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I changed my blurty journal. my new journal is www.blurty.com/users/0urtimet0shine apparently my username is 0urtimet0shine so read that one. lol. |
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| 11:15am 06/06/2003 |
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mood: content music: "caught in the rain" revis
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im just trying to see if this layout is what i want, cos i am getting so sic of mine. school is offically out!!!! yah! ill post more later... |
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| 08:02pm 03/06/2003 |
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mood: crazy music: mighty mighty bosstones
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1st off i must say Sarah i did not fart on your bum flap, and im sorry i should have known it was lake tahoe water. and parisa obvisouly his name was smokey! Anyways... i got my yearbook picture today and my picture is beyond ugly! ugh i cant stand it! i want to cry. doo doo doo. i went to parisa's after school then to sarah's and then we skated over to norm's and talked to his mom. i cant say anything else right now...gotta bounce pork chop...grill ya later. ~later~ .will you be my valentine if i am a world away?.
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| 04:14pm 02/06/2003 |
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mood: full music: "murder is tha case" snoop doggy dog, lol seriously.
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Whats popping bacon? nothing much here. i am tired, i am downloading music cos i fixed my computer! i can use aim and kazaa, except there is one slight problem still on my computer, my buddy list wont load on aol so i can always just use my aim buddylist. not too bad. mmmmm i love donnie. he is such a cutie. we got him to take off his shirt today, and man he is so skinny its cute. megan thinks she is fat, that is hilarious, every time she says that i must laugh. lol at the picnic today i was hugging trees and offically became a tree whore, and everyone was hitting on my man lol. yawn i am tired. i am going to eat at my grandmothers today. great fun eh. yes i am bored. la la la la la la la la. mmmmmmm brandon boyd is gorgey! woo. um okay. i gotta bounce pork chop...grill ya later. ~later~ |
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| 11:53am 31/05/2003 |
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mood: crazy music: "blueside" rooney
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 Yes! You are d0rky enough for me! I think we could hit it off, even if you don't have braces AND freckles etc....send me a message on quizilla now please :-) or visit http://www.dodgybloke.co.uk
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Anytime I see something screech across a room and latch onto someone's neck, and the guy screams and tries to get it off, I have to laugh, because what is that thing?!
#389: I remember I was hammering on a fence in the backyard when Dad approached. He was carrying a letter or something in his hand, and he looked worried. I continued to hammer as he came toward me. "Son," he said, "why are you hammering on that fence? It already has plenty of nails in it." "Oh, I'm not using nails," I replied. "I'm just hammering." With that, I returned to my hammering. Dad asked me to stop hammering, as he had some news. I did stop hammering, but first I got a couple more hammers in, and this seemed to make Dad mad. "I said, stop hammering!" he yelled. I think he felt bad for yelling at me, especially since it looked like he had bad news. "Look," he said, "you can hammer later, but first-" Well, I didn't even wait to hear the rest. As soon as I heard "You can hammer," that's what I started doing. Hammering away, happy as an old hammer dog. Dad tried to physically stop me from hammering by inserting a small log of some sort between my hammer and the fence. But I just kept on hammering, 'cause that's the way I am when I get that hammer going. Then, he just grabbed my arm and made me stop. "I'm afraid I have some news for you," he said. I swear, what I did next was not hammering. I was just letting the hammer swing lazily at arm's length, and maybe it tapped the fence once or twice, but that's all. That apparently didn't make any difference whatsoever to Dad, because he just grabbed my hammer out of my hand and flung it across the field. And when I saw my hammer flying helplessly through the air like that, I just couldn't take it. I burst out crying, I admit it. And I ran to the house, as fast as my legs could take me. "Son, come back!" yelled Dad. "What about your hammer?!" But I could not have cared less about hammering at that point. I ran into the house and flung myself onto my bed, pounding the bed with my fists. I pounded and pounded, until finally, behind me, I heard a voice. "As long as you're pounding, why not use this?" I turned, and it was Dad, holding a brand-new solid-gold hammer. I quickly wiped the tears from my eyes and ran to Dad's outstretched arms. But suddenly, he jumped out of the way, and I went sailing through the second-story window behind him. Whenever I hear about a kid getting in trouble with drugs, I like to tell him this story.
#3: If a kid asks where rain comes from, I think a cute thing to tell him is "God is crying." And if he asks why God is crying, another cute thing to tell him is "Probably because of something you did."
#167: If I come back as a horsefly, I think my favorite thing would be to land on someone's lip. Even if they smack you, ick!, you're all over their lip.
+ 001. name : Nicole. + 002. nicknames : Nikki, Nick, Tish, Tissu, Cola, and i have some others. + 003. sex : chick. + 004. birthday : 9/27. + 005. age : age is just a #... + 006. star sign : ima libra. + 007. place of birth : washington d.c. east coast baby. + 008. current residence : Plainfield, IL ;-( its so boring here, i miss jersey lol. + 009. hair color : brownish, dying it soon! + 010. eye color : dark chocolate brown. + 011. height : 5'5". + 012. writing hand : right.
BODY iLLS + SKiLLS + 013. do you bite your nails : yes, they are short, like my attention span lol. + 014. can you roll your tongue : nope. + 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time : yes. + 017. can you blow smoke rings : nope. + 018. can you blow spit bubbles : yes indeedy, attractive aint it? + 019. can you cross your eyes : yeah. + 020. colored hair : i have but not now. + 021. tattoos and where : nope. + 022. piercings and where : ears, thats it boring. + 023. do you make your bed daily : seeing as that i dont sleep under my comforter i dont have to. + 024. what goes on first bra or underwear : undies. + 025. which shoe goes on first : right one. + 036. speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone : duh. + 037. how much money is usually in your wallet : usually none, im broke and looking for a sugar daddy lol. + 038. what jewelry do you wear 24/7 : the necklace w/ the two locks inspired by sid vicious and i usually wear a bracelet my new fav one is the one with all the scenes from 80s metal bands lol. +039. whats sexiest on a guy : eyes, jawbone, lips, and hair. +040. whats sexiest on a gurl : +041. would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great : on time and look okay cos i usually dont try to look great. + 042. do you twirl your spagetti or cut it : twirl. + 043. how many cereals are in your cabinet : about 4 but im not gonna count. + 044. what utensils do you use eating pizza : my hands. + 045. do you cook : i can, but i usually eat foods out of boxes that come out of a window or you cook in a microwave.
____GROOMiNG + 046. how often do you brush your teeth : twice a day, no less cos then my teeth feel gross. + 047. how often do you shower/bathe : 1 a day, maybe more if i feel dirty. + 048. how long do these showers last : 30-45 minutes. + 049. hair drying method : i usually let it dry naturally but lately ive been blow dying it. + 050. do you paint your nails : yes. + 051. do you swear : yes. + 052. do you mumble to yourself : occasionaly. + 053. do you spit in public : yes. + 054. do you pee in the shower : i used to lol. + 055. in the cd player : at this moment, Thursday-Full collapse on impact, Ben Kweller- Sha Sha, The Beatles-One, Pretenders-the singles, and afi-sing the sorrow. + 056. person you talk most on the phone with : i hardly talk on the phone, and if i do its not for very long, id say either dan or yesenia. + 057. what color is your bedroom : green/grey. + 058. do you use an alarm clock : yes. + 059. name one thing or person you're obsessed with?: I CANT NAME JUST ONE!!!!!!! ITS IMPOSSIBLE! Okay my shoes, my bag, my old man coat w/ the patches, beck, travis barker, tim armstrong, brandon boyd, bert mccraken. + 060. have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex : nope. + 061. ever sunbathed in the nude : nope, i dont sunbathe. + 062. window seat or aisle : window! + 063. whats your sleeping position : i sleep on my side holding my teddy or on my back with my arms folded in a hug position lol. + 064. what kind of bed do you like : regular bed. + 065. in hot weather do you use a blanket : yes, cos i feel unsafe or something. + 066. do you snore : i dont snore, but i have a habit of drooling, lol i kno i am gross. + 067. do you sleepwalk : i have in the past. + 068 do you talk in your sleep : i wouldnt kno now would i? + 070. how about the light on : no but i wrote on my walls with glow in the dark puff paint so that kinda radiates lol. + 071. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on : i dont normally do either, but sometimes if i cant fall asleep i listen to soco and then fall asleep.
____WHEN WAS THE LAST TiME YOU + 072. had sex : lol, this is hard to answer lol and my "peeps" agree with me too dont you,unless you have something to tell me lol. oh wait i forgot with craig nichollos muahahahah dan you are so dumb. how old is he twenty something? + 073. were kissed or kissed someone : a while ago. + 074. watched bambi : very long time ago, that is such a sad movie. + 075. cried : hmmmm, its been a while, im prolly overdue for a good cry. + 076. talked on the phone : yesterday maybe? + 077. read a book : today, i looooooooooooove reading! + 078. punched someone : that was a while ago too, i am missing out on such good things lol. + 079. where do you see yourself ten years from now : hopefully notre dame, or in new joseey. + 080. who are you gonna be married to and where : i want to say something that begins with a ty and ends with a ler but i hate him. so i will marry gordo or some really hot punk/emo boy on a beach i think, that would be nice. + 081. how many kids do you want to have : i want 4 lol 3 boys and a girl. + 082. your profession : psychologist, maybe a writer hopefully psychologist. + 083. future school : Notre Dame that would be great.
_____FRIENDS + 084. who is your best friend : michelle, megan, dan, kim, becky, parisa, yesenia and nicole and marissa from nj. + 085. what friend do you hang out with the most : megan or michelle. + 086. what friend makes you smile the most : becky. + 087. friend that you fight with the most : i dont fight with him, but he pisses me off so bad (dan). + 088. one you talk to the most online : dan. + 089. friend that you miss the most : nicole or marissa.
_____MUSiC + 090. is music important to you : beyond belife. + 091. do you sing? : yeah. + 092. what instruments do you play? : im suppose to play bass lol but were kinda working on that lol. + 094. what do you think of Eminem : i think he sucks, and that he shouldnt have ever messed with moby, becos moby will preveil (peacefully of corse lol) dont you mess with my husband lol yessi. + 095. in your opinion, what band is the best of all time? : the used, taking back sunday, transplants, the distillers, something corporate, greenday, ramones, sex pistols, system of a down there are many but those are the best of the best. ___DO YOU LIKE + 096. pop music : nope. + 097. rock music : some, yes. + 098. punk music : hell ya *w00t w00t* + 099. rap music : i hate ghetto kids, cant spell crap w/o rap. + 100. hip-Hop/RB : *barf*. + 101. country : ick-no. + 102. jazz : nah. + 103. classical : not really. + 104. new age: yes. + 105. what is one band/singer you absolutely love that no one else does or seems to have heard about : ben kweller, jesse malin, reggie and the full effect, their are others so many others. + 106. your word : merridean, say it! its smooth right. P.S. i hate nick dragovann, cos he said incubus was lame. and on top of that, he said that brandon sucked and he saw them live on some sort on tour and he said that his voice cracked and that his voice sucked. so them i yelled at him very much and hyperventalated and told him that he was jealous of brandons rare and insane beauty and that brandons voice was a gift from god, yes indeedy!
This or that...
Nice smiles or nice eyes? :: This is a really hard one. I think nice smile. Yeah. Jeans or skirts? :: Jeans. Boots or sneakers? :: What kind of boots? Combats Boots? I like combats boots. I think i will pick sneakers tho. Natural or make-up? :: Makeup. Restaurants or fast food? :: Fast Food. Italian food or Chinese? :: ITALIAN! WOO HOO. Italian pride ya'll. Dark or light eyes? :: Thats hard too. How about Bright Eyes. Streaked or dyed hair? :: Dyed. Vampires or Gods? :: Um no thanks. Shakespeare or Greek mythology? :: Shakespeare. Milk shakes or floats? :: I cant choose. Drugs or cigarettes? :: sxe. Football or cheerleading? :: Football. Cake or pie? :: Pie.
How...
Do you want to die? :: im indifferent, i mean i dont want to die so i wouldnt really want to answer this question now would i? Do you brush your teeth? :: Yeah. Much time do you take to dress up? :: exactly 40 minutes in the morning. Do you like your life? :: I guess, its pretty funny. Well do most people know you? :: Dunno. Common or original is this survey? :: Um, i dont really no. Often do you smile? :: "often do you smile" that is not completely complete. I smile very often. Do you eat pizza? :: correction: i devour pizza. Many times a week do you eat junk food? :: alot.
Do you..
Sing? :: Everyone sings, just some people suck. Dance? :: Yes. Laugh a lot? :: Oh god yes. Like spicy food? :: Yeah Prefer bagels over yogurt? :: duh. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend? :: nah. Want one? :: depends, on the person lol. Think babies are cute? :: Some babies. Children in general? :: I love kids they are like the coolest things. Believe in fortune cookies? :: nope. Believe in life after death? :: not really. Believe in life after love? :: yes. Believe that anything is possible? :: depends on what exactly your talking about. Believe that everyone has a purpose in life? :: yes and no. Know what yours is? :: nope.
Are...
You a girl? :: Yes. You a comedian? :: I would like to think so. Your friends true friends in your opinion? :: some. You bored? :: Im always bored.
Describe...
You usual outfit :: Jeans and a t shirt, how exciting! Your perfect day :: a good one. Your hair :: Brown. Your eyes :: dark brown. What you'd like to change about yourself :: i cant really think of anything off the top of my head, which i suppose is a good thing. How you would like to die :: this was already asked. Your perfect mate (physical features) :: For hair 1. black mohawk 2. pink mohawk 3. long brown hair 4. long red hair for eyes 1. bright blue eyes 2. dark brown eyes and either really skinny and tall or slightly plump and regular size lol.
What...
Is your weakness? :: popsicles, ear biting, getting/hearing exactly what i want. Are your fears? :: Dunno. Does your perfect pizza consist of? :: Cheese but the good cheese that is cooked just right so it has liek little brown spots on it (like dominos) and fluffy crust and really greasy and not too much sauce. Is the difference between fate and destiny? :: I just dont know. Is one thing you would like to achieve? :: Go to college, blah blah blah.
Who...
Do you love the most? :: dunno. Would you like to meet that you know online? :: Neil.... ;( waa waa waa so now Ryan. Woo Hoo. Is the one person who makes you laugh the most? :: Nicole Zigrest. Makes you cry the most? :: Um cry---like with laughter or boo hoo crying. Really annoys you? :: n/c lol. Could you not live without? :: Alot of people, but i think mostly Matt cos i mean he isnt my best friend ever but her doubles like you have friends that are serious smart and funny and he all of those. Doesn't like you though you like him/her? :: Alex...i dunno that for sure tho. Likes you though you hate him/her? :: Hannah muah haahhahahahahahaha.
Is...
Hate too much of a strong word? :: yes and no. Food from other cultures good? :: Some. Your mood calm at the moment? :: Yes. [ series 1 - you ] -x Name : Nicole aka Nikki, Nick, Tish, Cola, Mullet, and more. lol. -x Birthday : September 27th. -x Current Location : Plainfield, Illinois. -x Eye Color : dark chocolate brown. -x Hair Color : Brown. -x Righty or Lefty : righti. -x Zodiac Sign : Libra. -x Innie or Outtie : innie. -x Font : Arial, size 8 lol.
[ series 2 - your favorite ] -x Music : punkrock is my fav. -x Cartoon : Invader Zim. -x Color : Black and hot pink. -x Slushy Flavor : Cherrry. -x Magazine : Circus i guess or spin. -x TV Show : Invader Zim, Preuim Blend, snl, Conan OBrien. -x Song : "headstrong" trapt "date with the night" yeah yeah yeahs. -x Language : english. -x Food & Beverage : popsicles, fettichuni alfredo, drink--cranberry juice. -x Subject in School : Math. -x Weekend Activity : chillin, holler! -x Ice Cream Flavor : i have too many, soft serve vanilla w/ butterfingers and heath bars. -x Roller Coaster : n/p.
[ series 3 - what is ] -x Your most overused phrase on aol: prolly oook? -x The first thing you thought of when you woke up this morning : i should have went to bed earlier. -x The last image/thought you go to sleep with : party boy, lol. -x The first feature you notice in the opposite sex : eyes, hair, teeth. -x The Best Name for a Butler : JEEVES ALL THE WAY! -x The wussiest sport : Cheerleading. -x Your best feature : eyes. -xYour bedtime : i go to bed at my own will on weekdays at 8 lol. -xYour greatest fear : dunno. -xYour greatest accomplishment : cant think of any. -xYour most missed memory : i have too many.
[ series 4 - do you prefer ] -x Pepsi or coke : pepsi. -x McDonald's or Burger King : BK (at bk you got it!). -x Adidas or nike : Um--lol? Adidas, yes i own those white ones w/ the three stripes all stars or whatever. -x Chicken nuggets or chicken fingers : Both are good. -x Dogs or cats : Cats. -x Rugrats or doug : Doug. -x Being Single or taken : Taken, i think, maybe single i dont know, i think taken. -x Monica or Brandy : um riiight. -x Tupac or Jay-Z : lol. -x Shania Twain or LeAnn Rimes : no thanks. -x Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea : I dont like ice tea. -x One pillow or two : two. -x Chocolate or vanilla : twist. -x Hot chocolate or hot cocoa : Hot Chocolate. -x Cappucino or coffee? : cappucino (frozen). -x Boxers or briefs : boxers, ow ow lmao.
[ series 5 - do you ] -x Take a shower everyday? : yes. -x Have a(any) crush(es)? : Yes. -x Do you think you've been in love? : Yes.
-x Want to go to college? : yep. -x Want to get married : yes. -x Type with your fingers on the right keys? : nope. -x Believe in yourself?: Yeah. -x Have any tattoos/where? : nope. -x Have any piercings? : yeah. -x Get motion sickness? : yes but i dont actually hurl. -x Think you're a health freak? : lmao, goodeness no. -x Get along with your parent/s? : i guess. -x Like thunderstorms? : ya.
[ series 6 - the future ] -x Age you hope to be married : 29 i guess. -x Number and Names of Children :4 Bryant, Travis, Draco, Carly, and Gwen. -x Where do you see yourself at age 20? : School. -x Descibe your Dream Wedding : dunno. -x How do you want to die? : nevver. -x What do you want to be when you grow up? : Psychologist. -x Where would you most like to visit? : New Josee or California, Apple Valley to be precise 10 points if you can guess why.
[ series 7 - opposite sex ]
-x Best eye color? : Bright blue or Dark Brown. -x Best hair color? : black, pink, red! -x Short or long hair? : long, heh. -x Best height? : taller than myself. -x Best weight? : Supa skinny or slighty chubby but not fat i hate fat people (no offense). -x Best articles of clothing? : Dorky argyal sweater that are puke colored, too short jeans, too tight cordaroy pants, keep it street or thrift store lol.
[ series 8 - other ] -x When's the last time you slept with a stuffed animal? : last night lol. -x How many rings until you answer the phone? : two. -x What's on your mouse pad? : um, its grey. -x How many houses have you lived in? : 8. -x How many schools have you gone to? : 9. -x What color is your bedroom carpet? : Beigh. -x Would you shave your head for $5,000 dollars? : not sure. -x If you were stranded on a desert island and you could only take three things with you what would you take? : 1. sorce of music 2. hot guy 3. provisions to last a long time lol. -x what was the best time of your life so far? : too many.
Last phone call: dunno. Last TV show watched: snl. Last Item Bought: besides food, it was the ataris cd. Last time showered: last night. Last shoes worn: black high top chuck taylors. Last CD played: Dragging the Lake. Last downloaded: "Brans Chinese Freestyle Rap" cky. Last annoyance: my mom. Last disappointment: dunno. Last soda drank: Black Cherry. Last thing written: my blurty entry. Last key used: dunno. Last word spoken: 'alright'. Last trip to the bathroom: lol not too long ago. Last sleep: last night. Last IM: Sarah. Last sexual fantasy: lol dunno. Last weird encounter: dunno. Last Store Shopped at: Goodwill. Last ice cream eaten: French Vanilla. Last time amused: um today. Last time wanting to die: i dunno if i was being serious or not but i thought why cant i just die, like a couple days ago. Last time in love: last year. Last time hugged: yesterday. Last time scolded: today beocs i was using my fingers instead of a knief *gasp*. Last time resentful: dont remeber. Last chair sat in: this one. Last underwear worn: orange plaid ones lol. Last shirt worn: um today--lol. Last class attended: today. Last Final taken: dont remeber. Last time dancing: last friday. Last poster looked at: the used one...in my room *sigh*. Last concert attended: n/c lol. Last webpage visited: www.blurty.com/users/wh0ref0rpunk
All i've learned about breaking harts i've learned from u...
I am trying to break your hart. |
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| 05:19pm 29/05/2003 |
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mood: cranky music: "giving up" silverstein
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Yoshimi battels of pink robots... lol thats great. thats the new flaming lips cd. my little sister has a whistle, thats never a good thing, a very loud whistle. i hate whistles. i also hate gym teachers with whistles gym teachers think that they are god. i hate them. |
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| 04:58pm 29/05/2003 |
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mood: cynical music: "times like these" foo fighters (acustic)
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I am so bored, nothing intresting happens. only 6 more days left of school i think. not too sure on that. i keep loosing track of my days. at my grandma's house a dove made its nest on her front porch, its pretty amazing. you could like walk up to it and it would stay there calm. it has blue eyes. this weekend im dying my hair red. i got a 100 dollars so it is time to go shopping, i dont really have anything to say. i have been kinda irratible lately, nothing seems to be as cool as it used to (e.i. ryan, neil) well that might be cos neil is fucking dead. lol billy doesnt like me at all cos he says i am too straight foward and loud. but that is all just part of my charm. i have so much pimp juice though. i gotta bounce pork chop...grill ya later. .peace. (in the middle east) lol _laterr_ |
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| 04:28pm 29/05/2003 |
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Okay so here is the update of my extended weekend, so far. Friday: Was the Article 57 concert at Dancing Tomatoes, which was alotta fun. Michelle, Sarah, Parisa, Kamile, Billy, Donnie, and two people that parisa know (and me) were there. So Michelle, Sarah and i were the only people out of us that were moshing lol. I got knocked down 3 times but it was okay cos people would pick you up, lol it was so nice and i pushed a big guy down to the ground so that is my brag story now. SO..... i only have 3 bruises (2 on my leg and 1 on my arm). I am so happy that i didnt get a bruise on my face cos i got punched and someone elbowed me in the mouth but its all good lol. The pizza burnt my tongue unfortunatly. We got a hug from Vet who is really freakin sexy! and i got the best hug, ohhhh wow he was hott. Then Michelle and i slept over at Sarahs house, and there was strange stuff on the tv lol. I think thats basically it. Saturday: Was, yesterday. I spent the night at Stacey's house. We whatched the Matrix and Moulin Rouge and both of those are pretty good movies, and lol Ozzy Osbourne does the voice for the green fairy which is rather disturbing. i ate 13 pieces of pizza and you needed to know that. I lost at the Harry Potter trivia game which is throughly disipointing cos ive read all the books much more than once. I think that is all i have to say for now, tomorrow we are going to my grandparents for memorial day. OKay so now i am so sos sososososososo pissed off cos if i click on something on my desktop that i need to eb connected to the interent to used (which i am right now) it wont work. For example kazaa, aim, and internet explore, and i want to kick the shit out of it. i think its cos i tryed to change my isp last week so i could use msn explorer but i dont kno how to change that. it suggests that i have a firewall and im pretty freaking sure i dont and i am so mad i am going to cry, and i top of that taking back sunday DID break up! This is from their website. 5.7.2003 Resting But Well Hello, We know there are many rumors and speculations going on about the status of Taking Back Sunday. There have been a series of personal events with members of the band. Right now the five of us really need some time to devote to our personal well being. We cant apologize enough to the people who this affects. Our fans have been there to support us 100% and weve always held that the closest to our hearts. The business surrounding this crazy thing weve been doing has been supportive as well and weve constantly been thankful. This isnt meant as something to harm that or the people involved. It is an attempt to protect and honor the value of what youve all been generous enough to appreciate. We need very much to take a step back at this time and we truly thank you for even considering understanding |
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Whats popping bacon? Nothing much here. I am at Sarahs house with Michelle. i am very tired. last night we went to the article 57 concert, and it was really fun. and the drummer vet who is really hot we all got a hug from him, and mine was the bestest lol. michelle is sitting next to me. lol sarah made poms. woo hoo lol. ill explain everything later cos i am just too tired. i gotta bounce pork chop...grill ya later. ~later~ |
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| 09:28am 24/05/2003 |
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| 06:27pm 19/05/2003 |
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"You're So Last Summer"
She said "don't, don't let it go to your head Boys like you are a dime a dozen, Boys like you are a dime a dozen" She said "you're a touch overrated, you're a lush and I hate it but these grass stains on my knees they won't mean a thing"
And all I (all I) Need to know (need to know) Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin (is that I'm somethin that you're missin) (maybe I should hate for this) Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that far (maybe I should hate for this) Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that...
I'd never lie to you Unless I had to I'll do what I got to Unless I had to I'll do what I go to, the truth is you could slit my throat And with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleedin on your shirt
And all I (all I) Need to know (need to know) Is that I'm somethin you'll be missin (is that I'm somethin that you're missin) (maybe I should hate for this) Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that far (maybe I should hate for this) Maybe I should hate you for this Never really did ever quite get that...
Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions This'll be last chance you get to drop my name Cause I'm a wishful thinker with the worst intentions This'll be last chance you get to drop my name
If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar If I'm just bad news, then you're a liar |
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| 06:23pm 19/05/2003 |
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i just ran...serisouly ran lol...and bought ice cream from the ice cream man. lol i havent done that in forever! it made me feel like a baby. i want a hug, someone needs to hug me! hug me now! awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww i miss something but im not sure what i misss, this happens to me quite often. lol i cant hide my emo-ness lol, man i am a loser. i need new makeup, and i need to trim my hair cos it is getting rather long, actually its not long to most people but its longer than i want it. it is chin length now, and it looks too much like the people from the strokes for my liking lol. i want a brownie homemade brownies, i dont know how to make brownies tho, dammit. mmmmmmm ice cream sandwich. im gonna leave now, bye bye |
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| 05:41pm 19/05/2003 |
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mood: amused music: "your boyfriend hates me" reggie and the full effect
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Whats popping bacon? Nothing much here. I am bored. i have nothing to do. nobody is online. it seems to me that alex and i are always intrested in eachother at different times. like he plays alot of attention to me (like alot lol) when i have a crush on someone else or dont like him that much anymore, but when i like him alot he doesnt seem to be intretsed it me, lol. That is strange. nothing intresting ever happens anymore. i hate mr madigan he just liek blows up for no reason. wensday is the great america trip and melinda is in our group ;-(. Nobody ever posts on my journal anymore waa waa waa. my eyes feel tired. i am going to dye my hair soon, hopefully. i cannot wait for school to be over. the picnic is going to be super boring. my mom and aunt marylin are having a gay family party for chris and i. how exciting, eh? i am burning cds now. heather is pestering me, but what else is new? nothing, that is what else is new. nothing at all! EVER! NEVER EVER EVER! OMG YOU WONT BELIVE HOW STOOPID I CAN BE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I lost the picture of him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo *catches breath* ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo *cough cough*ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo oooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! (dramatic pause). lovely wasnt that. Okay, i am queer, but that is only becos i am extremly bored. I gotta bounce pork chop...grill ya later. ~ later~ x keep it street x |
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| 05:36pm 18/05/2003 |
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mood: bored music: "mondaymondaymonday" tegan and sarah
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Whats popping bacon? Nothing much here. I am pretty bored. I have been home all day, cos i am so on demand to go everywhere....you know how it is, everyone calls you all the time lol. Riiight. I went to the mall yesterday, no hot guys were there tho so i dont have much to write about then, lol. I made a blurty community for punk, Join it, or ill kill you! Okay!
I gotta bounce pork chop.....grill ya later. x keep it street x |
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| 06:55pm 16/05/2003 |
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mood: accomplished music: "sid vicious was innocent" the exploited
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Woo Hoo! I made this community! I am so cool. You can join if you like. I am currently working on the layout and icon. I gotta bounce pork chop...grill ya later. x keep it stree x |
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| 04:37pm 16/05/2003 |
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mood: relaxed music: "nicotine and gravy"beck.
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You are Everything To Somebody Right now at this very minute-----------
someone is very proud of you
someone is thinking of you
someone cares about you
someone misses you
someone wants to talk to you
someone wants to be with you
someone hopes you aren't in trouble
someone is thankful for the support you have provided
someone wants to hold your hand
someone hopes everything turns out all right
someone wants you to be happy
someone wants you to find them
someone is celebrating your successes
someone wants to give you a gift
someone thinks you ARE a gift
someone hopes you are not too cold, or too hot
someone wants to hug you
someone loves you
someone wants to lavish you with small gifts
someone admires your strength
someone is thinking of you and smiling
someone wants to be your shoulder to cry on
someone wants to go out with you and have a lot of fun
someone thinks the world of you
someone wants to protect you
someone would do anything for you
someone wants to be forgiven
someone is grateful for your forgiveness
someone wants to laugh with you about old times
someone remembers you and wishes you were there
someone is praising God for you
someone needs to know that your love is unconditional
somebody values your advice
someone wants to tell you how much they care
someone wants to stay up watching old movies with you
someone wants to share their dreams with you
someone wants to hold you in their arms
someone wants YOU to hold them in your arms
someone treasures your spirit
someone wishes they could STOP time because of you
someone praises God for your friendship and lovee
someone can't wait to see you
someone wishes that things didn't have to change
someone loves you for who you are
someone loves the way you make them feel
someone wants to be with you
someone is hoping they can grow old with you
someone hears a song that reminds them of you
someone wants you to know they are there for you
someone is glad that you're their friend
someone wants to be your friend
someone stayed up all night thinking about you
someone is alive because of you
someone is remorseful after losing your friendship
someone is wishing that you would notice them
someone wants to get to know you better
someone believes that you are their soul mate
someone wants to be near you
someone misses your guidance and advice
someone values your guidance and advice
someone has faith in you
someone trusts you
someone needs you to send them this letter
someone needs your support
someone needs you to have faith in them
someone needs you to let them be your friend
someone will cry when they read this
nothing too intretsing happened today. it was alex's birthday. sadly, he is going out with emily again. goodness i cant stand her. i ate so much today. i had mcdonalds in school yummy yummy yummy. i cant go to the concert with he rest of my homies because i have to babysit my wonderfully endearing nice sister (for eveyr negative thing i want to say i will say a nice thing). no not really, only when my sister is reading this behind me lol. i gotta bounce pork chop...grill ya later. x keep it street x |
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| 04:46pm 14/05/2003 |
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mood: indifferent music: none.
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LOVE.... > >>>These are the Top Ten signs that you are in Love! > >>> > >>>10. Time is an eternity when you're without them > >>> > >>>9. Time stops when you're with them > >>> > >>>8. The thought of them makes you shiver > >>> > >>>7. The sound of them makes you smile > >>> > >>>6. When seeing them, you can't see anything else > >>> > >>>5. You start to listen to sappy love songs > >>> > >>>4. You actually enjoy sappy love songs > >>> > >>>3. The smell of them makes you see fireworks > >>> > >>>2. You find yourself smiling constantly > >>> > >>>1. You'd do anything, even die, for them > >>> |
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| 05:45pm 10/05/2003 |
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 Geek
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 Yale You're second best, and you know it. Still, those riding the crimson wave may be slightly smarter, slightly more prestigious, but you know you're hipper. I mean, you're not hip -- your a nerd, for fuck's sake -- but you're hipper.
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 The Frankenclyde. Honestly, you're the coolest hipster of all. The drum sneaker with mystique. Like Russel Hammond in "Almost Famous." But you already knew that! You recognized that allusion! Thats how fucking cool you are! You know how cool it is to say "bomb-diggity" and "supah cool." You push coolness to the edge, and you never fall off. Essentially, you're me, and I like that in you.
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 Rock on, dude! You are Punk music!
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Some intretsing things....the last thing is a thing i got from a Brainteaser quiz. Thats pretty good. I got my mid-term woo buddy its good, i didnt even get a low b,my lowest grade was a steady b. The last dance was last night, it was prety goood. Except it was so hot! It was the sweatiest ive ever been. I went and put my hand on the wall and it was wet with sweat oh god it was gross. People were slipping cos the floors were sweaty people were dancing their ass off. Well Good Charlotte came on and we were fooling around (sarah, michelle, parissa, megan, and i) and we started jumping and then Sarah pushed me so i started moshing with everyone and then eventually we had a REAL pit going and Megan fell down and it was hilarious and someone grabbed my ass and i think i accidentaly grabbed someones ass, and some kid named Joey kept pushing me and oh god i got hit in the face it was hilarious. Then Sarah and I were dancing and Christina Aguleria came on so we started humping the floor and it was hilarious! Then we went outside in the back of the school when it was over and Alex comes and he sat next to me and he kept asking me to have sex with him and i was laughing really hard and then he out his head on my sholder and i was gonna kiss him but then Michelle came sat down next to us and oh man it was disipointing, then i had to go get my stuff so i stood up and he grabbed my arm and he was like Nicole stay here and i take can take off my clothes and you can take off yours and i was like i cant. And then he was like am i suppose to stay here and take off my clothes by myself and i was like no you can come with me and take off your clothes but Ryan told him to stay, and then we had to go....darn. Yes, that was my lovely wonderful time. Shortened down and to the point though. I gotta bounce pork chop... ~laterr~ .keep it street. |
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| 05:43pm 09/05/2003 |
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mood: giggly music: "california" Phantom Planet
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x Cut Out Stars: who is this xoSuGarPluM892xo: wut kinda sn is this!!! xoSuGarPluM892xo: why do peps make gay ass s/ns1 x Cut Out Stars: um my kind xoSuGarPluM892xo: !* x Cut Out Stars: lol why do you peep make your fagass sn xoSuGarPluM892xo: mu s/n makes sence xoSuGarPluM892xo: cut out stars? xoSuGarPluM892xo: ah no x Cut Out Stars: then what is a sugar plum x Cut Out Stars: yes cut out stars...people cut out stars from magizine and they worship their fake ass idols xoSuGarPluM892xo: IF U CALLING THEM FAKE ASS IDOLS xoSuGarPluM892xo: WHY U MAKE A S/N LIKE IT x Cut Out Stars: lol you dont get the point x Cut Out Stars: people cut their stars out x Cut Out Stars: cut out the stars x Cut Out Stars: if yours makes perfect sense what is a sugar plum xoSuGarPluM892xo: me! xoSuGarPluM892xo: im a sugar plum x Cut Out Stars: so you are saying your are a fat juicy purple plum with sugar on you xoSuGarPluM892xo: no... u xoSuGarPluM892xo: dont get it xoSuGarPluM892xo: go aw ay ur so fake x Cut Out Stars: lol x Cut Out Stars: lmfao x Cut Out Stars: lol how am i fake now xoSuGarPluM892xo: lmfao!! xoSuGarPluM892xo: u dont have a brain xoSuGarPluM892xo: ur soo stupid!!! x Cut Out Stars: right thats why im in honors...i wouldnt be able to live w/o a brain Previous message was not received by xoSuGarPluM892xo because of error: User xoSuGarPluM892xo is not available.
x Cut Out Stars: right thats why im in honors...i wouldnt be able to live w/o a brain Previous message was not received by xoSuGarPluM892xo because of error: User xoSuGarPluM892xo is not available.
lmao she blocked me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol. |
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| 09:39pm 08/05/2003 |
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mood: sad music: "Sexx Laws" Beck
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Whats popping bacon? Nothing Much Here. I am bored. I dont feel very normal right now. I am still downloading music. I talked to Ryan for like 2 minutes and normally i wouldnt care very much but for some reason i really didnt want him to go. I feel like something bad is gonna happen, and he actually noticed, that was pretty freaky. He was like Sorry i have to go and i was all sad and i wanted to yell at him. That was prett strange. I still feel bad and i want him to come back. I think that is it i dont really have anything intresting to say...not that i ever do. I gotta bounce pork chop... ~laterr~ |
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