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[08 Feb 2004|08:59pm] |
tomorrow is my birfday !
SINCERELY,
turtle
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[02 Feb 2004|12:01am] |
i miss the girls and tommy..
SINCERELY,
turtle
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[14 Jan 2004|03:55pm] |
I
asked the Magic Magic Cactus:
why do girls hate me ?
And
the Cactus said to me;
When i was at my home in the desert on a far away planet (the planet Cacticerus, incidentally) i learnt that i have spikes to keep you nasty predators off. Theres the wisdom. If something hurts, stay away from it. Unless of course you're my cousin, San Pedro.
[click
here to ask the cactus a question]
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[08 Dec 2003|09:58am] |
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**and there she was... just standing there... she stood, 400 pounds and wearing a moomoo... i knew i was in love**
im awfull confrazled right now and need to realize what i want... but its something along the lines of:
i want someone to hold when its cold
i want someone who likes the same music as me
i want someone who i can talk to when im home alone
i want a kiss
i want a hug
i want someone pretty
i want someone who thinks im pretty
i want someone who acts like me
i want a better personality
i want a pet that pets me back
i want morals
i want all my friends to know how much they mean to me
i want someone to come to my house when my parents are at work
i want someone who knows my faults and still think i rock
i want someone who doesnt care when i look like shit
i want someone who thinks im good at singing
i want someone who's smart
i want a real heart
i want to learn how to play guitar... but just acoustic
i want people to know the real me
i want people to think that im not emo
i want to know the meaning of life
i want to feel hate and be hated
i want people to know that im very outgoing
i want to have a full day of no plans and just leave
i want to go to austin
i want to be accepted
i want love
SINCERELY,
turtle
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[06 Dec 2003|12:22am] |
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greetings children of the land they call EARTH...
my supreme beingness has created a community alongside my betterthanyou comrade, judson.
you should all join... IF you think you'll make the cut
bumbumbuuuuuuuum
the community name is
werejustbetter
SINCERELY,
turtle
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| yea... im human ? whats it to ya ! |
[26 Nov 2003|12:40am] |
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01: what is your first memory of me:
02: how long have we been friends:
03: tell about one memory we share together:
04: describe me in four adjectives:
05: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
06: name one thing you really don't like about me:
07: name one thing you really do like about me:
08: if you could give me a gift what would it be:
09: have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:
10: have we ever hugged:
11: have we ever danced with each other:
12: have you ever seen me cry:
13: have i ever offended you:
14: do you ever think about me when i'm not around:
15: what do i usually look like when you see me:
16: what do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase:
17: do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
18: do you think i'm bitchy:
19: has there been anything you wanted to tell me, but didn't:
20: what advice would you give me, in general:
21: wanna make out:
22: suggest a band / cd for me to listen to:
23: is there a song that reminds you of me:
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| holy crap !!! WEIRDEST DREAM EVER !!! |
[22 Nov 2003|12:40pm] |
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the dream was: i went to toys r us and they had this new toy ... and so .. i went and got it .. and the thing is you have to make it starts off in a liquid form .. soooooo you go in this special room with like ... mist all around and you get this wierd tube thing and spray the liquid into this cup ... so after you get it all in this cup you put it into this other room where there is even MORE mist than you wait like.. a day or two and come back.. but mine was better than everyone elses so it only took me ten minutes and i came back to get it ...and it jumped out at me ... and it was this little green thing of happiness ! and it was like ... my pet, mine was all good and shit than everyone else got theirs and they were all mean ! so my little green happiness ball had to kill all the bad ones it ROCKED ! i helped him of course you know how hard it is to kill a big green mold of meanness ? pretty damn hard...
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| my faith has been restored !!! |
[17 Nov 2003|11:13pm] |
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today ruled !!!
holy crap it ruled !!!
i got a bad hair cut... thats not the good part but going to the movies made up for it
me and juggy went ans saw scary movie 3... and a lovely girl by the name of jamie accompanied us... MUCHo funnage...
movie rocked... wow... total fun .... so happy !
THANKS GOD !
SINCERELY,
turtle = D
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| daddy i aint got no love |
[15 Nov 2003|11:00am] |
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so i guess its that time again... yup... time to update...
so last night graig and i went to starbucks and saw deanna and mark there... super cool kid by the way... SO were standing there talking and i look at this girl and notice that shes wearing the same EXACT pants that i am ... so say "oh my god..." and everyone looks at me and is like "whats wrong ?" and i say "that girl is wearing the same pants as me ..." and we all burst out laughing...
after that we decided to go to starbucks, saw graig... he wasnt working ... but he was there... so after chatting with him, he tells us some people just played at fuel. fun shui and some other bands SO... we both decide to go. and we chat with the last star fighter guys who are ultra cool and i see jamie there... it was nifty... blah blah blah ... i go home graig goes home night over
SINCERELY,
turtle
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| cursive !@!!OIH!!!!!! |
[07 Nov 2003|09:19am] |
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HOLY CRAP !!!!
cursive = orgasm in ears !!!!
tim did this wierd thing where he like... laughed and weeped at the same time !! HOLY CRAP !!! it was so exciting !!! cursive is definately my favorite band just because of the amazing show they put on last night !!!
gretta had this wierd hot thing to her... but she wasnt ... but she WAS !!! it was WIERD ! and they all had some sort of alcohol with them ... nye... oh well...
so they played the martyr and it was just fantastic...wow... i cant even begin to describe the fantasticism that was diplayed at this concert....all for the low low price of 12 dollars... im so fucking happy i went ! wow... it was worth anything that may convey from last night...
SINCERELY,
turtle
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| daddy, i still aint got no love |
[05 Nov 2003|11:04pm] |
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i dont need to rush things...
SO !... today i went to wal-mart and bought a pair of wranglers...WOW... best things in the woooorld ! ok.. im exaggerating... SECOND BEST THINGS IN THE WORLD ! ...
CURSIVE TOMORROW !!!!!!! asdfljkg hjKLH!!!!!! SOOO EXCITED !!!
THRICE IS THE NEXT DAY !!! AHHHHHHHH !!!! so much excitement for two days !!!
holy shit ... its unnatural !! im happy... i dont need a girl to be happy... i need music... thats it !!!
ok girls... sorry... but im turning a-sexual... you all had your chance and fucked it up
SINCERELY,
turtle
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| my fickle trigger |
[05 Nov 2003|03:44pm] |
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My fickle trigger is bleeding for you
and needs to be pulled
But doesn't want to kill
It only wants its time to shine
Your fifteen minutes are up
And your fame is dying with my bullet
When the sun falls do the angels still sing ?
Are you still singing ?
Keep singing my heart out
Because I’m screaming
So this is how boys get hurt
Bleeding from the wound in my back
Asking for another
The sun just hit me
And I'm head over heels
Don't let the sun go down
Hold your knife high
And your head even higher
Keep your pride to make me die
When the sun falls do the angels still sing ?
Are you still singing ?
Keep singing my heart out
Because I’m screaming
So this is how boys get hurt
Drowning in your sympathies
That really don’t mean anything
Armed with a rose
That’s sealed with a kiss
I stand at your door
And want you to take this gift
And steal away my heart
Take it and tear it into whatever you want
You already have so just do it again...and again... and again
But one day
When you think its ok
Can I have it back? Just for someone else to do the same ?
What is love if its just a word that ends with hurt ?
i combinded like... 2 or 3 of my songs for this one...
comments ?
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[03 Nov 2003|11:18pm] |
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the other day when juggy spent the night i realized the astounding similarities of 70 hippies and modern day indie rockers... so i came to the stunning conclusion that todays indie rockers are yesterdays hippies...
SINCERELY,
turtle
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| my weekend playaaaaaaaaaaaas |
[02 Nov 2003|08:06pm] |
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this weekend ROCKED !
friday night wasnt all it was supposed to be...chase and i were at first planning to go trick-or-treating ... but noooooooooo... we ended up just chillin at my house and walked movies... whos a loser... we are...so anywayz... day two...saturday...total chill day ... than graig and i decide to go to astroworld... so... i call mel cause i promised her we would go. than i called tommy and we all went and... soooooo we drove to astroworld... get there at six... hmm... so... im under the impression that astroworld closes at 10......................it doesnt... it closes at 6... SO we go to subway and then we ... kinda... decide to go to taking back sunday...than we just kinda walk around and tommy talks to the drummer of taking back sunday... pretty sweet eh ? so we think... hmm... lets just go home... and guess whos phone rings thats right ...mine... its judson ...
JUDSON: dude... guess what !! we have a backseat full of minute maid
TURTLE: DUDE !!!! i wanna swim in it !!! lets meet somewhere
JUDSON: meet us at smoothie king parking lot
TURTLE: we'll be there
JUDSON: hey turtle
TURTLE:*jumps in back with drinks* have any of you had juice up your ass ?
so after we destroy the smoothie king parking lot we decide to go to the atascocita starbucks ... we destroy that too we go to the kingwood parking lot... WOW... 5 seconds at MOST... so graig and i plot to attack judson with assorted fruit drinks...so... we drench him we each use one bottle... i got papaya... graig got strawberry-melon... as soon as i get judson a cop comes up and says "you get outta here... .go do taht somewhere else !.. *turns to graig and says and if you come back in this parking again like that ... ill tow your car and put you in jail.... now get outta here..." so we go accross the street to town center and chill there... than blah blah nothin else happens
.............sunday.....ok.. wake up... take juggy home... be 20 minutes late for work... take a 29 minute break...and after work i come home .. talk to tommy... he has to stay home and go to a movie he doesnt wanna go to... and then i call up kyle and we go see "intolerable cruelty" ultra great movie ! and we go to starbucks afterwards and we order our drinks ... sit down... and wait for them ... my drink comes up and i walk up to it and a lady (she was mexican...hmph...figures) takes it... and puts a straw in it... and starts drinking it... WHAT THE FUCK ! ... how are you going to do that ... and then i just kinda stare at the wetback and give her that "what the hell are you doing to my drink look" so i stare at her for like... 15 seconds and im just standing there and kyle's like "what ?" than his drink comes out and her spick of a husband takes kyles drink... WHAT THE HELL !!! why would you do that !?!?! so me and kyle are stunned and are left dumbfounded and drinkless...and we talk to the guy and he says "yea... i thought those were your drinks... thats pretty fucked up dude" so ...yea... than the guy gave us our drinks and we took kyle home... and then i went home... and now im here....
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand done
SINCERELY,
turtle
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[02 Nov 2003|03:01pm] |
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Can anybody find me somebody to love
Ooh, each morning I get up I die a little
Can barely stand on my feet
(Take a look at yourself) Take a look in the mirror and cry (and cry)
Lord what you're doing to me (yeah yeah)
I have spent all my years in believing you
But I just can't get no relief, Lord!
Somebody (somebody) ooh somebody (somebody)
Can anybody find me somebody to love ?
Yeah
I work hard (he works hard) every day of my life
I work till I ache in my bones
At the end (at the end of the day)
I take home my hard earned pay all on my own
I get down (down) on my knees (knees)
And I start to pray
Till the tears run down from my eyes
Lord somebody (somebody), ooh somebody
(Please) Can anybody find me somebody to love ?
(He works hard)
Everyday (everyday) - I try and I try and I try
But everybody wants to put me down
They say I'm going crazy
They say I got a lot of water in my brain
Ah, got no common sense
I got nobody left to believe in
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Oh Lord
Ooh somebody - ooh somebody
Can anybody find me somebody to love ?
(Can anybody find me someone to love)
Got no feel, I got no rhythm
I just keep losing my beat (You just keep losing and losing)
I'm OK, I'm alright (he's alright - he's alright)
I ain't gonna face no defeat (yeah yeah)
I just gotta get out of this prison cell
One day (someday) I'm gonna be free, Lord!
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love love love
Find me somebody to love
Find me somebody to love somebody somebody somebody somebody
Somebody find me
Somebody find me somebody to love
Can anybody find me somebody to love ?
(Find me somebody to love)
Ooh
(Find me somebody to love)
Find me somebody, somebody (find me somebody to love) somebody, somebody to love
(Find me somebody to love)
Find me, find me, find me, find me, find me
Ooh - somebody to love
(Find me somebody to love)
Ooh
(Find me somebody to love)
Find me, find me, find me somebody to love
(Find me somebody to love)
Anybody, anywhere, anybody find me somebody to love love love!
Wooo somebody find me, find me love.
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| i lied... |
[01 Nov 2003|10:22am] |
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ok... remember that one post where i said that i dont want a girlfriend and i just want a makeout buddy and whatever ? yea weeeeeeeeeeell.... i lied.. i do want a girlfriend. i do want intimacy. i do want someone to call my own and for them to do the same. i just dont know who anymore....
SINCERELY,
turtle
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[26 Oct 2003|08:32pm] |
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oh well... i guess its better this way... right ? of course it is ... well i dont have to finish the project i was working on thats for sure... takes a load of stress off my back... there is good to this ... right ? ...dammit...
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day 3 of the sickness.... sounds like a metal song... oh well ... yesterday i had visitors !!! it was nice ... first it was just melanie, that was fun! than we went and got brit, brie, and tiff than we went to mcdonalds. that was fun. they left. had to go back to school. so then i stayed home for a while and graig came over YAY ! we went to jack in the box and had ultra big shakes. than jen came over ... that was fun too ! yesterday was just ultra fun sick day. today is NOT .. i have to go to the doctor today ... and i dont wanna....
P.S.- i just want to be happy...
SINCERELY,
turtle
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| ouch...my body *__* |
[21 Oct 2003|05:20pm] |
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so far ive watched daddy day care, dirty work, donnie darko, and all three of my austin powers movies... it hurts to walk so i try to stay off my feet as much as possible... i cant eat anything or i throw up... last night i woke up over the toilet seat ... i dont know how i got there... it was 4 o'clock in the morning and i had vomit on my face... most of it was in the toilet... i was scared ... so i tried to stand up and only thew up again... pretty sexy huh ? i didnt go to school today because i couldnt stand up. i cant eat. i cant sleep. i can only watch movies. which isnt a bad thing. but you can only watch so many movies in one day. i want someone to come visit me, but i dont feel like calling anyone, so i guess ill just have to settle for nothing cuz people cant read my mind and i cant expect them to either, but it would be nice for someone to come over and talk to me. oh well.
SINCERELY,
turtle
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[20 Oct 2003|01:28pm] |
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w00tw00t ! hooray for the library
this is the post where idont really accomplish anything.
i was just caught by mr. rundell who recently shaved his head... it looks funny cuz he used to have really long hair. im all sneaky like....
leave comments on stuff =- D
SINCERELY,
turtle
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