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Lisa G.'s Blurty:
| Tuesday, May 4th, 2004 | |
| 5:53 pm | Movin' On up Blurty's been a bitch to me lately :\ moved to Livejournal http://www.livejournal.com/users/cynically_happy/ :) |
| Monday, March 29th, 2004 | |
| 11:22 pm | teehee How do you describe love? lol :D can't wait untill senior year..:) Current Mood:  giddyCurrent Music: Michelle Branch-Breathe |
| Sunday, March 14th, 2004 | |
| 10:39 pm | Goodbye love I told you, no matter what happens, I will always care for you and Love you I love you Geoffrey Love, Lisa Sunday, March 14th, 2003 Current Mood:  indescribable |
| Saturday, February 21st, 2004 | |
| 10:36 am | looodedooodle  ..Shameless promotion,lol...but,nah, it's a great Cd :) more later,since I know I haven't updated in a while -Lisa Current Mood:  busyCurrent Music: TV |
| Sunday, January 25th, 2004 | |
| 8:24 pm | I wanna leave you feelin' breathless... http://media.guardian.co.uk/broadcast/story/0,7493,1126591,00.html lol, I honestly I never thought I'd see Johnny Rotten of all people be on a reality show.... anyyyways, IT'S SNOWWWING!!! so hopefully no school tomorrow and just a fun day :) whee much love, Lisa Current Mood: bouncyCurrent Music: Sheryl Crow- Steve McQueen |
| Wednesday, January 21st, 2004 | |
| 11:33 pm | WHOAA! lol, new layout..yay, I'm so pround!! :) time for bed though..i unfourtunately have school tomorrow..fun fun much love, Lisa Current Mood:  coldCurrent Music: Say Anything on my TV |
| Tuesday, January 20th, 2004 | |
| 4:24 pm | ::sigh:: ..ah what the boredom of a tuesday afternoon will do to you. enjoy :)  Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's beauty and just the life that no-one else sees. Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't mean you're not friendly!
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| Friday, January 16th, 2004 | |
| 8:04 pm | stole this from kelli :P these are cute.. 01. What is your first memory of me: 02. How long have we been friends: 03. Tell about one memory we share together: 04. Describe me in four adjectives: 05. If we could spent a day together what would we do: 06. Name one thing you really do like about me: 07. If you could give me a gift what would it be: 08. Have we ever gotten into a fight & about what: 09. Have we ever hugged: 10. Have you ever seen me cry: 11. What do i usually look like when you see me: 12. What do i say all the time/what's my catch phrase: 13. Do you think we will be friends in 5 years: 14. Has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didnt: 15. What advice would you give me, in general: 16. Suggest a band/cd for me to listen to: 17. Is there a song that reminds you of me: 18. Is there a perfume that reminds you of me: god...today has been the most awful day..old habits got started up..great...hope everyone had a good one though...day that is. why do i speak in fragments? geez....::sigh:: much love, Lisa Current Mood:  angryCurrent Music: .Coheed and Cambria. |
| Thursday, January 1st, 2004 | |
| 3:05 am | HAPPY NEW YEARS!!! Whoo! lol, ::ahem:: sorry..i'm just aa TINY bit...ok, probabyly a lot more drunk but hey...its' new years, soo yeah. Anyways, well, i got dropped off at Geoff's arounfd 3 in the afternoon, and we had to help set up for the party, so we went down into the basement where wes was and cleaned up and watched rich girls while we did that. Later, Kirsten and AManda came becasue we were all gonna go to Ruby Tuesdays to eat..lalala, so we drive. Oh god,this is funny too, on the way there, we made a "pit stop" by some guys house that Kirsten and amanda were stalking and geoff went andf put one of those big orange parking cones with whipped cream on their driveway,lol...i guess you had to be there, because the people were inside and it was just really funy..Ok,well we FINALLY got to Ruby Tuesday, and lo and behold who do we see......joey..oh god,now that was strange, but it was fun. He brought his girlfriend olivia there too,and she's really nice. so, joey and olivia went and ate with us, but then we found out that they couldn't fit in Kirsten's car so, we walked over to target and found out that we cou;dn't get a ride home,but eventually did... So by now,it's about oh, 9:15 and we walked in and wes,megan,michelle,brandon,jess,and this other guy with glasses whose name i can't remember (sorry :( ) were there just watching a dvd and waiting for other people to show up. More people started showing up at about 10-10:30 and then it got really fun, this guy Josh i think,came over and started making different drinks and stuff., and we all just hung out...hmm, then around 11:57 we put on Dick Clark and watched the ball drop and we were just kinda yelling and being loud and shit, and Me and Geoff kissed at 12, it was cute :) then fireworks got lit and then i went home at about 1:30...i know I left out alot of shit, but if I remeber it, i'll add on,lol Total Consumption of Alchohol: 1 beer, 1 shot of tequila, 1 margarita mixed with a bunch of different things, a little bit of sprite and vodka, AND a whole lotta cups of straight up vodka ( thanks for giving me all those cups Joey,lol) ohh..and some champangne when i got home \ Hope you guys had a WONDERFUL New Years :) much love, Lisa Current Mood: giddyCurrent Music: SILENCE..BLAUGH!! lol |
| Saturday, December 27th, 2003 | |
| 2:49 am | I wanna hear you say that you're sorry again Whooo...Christmas man, action filled day,lol..hmmm, I guess i'll start at the begginning: Christmas Eve I woke up at like 2 in the afternoon since I had been up till 5 in the morning before,lol..so it kinda started out late. Annnyyywaays, so my grandfather gets there around 2:30 and then I had to and get ready to go to church. ladeda, so that happens, and I'm out in the foyer of church since there was so many people and my mom comes in (because she had originally gone to park the car about 20 minutes before she came in,lol) and says that out car died. How fucking fabulous is that?lol, so anyways, she called a cab and I had to go back to my house with my grandfather and find jumper cables. We found them after about 10 minutes and then drove back to church in our van, which was REALLY scary..holy crap my grandfather almost kept running into things I was about ready to just clunk him out and start driving...but, we got there ok, and so then, my mom tried to jump the car and after 45 minutes it didn't work, so we went home and decided to go and try in the morning. So then we had dinner and the kids went to bed, and then my grandfather did...so me and my mom started wrapping the kids presents,made cookies for the next day and i got to set up my sisters keyboard and play with it for a while :D hee..but then, after doing all that it was about 2 in the morning and my momma went to bed, so I just went on the computer for a bit, and then watched tv for an hour or two. Christmas Day Next thing i knew, it was daylight, and I was like "ah,shit what time is it?"....it was 8 in the morning,lol,and i only got 3 hours of sleep..but anyways, I got open my stuff...hmm, lets see, I got some perfume and these AWESOME bright colored earings,some CD's, and one game for the playstation,a modem for my room, and some other thingys. But it was cool. Everyone else came over at around 2 and all the good family shit happened,lol..hmm,what else happened..well, geoff called me from pennsylvania, but...yeah..long story about him,and I don't really wanna talk about it :\ but then afterwards I had to go to my aunts and help her pack dishes since she's FINALLY moving on Monday...so here I am now, doing nothing in the middle of the night...whoopee :) much love, Lisa Current Mood:  worriedCurrent Music: Jewel-Peices of you |
| Thursday, December 25th, 2003 | |
| 2:49 am | YAY MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! lol, you know I love you all :-D -Lisa Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: tv |
| Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003 | |
| 9:09 pm | Vinyl in mono Good god I just am loving this fucking song! lol..guagh, can't wait untill the album comes out...::ahem:: anyways.. Woke up around 11 and found out that geoff had been calling me all morning,since he was leaving today to go to Pennsylvania for Christmas..so, I just had to watch my little brother Jack while everyone was out and about. Yaa..lol, anyways, my mom finally got home around 4:30 and I got a phone call from geoff and found out that he wasn't leaving untill about 7,so we went out to eat Subwau before we left. It was so much, and Geoff criticized me for "ruining" my sub by puttin pickles on it ;) ahh,yeah, anyways, then we got home and had to wait for Geoffrey's dad to come get him, and now here I am, jamming away to Courtney Love and cleaning for tomooorow...oh yeah,HOW BAD AM I? lol much love, Lisa :X Mono ****** Hey Yeah we had everything Vinyl in mono And we looked the other way Man we were so dumb Is this the part in the book that you wrote Where I've gotta come and save the day?? Did you miss me?? Did you miss me?? Well they say that rock is dead And they're probably right 99 girls in the pit Did it have to come to this?? Oh God you owe me one more song So I can prove to you that I'm so much better than you Oh god please listen fast Here comes the crash We're gonna rise above We've gotta smash it up You won't abandon us again Give us brilliant boys that we wanna fuck man Full of ecstasy, hard drugs and bad luck Yeah yeah yeah Turn the lights...back on You burn so hard But you won't burn long Three chords in your pocket tonight Are you, you the one With the spark to bring my punk rock back now? (I don't think so) Oh God I wanna hear you say I wanna hear you say, that you're sorry again Oh God you owe me one more song So I could prove to you That I'm so much better than him Oh God I'd give you anything To hear you say that I was right And you were wrong Oh God before I leave this life Now enable us a lover Hooker's never gonna cum Just give it back to me Blow out all of the lights tonight Two million miles down the PCH And now he's gone I slashed his tires, I bled his brakes (It had to be done) Their hand-job lives were just too cruel You merciless villain We drowned them all in their swimming pools Run away, run away, run away yeah Now God I wanna hear you say I wanna hear you say that you were wrong again Now God I wanna hear you say I wanna hear you say that I am so much better than him Now God you owe us one more song Get out of my life, See this world as it really is Is it just a sad slide show Can't make a hooker cum Enable us a lover I need one thing that's divine Let me hear it tonight Let me hear it tonight I've gotta hear it tonight You're gonna let me hear the lost/last chord tonight Current Mood: busyCurrent Music: Courtney Love- Mono |
| Monday, December 22nd, 2003 | |
| 11:53 pm | :( ok,honestly......holidays,in general are SO depressing and stressful....love sucks merry christmas everyone..have a better one than me :) guagh, im too pessamistic Current Mood:  rejectedCurrent Music: Rooney |
| Thursday, December 18th, 2003 | |
| 10:48 pm | how could it hurt you when it looks so good 1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 2. Am I lovable? 3. How long have you known me? 4. When and how did we first meet? 5. What was your first impression? 6. Do you still think that way about me now? 7. What do you think my weakness is? 8. Do you think I'll get married? 9. What makes me happy? 10. What makes me sad? 11. What reminds you of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do you know me? 14. When's the last time you saw me? 15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 16. Do you think I could kill someone? 17. Describe me in one word. 18. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger, weaker, or staying the same? 19. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen? 20. Are you going to put this on your live journal and see what I say about you? Quote of the da- "..they're wiggers!" - amanda after getting soda thrown at the car,lmfao Current Mood:  happyCurrent Music: homegrown-tomorrow |
| Thursday, December 4th, 2003 | |
| 6:27 pm | :) Yay! im going have a fun weekend with the fabulous and beautiful Miss Kimmi,hapiness :) teehee -Lisa Current Mood: happyCurrent Music: Heart shaped box-nirvana |
| Friday, November 28th, 2003 | |
| 6:03 pm | #.#.#.#.#.#.#.#.#.# "Goodnight" No more tears In the morning I'll be here And when we say goodnight, Dry your eyes Because we said goodnight, And not goodbye We said goodnight And not goodbye ...Tomorrow he's coming home :) can't wait untill then!! lol :) Current Mood: anxiousCurrent Music: Hey Ya- Andre 3000 (of Outkast) |
| Tuesday, November 18th, 2003 | |
| 10:17 pm | ... I am such a fuck up Current Mood: pessimisticCurrent Music: none |
| 9:30 pm | Insert Cool Lyric Here I'm torn apart by words that you have said. And all in all, I know we're falling apart. Where did you run to so far away? Here we are to sing you a song. There you are asleep against the window pane just like always. You said you like to hear the rain sometimes. And all I can do is tell you the truth. And oh, my eyes will tell you the same. Here we are to sing you a song. There you are asleep again. Grasp our hands together, we feel we are one result. And here we are to sing you a song. And there you are asleep again... Man..Finch never ceases to amaze me...because,if I could actually get my damn emotions out of my mouth..that's pretty much what the whole vibe of what i WOULD be saying..would me god,it's been a shitty day :\ Current Mood: restlessCurrent Music: Finch-Ender |
| Saturday, November 15th, 2003 | |
| 9:33 pm | dikdik :) Name: Lisa Name on birth certificate:Alicia Janet ***** Nicknames: Leelee,baby,aj Screen Name:BVALENTINE06 yahoo: none. When is your birthday?: july 21st Eye color: dark brown Hair color:kinda a cherry/aubrun/brownish Natural Hair Color: dark brown Who do you love/like: Geoffrey Who is your best friend?:hmmm.... Who is your girl crush?:noobody Who is your boy crush?: lol,umm..geoff i guess? Your favorite people? (Up to 10): 1 -- Geoff 2 -- Bri 3 -- Kelli 4 -- Kimmi 5 -- Sarah 6 -- Mike Shea 7 -- Ronnie 8 -- Jamie 9 -- Mr. Patrick (hahah..no,ok,that was just a joke,lol) 10 -- umm...chad ~RIGHT NOW~ Outfit:jeans with stars that i drew all over them,black tshirt,my black and purple striped "tights turned long sleeves",socks,and my plaid vans Hairstyle: pigtails Jewelry/Accessories: Nightmare before christmas rubber cuff Underwear: pink Do drugs: not currently. Wear dark colors: sure Dye your hair: yeah,i get bored easily Shave strange places: no,lol ~HAVE YOU EVER~ Kissed someone: yes. Killed someone: no. Been raped: nope Smoked: yeah Gotten Drunk: yeah. Worn rainbow: i THINK i did when i was about 5 or something..well,i know i have somewhere along the line Talked on the phone for over 3 hours: yeah Left the country: ..does hawaii count? Had a party with over 30 people: been to some,but never actually had one Taken nude pictures: when i was a baby? Stolen something:::cough:: yeah Caught something on fire: a marshmellow that fell on my leg (ouch,lol) Cheated on someone: no. Wanted to cheat on someone: nope,and i never will. Asked someone out: nope. almost did though. Been dumped: yeah. Dumped someone: hmmm..yeah Had a dream, then the next day it happens: a lot ~PICK ONE~ Cat/Dog: dog White/Black: black. Hot/Cold: Cold. Far/Near: near. Water/Land: water. Kiss/Sex: kiss....it's more intimate Online/Phone: phone. Beer/Book: book. Novel/Poetry: poetry Music/Silence: MUSIC ~DREAM MATE~ shall i describe my loved one? i'd love to :) Short/Long Hair: short. Preppy/Dorky/Druggie: ummm...none of themm,lol Freckles/No Freckles: freckles Hair Color: was a dark cherry (NOT PURPLE) and it's now a darkish brown with auburn pieces Hat/No hat: no hat. Fat/Thin: thin,but freakin' CUT...DAMN Makeup/No Makeup: some eyeliner can be sexy.... Dressy/Casual: casual. Holding hands/Holding 'other body parts': both. teehee :) ~LAST PERSON~ You Touched: hmmm..oh,my brother jack's foot You Talked to: geoff on the phone You Hugged: geoff You Kissed: geoff Had sex with: geoff You Instant messaged: bri Who broke your heart: umm..i'm gonna keep that to myself ~ARE YOU~ Understanding: yes. Open-minded: yes. Arrogant: honestly,i can be somtimes :/ i hate being like that too Insecure: at times. Interesting: i hope so :) Hungry: god yes..im STARVING right now,lol Smart: i guess Moody: yeah :/ Childish: haha sometimes. Independent: sometimes. Hard working: sometimes. Healthy: yup Emotionally Stable: eh.. Shy: sometimes Difficult: you mean stubborn? then yes Attractive: umm...lol,well i hope so at least :) Bored Easily: yes. Thirsty: nope Obsessed: hmm..i don't think so Angry: Not right now,no Sad: more of lonely Happy: yeah,a little Trusting: yes. Ill: No. Talkative: yeah Ignored:hmm...nah Reliable:sure Self-disciplined: no. Sleepy: nope Lonely: yes. Word Association -dog- pug -brown- shoes -hot- damn -water- ice -bed- candles -flower- rose -cold- snow on flowers -love-geoff -cow-spots -car- mine :) -sex- fuck -phone- late night -ring- ring -God- happiness -friend- ship. -swim- fan -rock- little 12 year old trying to make the little bullhorn sign ( \m/ ) but end up making the "i love you sign" in sign language,lol -sweet- candy -bad- booty shorts -tree- green -school- boring -summer-sun -picture- album -fast- food -boat- ryke sailing,lmao -shower- sex -feather- soft -ear- earrings -vomit- really bad smell -baby- love -light- off -blood- crimson ------------------- Do You... -have a boat?- nah -have a pool?- nope -have cable?- yeah -watch MTV?- yeah,sometimes -sleep nude?- lol,no -have a waterbed?- i wish..they're nice and warm :) -like cookies?- augh! yes! i love cookies -have DVDs?- yes -like cheese?- yeah -have a watch?- i always lose them -have ICQ?- nope -sing in the shower?- occasionally -have a cell phone?-yeah -keep a photo album?- not of current pictures -drink water?- sure do. -like roller coasters?- love them. -drive?- not yet..next month i will though :) -have a best friend?- yes -know what TVU is?- uh, no. -listen to online radio stations?- when it's really late at night,sometimes -send e-mail forwards?- no -like the heat?- sometimes ------------------------- Food (do you like...) -tacos?- yesh :) -bread?- yep -veggies?- yeah -pizza?- love pizza -doritoes?- yeah,the nacho ones are the best -pretzles?- the big soft kindmnot the little hard ones that you get from the grocery store -chocolate?- Yeah -garlic?- in some dishes -veal?- never tried it -hamburgers?- yeah -chicken?- Yeah -hot dogs?- yes. -ice cream?- yeah -hot pockets?- LOVE hot pockets -popcorn?- only the overpriced kind you get at the movies,lol -pop tarts?- frosted blueberry ones -salad?- yeah,LOVE salad -coke?- yup -pepsi?- nah -gatorade?- yeah -------------------- BLURTY! -How many times do you update your journal?- not often,lol,but i'm trying -How many hours do you spend on here?- umm..less than one..wll,no actually it depends on if i'm fixing the codes or something -How does your journal look?- pretty, i like the roses right now..reminds me of old hollywood -How many icons do you have?- only one -Can you do any of those cool LiveJournal overrides?- yup -Do you have music on your journal?- nope. -Do you update your journal with font colors?- sure -How many communities do you belong to?- one or two -Do you remember your very first entry?- yeah. -When did you join LiveJournal Blurty?- around middle of 9th grade. -How many LiveJournal Blurty friends do you have?- umm..a couple -Is your journal public or friend's only?- public ---------------------------------------- Have You Ever... -bunji jumped?- want to -gotten a tattoo?- No...want one though -sky dived?- nope -skinny dipped?- lol,no -gotten your tongue stuck to a cold pole?- haha no. -had pop rocks and coke together?- yup :) -played truth or dare?- mainly when i was in middle school -kissed for more than 10 minutes at one time?-umm..yeah -made a prank phone call?- yeah. -flashed someone?- yup,lol -set anything on fire?- yup. -eaten snow?- i used to all the time. -puked on someone you really liked?- hah no. -eaten pure sugar?- yes. -mixed sodas together?- yeah,dr. pepper and pepsi -had sushi?- yeah,god it's disgusting.yuck. -worn a thong or speedo bathing suit?- nope -had dejavu? - all the time -hung up on someone?- yup. -used all cuss words in a sentence?- not all of them. -had the cops called on you?- nope. -stayed up for more than 24 hrs straight?- yeah,i do that alot -stood on your head and drank milk?- nope,lol...damn,that's a freaky ass question -cried during a movie?- yess -swallowed gum?- yes,lol,alot -said, "I love you" and not meant it?- hmm..no -eaten glue?- probably -slept for more than 15 hrs?- yeah -been on a train?- yes. ----------------------------- Finish the Sentence -I would like to go to... see geoff -I want...christmas and snow to come -I need... food -more than anything I...want my 18th brithday to come [personal meaning :) ] -If I won the lottery... i'd say "wow!" lol -I love... Geoff more than anything -I see... ummm,me typing this on the computer? -My dream concert would be...sex pistols (with sid vicious), rancid,hole,nirvana,distillers,jack off jill, janes addiction,okay i'll just stop there since there would be LOTS more,lol -The last thing I did was..type in "l" -The last person I hugged was... Geoff :) -I yelled at...hmm..dunno -I cried when...i was on the phone earlier today :/ -If I could have one pet it would be... a pug -Last night... i watched Texas Chainsaw massacre 2,and me and geoff laughed at me being retarted by covering my eyes during ceratain parts -Right now... i'm hungry -Love is... when you get this feeling in your stomach everytime you see the perosn you love,and you cannot go one second without thinking about them,and you miss them all the time,even though you may have only seen them an hour ago,and just everything they do and say is just beatuful to you..that's love..it's the completeness of your soul and heart..it's your strength,and can be your weakness a t the same time..but it's just bliss and pure happiness truogh it all :) -I hate...people who are egocentric,and people who judge people by certain things -My favorite phrase is... oh my -The last person I saw was... my brother -My parents... can be dicks sometimes -God is... everywhere -My favorite sport is... gymnastics -My favorite band is... hmm..hole -I last ate.. an orage. -I'd like to...have tomorrow be here so i can go somehwere,lol -On a scale of 1-10, I rate this survey. 10 :) |
| Monday, November 10th, 2003 | |
| 10:10 pm | .... oh my god..i don't what i'm doing anymore..i've lost all concept..god,my fucking arm is all slashed up and... i just don't know what to do..i'm frigging hypervetalating...i can't stop cutting myself,i really need help..but..i don't know,geof tells me o stop,he tries to help me so bad,but i can't stop,and i love him for forgiving me everytime i do it..he just holds me and tells me it's going to be ok..i need him,god,i haven't sen him in fucking 4 days..this is hell for me..i think i'm going insane..i really need to get help,i just don't where to go...god,i'm fucking going psycho..the damn prozac doesn't help,i don't take it anymore,just becaseu of that..i'm such a mess...i have no idea how geoff manages to deal with me,i love him from the depths of my heart though..he's the most beautiful person i've ever known,and i know i'm just screwing this all up,i..just need help...i'm sorry to whoever reads this..it probably doesnt make sense,but im trying to stop my self right now from continuing to mess my arm up,and this seems to be helping a little...who knows,i just hope i can stop...please? cant' i stop? Current Mood: psychotic Current Music: Britney Spears-Everytime (it's really pretty) |
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