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Thursday, August 27th, 2009

Subject: I guess I'm just not that important. Time: 10:25 pm. Mood: irate.

Is nothing I'm doing too important to be interrupted? I can't even take a damn SHIT without somebody needing me to fix a pop up on the computer or push a simple fucking button on a remote. No matter how many times I tell my dad he can just CLOSE a fucking bitchass pop up, he won't do it. Nor will he push the "exit" button whenever he accidentally makes the TV menu thingy pop up. I WAS TAKING A SHIT, YOU ASS! And when I argue that fact with him, while my ass was still crusted with shit since he yelled so much I didn't even get to wipe for ten minutes while we argued about a fucking button and a fucking X. I'm also on my period, which makes me VERY irrational and unable to control my emotions, so I ended up having a meltdown after ALL THAT. I almost finished my shit in my pants, I was so mad. THANK YOU MUCHLY, DAD. GO FUCKING BOTHER MOM OR SOMETHING! RIGHT NOW I REALLY FUCKING HATE EVERY DAMN THING ON THIS EARTH!

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Subject: I fucking hate my skin Time: 4:25 pm. Mood: pissed off.

Today I had to go get my photo taken for a new photo ID since the information on the old one is like ten years old and crap. So I woke up and was ready to look all nice for it...... AND I HAVE A HUGE FUCKING ZIT ON MY NOSE. FUCK YOU, SKIN. Seriously, it's in a spot where even with foundation on it still showed. Now the picture will be ugly. :( I'm so mad.

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Subject: What happened.... Time: 9:46 am. Mood: lonely.

When I first moved here there was this guy at the church I go to named Daniel that started seeing me off and on. He introduced himself by saying he liked my hair color. He was cute with kind of dirty blonde hair cropped short like mine and hazel eyes. He kinda looked like Edward from Twilight(just blonder and tanner with glasses) and that initially turned me off because that's not my scope of reading enjoyment, but I obviously got over it. We kinda hung out and went to clubs. He's a Transformers geek like me and it turns out he'd read all of my fanfics too and loved them. Didn't know that until he mentioned Ambrosia--I didn't tell him I wrote it right away, I just started mentioning details until he figured it out himself. We clicked from there. So for the next couple months we hung out, chatted, not TECHNICALLY going on dates but going out together. Dan(as he liked to be called) and I got more and more personal even though he did most of the talking. Sometimes he'd get handsy and I'd feel shy and pull away because touch and me don't do so well. He finally asked me why and promised that whatever I said wouldn't put him off. He said I was really sexy to him. I fell for it until he showed me the condom in his pocket. HELL NO! Then I told him about being autistic and asexual, and that I wasn't going to lay down and have sex with him. I told him I was not easy, that I'm a virgin and I had no intention of having sex with him unless we were married. Dan called me a freak. My dad heard me crying and when he saw the condom he nearly threw Dan out by the back of his neck. I was so afraid I'd get yelled at, but seeing as I was crying it's pretty clear I wasn't planning to even LOOK at Dan's probably small and wrinkled dick. Now I'm upset, my parents are upset and there's still church on Wednesdays(choir rehearsal in a week) and Mass on Sundays. Dan is in the choir. If he is a problem, we have to move churches. All because of some asshole who can't accept me for who I am. THIS IS WHY I DO NOT GIVE MY HEART TO PEOPLE. MEN ARE FUCKING PIGS and all they want is a wet hole to fuck. Well guess what. MINE IS OFF LIMITS TO YOU BASTARDS. The idea of a penis up my vagina while I'm pressed to another body as a tongue is being shoved into my mouth disgusts me anyway. Sounds sexy in writing, but IRL I can't handle frenching or even hugging for too long. Too much sensory input. Besides, my own fingers do more for me than a man ever could. Fuck IRL love.

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Subject: Bah! Time: 6:55 pm. Mood: disappointed.

The only romance I'll ever enjoy in life is the romance I write. I'm done looking for it. If it finds me, FINE, but fuck it all if I ever try to go looking for it. IRL love sucks balls.

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Subject: Howwwwwwww wonderful you are, NASA! Time: 12:03 pm. Mood: aggravated.

Report: NASA can't keep up with killer asteroids By SETH BORENSTEIN, AP Science Writer Seth Borenstein, Ap Science Writer WASHINGTON – NASA is charged with seeking out nearly all the asteroids that threaten Earth but doesn't have the money to do the job, a federal report says. That's because even though Congress assigned the space agency this mission four years ago, it never gave NASA money to build the necessary telescopes, the new National Academy of Sciences report says. Specifically, NASA has been ordered to spot 90 percent of the potentially deadly rocks hurtling through space by 2020. Even so, NASA says it's completed about one-third of its assignment with its current telescope system. NASA estimates that there are about 20,000 asteroids and comets in our solar system that are potential threats to Earth. They are larger than 460 feet in diameter — slightly smaller than the Superdome in New Orleans. So far, scientists know where about 6,000 of these objects are. Rocks between 460 feet and 3,280 feet in diameter can devastate an entire region but not the entire globe, said Lindley Johnson, NASA's manager of the near-Earth objects program. Objects bigger than that are even more threatening, of course. Just last month astronomers were surprised when an object of unknown size and origin bashed into Jupiter and created an Earth-sized bruise that is still spreading. Jupiter does get slammed more often than Earth because of its immense gravity, enormous size and location. Disaster movies like "Armageddon" and near misses in previous years may have scared people and alerted them to a serious issue. But when it comes to doing something about monitoring the threat, the academy concluded "there has been relatively little effort by the U.S. government." And the U.S. government is practically the only government doing anything at all, the report found. "It shows we have a problem we're not addressing," said Louis Friedman, executive director of the Planetary Society, an advocacy group. NASA calculated that to spot the asteroids as required by law would cost about $800 million between now and 2020, either with a new ground-based telescope or a space observation system, Johnson said. If NASA got only $300 million it could find most asteroids bigger than 1,000 feet across, he said. But so far NASA has gotten neither sum. It may never get the money, said John Logsdon, a space policy professor at George Washington University. "The program is a little bit of a lame duck," Logsdon said. There is not a big enough group pushing for the money, he said. At the moment, NASA has identified about five near-Earth objects that pose better than a 1-in-a-million risk of hitting our planet and being big enough to cause serious damage, Johnson said. That number changes from time to time, usually with new asteroids added and old ones removed as more information is gathered on their orbits. The space rocks astronomers are keeping a closest eye on are a 430-foot diameter rock that has a 1-in-3,000 chance of hitting Earth in 2048 and a much-talked about asteroid, Apophis, which is twice that size and has a one-in-43,000 chance of hitting in 2036, 2037 or 2069. Last month, NASA started a new Web site for the public to learn about threatening near-Earth objects. Sauce http://www.yahoo.com/s/1114034 ------------- Tax dollars FAIL.

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Subject: My FUCKING LUCK... Time: 12:29 pm. Mood: pissed off.

Forget Six Flags. Mom's fucking car broke down and the money saved for the trip has to go to fixing it. FUCK CARS!!!!

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