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[17 May 2013|11:18pm]

mourningcolours
The best love is the one that makes you a better person without changing you into someone other than yourself.
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[16 May 2013|11:48am]

mourningcolours
The daily cheese:

My pod died the other day, so I turned on the radio on the way home from the grocery store. Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are came on and as I was about to change it, Valerie stopped me. She sang the entire fracking song. And at the end she said "That's what I want. I want a guy like that. How fucking great would that be?!"

And I smiled and thought to myself. "...Yeah, it's pretty great."

<3

/cheese.
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[14 May 2013|11:26pm]

mourningcolours
Paint together
Watch the sunset
Dance lessons
Starved Rock
Wandering roadtrip
See the butterflies
Take a picture of us together
Watch The Little Mermaid
Finally share our own bed


:)
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[14 May 2013|09:57am]

mourningcolours
Lilacs and cut grass
Coffee brewing fresh
Lazy sun drifting through the window
warm on your feet
they dangle out of the covers
Tea soaking in the sun
the breeze blows in, gentle and fair
Kissing cheeks and sweeping hair
Eyes flutter awake
It's morning, my love
The night has seemed so long
Wake and dance, this is where we belong
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[14 May 2013|09:13am]

mourningcolours
The greatest thing that you will ever learn is just to love and be loved in return.
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[10 May 2013|11:31pm]

mourningcolours
I am such a sentimental person. Why is it so hard for me to express these things? Even when others are expressing their own sentiments I still have a hard time finding the words without feeling like I sound stupid. All that comes up in my mind are cliches, it seems.

I will just say this: I appreciate what you said so much, it made me cry. I don't want it to go unaddressed just because I can't seem to talk about it. I can hear the sincerity in your voice. I know you're bearing yourself to me. And I love that we're finally back to that level of trust with each other. I think the recent thing we just went through has made our bond even stronger. You are the best friend I've ever had and I love you with all my heart. I had this realization the other day, and it sounds crazy. But I seriously cannot remember a time in my life when I have really looked forward to and was excited for my future, longterm-wise. But you make me excited about whats in store for us. I feel like I can look forward to the most mundane things, as long as I can do them with you. Is that silly? If so, I guess I'm silly.
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[10 May 2013|10:18am]

mourningcolours
The best relationships:
Talk like best friends
Play like children
Argue like husband and wife
Protect each other like brother and sister


"Missing someone isn't about the amount of time it's been since you've seen them or how long it's been since you've talked. It's about that moment when you're doing something and at the same time wishing that they were right there with you."
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[07 May 2013|10:04am]

mourningcolours
Post from October 16th, 2007

I ditched one friend to go hang out with a guy friend that I have a crush on. We went over to another friend's house and had margaritas and played pool.

Then I drove him to his car. He's going through the same thing I'm going through, but it's odd. He likes this girl, but she's sending mixed signals and he's being paranoid and freaking out and trying to analyze EVERYTHING.

And that's what I'm doing. But about him.

So... I think I told him that I was crushing on him. But it was sort of this weird 3rd person, hypothetical but highly transparent thing... You know, the type of thing someone does when they want to be obvious, but they also can't talk about something directly.

The hypothetical situation stuff was... well. I don't know. Helpful maybe. Like a shield. So that the hit wasn't direct.

I told him about my "friend" and "our" situation. He knew I was talking about him. I asked him if I should tell my "friend" about how I feel. He told me to think about it a couple days and then talk about it again. I told him there wasn't anything to think about anymore...

He asked why I asked so many "hypothetical" questions...

And I said because I was ready to stop thinking about it. And that now I just needed his opinion on whether I should tell my "friend" about my feelings.

And he answered my question.

He said no.

...And I said thank you for the advice. That's what friends are for.



This just makes me laugh now. lol.
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[06 May 2013|01:25pm]

mourningcolours
You may give me gray hair before my time
But I'd be happy just sitting on the passenger side
Cause I long for you and me and a lonely drive

It gets tough but we';ve picked up a lot of things along the way
You know that when I get mad I don't mean a word that I say
Sometimes I need more than what's left at the end of the day

Sometimes reason doesn't line up with the rhyme
With a wash and a sew the rips and the frays will come out okay in time
Cause I long for you and me on a lonely drive

Kiss me when you come home :)
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