Below are the 12 most recent journal entries recorded in Marysia's Blurty:

Monday, September 1st, 2003
10:59 am	Labor Day already! WOW! we start school on wed. creeeeeepy.... Im ready though its been a long summer and its a good time to go back...i havent done anything yet today so i cant really write about anything... check ya later ~Marysia PS:Im feeling stupid because i fell down the steps Current Mood: ditzy (Comment on this)
Saturday, August 30th, 2003
10:05 pm	The day...and stuff Last night i had allegra and clare sleep over...it was a LOT of fun! we watched showtime and state and main...and then we talked for about 6 hours until we finally fell asleep. we were up at seven cause allegra had practice @ 8 so we had to get up so she could tear apart the room in search of her stuff :) but anyway...that was last night, during the day yesterday i just hung out at clares house Today i went shopping and bought a lot of clothes that i really like...including the gorgeous powder room sweater. and then i came home and it was storming so i read in bed(i love doing that during thunder storms...and snow storms...esp. snow storms) and tonight i was at lisa's for a while and that was much fun too!! so it was pretty much a good 2 days. Onyly bad thing is amber....shes dying and ive got to face that...i love her more then anything else on the planet but i have to face the facts and just try to help her live her last weeks in comfort. its the most painfull thing to watch something you love so much get steadily worse...its just an uncontrollable downward spiral, and theres nothing you can do to stop it. and every day when i watch her struggle to lay down without falling...it just slaps me in the face. I love that dog more then i can possibly say:I love you amber ok now im upset how lovely i think i need phsychiatric attention ~Marysia Current Mood: lonely Current Music: green day-time of your life (Comment on this)
Thursday, August 28th, 2003
11:23 pm	wow its been a long time... a veyr long time...i havent been in the mood for this...and hopefully none of my friends read this anymore because im smack in the middle ofa teenage angst thing(u could call it depression...i dont because i just dont feel like me...im not unhappy all the time...) ive been getting very upset for a few reasons recently...all having to do with the fact that i want somebody to love...lol. im afraid im losing my friends to the dark side...aka they're all getting boyfriends...or at least have someone they like and who likes them: ali-ben ben-ali molly-john kat-matt(?) lisa-always someone or another so...in short im afraid my friends are becoming to busy with guys to deal with me...which i know isnt true...but i fel it anyway...and theyd probably be upset and hurt if they knew...so i dont have any desire to talk to them about it. but hey! school starts soon and maybe i will find someone i hope so...in the meantime i have a friends who haventgone over to the dark side to complain to. other then that though...life is good:BRACES ARE OFF BTW: the VMA's sucked this year...american music on this show w/ the exceptions:Good Charlotte, Linkin Park, Evanescence and obviously...metallica(they're hardly new) but the rest SUCKS a lot...like...a lot a lot!they're all skanks and sluts and disgusting and they need to invest in some food and empty their bodies of silliocne and worry about their music and not their highly distinguished looks(OOH! i must add...eminem deserves recognitiona as well...and thats a big compliment from me because im not a fan of rap...i hate most of it) peace ~Marysia Current Mood: depressed Current Music: Lithium-Nirvana (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 19th, 2003
7:48 pm	hooray for sleep! Atlantic City I was down in Atlantic city visiting Adrienne for the past two days! i hate atlantic city...its a trash hole, as is wildwood...but her grandparents are in an area that's actually really nice!! they have the most gorgeous house, made by some famous architect. its so cool they have all kinds of cool furniture, i love it there!!! so we went to the Moreys Pier waterpark which was practically empty, and we went on cliff-dive about 9 times(vertical drop body slide) and i taught them to play Mau! which is the greatest card game on earth!!!we also made up(h/o i have to count...) 12 new verses to this obnoxious camp song that adrienne knew too...it was really funny. i also love adrienne's grandparents they are so nice!! other then that we just hung out and watched a great movie(state and main...SEE IT!!!!!!!! IT IS HILARIOUS!) SLEEP! when i went to sleep last night(still in AC) i had the WORST possible headache and i slept for only about 4 hours before i was woken up. so when i came home i talked to my parents for a while...and then i wentupstairs laid down and slept for 6 hours(11-5) and it was good stuff! im so rested...but i still have a headache. im gonna go watch pointless TV now...BYE!!!!!!! Current Mood: hyper (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, July 15th, 2003
2:31 pm	Road Rules and other pointless yet entertaining television whoops, i didnt update for a few days! which is mainly because i've been busy...since i got home ive gone downtown twice to the movies once, out to dinner twice, and had dance once...lol, busy stuff. During the time i've been home i've been catching up on the Real World and Road Rules Episodes i missed since they play them every five minutes...and im angry Abrahm got kicked off! WHAT IS THAT!?!?! lol, i loved abrahm he was fun, and the new guy chris...really isnt that cute, but hey who's counting right? but anyway...abrahm wasnt racist...just honestly oppinionated, and yeah he was sexist...but most guys are hes just honest about it, and though im both all for equal rights, and female...i cant stand feminists...lol, they drive me crazy. so life is uneventful, and last night i cleared up all possible issues w/ ali...just need to tell ben now(they both thought i was jealous of them because i liked ben...which i dont, and havent for two years...lol) but anyway, im going to go talk to random people online...later! ~Marysia Current Mood: depressed (Comment on this)
Saturday, July 12th, 2003
8:23 am	i'm HOME! yay! im FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY HOME!!!!!!!! im home from the shore and home from camp...which rocked by the way! thanks SO MUCH for dragging me lisa! the people at camp were awesome, especially the other 5 people in our cabin...and some people from the next cabin over. but cabin 24 was amazing, and except for the first day and blueberry day it was the best two weeks ever!! i was so sad to leave, i really wanted to stay another session...but i couldnt :( very sad! i miss all my camp friends, and camp itself, but im still happy to be back in civilization, i missed my starbucks and my CVS..lol i think that's what i'll do today go to CVS and buy food, and go to starbucks and get a caramel frappachino(i kno that's spelled wrong) well i loved camp, and im glad to have my computer back...that sums everything up, if im not to lazy ill go into detail later...bye now!!! Current Mood: restless Current Music: none...it's too early for music (Comment on this)
8:11 am	im home!!!!!!!!!! yay! im FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY HOME!!!!!!!! im home from the shore and home from camp...which rocked by the way! thanks SO MUCH for dragging me lisa! the people at camp were awesome, especially the other 5 people in our cabin...and some people from the next cabin over. but cabin 24 was amazing, and except for the first day and blueberry day it was the best two weeks ever!! i was so sad to leave, i really wanted to stay another session...but i couldnt :( very sad! i miss all my camp friends, and camp itself, but im still happy to be back in civilization, i missed my starbucks and my CVS..lol i think that's what i'll do today go to CVS and buy food, and go to starbucks and get a caramel frappachino(i kno that's spelled wrong) well i loved camp, and im glad to have my computer back...that sums everything up, if im not to lazy ill go into detail later...bye now!!! Current Mood: restless (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 28th, 2003
7:08 pm	Im h ome from the shore and leaving for camp! man im tired!!! but excited!!!!! i got home from Stone Harbor today...it was fun, but Avalon is still better!!! lol, well it was good to see katie and laura anyway...lol. other then that we really just did basic average every day shore stuff! but i finally got a new bathing suit so thats good. i leave for camp tomorrow, YAY!!!!!!!! i love my parents and brother, and ill miss them, but i need to be away from them for a little while, it will do us all some good...but ill miss them and amber!! i love that dog! well i need to go finish packing, my laundry just got done! bye!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~Marysia Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Saturday, June 21st, 2003
9:43 am	Good Bye to 8th grade and middle school...:'( Graduation last night was so much fun!!!! OMG! it was a lot better then rec halls and all that jazz because everyone was dancing with everyone and it was really relaxed! lol, for the beginning of the dance me and allegra and kat and clare ran around hugging everyone...well technically asking everyone for a hug, and we were quite successful! i hugged most of the grade, in addition to 5 teachers(all of my CORE teachers) and the principal! lol, so twas fun! then we went to the actual dance part and danced for a long time, it was really fun, im definately glad so many people went to it. only thing about dances i dont like is slow dances, and thats just because of my terrible self image, and if you're reading this u already know that, so i wont go into detail, but the bottom line is i think im extremely fat...lol. but yesterday was fun despite depressing slow dances, of which i did one, w/ a friend(eric) and other then that the dance was fairly uneventful...lol. so now that that is said and done, and starting tomorrow im gone for three weeks YAY!!!!!!! i will just describe what my next three weeks will be like while i can't update: Today my cousins are coming up from North Carolina and we're going to Stone Harbor(my second favorite Jersey Shore town, Avalon kicks more ass though...lol) and we'll be staying their for a week. we're leaving for there tomorrow, and tonight i have my last show of Tenor and then the cats party, im trying to let my mom let me stay for "midnight Tea in the Garden" dont ask...and i think i probably will as long as my cousin is willing to stay. so the first week: im gone down the shore! next Two weeks: i'm going to camp with lisa!!!! YAY!!!! that will be fun(yes kat it will...lol) i dont really know what that involves and id ont know anyone but lisa...so she'll have to introduce me to people and i'll make new friends! then after camp im home all summer except for one week in August! but im so glad im going away, i really want to get out of haddonfield! lol, well not much else to say ill update again tomorrow before we leave for the shore! ~Marysia Current Mood: cranky Current Music: obnoxious graduation song is playing overandover in my head (Comment on this)
Friday, June 20th, 2003
2:39 pm	Graduation! Today is 8th grade graduation...aka big deal promotion ceremony which is highly overrated but fun anyway! lol. Ill miss middle school i guess this was the first year of school i LOVED it was just amazing! probably because for the first time i had two classes in which i liked both the subect and the teacher...cause here's the way it goes: LA- love the subject, love the person who is my teacher HATE HER TEACHING! WE LEARNED NOTHING! Math-Hate the subject LOVED hasson!!! he was the greatest math teacher ive ever had...and plus...he has extremely cute children, both of whom are more articulate then i am now at three years old...very sad. Science-like the subject(though not the subject matter this year) and i liked the teacher, she didnt teach a lot(meaning she didnt walk through everything, which will be good prep. for high school next year...)but we still learned a lot. Social Studies-greatest teacher i've ever had, greatest class i've ever had. LOVE history, LOVED mundy...awesome awesome class...this year was the first time we didnt sort of skip a century or two...previously we went directly from the American Revolution, directly to the Holocaust, skipping WWI, the Civil war, battles in WWII, and being neglected to be told what really happened, and being sheltered to seeing the same two pictures of Auschwitz(both of which were liberation pictures) so that has been my favortie class of the three years here. so all in all, it was a good year! ill miss middle school! CLASS OF 2007 I LOVE YOU!!!(well...most of you) ~Marysia Current Mood: optimistic (Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 18th, 2003
6:26 pm	Middle School draws to a close... This is extremely depressing! Middle school will be done forever in two days, thats not cool! i especially loved this year, which was a lot of fun, and i actually learned a LOT especially in German and Social Studies, which were my two favorite classes, the only two where i both liked the subject and the teacher, lol, and even though there was a lot of controversy over our SS teacher this year, it was still an awesome class, and i still say that all acusations were complete bullshit! im rather angry at a lot of people over that, but hey, cant love 'em all! today was exceedingly boring! all we did was a graduation line up, and it took SO DAMN LONG! i was about to die of boredom(is that possible???) it took our principal about an hour to get my name right, but everyone does that, i had to repeat it about 19 times at the beginning of the year for my science teacher, and she still gave up and used my last name(which is also complicated...lol, thats what i get for having a polish father!)but honestly it's not that hard! marysia. is that so difficult??? muh-ri-sha, well ok so maybe it is, but that's really not the point..l.lol well other then graduation my life is rather dull at the present time, and except for almost breaking my back trying to carry the entire contentc of my locker around all day, life is good! ill update later!!! ~Marysia Current Mood: chipper Current Music: none (Comment on this)
Sunday, June 15th, 2003
9:07 am	first entry... this is my first entry, and i came here because TOD is retarted and this isnt! my life at the moment is fairly uneventful, today im doing absolutely nothing until 12:30 when i have to go to the theater for Tenor...because it's only 9 AM very little has happened today, while yesterday was rather eventful so ill just tell you about yesterday!!! yesterday i got up early and drove into Philly for an audition at the walnut street theater for Annie(i had a decent audition, not my best, but pretty good) and because after you sign in you usually have about three hours before your audition, my mom took me to the Gallery and i went to Old Navy and NOW I HAVE CLOTHES!!! whuch is good because i had none atall. then i went back to audition, came home for a voice lesson and then went out to the theater for Tenor. Im going to go take a shower now, ill update later tonight... ~Marysia Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Man Who Sold The World-Nirvana (Comment on this)