 pm - Your a Rich Girl...
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So, okay, since we are all broke, and have no money, but need some for France, Mrs. Merlo is helping us organize an ice cream bar to raise some money. So, the richest girl, who's parents are paying for her whole trip, and probably about $400+ spending money, wants to be a part of this. She is such an airhead, and thinks we all really like her, and want her to come. She parades around with her Luis Vitton bags (yes, I said bags, as in plural, as in more than one). Well, so, she wants to be a part of this Ice Cream thing, which means we have to give her a portion of the profits, which takes away from our portion. SHE DOESN"T NEED ANY MONEY!!!! I just want to scream!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I HATE YOU!
Wow, okay, maybe its not gonna be Kaytee who goes postal, it will be me.
We are siamese twins, we can go postal together.
current mood:  enraged
current music: Rich Girl - Hall and Oates
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| Monday, December 1st, 2003
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3:33 pm - Sweatin' to the oldies...
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Yo Yo Homie G
Ghetto moment.
Today, in gym, we finally got to do Tae Bo. At first I was quite angry at Kaitlyn for subjecting us to humiliation, but once we actually started doing something besides walking in place and the seniors left, and I FELT THE BURN (!!!!!) it wasn't too bad.
Well, except for a large cemetary incident, that was quite disturbing, yet quite hilarious at the same time, nothing exiting happened.
Toodles
current mood:  drained
current music: Keep on Loving You - REO Speedwagon
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| Sunday, November 30th, 2003
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7:07 pm - I'm thankful for...
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Well, so, I just got back from up north, after spending almost three hours at the "World's Largest Christmas Store". You know, I think after the first hour, most people would have been bored out of their mind. But no-sir-ee, not me. And we didn't even go through half of the store, we stayed in the outdoor lighting and faux tree departments. Maybe it was the prospect that we were actually going shopping.
So, anywho, quick rundown of my vacation.
We went up north on Wednesday night. I decided not to tie my tennis shoes (usually they are always tied tightly and double knotted) and they were really loose. I kicked my foot up by my sisters head, and my shoe flew off and smacked her in the head. Unfortunately, I couldn't stop laughing, and nobody was laughing with me.
On Thursday, my aunt, uncle, Ian, and my uncle's parents came up (well, his parents came down). His parents are really nice, although I've only met them twice, they are kind of like the grandparents I never had. Anyway, I'm really scared to go weigh myself, but I know I should. All we did up there the whole weekend was eat.
My cousin, who joined the army, graduated from basic training this week. My other Aunt and Uncle and two cousins flew down to spend the week with him. He called and talked to everybody on Thursday night, except neither me nor my siblings talked to him. At first I didn't really want to, because we've never been that close, and I really didn't know what to say. But I would've talked to him if somebody had handed me the phone without asking me. Then I justified it with the fact that we never really see him that often anyway, and I wouldn't had seen him until Christmas if he wasn't in the Army. Now I feel really guilty.
On Friday, we really didn't do much. The girls went shopping in town, and the guys just stayed home.
On Saturday, my aunt and uncle and Ian left. We went in to town that afternoon/evening, because we had a plumbing problem to fix, and we were going to go to church, but we went to the stamp store and out to dinner instead.
And today we spent a good chunk of the day at Bronner's.
current mood:  sleepy
current music: Norah Jones - Come Away With Me
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6:48 pm - Its beginning to look a lot like Christmas...
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Okay, as of right now, I officially hate Christmas songs.
Check back in about a week.
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| Monday, November 24th, 2003
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2:53 pm
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Okay, so this morning, I woke up late, at 7:10. So, I hopped in the shower and was flying around, and then I took my temp, because I felt hot, and my throat was painful. Anyway, to make a long story short, I felt really bad for staying home today, because we are doing a lot of things today, and Kt's grandma died, so I kinda wanted to be there. But I realize there is no way I would have been able to make it through the day without passing out or someithing. I went to the doctor's (yes the pediatrician, those are the only doctors I even remotely like) and he couldn't determine a definate disease, but I'm on antibiotics, in case its not viral. He said it sounded like the Flu (not the stomach flu). But we forgot to ask if I can go to school tomorrow, so I'll just see how I feel in the morning. My head is so light, and I can't think properly. I couldn't remember if my locker was 207 or 307.
Anyway, while I was lying on the couch today, I watched Wonder Years. It was the one where Kevin can't find a date to the dance, and then he goes home and while Wayne is out of the room, kisses Wayne's girlfriend. It was slightly creepy, because the next day at school, they decide that they are just going to be friends, and then they kiss again, and make out the rest of the day, all over school. To make a long story short, The night of the dance, Wayne drives Kevin and Sandy(Wayne's girlfriend), and Sandy breaks up with Wayne, but Wayne pretends he broke up with Sandy. Wayne is like, almost in tears, and he's telling Kevin all the reasons he broke up with Sandy, but they are really just his justification of the whole thing. But, none of this was corny at all, surprisingly. Most of those old shoes are all majorly corny when conveying life's morals, but this wasn't.
current mood:  groggy
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| Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
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3:47 pm - I believe in yesterday...
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If anyone has any funny vacation stories, they would be greatly appreciated.
I want to ask my mother, but she is being a major bitch. I don't think y'all want to be burdened with the details, and I don't really want to elaborate.
Yesterday Allison and I went to the football game, and it was quite depressing. Despite the fact that we had twice as many people in the stands as they did, and we were undefeated, our team was crushed. Literally. Those boys must be in pain, seeing as there were several pile-ups, and the heaviest guy on the opposing team weighed 320lbs, about 100 more than the heaviest guy on our team. Seriously, the collective weight of our team must've been half as much as the collective weight of theirs.
But it was really depressing. The boys on the sidelines all hung their heads throughout the second half. They really needed a pep talk or something to get themselves pumped up. Easier said than done.
My parents made us stay after the game until the team left. We watched them do whatever they did. But anyway, I am still curious how that bus ride home was.
current mood:  blank
current music: Yesterday - The Beatles
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| Thursday, November 20th, 2003
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7:18 pm - Once there was a darkness, a deep and endless night...
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Okay, I decided to fill this out. I stole it from Melissa, just in case anybody cared. I really don't think you wanna read all of it, I mean, quite boring and all, but whatever floats your boat.
:x: name = Amanda
:x: piercings = 1 in each ear (I'm debating whether or not to talk my mom into letting me get another, although I believe the max. number of piercings in each ear should be two, otherwise you just look trashy)
:x: tattoos = none
:x: height= 5'2 and 1/2
:x: shoe size = 7 1/2
:x: hair color = I'm not sure how to describe it. Its brown(ish) with blonde highlights (yes, they are natural. I have "virgin" hair) but its dimensional, you know, like a child's hair. If anyone can come up with a color for it, I would be appreciative.
:x: siblings = A sister and a brother, both exceptionally annoying.
LAST...
:x: movie you rented = Daddy Day Care, I think.
:x: movie you bought = I don't buy movies.
:x: song you listened to = The First Cut is the Deepest - Sheyrl Crow
:x: song that was stuck in your head = ONE...singular sensation. But I don't think that counts, so how's about "The First Cut is the Deepest"?
:x: CD you bought = Lemme go look at my CDs and see...okay, they are temporarily misplaced, so, the last CD I can remember buying was Avril Lavigne, last July(not this past one, the July before). I'm sure I bought another, but I am having a temporary brain fart.
:x: CD you listened to = Michelle Branch - Hotel Paper
:x: person you've called = probably either Kaitlyn or Allison
:x: person that's called you = My dad
:x: TV show you've watched = Clean House
:x: person you were thinking of = um, I don't keep track of these things...
DO...
:x: you have a crush on someone = a teeny one (no one you would actually guess(well, actually two people could probably guess, but they wouldn't be correct if they guessed what they would like to guess(confusing)))
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = nope
:x: you think about suicide = that is poorly worded, it should say have you ever thought about attempting suicide. Because obviously everybody thinks about suicide...I think about how I wouldn't commit suicide.
:x: you believe in online dating = well, yes and no. I mean, if you have trouble dating and things, because your shy, or for other reason, its a good idea. Like, if your not the most attractive person, its a good idea. But you can't tell if anyone is ever being honest, so in that since, its a bad idea.
:x: others find you attractive = First of all, how would I know? Secondly, I honestly don't think so.
:x: you want more piercings = yeah, either a cartilage piercing, or a second ear piercing.
:x: you like cleaning = when I have the whole afternoon to do it, and nothing else to do.
:x: you like roller coasters = Good God no.
:x: you write in cursive or print = print, but I have really suck handwriting, and sometimes I add a little bit of cursive in.
FOR OR AGAINST...
:x: long distance relationships = for
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against
:x: killing people = neutral
:x: teenage smoking = against
:x: driving drunk = against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = for (they have the right to do whatever the hell they want. why does everybody have to be so judgemental?)
:x: soap operas = against
HAVE YOU...
:x: ever cried over a girl = not over, because of.
:x: ever cried over a boy = nope
:x: ever lied to someone = yep
:x: ever been in a fist fight = not really, my sister and I don't use fists.
:x: ever been arrested = nope
WHAT...
:x: shampoo do you use = Herbal Essences Fruit Fusions
:x: shoes do you wear = tennis shoes, my school shoes, and sometimes when I'm feeling daring, my humongo-heeled clogs
:x: are you scared of = heights
NUMBER...
:x: of times I have been in love?= 0
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = 0
:x: of hearts I have broken? = again, how would I know? probably none
:x: of girls I have kissed? = none, in the sense you mean
:x: of boys I have kissed? = why is it any of your business?
:x: of girls I've slept with? = none
:x: of boys I've slept with? = none
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?= 2, although I'm not sure I could trust them with my life, they are just a tad klutzy.
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?= only like once or twice, I think.
:x: of scars on my body? = 3 major scars, quite a few little ones.
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = too many to number.
DO YOU THINK YOU ARE...
:x: pretty - no, not really
:x: funny - I think I can be, if I'm in a good mood.
:x: hot - no, not really
:x: friendly - I'm too shy. I really want to be friendly, like when I'm around people I don't know, but the whole time, I'm like "okay, say hi. make conversation. come on, you can do it" and I spend too much time talking my self into it.
:x: amusing - no, I think I'm just annoying. If I were anybody else, I'd tell me (way bad grammar!) to shut up.
:x: ugly - no, I think I'm just ordinary.
:x: loveable - I don't know, I'm not really sure. I'm just going to back up two lines, to the annoying thing.
:x: caring - yeah
:x: sweet - Once again ^ annoying.
:x: dorky - yeah, although I try a little too hard not to be.
favorite:
5 letter word: dance? maybe, I don't think about it too much.
Candy: Reese's peanut butter cups.
Cartoon: The Simpsons I guess, I can't think of any others.
Cereal: Frosted Mini Wheats, or any cereal with freeze dried fruit, such as Blueberry Morning.
Chewing gum: Carefree Koolerz
Colour(s): purple, and a ton others.
Color nail polish: I don't know, I don't paint my nails anymore, and when I do, I do French Manicures.
Day of week: Thursday
Least fave day: First is Monday, Second is Wednesday (ironically those are the days I have dance)
Flower: way too many to choose. I like lilies, but I like roses better. I also like sunflowers, but not as much as the others. Hmm, hard decision.
Jello flavor: Cherry or Blue Raspberry
Jewelry: My Grandma's ring, but unfortunately I lost that, my charm bracelet, my diamond earrings, and a whole bunch other stuff I can't think of.
Special skills/talents: I guess I could count dance as a talent, although I'm not much good at it. If anybody can think of a talent I have, that would be appreciated.
Summer/Winter: summer
Trampolines or swimming pools: My first instinct would be to say trampoline, but if you just put a water trampoline (those things are fun) into a large pool, that'd be cool.
|| Person who last.. ||
Slept in your bed: besides me? does it count if I'm not in the bed?
Saw you cry: I guess, maybe my relatives. My Grandma's funeral was the last time I cried in front of anybody. I just don't look very attractive with a puffy red face.
Made you cry: My Grandma, but does that count? She didn't make me cry, I just cried because of her.
You went to the movies with: Allison, Kt, and Rachel.
Yelled at you: my mother.
Sent you an email: An actual person? Probably Kt.
|| Have you ever.. ||
Said "I love you" and meant it?: nope
Gone out in public in your pajamas: only on the way to washington
Kept a secret from everyone: yes, although it was difficult.
Cried during a movie: yeah
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: People do that?
Been on stage: yeah
Been to New York: no
Been to California, Hawaii, China, Canada, Europe, Asia, South America, or Australia: no, no, no, yes, no, no, no, no
Wished you were the opposite sex: no, I can't say I have.
What time is it now?: 6:40 pm
Apples or bananas?: Bananas
Blue or red?: Blue
Walmart or target?: Tar-jay all the way!
Spring or Fall?: Spring. No, Fall. No, Spring.
What are you gonna do after you finish this?: Eat dinner and go shopping.
What was the last meal you ate?: Lunch (chicken poppy seed salad YUM!)
High school or college? How would I know?
Are you bored?: yes-sir-ree
Last noise you heard?: Keep on Loving You - REO Speedwagon. Wait, that doesn't count. So, the door slamming on AIM.
Last smell you sniffed?: Taco meat.
Last time you went out of state/province?: This summer when we went to Wisconsin.
|| Friendship/Love ||
Do you believe in love at first sight?: no, I think its shallow. How can you love them, if you haven't even talked to them, you just like their good looks?
Do you want children one day & if so, how many?: Yeah, I do. Somewhere between 2-4. Probably three.
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: You have to get along, be comfortable enough to insult each other and not have to apoligize too much, and have fun.
|| Other Info ||
Criminal record?: Me? Never.
Do you speak any other languages? A year of Spanish (doesn't count, it was two semesters, we learned the same thing each time) a few months of French, and the Sign Language Alphabet.
Last book you read: Dangerous Skies - Suzanne Fisher Staples
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom?: my bed, my computer, my closet, ooh ooh, my mirror.
Thing you dislike about yourself the most: that could take a while, I dislike a lot about myself. I don't have the time.
Worst feeling in the world: Lonelyness? maybe, I don't know.
Who you love: What kind of love? I love my family, kinda, and my friends.
Who you miss: my grandma, and Ian (I never see him, and he's so cute!)
|| You ||
Nickname(s): Mundi, Kaitlyn, Allison, and various forms of Amanda
Initials: AVB
How old do you look?: that depends, sometimes 11, sometimes a little older than 14.
How old do you act?: that ranges between 3-10, and 30-45.
Glasses/Contacts: no
Braces: not yet
Do you have any pets?: no
Are you embarrassed easily? yeah, but its never that bad, I usually forget about it within two days.
What makes you happy?: Chocolate, and various other food, my friends, my cousins (the little ones), money (isn't it sad?) and shopping.
What upsets you?: When I do stupid things, when certain people are being emo, bitchy, and problematic, when I'm stressed out to the max, etc.
|| Have you ever.. ||
Thought you were going to die: yeah, not fun.
Wanted to Run away: no, I was too smart to think of that.
Flunked a grade: no
Skipped a grade: no
current mood:  accomplished
current music: Forever and For Always - Shania Twain
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| Tuesday, November 18th, 2003
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7:10 pm - Oooh Bop Bop Bop
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Do y'all know what its like to have "The First Cut is the Deepest" stuck in your head for 48 hours? The first 24 were okay, but geez.
Anywho, today was a relatively-not-good day (screw that previous entry). The migrane started in 4th hour and the nausea kicked in around 7th hour. And Kaitlyn was being extra annoying, which didn't help the throbbing. Or maybe she's just like that everyday, but I can deal with it easier sans migrane. Anywho, it didn't go away until about 4:30, but thats the end of my complaining, because Allison gets migranes all the time, and she doesn't complain.
So, I am being very procrastinative (is that a word?) and I feel a little bad, because I wanted to be in bed by ten, 'cause I'm tired.
And apparently I don't run correctly. If anyone can help me with this, it would be appreciated. I guess I have been in dance for way too long, cause thats how your supposed to run in dance, and I never realized there was a difference. And I'm not being sarcastic, because as of right now, I was thinking of doing track, but I really need to get into shape, and I run really slowly, and maybe that will improve my sorry speed.
current mood:  tired
current music: Big Yellow Taxi - Counting Crows
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| Thursday, November 13th, 2003
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4:50 pm - If It Maykes You Haaaapiiiiiiiieeeee!!!
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Okay, well, I can't really comment on what type of day I had, because I realized something: I never really have sucky days. I mean, there are bad days, but those are very limited. And there are days when I am angered at certain people, because of their bitchiness, but I usually have relatively mediocre days. I have probably come to this conclusion on account of the fact that this wasn't a bad day, and I haven't had a bad day in quite a while.
Anywho, aside from a few people raising their voices because "THEY WILL BE GONE AFTER CHRISTMAS!!!" (which I will probably comment on in a more private entry) my day was not bad.
Its so cold out, I can't wait for it to snow. I can't wait to go ice skating, and then come inside to an empty house and microwave hot chocolate. And considering that last year was the first time I'd skated in almost three years, maybe even more than that, I wasn't bad. Although compared to Allison, I suck.
I just realized I say "Oh my God" way too much, and it ends up sounding like "Oh my gawd" even more frequently. Maybe I've just been hanging around Kaitlyn too much, but I realized how tacky it is. Not that I'm the only one who does it, or that I do it more than others, but I'm a perfectionist.
current mood:  listless
current music: If It Makes You Happy - Sheryl Crow
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| Tuesday, November 11th, 2003
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6:28 pm - Thanksgiving
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This Thanksgiving is going to majorly suck. It'll be almost as bad as last Thanksgiving. Why, you ask, will this be a majorly sucky Thanksgiving? Furthermore, what made last Thanksgiving so sucky?
Well, first of all, last Thanksgiving, Grandma died the day before. What a riot, huh?
Second of all, this Thanksgiving falls on the 27th. What's so bad about that, you ask? Well for all those organized people who have last years calendar, and for all those really strange psychotic people who actually memorize the day of Thanksgiving, and can remember it a year later, without any significant events that occured around it, last year Thanksgiving fell on the 28th.
Figured it out yet?
Yes, correct! Your such a brilliant, deductive person, that you obviously concluded that Grandma died the day before last Thanksgiving, which fell on the 28th, and this year Thanksgiving is the 27th, which, is obviously the one year anniversary of Grandma's death. Give yourself a hand.
You know, for all of you who never see your grandma, except for major holidays, and a few birthday parties, take my advice and see her more often. And for those of you who see her at least once a week, don't take that for granted. I'm not being corny, I'm talking from experience. And no matter if you see her five times a year, or five times a day, hug her goodbye, everytime.
I honestly don't understand these people who hate their grandmas. You make me sick.
current mood:  melancholy
current music: White Flag - Dido (what else did you expect?)
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| Tuesday, November 4th, 2003
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4:16 pm - I won't put my hands up and surrender...
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Have you ever looked back on something you did, and realized how stupid you were, and what an idiot you acted like? And you realized you wasted a good part of you life being stupid, and if anyone finds out, you are likely to be embarrassed beyond belief? But you've made the mistake before of admitting to something like this, and you've learned your lesson not to let anyone ever, ever find out? Right now, you don't have any idea why you did that really stupid thing, right? You're feeling incredibly vulnerable, and feel that you acted like a ten-year-old girl? Well, not if you are a guy. Okay, maybe if you're a guy. Well, I'm not a guy, so I really wouldn't know.
current mood: melancholy
current music: White Flag - Dido
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| Monday, November 3rd, 2003
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4:51 pm - Its nice having her hate me....
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hamster vicious: i wish she hated me
dancingdiva246: yeah, i do to. i mean, then at least she'd kinda leave us alone
hamster vicious: yes
dancingdiva246: its nice having her hate you
hamster vicious: lucky
Okay, I just realized that since I can't fit all the quotes I would like to into my profile, I really need to make a subpage for them.
So, here's something to amuse you. At least I thought it was funny. You may not be as entertained as I.
Today, after 7th hour, I went to my locker and found gum/fruit snack (not sure which) jammed in the hole above where you pull up the thingy (descriptive). Actually, I found a better description: where the lock goes(we don't have seperate locks). Anywho, I pretended it was a fruitsnack, and not gum, and quickly pulled it out. When I was finished getting my stuff, I went back to the wall across from the lockers to wait. Then, I watched Cory (this jackass, who I kicked in gym the other day when he was being an asshole) jam a pencil through that little whole. I assumed he was trying to get back at me for kicking him, so I went up to him, and said smugly "It works much better if I'm not standing there watching you." Evidently, he thought it was Michelle's (this slutty bitch) locker, which is the one next to me. It was quite funny, he didn't believe me that it was mine, and when somebody pointed out Michelle's, he moved right over and began shoving the pencil in it.
Okay, maybe you weren't as amused as I was.
current mood:  mellow
current music: White Flag - Dido (over and over for the past hour)
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| Sunday, November 2nd, 2003
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4:54 pm - Amanda's France Fund
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Okay, well, I honestly haven't had a more productive weekend in a very long time. I babysat yesterday, and I've been balancing the checkbook. I'm trying to catch up, I only have six more months to go. Mi padre pays me five bucks a month, and even though I don't think he has any money, its going into my France fund. Seriously, I need like $250, so, if y'all were thinking about donating to a good charity, "Amanda's France Fund" is looking for monetary donations.
Okay, anywho, back to babysitting. This gal in my neighborhood called at 9:30 a.m. yesterday, and needed me to babysit at noon, for her three kids. These kids were the brattiest kids I've ever seen, although that might be exaggerating. The oldest, Emma, who's five, and the middle child, Nicholas, who's three, played board games with me while the youngest, Lydia (one) took her nap. Emma was a big cheater, when it was her turn, she counted out the number of spaces she needed, and then took the spinner and moved the arrow to that number. Then she started crying when Nicholas didn't want to play anymore. Geesh. Those were the longest four hours of my life. Although thats not saying that I won't babysit for them anymore. Seriously, thats how desperate I am for money.
current mood:  productive
current music: Magic 105.1
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| Wednesday, October 29th, 2003
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4:01 pm - Why Can't I...
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I have had no time whatsoever to update, but that doesn't matter since a total of three other people actually know about this, and only two of them actually read it.
Anywho, on Monday I had to go to the CYO football banquet, which wasn't that bad, since I only went for dinner (quite yum I must say: cheesy potatoes, fried chicken, and mostacholie(I know I totally botched that spelling) and a plethora of other things, including Sam's Club cake) and then I got to leave for dance, so I didn't have to sit through all the boring speeches.
On Tuesday, I had to go to the NHS Honors Convocation. Can you say snoozefest? But it wasn't that bad, just when Mr./Coach Boyd gave his speech. That man is so football oriented it is not even funny. He's really not that bad of a person, except for the whole "THE WORLD REVOLVES AROUND FOOTBALL AND OTHER VARIOUS SPORTS!!! IF YOU DON'T PLAY A SPORT, YOU MUST BE A HEATHEN!!! TENNIS IS PUSHING IT!!! FOOTBALL IS THE MOST IMPORTANT THING YOU WILL EVER FIND!!!" He breeds the football players to think like this too, well, most of the jackasses anyway. Just think: in what, like four years, my brother is gonna be like that too. Although its not as if he already isn't. Whoa, double negative there. Back to the NHS thang. Okay, well, I had a slight dilemma, beforehand. I didn't have anything to where. I really need to go shopping, because besides my jeans, I only have two pairs of pants that don't even fit. So I ended up wearing a jean skirt, and I looked "shleppy".
Okay, so finally, today I don't really have anything, besides dance. I've been thinking about quitting toe and cecchetti (I can spell that correctly, but I can't spell mostacholie) but when I'm at dance, at toe at least, I love it. I don't love it like I love tennis, but I can't imagine not doing it. I only take cecchetti so I can take toe, because I really don't like cecchetti. Its a whole buttload of work, but its not that bad. And anyway, if I quit, that would make me a hypocrite, because I yelled at Kaitlyn for a good 5 months about quitting.
current mood:  contemplative
current music: Why Can't I - Liz Phair
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| Saturday, October 25th, 2003
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8:45 pm - Procrastination
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I have an English paper due on Monday, talk about procrastinating. I actually did a lot, I have one whole paragraph done, and two of the paragraphs need one example + quote each. That leaves one long paragraph left, and the conclusion. Geez, talk about boring. It really is a sucky essay, but I figure its better than most, seeing as I actually started.
I babysat my little cousin Ian from noon to 4:45. God, he is adorable. He is the cutest little thing, such an angelic child. Okay, I'll stop rambling.
Movies I wanna see:
-Scream 3
-Radio
-Elf
current mood: listless
current music: I Will Remember You - Sarah Mclachlan
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| Friday, October 24th, 2003
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9:27 pm - Heloooooooooooooo
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Okay, well, I'm not sure how I feel about this whole "online journal" thing. I've never kept a journal for more than a few months, and when I have, I usually end up rambling about the current obsession, or emotion. I highly doubt this will not happen, and I may end up soundng like a ten-year-old girl, although I'll strongly try to avoid that. Basically what I'm trying to convey, is that I apologize in advance for the boredom you may acquire while reading this, although basically only three people will even bother jeopardizing their not-bored-ness (if you have an antonym for boredom, it would be greatly appreciated).
current mood:  quixotic
current music: Boys of Summer - Don Henley
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