| *RIP dale<3..and 25x more shit! |
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*well monday night i found out that dale alexander died =( he was soooo nice and he always seemed happy and i miss him soo much...youll never be forgotten dale!!!!!!!!!!! so schools been really weird since then..but its always like this when something happens..and it sucks!!!!!!
*i used to have feelings about suicide..thinkin my life couldnt get any better..but it can! no one should end their life bc of bad things!! they should try to work them out..you have many many years to move on from it..thats wut i did..it kinda worked..i mean im still depressed and everything..but not as bad as i used to be! and i thank my friends for that! without them i dont know where i would be! they keep me going all day longg!!!!!
*anyways..dance team tryouts were last night..me and little boob (stace hah iLu*) didnt make it!!! wut is up with that?? weve been dancin for 13 years..and we dont make it?! we did really really good! its bc of the ppl running it! they said they arent gunna judge..but miraculously one of the judges couldnt make it so melissa steps in..and who are the other judges?? her sister and 2 friends?! wut is up with that..she shoulda went to gilbert or mattis and asked them to find ppl..and of course since melissa and jen go to steward johnson and are teachers there..they accept all teh girls who dance there..and they taught them the dance b4 we knew it! thats so fuckin discriminating!!!!!!!! it sucks even more!! not makin it makes us think were not good enough to be dancers..and thats the sad part..oh well..well get even!!
*today was the pep rally..gettin ready for tomorrow game against west!! they are gunna losee cant wait! but i get to see amanda who i havent seen since my birthday..and olga who i havent seen for 4 months!! ahh thats a long time of being away from them!! i remember hanging out with them 24/7 every freakin day..and now we barely talk..but i miss you!! my mod squad!! hah and jenn is gunna be there..i havent seen her in 2 weeks..which is a long time being away from your sister..ill cry lol bc i love her and i miss her so much
*anyways im out..waitin for my dad so we can go pick up the jeep!! my dad finally got a new truck! im so excited to see it!
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