J's Journal

Friday, June 23, 2017

1:44PM - Exciting morning and night ahead

Phil's Prom is tonight, yeah! I'm excited. You will all see pictures I swear. Anywho also in passing news, Nick ran himself a bath this morn and went back to sleep, and 40 min later I woke up to a waterfall in my bedroom, which is in the basement. It went through 3 floors ands now my dad is tearing out the ceiling of the kitchen as we speak. Fascinating huh? I'll talk more of this later, just for the record though I'm the one who woke up and thought "Wow its raining really hard... wait my room is sunny....holy S&*^!" And I saved the day by rushing into action. But it was kinda cool looking, like the shitty trailer for the movie dark water haha. But oh well, I have a prom to attend to. Toodles.

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Wednesday, June 21, 2017

4:20PM - Tennis, how much do I love thee, let me count the ways...

Hey,
I finally woke up at a time one can respect, 9:30, and it is now 4:30 pm and what have I done all day, watch tennis. Justine lost though!!!!!!!!!! My poor JHH. :-( What a bad thing. It's only the first round and I didn't get to watch any of the French Open before, and now I have off for Wimbledon and she's out already.Joel and I are greatly upset by this. It's not her fault though she just won the French Open and was probably just tired. Oh well, now my dad is watching Maria Sharpova with me (the hot blonde) and getting all into it. No shit shes beaitng her, shes 6 feet tall and the other girl is barely 5' 1. Anywho Phil is comming over tonight so hurrah! Although I have no idea what time and he hasn't called me from work yet to tell me. Oh well. I dont know what to do though, I've cleaned my room and tennis ends at 5pm. A whole day devoted to tennis, can you tell I miss
being able to play it? Maybe I'll offer to make vegitarian lasagna tonight for dinner. I was supposed to go book shopping w/ Joel before he went to work at 6 but both he and I both got too caught up in tennis and now its too late. Tomorrow there is talk of going to a beach, I hope so, I can finally get out of the house and do something normal. This is all for now. Later

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1:29AM - 2 for 2

OK, second day posting. I still don't see my previous post but Camareo tells me it's there so we'll see. OK to answer the burning question, did Jessica do anything today....sorta.
-Homework
-Clean room
-Went to Class
.... in other words I did do some things but not much. Also, I didn't play bass argh!!!! Damnit. Sorry you wasted your money dad.
What else is going on to comment on, I have a 4.0 in my class and am this close to taking another this summer. I really do like the film Garden State and hm visit this website when you're bored like I have been.
http://www.whitestkids.com/wordpress/?page_id=7
My favorites include Race War, Saturday, Hitler Rap, and New thing
Enjoy and ciao.

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Tuesday, June 20, 2017

1:11AM - Just for the hell of it

Hello everyone,
I bet you'll all be suprised to find this updated. I think part of the downfall is that I joined the Interpol MB....yes I am a loser but no I do not care. I'm almost to the point where I've made enough posts to get my rating changed. However I figure I should try to keep this going. Anywho, here it goes...Top 3 things going on in my life are as follows and not necessarily in this order:

1.) Sprained both ankles 2 weeks back and am not allowed to work until the Monday after next
2.) Phil's prom is Thurs. night
3.) I'm obsessed with becoming a rockstar.

As for #1, figures the first time I'm off of work, is when everyone else has a job. I think I'm in a major funk too, I bitch and moan about desiring personal time but now that I have it, I've become a lethargic slug. I sit and read stupid online articles all day, or watch all the ondemand films I can off of digital cable. I could have done so much by now, paint my room, practice the bass, get my book done for summer class that should have been done last week, make dinner. But I'm the laziest person ever. Such a waste of time!!!

#2. May I just say it's so much more difficult for a woman to go to a formal event then for a male. Also, Phil has no idea on what's going on for his own prom, and for myself, the person who likes to have things planned out 20 years in advance and checked over three times find this aggravating. Also, I've been obsessed with the idea of making a grand entrance and being "super hot" and now I woke up with this big scratch on my nose with absolutely no idea how it got there, it looks like a bug bite even, maybe, who knows? Needless to say I'm bummed out.

#3. I got a bass 3 weeks ago, and what have I done since then, learned one part of one song. I ranted and raved about how I NEEDED one soooo badly and I've totally made a waste of it. Esp. since I have had all this time (See #1) I just don't get it. I've listened to music for hours on end and this is where it gets me, NOTHING. I think it's a sign I should just be a singer, too bad I could never write lyrics...OK, well I am starting tomorrow an hour of bass practice a day so help me God. And that's that!

Ok now that that's over, tomorrow I need to do homework for American Pluralism, call Caroline, and practice the bass. Also, I think I will go to the library, go get gold ribbon for my updo, and make dinner. A set of lofty goals for myself but I can do it! I must pull myself from this abyss of lazyness...which means waking up before a PM time :-( Oh well. I'll tell you how it goes tomorrow.
Toodles.
J

Current mood: lethargic
Current music: "Tomorrow" -Morrissey

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12:53AM - Just for the hell of it

Hello everyone,
I bet you'll all be suprised to find this updated. I think part of the downfall is that I joined the Interpol MB....yes I am a loser but no I do not care. I'm almost to the point where I've made enough posts to get my rating changed. However I figure I should try to keep this going. Anywho, here it goes...Top 3 things going on in my life are as follows and not necessarily in this order:

1.) Sprained both ankles 2 weeks back and am not allowed to work until the Monday after next
2.) Phil's prom is Thurs. night
3.) I'm obsessed with becoming a rockstar.

As for #1, figures the first time I'm off of work, is when everyone else has a job. I think I'm in a major funk too, I bitch and moan about desiring personal time but now that I have it, I've become a lethargic slug. I sit and read stupid online articles all day, or watch all the ondemand films I can off of digital cable. I could have done so much by now, paint my room, practice the bass, get my book done for summer class that should have been done last week, make dinner. But I'm the laziest person ever. Such a waste of time!!!

#2. May I just say it's so much more difficult for a woman to go to a formal event then for a male. Also, Phil has no idea on what's going on for his own prom, and for myself, the person who likes to have things planned out 20 years in advance and checked over three times find this aggravating. Also, I've been obsessed with the idea of making a grand entrance and being "super hot" and now I woke up with this big scratch on my nose with absolutely no idea how it got there, it looks like a bug bite even, maybe, who knows? Needless to say I'm bummed out.

#3. I got a bass 3 weeks ago, and what have I done since then, learned one part of one song. I ranted and raved about how I NEEDED one soooo badly and I've totally made a waste of it. Esp. since I have had all this time (See #1) I just don't get it. I've listened to music for hours on end and this is where it gets me, NOTHING. I think it's a sign I should just be a singer, too bad I could never write lyrics...OK, well I am starting tomorrow an hour of bass practice a day so help me God. And that's that!

Ok now that that's over, tomorrow I need to do homework for American Pluralism, call Caroline, and practice the bass. Also, I think I will go to the library, go get gold ribbon for my updo, and make dinner. A set of lofty goals for myself but I can do it! I must pull myself from this abyss of lazyness...which means waking up before a PM time :-( Oh well. I'll tell you how it goes tomorrow.
Toodles.
J

Current mood: lethargic
Current music: "Tomorrow" -Morrissey

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Tuesday, January 31, 2017

2:26PM - Greetings from the year 2017

Why hello everyone. Due to my 2 hour time gap on M,W and Fridays at school perhaps I'll start updating this journal, seeing how people are doing it again. Lets review the weekend I had to start it off:

-Friday, the stalker in Abnormal Psych has been approached and talked to, now only if I knew his name. Hopefully from this odd behavior will spring a friendship for the semester, it's either that or a painful and twisted death, so we'll find out. Then I came home, spent time with Alex and got a pizza, and took a nap before going to see Spanglish with Heather, Jess, and Bre. I didn't really like it, I hate movies where people cheat on their spouses and there was a lot of this all over the film, and it had an open ending, and not it a good way. So of the 3 dollars I spent on it at Four Seasons I'll give it a $1 rating.
-Saturday I hung out with Grethe from MOTM for the first time in ages. Before she came over though I was looking through the artvoice and noticed something in a very small ad that puts a smile on my face even now, Interpol is comming to Niagara Falls March 10th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I even did a victory dance at the sight of this, who would have thought. I'm ecstatic, they will be amazing to see. Anywho Grethe came over and we sat around my house, and I burned her the Interpol CD and we looked at her pictures, then we went out to lunch. Did you know you can get a salad, frenchfries and grilled cheese at Moms for $3.85? I didn't, so I think that will be my new place to go. Then we went back to my house, got money so I could go get new sunblock lotion (Yes I am that nuts), and foundation, then we went to the mall and then back to my house before we both went to our first Bandits Lacross game.
-I went with Phil and his friends, $25! I thought lacross was supposed to be cheap. But anyway it was really fun actually, and someone should go with me to one in the future. It was off though because they played music through the entire game and had tons of crowd participation. Ex. "What's he got?" "He got nothing!!" X 1000 times. They won too, and I saw Grethe, then we went to Dennys in Lockport, and eating at a table with 7 guys was quite amusing. Reminded me of my accounting class senior year. Then we were going to one kid Brian's house and on the way Brian decided to go offroad driving in his one friends yard, and on the last time around he spun out and hit a parkd plow breaking his headlights. It was so funny, but that sucks for him, I felt bad. Then we went to Brians and while most of the people played Pitch Boo, Phil and I watched Comedy Central until we left around 2 because Boo had to be home. Oh and may I just say Robert Hartje isn't an asshole anymore afterall.
-I got to sleep in at phils it was nice and I watched half of the Australian Open there. Great stuff. I came home to find it taping, (thanks mom!) and i made plans for Joel, Heather and my tennis party that night. I then just did HW and meandered around that afternoon, until people came over around 8:30 and we watched tennis, learned about eunnichs (don't ask) and wrote a complaint letter to Wegmans for making a toaster pastery that I ate that had a giant strand of fiber backed into the crust that I am currently sending back to them for monetary damages lol. I hope i getsomething out of it, it was so wierd.
-I currently have about an hour left to kill on my break before abnormal psych and i dont know what i'll do today. I'm supposed to call Grethe at 3, and Camareo when I get out of school. Maybe someone will want to exercise with me tonight? Maybe.

Oh and also, Joelseph and I intend to play in a tennis tournament in Lockport at the end of August so if anyone wants to help me start to train now, let me know, because I need a buddy system to make this work.
Toodles

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Friday, November 18, 2016

5:17PM - Thursday

Hi,
Today i didn't go to my one class, because I slept over Philips. I had a wierd dream regarding Jefferson and Mark from accounting and now I wonder what happened to them. Last night I went on a sort of double date with Phil and I, and Anthony and his girlfriend Emily to a chinese buffet. Besides the talk of emily and Phils elementary school experiences me and anthony found common ground in talking of Buffalo News comic strips haha (Boondocks owns you!). I guess Anthony isnt as bad as i have made him out to be afterall. Anywho, then Phil fell asleep really early and I watched the 2003 release of Pter Pan till 2 AM, I'm ashamed to say not bad haha. Today thoughI woke up around noon, and I got to help design Phil's master chief dude for Halo 2. Then I came home and waited for Jessica to call me when she go out of school for us to go to the unemployment center. 5 pm came, she never called because shes filling outloans online or something, and now its too late to go. I have $26 let to my name, what should i do?!?! Anyone know anywhere that is hiring PLEASE let me know. I have homework to do now, and also I think Heather and Jess might be comming over later to watch Sex and the City episodes with myself. Thats all for today.

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Wednesday, November 16, 2016

1:57PM - Micheal Moore's Words for Us All

17 Reasons Not to Slit Your Wrists
By Michael Moore

MichaelMoore.com
Friday 05 November 2004

Dear Friends,
Ok, it sucks. Really sucks. But before you go and cash it all in, let's,
in the words of Monty Python, "always look on the bright side of life!"
There IS some good news from Tuesday's election.
Here are 17 reasons not to slit your wrists:

1. It is against the law for George W. Bush to run for president again.

2. Bush's victory was the NARROWEST win for a sitting president since
Woodrow Wilson in 1916.

3. The only age group in which the majority voted for Kerry was young
adults (Kerry: 54%, Bush: 44%), proving once again that your parents are
always wrong and you should never listen to them.

4. In spite of Bush's win, the majority of Americans still think the
country is headed in the wrong direction (56%), think the war wasn't
worth fighting (51%), and don't approve of the job George W. Bush is
doing (52%). (Note to foreigners: Don't try to figure this one out. It's
an American thing, like Pop Tarts.)

5. The Republicans will not have a filibuster-proof 60-seat majority in
the Senate. If the Democrats do their job, Bush won't be able to pack
the Supreme Court with right-wing ideologues. Did I say "if the
Democrats do their job?" Um, maybe better to scratch this one.

6. Michigan voted for Kerry! So did the entire Northeast, the birthplace
of our democracy. So did 6 of the 8 Great Lakes States. And the whole
West Coast! Plus Hawaii. Ok, that's a start. We've got most of the fresh
water, all of Broadway, and Mt. St. Helens. We can dehydrate them or
bury them in lava. And no more show tunes!

7. Once again we are reminded that the buckeye is a nut, and not just
any old nut -- a poisonous nut. A great nation was felled by a poisonous
nut. May Ohio State pay dearly this Saturday when it faces Michigan.

8. 88% of Bush's support came from white voters. In 50 years, America
will no longer have a white majority. Hey, 50 years isn't such a long
time! If you're ten years old and reading this, your golden years will
be truly golden and you will be well cared for in your old age.

9. Gays, thanks to the ballot measures passed on Tuesday, cannot get
married in 11 new states. Thank God. Just think of all those wedding
gifts we won't have to buy now.

10. Five more African Americans were elected as members of Congress,
including the return of Cynthia McKinney of Georgia. It's always good to
have more blacks in there fighting for us and doing the job our
candidates can't.

11. The CEO of Coors was defeated for Senate in Colorado. Drink up!

12. Admit it: We like the Bush twins and we don't want them to go away.

13. At the state legislative level, Democrats picked up a net of at
least 3 chambers in Tuesday's elections. Of the 98 partisan-controlled
state legislative chambers (house/assembly and senate), Democrats went
into the 2004 elections in control of 44 chambers, Republicans
controlled 53 chambers, and 1 chamber was tied. After Tuesday, Democrats
now control 47 chambers, Republicans control 49 chambers, 1 chamber is
tied and 1 chamber (Montana House) is still undecided.

14. Bush is now a lame duck president. He will have no greater moment
than the one he's having this week. It's all downhill for him from here
on out -- and, more significantly, he's just not going to want to do all
the hard work that will be expected of him. It'll be like everyone's
last month in 12th grade -- you've already made it, so it's party time!
Perhaps he'll treat the next four years like a permanent Friday,
spending even more time at the ranch or in Kennebunkport. And why
shouldn't he? He's already proved his point, avenged his father and
kicked our ass.

15. Should Bush decide to show up to work and take this country down a
very dark road, it is also just as likely that either of the following
two scenarios will happen: a) Now that he doesn't ever need to pander to
the Christian conservatives again to get elected, someone may whisper in
his ear that he should spend these last four years building "a legacy"
so that history will render a kinder verdict on him and thus he will not
push for too aggressive a right-wing agenda; or b) He will become so
cocky and arrogant -- and thus, reckless -- that he will commit a
blunder of such major proportions that even his own party will have to
remove him from office.

16. There are nearly 300 million Americans -- 200 million of them of
voting age. We only lost by three and a half million! That's not a
landslide -- it means we're almost there. Imagine losing by 20 million.
If you had 58 yards to go before you reached the goal line and then you
barreled down 55 of those yards, would you stop on the three yard line,
pick up the ball and go home crying -- especially when you get to start
the next down on the three yard line? Of course not! Buck up! Have hope!
More sports analogies are coming!!!

17. Finally and most importantly, over 55 million Americans voted for
the candidate dubbed "The #1 Liberal in the Senate." That's more than
the total number of voters who voted for either Reagan, Bush I, Clinton
or Gore. Again, more people voted for Kerry than Reagan. If the media
are looking for a trend it should be this -- that so many Americans
were, for the first time since Kennedy, willing to vote for an
out-and-out liberal. The country has always been filled with
evangelicals -- that is not news. What IS news is that so many people
have shifted toward a Massachusetts liberal. In fact, that's BIG news.
Which means, don't expect the mainstream media, the ones who brought you
the Iraq War, to ever report the real truth about November 2, 2004. In
fact, it's better that they don't. We'll need the element of surprise in
2008.

Feeling better? I hope so. As my friend Mort wrote me yesterday, "My
Romanian grandfather used to say to me, 'Remember, Morton, this is such
a wonderful country -- it doesn't even need a president!'"

But it needs us. Rest up, I'll write you again tomorrow.
Yours,
Michael Moore
MMFlint@aol.com
www.michaelmoore.com

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Monday, August 15, 2016

12:13AM - Quick recap of the last two days

-Had work whcih was super funny cause Joel and Corian were making fun of my lack of an ass
-Went out and had my first real food at Mighty Toco ever with Heather, Danielle, Corian and Kayla, then I got gas and took Heather home
-Slept over Philips, and had pizza and watched Soroity Boys with him
-Slept in till noon
-I was supposed to get my new phone today but next weekend is the time now
-Wen't to work and it was nonstop busy all day long
-Caitlyn will switch with me for the Vans Warped Tour, that rocks
-Went to Kaylas house, thenwith Heather and a lot of people from the Maid to the one girl Grethe's grad party
-Hung out with Chris, Harp, Heather, Corian, Jenn F, Kaila, Danielle and Josh
-Went to a playground in Youngstown with Corian, Josh, Danielle, Kayla and Heather and played on swings, monkey bars, and we raced around eachoher and i fell on my ass on wet grass several times.
All in all I had a good last 2 days and with Nikkys party and Kims recital tomorrow evening things will continue to be that way. Thats all for now though, toodles

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Saturday, August 13, 2016

12:46PM - Looking for suggestions

Warning- The following message has been brought on by boredom and low sleep


Since I am currently waiting for work to start in little over an hour and there is nothing to do in the meantime (Don't you just hate that?) I was thinking of what I could do tonight afterwork, since the concert plans have been abandoned and I am seeing Phil. Now with Philip and myself, like many people, we sit there and say "Well, what do you want to do?" amd I'll say "I don't know, what would you like to do?". I've come to notice the people I befriend seem to have a very bad sense of hat they would like to do and we always end up wasting at least a half an hour of what could be fun time in finding something to do. So I have decided to do something about it. I am going to make a "fun box" lol. I am going to write down dozens of things that people can do for fun and put them all in this box, and next time someone is over and we don't know what to do, we can just pick something out of the box and presto, instafun. Then maybe someday we will all be creative and spontaneous enough to move away from the box and do this simple task ourselves, like normal people. Anywho, here is the list i came up with now, if you have any suggestions please feel free to leave a comment.

-Go to the movies
-Go out to dinner
-Make dinner
-Go to Blockbuster
-Go shopping
-Go to a local concert
-Go putt putting
-Go go-karting
-Go karaoke
-Visit NF
-Buffalo Zoo
-Laser Tag
-Go bowling
-Go swimming
-Play tennis
-Go skating
-Go roller blading
-Go to Clifton Hill
- Buffalo Museum of SCience/Natural History
-Go visit penguins at the Aquarium
-Albright Knox/Castellani Art museum
-Shakespeare in the Park
-Go take a walk and pretend to get ina giant fake fight in front of people you don't know
-Buy a disposable camera and take wierd and funny pcitures in public
-Workout
That's all folks, if anyone would like to do any one of the aforementioned activites please let me know. I work 2:30-8:30 Tues-Saturday, Fridays i am unavailable and I work 8:30-2:30 Sundays and Mondays. Toodles

Current mood: creative
Current music: "The art of american football"- Funeral for a Friend

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3:17AM - A busy day in the life of an unbusy soul

Hello everyone, since the end of August is drawing near and several of my nearest and dearest friends are leaving town for college, I've decided its due time I try and start using this again to let everyone know whats going on back in NF while they are gone. So when a long day is finally winding down at 3:20 AM, what is a better time to start, right?
OK, today I had the day off so I got to sleep in, it was so nice. Then I woke up and had to run a series of errands, going to the doctors, postoffice, rite aid, work to pick up my paycheck and the bank to deposit almost all of it. I've finally hit the $3000 mark in my savings, who would have ever thought that I, the once shopaholic Jessica could recover, but I guess I did. Then I went to DQ, and I def. recomend the Moolatte in the Mocha, its "frostical".
Then I came home and babysat Alex and the neighbor Jeremy and we watched Eurotrip with Nick. Not only was it amusing but now I really want to go abroad or for spring break somewhere in Europe, hopefully me and the girls get to go. Then I ordered a pizza for dinner and after that my mom and I went to the BLVD. Mall for some Birthday gifts for myself. After falling in love with more then a half dozen outfit choices in Lerner NY Co, I was upset to find that they just don't look right on girls with big boobs and small waists. So I got a pair of sunglasses there, and a shirt and this really cool looking motorcycle style jacket with a "band" collar. I look like a badass. then I went to express and got tan pants instead of new kakhis and a tanktop. then I got a green zip up hoody at G&G, and I searched through Footlocker to find the shoes I want for my birthday. Both pairs I want are on sale for $29, what a deal, so that was cool. Then we went to Victoria Secret to get me a new bra and I was trying on my normal size and it didnt really fit so I told the sales woman and she says she'll be right back. then here she comes with this box and says "this is everytype of bra in the store and we keep them seperate for our special D size customers so they wont have a hard time finding them".....Thus I am now a 36 D....what the frick, were they not supposed to stop growing 2 years ago. WTF, anywho then on top of that bad news I totally forgot Ticketmaster closes at 7:30 so i remembered to het Heather and my Warped Tour tickets at 8:20. Way to go Jessica. But on the plus side my mom told me i am a good driver now, that made me happy.
Then we came home and i called up Heather and she came over and we decided to turn my 2nd room into a "chill pad" for college. I'm sure if we call it a "chill pad" in front of other people no one will "chill" in it, but ya never know. Then we went online and decided to go to some concert in Buffalo tomorrow with people we never heard of before today but i dont think we will actually go. Then we called Phil and he was hanging with his friends and I felt the need to outdo him. Call me strange but everytime he does something when i am sitting at home makes me feel super lazy so Heather and I decided we would have a better night out then him. So we talked to Camareo and tried Calling Jess but both were busy. then we went out walking at midnight for 2 hours. We walked all around Deveaux, including the minimart, NU campus, the apartment buildings and Jess and Jenn's houses to see if we could find anyone awake. then we came back to the house, got some food and watched Eurotrip because she never saw it and we watched it on the new computer that I recently got. Then she hijacked my sunglasses and is offering me $7 for them, so I might as well make the deal. They look nicer on her anyway.
So everyone thats my day and I can finally go to bed, knowing that while my day porbably didn't beat some peoples, I had a damn good time anyways. toodles.

Current mood: pleased
Current music: "The Future is X-Rated"- Matthew Good Band

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Tuesday, May 10, 2016

7:21PM - Coworker Sermons on a Sunday Afternoon

I'm in such a bad mood now, not only did i fail to get the honda civic tour tickets for my friends because the show was sold out ('m soooooooooo sorry jess, shannon and heather), some kid at work now thinks i am going to hell and will probably always think oh that jessica, shes nice, but i feel bad for her causes shes just another lost sinner. "it must be hard not knowing if you are going to heaven" he said, well i say oh it must be hard to have to think you are jesus and pass judgement on others ( i didnt really say that though because that would be rude) but anyways, he is so nice too and i really admire his strong belief and the fact i think maybe he was trying to like show me the error of my ways and help in some forceful way, and ya know what else of all the people besides grethe and dave and even corian at work, from the first day i met him i have always thought josh just seemed so cool and mellow and nice, hes one of the people i would hang with outside of work. Everyone said hes quiet at work when you first get to know him so i have been working really hard the last two weekends to actually get him to talk to me and doing useless stuff like letting him take the elevator/loading when he wants to or today i ended up staying 30 min more then i was supposed to in a futile effort to try and get him out of work early and it was finally working and this has to come up, and he tells me i am going to hell in a less blunt way. :-( I guess i should just give up now because he seems pretty religious and i bet he wont look past that kinda thought about a person. Oh well, too bad, at least possibly the friendship is over before it even started. argh, i am so pissed i dont even think i used any proper spelling, capitilization or grammer. Oh well, i guess if he feels bad for me, then in turn i feel badfor him that he sees things soblack and white. That's all for now, toodles

Current mood: nauseated
Current music: "When it Comes" incubus

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7:21PM - Coworker Sermons on a Sunday Afternoon

I'm in such a bad mood now, not only did i fail to get the honda civic tour tickets for my friends because the show was sold out ('m soooooooooo sorry jess, shannon and heather), some kid at work now thinks i am going to hell and will probably always think oh that jessica, shes nice, but i feel bad for her causes shes just another lost sinner. "it must be hard not knowing if you are going to heaven" he said, well i say oh it must be hard to have to think you are jesus and pass judgement on others ( i didnt really say that though because that would be rude) but anyways, he is so nice too and i really admire his strong belief and the fact i think maybe he was trying to like show me the error of my ways and help in some forceful way, and ya know what else of all the people besides grethe and dave and even corian at work, from the first day i met him i have always thought josh just seemed so cool and mellow and nice, hes one of the people i would hang with outside of work. Everyone said hes quiet at work when you first get to know him so i have been working really hard the last two weekends to actually get him to talk to me and doing useless stuff like letting him take the elevator/loading when he wants to or today i ended up staying 30 min more then i was supposed to in a futile effort to try and get him out of work early and it was finally working and this has to come up, and he tells me i am going to hell in a less blunt way. :-( I guess i should just give up now because he seems pretty religious and i bet he wont look past that kinda thought about a person. Oh well, too bad, at least possibly the friendship is over before it even started. argh, i am so pissed i dont even think i used any proper spelling, capitilization or grammer. Oh well, i guess if he feels bad for me, then in turn i feel badfor him that he sees things soblack and white. That's all for now, toodles

Current mood: nauseated
Current music: "When it Comes" incubus

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7:21PM - Coworker Sermons on a Sunday Afternoon

I'm in such a bad mood now, not only did i fail to get the honda civic tour tickets for my friends because the show was sold out ('m soooooooooo sorry jess, shannon and heather), some kid at work now thinks i am going to hell and will probably always think oh that jessica, shes nice, but i feel bad for her causes shes just another lost sinner. "it must be hard not knowing if you are going to heaven" he said, well i say oh it must be hard to have to think you are jesus and pass judgement on others ( i didnt really say that though because that would be rude) but anyways, he is so nice too and i really admire his strong belief and the fact i think maybe he was trying to like show me the error of my ways and help in some forceful way, and ya know what else of all the people besides grethe and dave and even corian at work, from the first day i met him i have always thought josh just seemed so cool and mellow and nice, hes one of the people i would hang with outside of work. Everyone said hes quiet at work when you first get to know him so i have been working really hard the last two weekends to actually get him to talk to me and doing useless stuff like letting him take the elevator/loading when he wants to or today i ended up staying 30 min more then i was supposed to in a futile effort to try and get him out of work early and it was finally working and this has to come up, and he tells me i am going to hell in a less blunt way. :-( I guess i should just give up now because he seems pretty religious and i bet he wont look past that kinda thought about a person. Oh well, too bad, at least possibly the friendship is over before it even started. argh, i am so pissed i dont even think i used any proper spelling, capitilization or grammer. Oh well, i guess if he feels bad for me, then in turn i feel badfor him that he sees things soblack and white. That's all for now, toodles

Current mood: nauseated
Current music: "When it Comes" incubus

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Saturday, April 23, 2016

7:15PM - I wanna be a part of it, New York, New York?

-2 days ago I was sick from school and babysat
-Yesterday I won a $500 dollar scholarship, saw Philip and had a store meeting that lasted forever
-Today i go to New York City, and I still can't decide if I am excited or bummed out about it, talk about an odd set of 3 days...I promise a good update when I get back though. Toodles for now my friends

Current mood: worried
Current music: "Beautiful"-Flickerstick

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Wednesday, April 20, 2016

5:43PM - The Patriot Act is Completely Un-American

Alright here is a a promised followup to Saturday's posting. On Sunday I had to work from 11 till 6:30, but our computer systems shut down at 6:30 and we had to wait until almost 7 until the came back online to sign out. But the storm was so amazingly awesome, on the way to work I literally watched comming off of the highway, the right side of the road turn black and see the wind blowing the streetlights, to seeing the left half still completely normal. Then everything turned black as night and it started hailing, like the apocolpyse was going on, i must reiitterate, cool as all hell. You should have seen the toursists at the mall, they were all standing in the front doorways and freaking out, I don't understand though, don't some of the Indians have this during their monsoon season? Oh well, I guess the houses power was out for 6 hours, but it was on by the time I got back so I was able to watch the long awaited season premier of Queer as Folk. First Nick and Jessica and I went to Target to get stuff that was on sale forher and ended up rushing around for only the last 15 min the place was open. Then she came here and Heather and Kim came over and we watched QAF. The opener I thought was quite good and i am embarassed to say I am excited to see what happens next week lol.
Yesterday was first day back to school. I believe Kim said it best when she said "Its not that I mind being back at school, just feeling as though break had never even happened". None of my teachers seemed to think it had either because I got slammed with work in all of my classes. :-( Bummer, then I got to see people and ask thetypical "how was your break?" The highlight of the school day was Caroline asking Mrs.Mansour how much do girls have to exercise to not get their period and if they get pregnant then how would they know? and Mansour replies "I'm not quite sure about that caroline but i don't think
you should go and use it as a form of birth control" LMAO Wow, Caroline does quite a few sports and she was all "NOOOO not foooor meeee!" lol, it was great. I was supposed to go out with Bre and Jess to the high school gym but they enver end up going so i did some working outmyself. Maybe it was better though because I had way too much hw for my health
Today we won another free breakfast in our AP Bio class (See how contributing to charity really works), I convinced my math teacher to give me an 80 in class or higher, got yelled at by Farino yet again learned andrew z has a gf and shes really pretty too (Go Andrew!) had to stay for Key club until 3:45 with Heather. We had the ice breaker where its like musical chairs, it was getting vicious, good thing Phil wasnt comming here today or he would have left running lol. Anyways Heather and I were going to go and play tennis with Joel but its too cold, but I think I might go to her house or vice versa and watch the Toronto game and some of American idol or something but who know. Also, my mom got me my grades out of her comouter at work, 92 overall, not bad for having an 80 in math and 84 in bio so I can't complain. Oh and I hope Jessica feel better cause I am guessing she is sick since she wasnt in school.
Oh and Camareo and Nikky and I guess 3 other kids from the HS went to the protest today against president Bush. I am so completely jealous. I had asked my mom if I could go with my brother and she said I was just trying to get out of school. i have always thought I'm going to turn into a politcal activist type when i hit college, so why not start early against a leader and law I do not agree with. Ah lucky bitches lol, oh and yeah while people held real signs and Nickky was promoting punkvoter.com you all wanna know what Cam's sign allegedly said? It said, "The only bush I like, is a girls bush"...thats my boy lol. Thats all for now though I'm off, toodles

Current mood: productive
Current music: "Another White Dash" Butterfly Boucher

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Sunday, April 17, 2016

9:54PM - She better bring me back some fried chicken

Wow, no one has been finding me funny at work lately. Following good fridays "its real dead in here, kinda like jesus on the cross" to today's lame osh kosh joke, no ones been finding me funny. You see this girl Stacy, she was supposed to be back in town tomorrow from Texas, but shes stuck overnight in kentucky so i have to work 7 1/2 hours to cover for her and when they told me I had to I said "Well, alright but she better bring me back some chicken"...no one got it. :-( Ya know, like KFC, get it? Well, they didn't, oh well no one appreciates my humor anyways lol.
Anywho,long time no update, I just wanted to let everyone know that Osh Kosh is hiring and I feel like I want to quit so...if anyone is interested in working there you should go in and apply. I got my check today though, $200 but i don't think its worth it anymore, I can not wait until Maid of the Mist starts again. I hope everyones break has been pretty good though, mine has been ok but thee has been too much to tell. I am going to try and use this again so perhaps I will post tomorrow, because today hasn't been a good day and who really wants to read of such things? Tomorrow I am inviting any of my girl friends over for my "Queer as Folk Party". I'm thinking mainly it will be the day before back to school/gorge yourself with food kind of occasion that is needed for such an event so if anyone wants to come over just call around 7:30, because thats when i will probably be back from work. Also, I caught this years SABAH Skate telecast, good time as usual, real good time, old habits die hard i guess, also pochantas 2, better then i thought it would be. That's all for now though, toodles

Current mood: groggy
Current music: "Embers and Envelopes"- Mae

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Friday, February 20, 2015

12:16AM - One day till Friday!

Today I...
-I finally after much searching found a vase large enough for the flowers Phil got me yesterday *~Thank you again~* ( <---See that was my girly thank you thingy)
-Wasted a lot of time in school
-Had another fire drill today, in the cold none the less, wtf, at least it was better then the day befores.
-During gym, my mitral valve acted up and i almost passed out and my parents had to pick me up because my heart rate was up too high and my school nurse is retarded, but at least i missed Farino's class in the process.
-Called Mrs. Massie and told her i can't do my internship thing tomorrow because of a doctors appointment
-Went to Bre's final senior home game, we lost by 1, it was quite exciting. It has fully refurbished my belief that basketball is the most exciting sport to witness in the flesh, even more then *gasp* hockey
-Technically I hung out with Jess, Joel and Ashley because they were all there too
-Did no homework because I don't have any
-Consoled Alex on stuff, I should be a shrink when i am older, I will be so damn good lol, and thats all for today I guess, toodles

Current mood: sleepy
Current music: "Echo"- Trapt

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12:13AM - One day till Friday!

Today I...
-I finally after much searching found a vase large enough for the flowers Phil got me yesterday *~Thank you again~* ( <---See that was my girly thank you thingy)
-Wasted a lot of time in school
-Had another fire drill today, in the cold none the less, wtf, at least it was better then the day befores.
-During gym, my mitral valve acted up and i almost passed out and my parents had to pick me up because my heart rate was up too high and my school nurse is retarded, but at least i missed Farino's class in the process.
-Called Mrs. Massie and told her i can't do my internship thing tomorrow because of a doctors appointment
-Went to Bre's final senior home game, we lost by 1, it was quite exciting. It has fully refurbished my belief that basketball is the most exciting sport to witness in the flesh, even more then *gasp* hockey
-Technically I hung out with Jess, Joel and Ashley because they were all there too
-Did no homework because I don't have any
-Consoled Alex on stuff, I should be a shrink when i am older, I will be so damn good lol, and thats all for today I guess, toodles

Current mood: sleepy
Current music: "Echo"- Trapt

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Tuesday, February 17, 2015

11:30PM - Its a bird, its a plane, its SUPER DAVE

Ok, I have had a lot happen this week, but since i am so damn lazy to type it all out, I'm going to tell you all the story I heard from Dave Thomas today in bio instead. Now keep in mind Dave is quite a few inches shorter then I am, and I am only 5'5 so that makes this all the more totally kick ass of him. Alos, he is all into self defense and knows like 30 ways to kill a man and is all into that kinda thing. Well, On Valentines day he took his gf (who he finally said i can see a picture of, yeah!) to dinner at this restaurant in Medina. So he was paying at the register, and he told her to go on out to the car and he'd be right out. Well, apparently when she got out there, some guy walked up, pulled out a knife and demanded that she give him her purse. A mugging in Medina of all places, imagine that? Anywho, I guess she was only out there for a min and was all upset and was about to hand over her purse when Dave walks out. Dave saw the guy and saw her and told her in that tone of voice he uses when he sounds all smug "III don't think thats a good idea Ang, come over here and get behind me" So she did and the guy told him something along the lines of "oh you little punk, think you are so tough, for that i'm going to fuck you up" and he lunged at him with the knife. Guess what Dave did, he beat the shit out of him! He dislocated his shoulder and broke one of his wrists. Is that not the coolest thing you have heard? Dave is my hero, like Caroline said "I wanna go on a date withDave" just to see someting like that occur. Thank God nothing happened to them though, or he could be dead like the other Dave Thomas. I guess people from the restaurant called the police and they came and picked up the guy and then the guy wanted to press charges againt David...is that not the most pathetic thing you have ever heard of? LMAO, the copshad to tell him since he threatened them with a knife, and it was self defense, that he probably shouldnt do it if he wasnt a total fool, so he decided not to. But Dave and his gf spent the next 3 hours at the police station. How is that for a Valentines Day tale? Dave has the funniest things happen to him, almost as funny as the time he had to go to the same girls parent teacher conferences and he thought it was because they considered him the predominant male figure in her life lol! it was because they were concerened they mightbe having sex because she missed a few days of school to sleep over his house a few times.Well, they arent like that and Dave laughed in their faces and called the teacher an idiot. Gotta love him, Dave is a modern day superhero, but that is all for today. Toodles

Oh and HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO KIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND NICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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