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Blurty for *.Chelsea B.*.
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| Wednesday, February 4th, 2004 |
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1. Name: Chelsea Brianne Kingsbury 2. Nicknames: CB, Special K, Chels, Chelseakins, Chelsea B. 3. Sex: Fem 4. Birthday:6/30/86 5. Age: 17 6. Sign: Cancer 7. Place of birth: Memphis, Tenn 8. Current residence: Hampden, ME 9. Hair color: Blonde, Brown, reddish 10. Hair length: Below my shoulders 11. Eye color: green 12. Height: 5'4" 13. Writing hand: Right * Body ills & skills * 14. Do you bite your nails: no, that's gross. 15. Can you roll your tongue: Definetly. 16. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time: Nope 17. Can you blow smoke rings: Nope 18. Can you blow spit bubbles: Haven't really tried 19. Can you cross your eyes: Obviously 20. Colored hair: Yep 21. Tattoos and where: Nope 22. Piercings and where: Ears 23. Do you make your bed daily: Before I go to school 25. Which shoe goes on first: Right 26. Speaking of shoes, have you thrown one at someone: Yep...:) 27. How much money is usually in your wallet: at least 20 28. What jewelry do you wear 24/7: Link bracelet 29. Whats the best thing on a guy: Blue Eyes. 30. Whats sexiest on a girl: Smile, eyes and butt... 31. Would you rather be on time and look ok or late and look great: Be on time...honestly do you really need to look that great all the time? 32. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it: twirl 33. What utensils do you use eating pizza: my teeth. 34. Do you cook: It depends on who's eating it...for my family, hell no they can kiss my ass...for my friends, if they'd like me to. * Grooming * 35. How often do you brush your teeth: two or three times 36. How often do you shower/bathe: at least once a day 37. How long do these showers last: 15 minutes 38. Hair drying method: sometimes I just leave it curly, sometimes I straighten it, sometimes it's up...It depends on where I'm going and who I'm seeing. 39. Do you paint your nails: not usually 40. Do you swear: All the fucking time. 41. Do you mumble to yourself: Yep...some of my best conversations are between me and myself. 42. Do you spit in public: Hmm...I don't think so. 43. Do you pee in the shower: No, that's what a toilets for. 44. In the cd player: Some weird mix...sounds like people could comfortably snort crack to, Nelly Furtado, Jason Mraz 45. Person you talk most on the phone with: Not really anyone... 46. What color is your bedroom: "Warm Tones" 47. Do you use an alarm clock: Yes 48. Name one thing or person you're obsessed with?: Umm let's see, I'm obsessed with this kid from Yarmouth who wears a blue YOKO hat, he's *GORGEOUS*...actually come to think of it, I'm obsessed with all kids that wear YOKO hats, I met one last year and he's awesome. 49. Have you ever skinny dipped with the opposite sex: Yep...florida baby. 50. Ever sunbathed in the nude: Yep! 51. Window seat or aisle: Depends on who I'm sitting with. 52. Whats your sleeping position: On my right shoulder. 53. What kind of bed do you like: Obviously mine, it's a fucking full size amazing matress and right by my window. 54. In hot weather do you use a blanket: No. 55. Do you snore: I'm not sure you'd call it snoring, I "click" as told by Hayley. 56. Do you sleepwalk: No. 57. Do you talk in your sleep: No. 58. How about the light on: Nope I need complete darkness. 59. Do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on: I used to fall asleep with the radio on but then I'd wake up at like 3 in the morning and be totally freaked out by someone talking in my room. * Last time you * 60. Had sex: sometime in November 61. Were kissed or kissed someone: Sunday. 62. Watched bambi: Last time I babysat. 63. Cried: 3 weeks ago. 64. Talked on the phone: 40 mins ago. 65. Read a book: Last night. 67. Punched someone: Las night...haha rock. 68. Where do you see yourself ten years from now: Out of College, living in the south...away from Maine. Hopefully with a successful job. 69. Who are you gonna be married to and where: I'm not sure I want to get married yet. 70. How many kids do you want to have: depends on if I get married. 71. Your profession: Physical Therapist, Child Pyschologist. 72. Future school: Clemson. * Friends * 73. Who is/are your best friend(s): Court, Hayley, Ali, Kelly M., Lindsay D.... 74. What friend do you hang out with the most: Court lately... 75. What friend makes you smile the most: Chris Woodcock 76. Friend that you fight with the most: Courtney 77. One you talk to the most online: Ross 78. Friend that you miss the most: Lindsay D. * Relationships * 79. How old were you when you had your first boyfriend/girlfriend: like real boyfriend...17 80. Do you currently have a boyfriend/girlfriend: hell no. 81. Do you want a boyfriend/girlfriend: sometimes, sometimes I don't. 82. Why or, why not: I want on when I'm around him, but don't when I'm not around him. 83. Have you ever cheated on anyone: Nope, only ignorant people cheat. 84. Has anyone ever cheated on you: Nope. 85. Have you ever really been in love: Yes. 86. Have you ever told someone you loved them without meaning it: Definetly NOT. 87. Do you have a crush on anyone: I have feelings for someone, but it's not a "crush" 88. Does this person know you like him/her: I don't know. 89. How long have you liked this person: For a while. *This or that* 90. Vanilla or chocolate: Chocolate. 91. Sunrise or sunset: Sunrise. 92. Apples or oranges: Apples. 93. Silk or cotton: Silk. 94. Math or Science: Neither...yuck. 95. Pink or yellow: Pink. 96. Hot or cold: Hot. 97. Pen or pencil: Pencil. 98. Beach or lake: Beach. 99. Bacon bits or croutons: Croutons. 100. Poor but happy or rich but sad: Successful. |
| Monday, February 2nd, 2004 |
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| I don't deserve this anymore. I don't need it anymore. I just can't pull myself out of everything you are. |
| Sunday, February 1st, 2004 |
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Last Cigarette:: Gross. Last Alcoholic Drink:: New years...and regretting it. Last Car Ride:: like 15 mins. ago.. Last Kiss:: Today. Last Good Cry:: Good Cry? There's no such thing. Last Library Book:: Welcome to Temptation. Last Movie Seen in Theaters:: Butterfly Effect. Last Book Read:: Welcome to Temptation. Last Movie Rented:: Underworld. Last Cuss Word Uttered:: Fucking. Last Beverage Drank:: Mt. Dew Last Food Consumed:: Peanut M&M's Last Crush:: Ha. Last Phone Call:: Ali J. Last TV Show Watched:: Superbowl. Last Time Showered:: Like around 1 today. Last Shoes Worn:: White and Pink Nikes. Last CD Played:: Saves the day. Last Item Bought:: Gas for my mums truck Last Download:: Coheed Last Annoyance:: There are a lot. ;) Last Disappointment:: Today. Last Soda Drank:: Mt. Dew Last Thing Written:: "No I can't I have practice." Last Key Used:: " Last Word Spoken:: Go Last Sleep:: Umm before 9 today which was when I woke up. Last person imed you:: Ross Last person you imed:: No one Last Sexual Fantasy:: haha....wax table right Danny? Last Weird Encounter:: In Bangor last night. Last Ice Cream Eaten:: Vanilla Last Time Amused:: Today. Last Time Wanting To Die:: Right now, because my fucking achilles tendon is throbing. Last Time In Love:: In Love? hmmm... Last Time Hugged:: Earlier today Last Chair Sat In:: Computer Chair. Last Lipglossed Used:: Just regular chapstick, lipgloss is sticky....blah. Last Underwear Worn: Black Last Bra Worn:: Black Victoria Secret one. Last Shirt Worn:: Black Favorite Gap Tee. Last Webpage Visited:: Live Journal. |
| Sunday, January 25th, 2004 |
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I'm not wasting my feelings on people that don't seem to care...I open up and it doesn't even matter. How can someone say they care about you and how they'll be there for you whenever you need them, and then you tell them how you feel and what you want, assuming it's the same thing they want and everything changes? I'm so lost. I know what I want and it's killing me not being able to get it. I love it when people assume I still like them...haha no I'm sorry I don't. Don't use my name in your defense to someone else. I do not want to be in the middle of your petty little high school fights. So he talks shit...who doesn't? Everyone does...even you. :o) I think everyone needs to grow up...so he likes it in the ass? Big deal...but why do you care? |
| Monday, January 19th, 2004 |
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I'm lost, I'm alone and no one wants to find me. Nothing seems worth it anymore I need comfort and there's no where to turn...I want my feelings to make sense, but they don't and I don't think they ever will. I just wish things were easy like they were before. "I can't keep loving you with one foot out the door" |
| Sunday, January 11th, 2004 |
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This is mildly weird...but fun none the less. First thing that comes to mind: .Blood-Vampire. .Heart-Broken. .Love-Is all you need. .Life-Fairness. .Honor-Achievement. .Feelings-Lacking mine. .Cold-Maine. .Warm-Where I'm going to college. .White-Weddings. .Black-My computer. .Red-The sweatshirt I have on. .Purple-Go Hampden. .Happy-When I see somebody I want to see, or do something I want to do. Names A-Z: Abby- Farnham. Brandy-Higgins. Chelsea-ME!!!!! Daniel-LOPO!! Elisa-A freshman...don't know her last name. Frank-Some crazy kid from Hermon that skis with us... Garrett-BERGEY!!! Heather-Burns. Ingrid-Cold...you've got to remember the mothman prophecies. Justin-Goddard. Kirstin-Forester... some girl I met on the circuit two years ago hmmm. Luke-Anderson. Meredith-Holt. Nancy-Talbot. Oedipus-complex. Paisley-a crazy 70s font. Quinten-I'm lost. Ross-Bragg...:o) Suzanne-Somers. Trinity-College...haha Ursela-that crazy witch that beats the shit out Ariel on the little mermaid. Veronica-Hablo Espanol. Whitney-Tribou. Xavier-University...is that even a name? Yolanda-HAHAHA ERIKA!!! Zachariah-My cousin's name is Zach...does that count? Ready...set, GO!!!: First: Kiss 2: Hands Third: Base 4: Hugs Fifth: Mistake...you were mine. 6: times Seventh: Inning stretch. 8: track...oh yeah. Ninth: of this month was awesome..???? 10: commandments |
| Saturday, January 10th, 2004 |
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So I haven't posted in a while umm a lot has been going on. Sam's boyfriend is here from Tennessee and I'm so happy for her...:) Ski Team of course is keeping me busy, we were supposed to race today but it's too damn cold to do anything. Pretty much all my college apps are in and that makes me feel sooooo relieved. So I started talking to someone from states last year and it's so awesome...he's very cool and I can't wait til I get to see him. *yay* Hmm I think I have to go clean my room...woohoo. Stay Warm!!! XOXO, Chels Using your name pick adjectives that describe you: Confident Hyper Energetic Loveable Sassy (haha Kelly) Easily amused Acceptable Kind Intriguing Naughty Good Sympathetic Bossy Uunderstanding Rowdy Yes...(I don't know an adjective that starts with Y...) |
| Sunday, January 4th, 2004 |
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One Word: Crazy. Two feelings: Loved and Wanted. "And that's how we do it around these parts...when you want me to come...HOLLA...when you to see me I'LL BE AROUND." Wow. This end of vacation was amazing, I was so happy all the time and people actually wanted me to be around...Court and I just laughed, got crazy and were just careless. We saw Mitch, Sean, Em and Jennie...they all look great...haha esp. Sean he's so great to be around and sooooo funny. :o) Sugarloaf is a great place, I love it there...I think that we've decided to become lifties, but we say that after everytime we get home. Hmmm let's see it was insane up there on New Year's, of course every where we went people were plastered it's fun though people seem to have such a great time up there because the atmosphere is amazing. It was good for me to get away from EVERYTHING for a while, and I finally had time to think about everything and clear my head of all these constant thoughts about certain things. I'm well on my way to becoming a new person that is different than the person everyone expects me to be. It's a well deserved feeling that has finally come, and this time change is good. Now Court and I are planning a trip to go down and see some people in Augusta, hmm that should be very fun. Oh yes. "Everytime I think of you, I think of someone that has opened my eyes to becoming something you don't want...and I'll tell you that it's a great feeling" Me feeling refreshed...finally. Loves all! Chels. |
| Tuesday, December 30th, 2003 |
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So I haven't posted in a while. I had a great Christmas, it was refreshing to have friends and family around...Sam's home and it's good to have some one to talk to. It's been a busy break for me, horse and sheep sitting for local farms and trying to catch up on some work around here. New Year's is just around the corner and Court and I are headed up to S-Loaf for a great vacation finishing few days...we'll get to see some people that we haven't seen in a while, eat lunch at THE BAG and just have an amazing time...we're so excited. It'll be an incredible opportunity for me to get away from everything if only for a couple days. Right now I feel like everything's just piling up at once and is just never ending. Emotions are everywhere, feelings are even further spread out and I can't seem to pull myself together...I'm lacking closure in many aspects of my life right now and I need to figure this all out...I just don't know where to start. Hugs, CBK "I've denied this for too long, so for now I'm willing to give up this fight..." |
| Wednesday, December 24th, 2003 |
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1. a. Favorite Nickname? Chelsea B...Chelseakins...Special K b. Who gave it to you? Chelsea B. is from my Gramps...Chelseakins is from Ski Team...and Special K is from none other than Sean O'Connell 2. Ideal situation for sex? I don't have sex. 3. a.Ideal "someone"? Funny. Nice. Cute. Loving. Caring. Fun to be with. b.Met anyone yet who lives up to it? Absolutely. 4. Most painful/recent emotional experience? Umm recently...I'm sure everyone knows. 5. Most pleasurable? There's been a couple...oh yes. 6. Best memory with the person that sent this to you? Hayley....there are soooo many. 7. a.Longest relationship: a couple months...yes I'm pathetic. b.Who with? Justin... c.Why did it end? We fought about stupid shit that was my fault...I think he got really fed up with me. 8. How did you picture the grown up you when you were younger? Ummm not like this. 9. Last time you cried & why? Umm I think like a month ago...maybe... 10. Worst drinking experience: Hmmm...I didn't drink, but it was with my friend Kelly she was drunk and fell down a flight of stairs, broke her arm and everything was a complete mess. 11. Comfort food: Grilled Cheese with Tomato... 12. Biggest regret: There's a few... 13. Person you could tell anything to: Hayley. 14. Favorite sexual fantasy: Yeah that's a secret... 15. a. Have you ever used drugs? Used? Who hasn't...tylenol on a daily basis...umm but yeah I've done drugs...I.E weed. b. if so why? Thought it would help me forget about someone...yeah didn't happen 16. What position do you generally sleep in? Right side or on my stomach... 17. Song that means the most to you or tells the most about you: "Neverender" -Coheed and Cambria 18. Plan on having kids? Eventually. 19. Any name ideas? B-Aiden Christopher G-Charlotte Elizabeth or Paisley Joan 20. Dream house and location? Not really sure... 21. Do you own a pair of flannel pants? Umm I live in Maine so I obviously do... 22. Most recent accident: Haven't really had one... 23. How long are your showers? Depends. 24. What one word is part of your everyday vocabulary? No. 25. What kind of music do your parents listen to? Everything...dad loves Led Zeppelin and Gun's and Roses and mom loves country... 26. Do you sing in the shower? Sometimes. 27. Has anyone ever heard it and looked for a dying cat? WHAT?? 28. Greatest stress reliever: Crying or screaming. 29. Phobias: Dont' really have any... 30. Stupidest thing you've ever done: You don't wanna know. 31. Nicest thing said to you in the past 48 hours: "You are beautiful" 32. Worst thing a friend has ever done to you: There are more than I want to admit too... 33. Make up a screen name for the person who sent this to you: Ummm no. 34. a. Are you any good at bitching? Yeah all the time... b. Are you proud of it? yeah why not...it's part of my personality... 35. Do you get good first impressions? Yeah everyone says I'm really outgoing and cheerful...little do they know... 36. Three words to describe yourself: Outgoing, Happy...sarcastic. 37. First celebrity crush? Josh Hartnett. 38. Last song you listened to (including any current...): "The first cut is the deepest" -Sheryl Crow 39. Who has the nicest ass? Me. 40. Ever had a strictly platonic friendship with a member of the oppisite sex? Yes. 41. What are you wearing right now? oh lala...beater, AE jeans, black underwear, sports bra...yes I'm soo attractive right now... 42. What is one career idea you've given up hope on? Vet. 43. a.Do you have a "type"? Yes...type A...just like me. b.What is it? See above. 44. Are you a "reader"? "yeah" 45. Last relationship: Justin. 46. Where do you go to get away? The barn, my room or when things get really bad I go for a run... 47. Favorite movie soundtrack: "Pirates of the Carribean" 48. Favorite disney movie: "The Lion King" 49. Do you like musicals? a few... 50. What is your worst quality? Being blunt... 51. What is my worst quality? I wasn't aware survey's could have bad qualities...hmm 52. Foreign country you'd like to visit most: Spain. 53. a.Have you ever gotten a ticket? Nope. b.What for? N/A c.Did you cry? N/A 54. Last time you were grounded and why: Never! 55. Ever had a same sex friend seriously make at pass at you? nope...maybe as a joke... 56. a.Do you have candles in your room? yeah...one. b.Ever use them? Yep! 57. What do you do when you're nervous (bite nails, pace, etc.)? Shake. 58. Do you yahoo? Obviously!! 59. what's the worst pickup line you've ever heard? "If your left leg is christmas and your right leg is thanksgiving...can I visit between the holidays?" 60. What's the funniest curse word? When Hayley says in her best little accent..."Gosh darn it...FUCKER!" 61. Would you make a good role model? Depends on who I'm a role model for... 62. What motivates you? Love. 63. Favorite quote: *You're amazing at what you do, make me fall every time...fall into your grace and let you enrapture me while falling into everything you are.* 64. Song you have stuck in your head right now: "November Rain"-Guns and Roses 65. When was your last serious talk and what was it about? Tonight about my family with my sister, Aunt, and Gram... 66. a.Did you dream last night? I don't really remember... b.What about? I don't know... 67. What are you thinking of right now? Christmas. My Family...Friends...Justin. 68. Last person to see you naked: Haha...yeah. 69. Do you like being in a relationship? Umm...I think...but I really haven't had the chance to figure out if I do or not... 70. Can you keep a secret? oh yes...:) 71. What's the most romantic thing to happen to you? Being surprised...by someone VERY special at an unexpected time...always was good at that :o) 72. Have you ever dodged a kiss? Yes...in fact I did it to Justin last night...haha sorry babe. 73. Are you a tease? I've been told I am...haha. 74. Do/would you like it rough? Hmmm...wouldn't you like to know. 75. a. Who was the last person to tell you they love you? My Gram. b.Do you believe them? Yes. Merry Christmas Everyone! :o) |
| Monday, December 22nd, 2003 |
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I tried to hold your hand through all of this...these wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real...there's just too much that time cannot erase...but you still have all of me. It's hard to say I'm moving on but I can't feel like this anymore, the hopes I once had are fading fast along with the chance that there would ever be an us again... |
| Sunday, December 21st, 2003 |
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I thought I had a lot to write about, but I guess I really don't. Umm vacation is here and it's going to be insane...there are so many people right now that are going to make it even that much better and I can't even fucking wait. Christmas, Sugarloaf, New Years EVE...umm yeah. *This is the best thing yet, but I still can't help thinking how it ended up like this?* Alright I'm going Christmas Shopping with the sis...XOXOXO, Chels. |
| Tuesday, December 16th, 2003 |
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| This is a great feeling... |
| Monday, December 15th, 2003 |
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01. What color are your walls? "Sand" 02. What color is your bedspread/sheets? Bedspread: Tan Sheets: Flannel Little Mermaid 03. What color is your rug? cream 04. Any posters/bulletin boards/designs in your room? Abercrombie guy with an 'X' on his hand, HUGE chelsea poster...pictures.. 05. Do you have a TV? yeah...in the Krak room 06. Do you have a phone? yep. 07. Do you have your own computer? Yep...new laptop 08. Do you have a desk? not anymore, I got mad and ripped it off my wall. 09. What are your most treasured belongings in your room? Peachy and my pictures. 10. What are your most favorite things in your room? Bed, butterfly chair, stuffed animals, stereo...pictures 11. Do you have any fancy lights in your room? Nope. 10 bands you've been listening to lately: 1) Guns n' Roses 2) Led Zeppelin 3) The Eagles 4) Saves the Day 5) Finch 6) Northstar 7) Atreyu 8) Thursday 9) Reel Big Fish 10) From Autumn to Ashes 9 things you look forward to: 1) Christmas Break 2) Christmas 3) Sugarloaf 4) Being happy 5) Seeing my sister 6) Skiing 7) Painting my room 8) Being accepted to college 9) Getting out of my house 8 Things you like to wear: 1) Jeans 2) Lucky Perfume 3) Favorite T's 4) Down vests 5) Hoodies 6) Boy Short Undies 7) My AE puffy coat 8) AE boots 7 things that annoy you: 1) Drama 2) School 3) My mom wasting my gas 4) My dad bitching 5) Ignorant people 6) Cold 7) Being alone 6 things you say most everyday: 1) JAMES 2) Mom you are loco 3) Nada 4) Fuck 5) Hello 6) Ummm 5 things you do everyday: 1) Hit the snooze button four times 2) Take a shower 3) Go to School 4) Go to practice 5) Do homework 04 people you want to spend more time with: 1) Courtney 2) Hayley 3) James 4) Justin... 03 movies your could watch over and over again: 1) White Oleander 2) Sweet Home Alabama 3) Pirates of the Carribean 02 of your favorite songs at the moment: 1) The Eagles: Hotel California 2) Saves the Day: She is 01 thing you like about yourself: 1) I can usually make people happy except myself. |
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Oh yeah that's right I finished my college apps today...thank god for snow days. Umm some words about my current situation: ...I miss him. ...I want him. ...I need him. ...I can't have him. yeah it sucks and I don't know what to do...maybe this means there's nothing I can do... |
| Tuesday, December 9th, 2003 |
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1) If you could have a different first name what would you change it to? Savannah or Charlotte 2) What color are the walls in your room? "Sand" 3) What is the last CD you bought? Saves the Day - In Reverie. 4) What’s the longest road trip you've ever been on? hmm, Maine to Virginia to Florida, to Alabama to Oklahoma. 5) If you could go anywhere for spring break where would it be? Back to Hilton Head with Court...oh but wait we're going to Bermuda this spring break...OH YEAH THAT'S RIGHT biotch. 6) What’s your favorite TV show? Rich Girls... 7) Has anyone ever thrown you a surprise party? Yes!! 8) What upcoming show are you most excited about seeing?... Show? No. 9) How many times have you watched “I Love the 80's" on VH1? Everytime it's on...80s rock man. 10) Do you remember what happened on New Years Eve last year? Haha yeah I do... a little re-enactment is in order Hayley: OH MY GOD where's my leather coat?! FUCK!! Me: Umm you're wearing it Hayley... *Chuck falls down the stairs* Me and Hayley: HOLY FUCK THAT'S A HUGE HOLE IN THE WALL....*Me fixing it* umm Britt you're just going to need a whole new wall. 11) Have you ever used a fake ID to buy alcohol? Nope. 12) What was the first concert you ever saw? Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers 13) If there is one book you would never read again what would it be? Divine Secrets of the Yah-Yah sisterhood. 14) What’s the first thing that comes to mind when I say "Crumped?" Umm not Jay and my mom, I don't even know what "crumped"means...hmm so I'm in the dark on this one. 15) Have you ever ridden in a limo for purposes other than a funeral? Yeah... 15) How many speeding tickets have you gotten in your life? NONE! 16) Have you ever used a carrot for anything other than food consumption? ewww...no. 17) How many alcoholic drinks have you had this week? None. 18) What’s the strangest Christmas gift you've ever received? haha...from Kelly a talking N*Sync binder. Yeah and I still have it somewhere...that christmas was intense. 19) At what age did you realize Santa wasn't real? Umm like 5 when my sister and I caught my parents christmans eve putting presents under the tree...yeah NOT SANTA. 20) How retarded is this quiz? It's not even a quiz cause there's no real answer so it's more like an opinion survey...but yeah it's mildly retarded. |
| Monday, December 8th, 2003 |
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:x: piercings = ears :x: shoe size = 7 1/2 or 8 :x: hair color = blonde with hightlights :x: siblings = 1 older sister... Sam :o) LAST... :x: movie you rented = Raising Victor Varges :x: movie you bought = MG bits: Help relaxing your foal. :x: song you listened to = Rise :x: song that was stuck in your head = With you. :x: cd you listened to = Saves the Day :x: person you've called = ummm my dad I think :x: person that's called you = Hayley :x: tv show you've watched = Rich Girls :x: person you were thinking of = umm haha...Joe Dover...yeah random. :x: friend you made = James...yay :o) DO... :x: you have a crush on someone = I don't know...my feelings are really fucked up right now and I don't know what to do..I'm stuck. :x: wish you could live somewhere else = Florida or South Carolina...just get me out of here. :x: you think about suicide = I did a lot last year...maybe now I've just grown up...I realized how much I would've missed, how many people I would have never met and how much love I never would have experienced. :x: you believe in online dating = lame. :x: others find you attractive = Yeah I guess so. :x: you want more piercings = yeah my my bell button and my cartiledge :x: you drink = nope :x: you do drugs = do drugs...specify...have I done them yes...do I do them on a regular basis...no. :x: you smoke = ewww. :x: you like cleaning = yeah...haha I love making Courtney's bed. :x: you like roller coasters = YES!!!! :x: you write in cursive or print = combination... FOR OR AGAINST... :x: long distance relationships = tried one, didn't work...so no. :x: using someone = for what? haha just kidding no I'm against it...I've been down that road many times...so anyone who plans on using someone..fuck you. :x: suicide = against. :x: killing people = against. :x: teenage smoking = not for me, but if it works for you go ahead and destroy your one set of lungs. :o) :x: doing drugs = I'm not going to pass judgement just because I know that I will get criticized for whatever I put down so I guess I'll say that doing drugs is something people have to choose on their own, it's their body they can do what they want with it just know that you can be against it and still like the person. The choices someone makes effects them down the road...not you. :x: driving drunk = Strongly against...only ignorant people choose to take the lives of other people when they make stupid choices. :x: gay/lesbian relationships =for. :x: soap operas = in a word...yuck. FAVORITE... :x: food = Twizzlers... :x: song = Fiona Apple, Shadowboxer. :x: thing to do = riding, skiing, being active...or anything that keeps me busy. :x: thing to talk about = anything...:o) :x: sports = Alpine and Nordic Skiing, Field Hockey, Show jumping...yeah. :x: drinks = Diet Pepsi, Vanilla Chai, Wild Raspberry Juice :x: clothes = boy cut undies, jeans, AE boots and favorite T. :x: movies = Sweet Home Alabama, Igby Goes Down. :x: singer = Gavin DeGraw :x: holiday = My birthday... HAVE YOU... :x: ever cried over a girl = my sister leaving me...:o( :x: ever cried over a boy = unfortunetly. :x: ever lied to someone = yeah. :x: ever been in a fist fight = haha umm like for real or play?...if so my dad and I punch each other alllll the time...haha :x: ever been arrested = no. WHAT... :x: shampoo do you use = Biolage :x: shoes do you wear = Etnies, AE boots, :x: are you scared of = being alone, having my heart broken...hmm. NUMBER... :x: of times I have been in love? = once. :x: of times I have had my heart broken? = once. :x: of hearts I have broken? = 3 I think. :x: of boys I have kissed? = hehe...not sure. :x: of people I would classify as true, would trust with my life type friends = GUYS: 10: Dan, Alex, Jaysin, James, Shawn, Joe, Tim, Nick, Zach, Justin GIRLS:10: Courtney, Shanon, Hayley, Hannah, Kelly M., Lindsey D., Caitlin B, Christina W., Evon, Erika :x: people I consider my enemies? = ummm I'm not really sure if I have any... :x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = a lot. :x: of scars on my body? = a few. :x: of things in my past that I regret? = Trusting people I shouldn't, giving everything to someone to only have it dropped and stepped on...letting myself give in, second guessing myself and most of all forgetting who I am and what I stand for while letting someone tear me apart... FAVORITE... :x: disney movie = The Lion King :x: word = fuck. :x: nickname = Chelts, Chelseakins, Special K. :x: guy name = Aiden :x: girl name = Paisley or Charlotte :x: eye color = Blue or Green. :x: flower = Cherry Blossom :x: piercing = On a guy...lets not go there :o(...but I really want to get my belly button pierced. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE... :x: pretty = depends on the day. :x: funny = yeah I guess :x: hot = People tell me I am...but I'm still in question as to whether or not that's really true. :x: friendly = yeah... but only to people I want to be... :x: amusing = haha yes all the time. :x: ugly = I wouldn't call myself ugly...but not beautiful either. :x: loveable = I thought I was at one point... :x: caring = I try really hard but lately it doesn't come too easily... :x: sweet = *mmm* haha...yeah I guess so. :x: dorky = yeah sometimes... |
| Saturday, December 6th, 2003 |
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Ummm yeah I came home today and my dad got me a fuckin' laptop. OMG amazing. It's soo fast and nice and pretty and it makes me really happy. On the other hand I'm relatively sad and worried about Justin he's super sick and was in the hospital (as if you all didn't already know) and I know that certain people think I shouldn't care but I really think I should and if I shouldn't I can't help it, I still obviously care about him and it makes me upset that he's not feeling well at all. So whatever think what you will but I'll do what I want. Deal. Semi was cancelled -> depressing. xoxoxo, Chels |
| Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003 |
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| I shouldn't be so bitter, but I can't help but think the worst all the time. Everything I say comes out wrong and every action I make is taken the wrong way. I'm sorry for everything I've ever done to anyone, I feel so much pain about the shit I've put people I care about through that it just eats me away. It should all just work out, but it never will and it kills me more and more everyday...he's still got my heart and with every misconcieved thought of us, the grip gets tighter...just take what you need to mend your own cause this is all I've got. |
| Sunday, November 30th, 2003 |
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[ -Do you...] -- Smoke: Nope -- Cuss: Fuck. -- Sing well: Depends on my mood. -- Take a shower everyday: Yes -- Do you think you've been in love: Yes of course, still am. -- Want to go to college: Clemson University. -- Like school: Sometimes. -- Want to get married: sometimes I do, sometimes I don't. Guys in general right now aren't looking very promising. -- Type w/ your fingers: What else would I use? -- Believe in yourself: All the fucking time. -- Get motion sickness: Umm no. -- Think you're attractive: I guess? -- Think you're a health freak: Depends. -- Get along with your parents: Most of the time. -- Like thunderstorms: Who doesn't? -- Play an instrument: Nope. [ - In the past month have you...] -- Drank alcohol: No. -- Smoked: Not cigarettes...ewwwww. -- Done a drug: MJ. -- Had Sex:...hmm I think maybe a couple weeks ago? -- Gone on a date: No. -- Go to the mall?: Yeah. -- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Gross. -- Eaten sushi: Nope. -- Been on stage: No. -- Been dumped: Yes. -- Had your heart broken/ or broken someone's: Yes. -- Gone skating: No but I want too!!! -- Made homemade cookies: Yes. -- Been in love: ...Yes... -- Gone skinny dipping: Yeah in November cause I'm that fucking stupid. Good one! -- Dyed your hair: NO. -- Second guessed your choices or actions: Yes. [ - Have you ever... ] -- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: Yeah. -- If so, was it mixed company: Umm yeah. -- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yeah. -- Been caught "doing something": Nope. -- Been called a tease: Yeah. -- Gotten beaten up: Nope. -- Shoplifted: Nope. -- If so, did you get caught: ... -- Changed who you were to fit in: Umm no, if you don't like me deal with it. [ - The Future...] -- Age you hope to be married: Before I'm 30 but after I'm done school. -- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 most likely...Paisley Elizabeth and Aiden Christopher -- Descibe your Dream Wedding: Umm...nope. -- How do you want to die: Peacefully. -- What do you want to be when you grow up: Physical Therapist or Child Psychologist -- What country would you most like to visit: Spain, Austria, South America, southern Africa... [- Opposite Sex...] -- Current "person": No one...I'm a fuck up. -- Longest Relationship: Umm yep. -- With who: Justin. -- Are you happy?: I was. -- Best eye color?: Blue. -- Best hair color?: Brown. -- Short or long hair?: Short, but shaggy is cute. -- Best height : Taller than me...which isn't too hard. -- Best weight: In shape. -- Best articles of clothing: T-Shirts. -- Best feature: Attitude, style. -- Worst feature: Ignorance. |
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distressed.
disappointed.
blank.
amused.
accomplished.
bouncy.
calm.
confused.