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i hate new jersey..i have everything and everyone in it..i need to get the fuck AWAY!!!!! i need to pack up my shit and get the hell out of here fast..i cant this anymore..i need to get my life together bc it sucks right now..everything was great and i was soo happy and i had such great summer..i was always upbeat and wasnt doing anything like last year..and then it just got worse..and im depressed again =/ and its the worst..i cant concentrate on anything anymore..i just want to be home in my room with my music and a notebook writing..bc thats all i can do..i guess thats why i doing so bad in school..and why i dont pay attention...i need to get away from my parents and my brother and my family..i need to be with jenn..and the family that cares about me..my aunt and uncle and cousins!!!!!!! all i want is to be happy again..maybe ill go with jenn away farrr somewheres and not tell anyone where i go..and just leave and not come back..theres someone or something out there waiting for me as much as i am waiting for them..but that someone is right here but he just doesnt get it..i think i need a paradise getaway..to hawaii perhaps..where there are massive waves and i can surf all day long!
*yah know what..im gunna go plan my getaway..see yah
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