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[19 Feb 2004|08:58pm] |
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I Miss You So Much:TLC |
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Iunno I've probably said this a million times and I'll probably say it a million more. I am gettin further and further from those who I was once close with. Others are all like "Oh I've been through that." Well not like how I am. Ya'll think you have but face it, you haven't. God it makes me pissed off all the time now too. I always here now about how my friends are hangin out with my other friends and I think, "I never do." No one ever asks if I want to no one ever invites me anywhere never. Now, I'm not so sure if I wanna go to the Y dance. I mean, I don't fit in with my own friends when we're there. Everyone is just like showing off how they dance and shite and it pisses me off. Why can't you just dance like your self??? I still don't know who my TRUE friends are. Its as if no one is. Ok well other then my dance girls (That includes you Blonde Pimp), the lunch group, my girls in class, Erin, Emma, Fina, Meg S and Alex-Bear. (Don't ask) great now i'm fucking crying. I hate my life so much right now.
MiSsIn MuH fRiEnDs...
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