[28 Oct 2003|10:07pm] some are kinda bright. i need a new program. hope you like this is when i just got out of the shower. now dressed in pj's after i blow dryed my hair. ^thinkin of someone :) ;*talk shit;*.

[21 Oct 2003|05:46pm] which one u like better? even tho they are all ugly ;*talk shit;*.

[19 Oct 2003|12:26am] [ mood | creative ] Your Passion is Pink! You're a bit innocent when it comes to sex. Not that you're not experienced... You've just prevented your heart from being corrupted. You're passionate, in time, but it takes a while for your colors to deepen. What Color Is Your Passion? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Your Sexual Energy is Magenta! You ooze passion and love, as well as a romantic sensuality. Your strength is the intensity of your passion - it can last forever. You can stay with the same lover for months, and every day still feels new. You crave closeness - intimacy is your path to incredible sex. Foreplay is your speciality - little whispers, touches, and kisses. You have the ability to bring passion to any situation. As for finding lovers, you usually don't find yourself needing a lover. Chances are that you've been with the same person for quite a while. If you seek someone new, you usually date traditionally - until you find a spark. Challenging your passionate approach to sexuality could spice things up. Try having sex with someone you think is hot, although not "the one" Seduce a complete stranger (or two) for some intense anonymous sex! Magenta sexual energies include Jennifer Lopez and Jennifer Aniston. For the best match, look for people with pink, red, and yellow sexual energies. What Color is Your Sexual Energy? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva You Have a Round Ass! All the guys think that you're a cutie. That's thanks to your ghetto booty. You've got a ass that looks like it's black. And color doesn't matter, because baby got back. What Ass Do *You* Have?? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva ;*talk shit;*.

[12 Oct 2003|04:19pm] last night was awesome.. homecoming.. i daced my heart out and had a good time. i got kissed by some people. lol whoo hoo ;*talk shit;*.

[09 Oct 2003|10:38pm] today was a busy day.. yeah today was hat day and it was pretty fun i wore holly's white hat. but i need to get my white one from meg.. and i NEED it back. hmm things that happend today * wore holly's hat * talked to meg and nick * took pics of sam and dana * went to sapronos for lunch * taylor was upset * chris and juli walked up there.. whooo hooo * human anatomy... making a project about a parasitic disease or w/e * oh this is for jay... YELLOW LIKE CORN!!!! (dont ask) * got my artcicles done.. like awesomley. dude thats not even a word. o well. * took the new pics with myles.. i think they might have actaully turned out half way decent. * i think juli is mad at me * CLHS is effin gay.. how can we run out of hc tickets.. yeah swan is GAY * got second place for tug-a-war TOMARROW IS GOING TO SO FUCKING AWESOME.!!!! OMG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 2 MORE DAYS TILL HOMECOMING.. everyone wear black and orange or either tomm. we need the points.. i am bringing all my face paint, hair spray and my spiking gell ( its hot orange!) YEAH. ahh im excited.. everyone has been asking what is wrong... i wish i could tell you but its so much.. and for me to get it all out it will take forever and for somereason i have no one to really tell. i just wish i didnt have to deal with half the stuff i have to deal with. its not fair. but i guess life isnt fair... ;*talk shit;*.

[09 Oct 2003|10:36pm] today was a busy day.. yeah today was hat day and it was pretty fun i wore holly's white hat. but i need to get my white one from meg.. and i NEED it back. hmm things that happend today * wore holly's hat * talked to meg and nick * took pics of sam and dana * went to sapronos for lunch * taylor was upset * chris and juli walked up there.. whooo hooo * human anatomy... making a project about a parasitic disease or w/e * oh this is for jay... YELLOW LIKE CORN!!!! (dont ask) * got my artcicles done.. like awesomley. dude thats not even a word. o well. * took the new pics with myles.. i think they might have actaully turned out half way decent. * i think juli is mad at me * CLHS is effin gay.. how can we run out of hc tickets.. yeah swan is GAY * got second place for tug-a-war TOMARROW IS GOING TO SO FUCKING AWESOME.!!!! OMG AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 2 MORE DAYS TILL HOMECOMING.. everyone wear black and orange or either tomm. we need the points.. i am bringing all my face paint, hair spray and my spiking gell ( its hot orange!) YEAH. ahh im excited.. everyone has been asking what is wrong... i wish i could tell you but its so much.. and for me to get it all out it will take forever and for somereason i have no one to really tell. i just wish i didnt have to deal with half the stuff i have to deal with. its not fair. but i guess life isnt fair... ;*talk shit;*.

[24 Sep 2003|09:01pm] [ mood | confused ] well today couldnt of been worse. yet couldnt of been better.. heres how the day went. 2nd- yea mrs. case.. shes like piling on this work and i dont get it. its so stupid. i hate her. i am glad this is only a 1 semester class. i cannot take her no longer. 4th. hm went to 1,3,5,7 and then back to seminar. talked to sean on msn messenger. lunch- me and juli walked to lunch and then walked back with chris and josh. yeah so chris likes juli now.. aww how cute! i was excited.. 6th- kolar pisses me off.. and people in that class piss me off. im not gonna mention n e names. if you wanna kno you can ask me.. and for some of you, you might know who im talkin about becuz i cant say "GAY" around them. fuck that shit. blah. 8- watched a movie and thats about it. talked with jay and chris.. hoepfully they go out or something. juli dont hold yourself back.. it hapends.. and i just need to get used to that. but i could not be n e more happier for you. thats so awesome. yeah i heard something today.. and i havent been in the best of moods like in the past week 1/2. yeah. i am so depressed its sickning. well ne ways when olivia told me i wanted to be sick. i dont know why i let it bother me. i should just let it go but i cant. its too hard. :*( god i hate my life... ;*talk shit;*.

:( [23 Sep 2003|09:37pm] [ mood | sad ] i feel as if someone cut my heart out with a jagged knife, and fed it to the birds, hurting worse with every peck of their beaks. ;*talk shit;*.

blah long day. [17 Sep 2003|10:27pm] today was a long day.. blah ~*~HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MYLES~*~ yea well n e ways heres how the day went.. it went by sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo slooooowww.. 1st- learned more spanish words.. did an activity. we had to read spanish.. thats weird. lol its all funky. 3rd- hmm yeah i dont get math.. what so ever... its gay. i hate it.. andy gets it and is all like yeah im smart. im like wtf okay ur gay. then of course jim and andy have to tease me and say stupid shit. and then me, jim and andy got therese soooo madd. she was almost crying.. she is literally deathly afraid of pickles.. and anyone who knows me, knows i LOVE pickles.. YUM so i was like yeah therese imma fill up water balloons with pickle juice and throw them at you. she was like stfu omg i hate you i hate you blah blah blah. w/e lol LUNCH- went out to lunch with juli and chris well with juli but chris walked with us. lol i love talkin to him hes so cute and such a dork. lol yeah so we got pizza walked back and she drank the rest of my pop. 5th- i love this class. like mrs watson does nothing.. we have sinan and sevan in my class. ok there it is right there.. i dont have to say ne more.. they are two of the most annoying and obnoxious people i kno.. and she handles them liek nothing.. lol and we all laugh and make jokes all hour. we have long too in our class and hes always playing with his hair. but yeah we got to look at the pigs and sharks were disecting.. im so excited... yeah and we go to the morge (spelt wrong?) on April 2nd. im like AHHHHHHHHHH yeah! lol well we got new seats and mine suck ass. lol 7th- handed in my articles.. omg im so glad thats over.. for at least a while.. blah it was so stressfull.. i gave myles his card.. went to the media center with juli and mitch and myles were in there. mrs. gibson she loves me. lol shes so nice.. yeah well then we went back and sam was like taking pics of shit.. i was like whoa blindness and then i talked to holly about her party friday night after the football game for her birthday. it sounds like its gonna be F-U-N!. came home i was so tierd then i talked to chris ligorw for a while.. called taylor was on the phone with her for about an hour an half. shes so fun to talk to. becuz i hold nothing back. shes not afraid to talk about stuff. yeah and then my mom kept beeping in and i didnt click over and the times i did she hung up when i did. so she called my neighbor and was like wtf. so they came over and i got grounded off the phone for a day.. that wont last long.. blah im so tierd now.. i dont kno how to do this worksheet for case.. these stupid fix it sheets. its like fix this.. and thats all. im like alrighty then. I got an e-mail from some college admissions place.. hmm it says for centerline high school students.. weird. welp im about to go i need some sleep. i have a gyno specialist appointment tomm. i find out whats wrong and if i need to go back on bc and if i am able to have kids. blah yeah everything.. they better be able to figure out whats wrong with me i hate this stupid i dont know shit. sry this is so long. i didnt intend it to be. adios amigos. luv yas ~Heather ;*talk shit;*.

[16 Sep 2003|09:32pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | 3 doors down "here without you" ] god dammit i just wrote a whole fuckin long entry and my computer froze. wtf is this.. ahh i hate it. blahh n e ways heres some thigns that wen on in the past 2 days.. *woke up late for school *finished my article *sent messages to khalid and chris from the computer in the media center *went to tigers game with destoni,karissa and paul *almost got lost in detroit *got bitched at *had to do a presentation for roman which sucked ass. lol *had to sing for kolar *im singing the national anthem for the football game on friday with delight.. and a few other people *made a new friend *im still burned like a mother fucka *have a football game on friday *have hollys birthday party on friday *having nik over sat for her birthday *tommorrow is myles 17th birthday *made myles a birthday card *debated on whether to go to homecoming *jessie visited the school today *me and jessie walked up to sopronos for lunch * went next dorr and chilled with mrs cathy and watched her fraiser dvds *watched this thign on John ritter John Ritter 1948-2003 R.I.P :( yeah i had everything typed so this is gay. lol well im out like a light. lol adios muchachos. 2;*got shot;* - ;*talk shit;*.

[13 Sep 2003|11:10pm] why the hell did it post twice? o well i dont feel like fixing it. ;*talk shit;*.

im so burnt! [13 Sep 2003|10:45pm] [ mood | sore ] car washes in spegetti strap shirt = BAD IDEA.. 6 hrs in the sun. washing cars.. i guess it was worth the $400. ;*talk shit;*.

im so burnt! [13 Sep 2003|10:45pm] [ mood | sore ] car washes in spegetti strap shirt = BAD IDEA.. 6 hrs in the sun. washing cars.. i guess it was worth the $400. ;*talk shit;*.

[09 Sep 2003|04:06pm] [ mood | crappy ] hm today was not n e better.. i have so much shit. and andy is now giving me more shit. well ne ways.. heres how the day went. 1st- hmm i didnt feel good. and we had to do these drawing things. for the new words we learned. was in a group with meg,stephanie amine and three other girls. 3rd- math.. hmm i am getting a b. me and therese talked and then we had a test. i hope i did okay. i think i might be getting this stuff.. lunch- walked up to some liquor store and got pizza with ,steph, justin, ashley,and josh gilbert. got bitched out. 5th- took notes and shit.. talked with stephany and amanda.. worked on slides.. 7th- hm i was in the worst mood.. i was worried about mrs cathy, i am so stressed becuz i feel like i can never please anyone. i can never make ne one happy. i am never good enough. and i feel as if i will never get ne of my stuff done.. i dunno im sick of feeling like this.. i have to go. ;*talk shit;*.

hm [08 Sep 2003|10:42pm] [ mood | worried ] today i was dreading the time when i would have to go next door and tell mrs. cathy good luck with her surgery. I was hoping i would forget or not have to go over there. i knew when i saw her i would start to cry. like i wrote a few entries back she has a tumor in her leg. and it has grown so big she is enable to walk. it is wrapped around her femer (spelt wrong) and she goes in for surger tomm. The doctor will not know if it is cancerious or not until he operates. If it ends up to be cancer. she will need to go through cemo and loose her hair. and she will be really sick becuz her immune system would be really weak. i went and saw here and i just started crying... i could not bare the thought of her even having the possibility of having cancer. after she talked to me i felt a little better but still. i was talkin to therese and i was tellin her about why im upset. here i will just post it. Tyrese2764: but are u depressed about CL SingerBaBe00: im sad and depressed becuz i have no one. im sick of being a lone. i really want a b/f. i need someone. and plus my neighbor. mrs cathy the one who bought us the pizza. yeah she has this huge tumor in her leg and tomm she goes in for surgery and they dont know if its cancer till they operate. she is like my mom.. my real mom is like nothing compared to her. and i just was bawling.. and i cannot bare the thought of her having to go through cemo and loosing her hair. Tyrese2764: omg thats awful Tyrese2764: she is so nice CL SingerBaBe00: yes i know Tyrese2764: omg i'm sosorry CL SingerBaBe00: and then i am so stressed... i have so much shit i have to do and so little time.. i have BOTH my english classes in the same day. which is double the english hw. then i have a huge project due for roman. 3 articles for the panther press due for journalism. i dont understand math AT ALL. which i still have to do our homework, Tyrese2764: i didnt do the back cuz i didnt get it the directions were fd up CL SingerBaBe00: and then this shit with me.. CL SingerBaBe00: like am i able to have kids? or not? CL SingerBaBe00: everything goes wrong for me Tyrese2764: thats gotta be hard to think about CL SingerBaBe00: yeah tell me about it CL SingerBaBe00: and i think about it every second of the day CL SingerBaBe00: all of it Tyrese2764: thats the univerese for ya! the most motherly person ever my not be able to carry! CL SingerBaBe00: yeah i knmo CL SingerBaBe00: kno Tyrese2764: its bullshit! i hate the univeerse more that it hates me!!! Tyrese2764: and i hate what this is doing to u Tyrese2764: ur always so cheer-ie and now ur ..not CL SingerBaBe00: im sure i will get over it CL SingerBaBe00: but its just to hard Tyrese2764: i can undrestand but i cant undrestand ya know CL SingerBaBe00: yeah Tyrese2764: thats messed up CL SingerBaBe00: life sucks i guess Tyrese2764: not totally CL SingerBaBe00: well mine does Tyrese2764: not totally CL SingerBaBe00: :-\ Tyrese2764: hetaher it could be so much worse Tyrese2764: ok lets look at the worst case senareo (sp?) CL SingerBaBe00: scenerio Tyrese2764: u cannot have kids Tyrese2764: but Tyrese2764: look at hoow many beuaitful children there are in the world Tyrese2764: u can have ur pick CL SingerBaBe00: i kno Tyrese2764: that sound s bad but Tyrese2764: omg i cant imagine being infertile CL SingerBaBe00: thanx therese Tyrese2764: omg thats not what i meant!! CL SingerBaBe00: i kno Tyrese2764: its just to find out that u might not be able to at such a young age CL SingerBaBe00: but i figured i would spice up the convo Tyrese2764: i'm not the person for this! CL SingerBaBe00: i kno im sry Tyrese2764: this is what YOU do best! Tyrese2764: lol CL SingerBaBe00: yeah CL SingerBaBe00: lol CL SingerBaBe00: i do dont i Tyrese2764: lol yes u do ~*Please god let this surgery go well and i beg of you for it not to be cancer.*~ ;*talk shit;*.

hm [08 Sep 2003|05:06pm] hmm okay this is really pissing me off. andy thinks this is okay.. okay n e one who reads this.. please tell me what you think.. okay here is the scenario. : a girl and a boy break up.. they dont like eachother n e more. but the boy thinks its alright to start talkin to his ex g/f's sister and thinkin its okay if he wanted to go out with her..: umm okay i dunno if its just me. but you dont do that. that is wrong.. its just something you dont do. blah ah it makes me mad. n e ways today was an okay day.. lets see.. 2nd- hm went tot he media center. goofed off with keith.. typed most of my essay for college comp. 4th- finished my essay, talked with juli about our articles.. we need to GET TO WORK! ahhh i have so much to do.. its too stressfull i hate it 6-th- practiced the star spangled banner, sang my song. I SUCKED. i wa sso scared. i dunno why but i was. we have so many new people. lunch-went out with olivia and mike. 8th- worked on my hero project. blah i needa go. ;*talk shit;*.

good news? [02 Sep 2003|02:27pm] [ mood | blah ] well i came home early becuz i was sick so here the way my partial day went. 2nd hour- hm case.. lol interesting teacher. i dunno i lost my binder.. i really need to find that. n e ways i got to talk to april.. she has talkted to scotty aww man i miss him so much. soo incredibly much.. well hes now in england, and hes doing 2 movies. i am so proud of him.. this is such a great accomplishment. :) i love you scotty.. seminar- well at like 9:15 i left for my ob gyn appointment.. that did not go so well.. hmm lets see how it went.. we left and what not i just went expecting for them to say everything is okay.. i dont need to worry about not having my periods and shit.. well shes like in your blood tests it shows everything is fine.. so im thinking YES!then shes like but... it shows you have NO estrogen. (spelt wrong) and that is BAD. so im like a menaposal (spelt wrong) 40 yr old woman.. and she said if i go through menapase at such a younge age i wont be able to have kids, i can get osteoperosis (spelt wrong?), brittle bone disease, and all this stuff. im liek wtf. how in the hell did i end up with no estrogen.. besides the fact i only have one ovary. she said my ovary coulf be dead.. and thats why im not having periods also. im like wtf. god. everything goes wrong with me. but on a better note.. i dont have n e more cysts.. shes pretty sure.. which isnt really all that better.. lol came back to 6th hour- okay i am seriously gonna drop this class.. it pissesme off so bad.. and it literally made me sick. i was so mad. i had to come home.. my stomach hurt so bad. blah i h ate fighting.. kolar is an ass and this is so f'in stupid. walked out to lunchwith olivia and megan.. again talkin about kolar.. when we got to sorentos i felt so sick. i came home and puked. i got myself so upset. blah. well i showed my mom my poem i wrote last night. she liked it. she was like you didnt write that.. i was like um. yeah i did. ~*ANYONE HAVE ROMAN 8TH HOUR??? WHAT DID WE DO?*~ i hope we didnt do much in romans.. i still have math and reading to do. blah well imma go lay down for a while.. adios ;*talk shit;*.

a poem [01 Sep 2003|08:24pm] [ mood | creative ] It's hard to tell you how you make me feel, Sometimes it doesnt feel real, But I will try my very best, Because the feeling is unlike the rest, When you touch me I start to quiver, Just hearing your voice makes me shiver, But your touch gives me such a feeling. Its really my heart that your stealing, Everytime you look at me i start to blush, As if I had a third grade crush, I dont know how you do it, But its working; I must admit, I never really had a chance, You had me from the first glance, When I close my eyes your all I see, Hugging me; kissing me; on bended knee, I want you to kno I will always love you, My love for you is pure and true, I love you; that you can see, I guess the question is; Do you love me? -Heather Marie Pelshaw September 1, 2003 ;*talk shit;*.

[26 Aug 2003|10:38pm] [ mood | cranky ] wefuiosdfbsdv!!! lol blah.. today was the first full day of school. lol wow we got to go out for lunch.. that did not turn out so well. haha n e ways i will just start off from the begining 1- spanish. lmao haha dude me, meg and nick wood are the only ones in there the rest are 10th and 9th graders.. whoo hoo for me! lol its like ooookay and our teacher is weird!! lol ahh my spanish name is NATALIA.. i thought it was cute.. n e ways i will prolly fail this class.. spanish.. i dont speak spanish. lol 3- geometry- wow therese, andy, and jim. lol us in a lil circle.. lol we have tons of people in that class but i cant seen them becuz of jims big ass head. lol it was kinda kewl.. i kno i am gonna have trouble in that class lunch. lmao me, julie andy and stephanie like walked to my house ran got something to eat and went back. lol nice... 5- human anatomy- that class is awesome.. mrs. watson is hilarious. lol i kno i will have fun in that class. we did this thing and got out books. 7th- journalism- haha we have 8 PEOPLE.. THATS IT.. lmao its like um yeah how sweet. lol me juli and mitch were in a group for this scavenger hunt thing.. like we came im second.. dude we get a PERMANENT PASS.. lol so we can travel around the school. to take pictures and shit for the paper.. but i kno its gonna be a lot of work becuz its only 8 of us.. and thats a big paper.. then andy followed me home again.. fun fun. lol we chilled ate some dinner at like 3:30 lmao roast beef. and potatoes. that was some good, *spicy* shit. man i almost choked.. then we called juli to come over.. that was fun.. i am glad me and juli are haning out whether its with andy or not. but its fun.. welp tomm is a b-day.. blah that equals.... ToMuchWorkIDontWannaDoAny day. lol i have lets see.. 2nd- college comp.. BLAH with case 4th- seminar YA MRS. WRENN IS BACK. 6- CLCC.. wtf? god i hate that LUNCH 8- Traditional Lit wiht roman.. wicca waa.. too much work.. shit.. anyone have that class??? do we need a reading book? april i kno u have that class.. do you remember?? hm.. dammit. 1;*got shot;* - ;*talk shit;*.

[24 Aug 2003|03:28pm] You are a Cautious Red Light Dater Your dating motto is "slow and steady leads the race" You prefer a long courtship to a whirlwind romance This doesn't mean that you are anti-social or cold You just need time to warm up to the right guy You're online dating style? You are likely to take your time on your profile Then, wait and see what kind of guy emails you As you get more comfortable, you meet more people. Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. You are Almost Ready to Date Again You're over him... well, mostly. Truth be told, you still think of your ex on occasion. Enough to effect any new relationship you may start. Give yourself time and space - you are 90% there. And don't swear off men, just make sure to play the field. Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. You are a Playful Date Your dating philosophy? "Fun first, romance later" You rather scream on a roller coaster... Then stare in to some guy's eyes over dinner. Guys to look for: Men with humorous profiles and quirky interests Sure that business suit guy may look boring... But if he likes snowball fights, give him a try Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. Keep Him :-) This guy's got marriage on the brain - and should propose soon… That is, if you play your cards right. Keep doing what you're doing. Marriage material guy doesn't like drama - or hot today, cold tomorrow relationships. So keep it flowing peacefully, and you'll capture his heart. Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance. ;*talk shit;*.

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