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[22 Oct 2004|07:31am]
You are .exe When given proper orders, you execute them flawlessly.  You're familiar to most, and useful to all.
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26 Things a sweet guy would do [19 Oct 2004|11:53am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Don't Ya~Tori Alamaze ]

1. Know how to make you smile when you are down.
2. Try to secretly smell your hair BUT you always notice.
3. Stick up for you but still be respectful of your independence.
4. Give you the remote control during the game.
5. Come up behind you, put his arms around you, squeeze you tightly against his chest, and whisper softly into your ear.
6. Play with your hair.
7. His hands will always find yours.
8. Be cute when he really wants something.
9. Offer you plenty of massages.
10. Dance with you even if he feels like a dork.
11. Never run out of love.
12. Be funny, but knows when to be serious.
13. Realize he's being funny when he needs to be serious.
14. Be patient when you take forever to get ready.
15. React so cutely when you hit him and it actually hurts.
16. Smile alot.
17. Plan a romantic date full of cheesy things he wouldn't normally do just b/c he knows it means alot to you.
18. Appreciate you.
19. Help others out.
20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for 1.
21. Always give you a peck on the cheek(or more) when you depart from each other's company- even when friends are watching.
22. Sing even if he can't
23. Have a creative sense of humor.
24. Stare at you.
25. Call for no reason.
26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or drugs just b/c he loves you enough to quit!!

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Found Lyrics: Tori Alamaze [19 Oct 2004|08:47am]
DON'T YA
(intro: talking)
Ladies,
Fellas,
Are you ready?
let's dance...(ooh baby)


I know you like me (I know you like me)
I know you do (I know you do)
that's why whenever I come around,
she's all over you...
& I know you want it (& I know you want it)
it's easy to see (its easy to see)
& in the back of your mind,
I know you should be f*#@in' with me
(ooh baby)

chorus:
don't you wish your girlfriend was hot like me
don't you wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
(don't ya, don't ya)

don't you wish your girlfriend was raw like me
don't you wish your girlfriend was fun like me
(don't ya, don't ya)

verse 2:
fight the feeling (fight the feeling)
leave it alone (leave it alone)
cuz if it ain't love,
it just ain't love to keep her happy.
let's keep it friendly (let's keep it friendly)
you have to play fair (you have to play fair)
see I don't care (see I don't care)
but I know she ain't,
gonna wanna share.
(ooh)

chorus:
don't you wish your girlfriend was hot like me
don't you wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
(don't ya, don't ya)

don't you wish your girlfriend was raw like me
don't you wish your girlfriend was fun like me
(don't ya, don't ya)

bridge: (talking)
I know I'm on your mind,
I know we'd have a good time,
I'm your friend,
I'm fun,
and I'm fine.
I ain't lyin.
look at me...you ain't blind.

I know im on your mind,
I know we'd have a good time,
I'm your friend,
I'm fun,
and I'm fine.
I ain't lyin.
look at me....you ain't blind.

verse 3:
I know she loves you (I know she luvs you)
so I understand (so I understand)
I'd probably be just as crazy, 'bout cha,
if you were my old man.
maybe this lifetime (maybe this lifetime)
possibly (possibly)
until then no friend,
would you make of me.

chorus:
don't you wish your girlfriend was hot like me
don't you wish your girlfriend was a freak like me
(don't ya, don't ya)

don't you wish your girlfriend was raw like me
don't you wish your girlfriend was fun like me
(don't ya, don't ya)


I swear this is my theme song!
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What's your take on this? [17 Oct 2004|09:13pm]
7 ways to keep him interested
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The date [17 Oct 2004|08:14am]
I am so pissed! Blurty just deleted my whole spiel about last night/today. I will upload it again when I am not angry.
In short it went awesome, and there was no sex! Yea, me!
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SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE PART I 2 3 [13 Oct 2004|03:08pm]
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE PART I

What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball?

Juan on Juan.

What is a Yankee?

The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone.


What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover?

The position of the dirt bag.

Why is divorce so expensive?

Because it's worth it.

What's the fluid capacity of Monica Lewinsky's mouth?

One US leader.

What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over?

Doughnuts.

Why is air a lot like sex?

Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any.


Why is Chelsea Clinton so homely?

Because Janet Reno is her real father.


What do you get when you put 50 lesbians and 50 politicians in a room together?

100 people who don't do dick.

the rest? )

Keep Smiling
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John Mayer Lyrics [11 Oct 2004|10:17pm]
"Daughters"

I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
But she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change
And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it's got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Oh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now she's left
Cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You'll find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without the warmth from
A womans good, good heart

On behalf of every man
Looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too
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Sex tips!!! [09 Oct 2004|12:00am]
Women 'n Satisfaction: What Went Wrong  )

So building off of these ideas, I want to get people thinking outside the box. Not only do you have accurate knowledge and an easier, more consistent path to sexual contentment, you’re also unleashed from anxiety and free to approach sex in fresh, invigorating new ways.
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Lyrics for my mood [05 Oct 2004|10:12pm]
JIMMY EAT WORLD LYRICS

"Kill"

Well, you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I wanna go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will

Could it be that everything goes 'round by chance? (chance?)
Or only one way that it was always meant to be (be)
You kill me, you always know the perfect thing to say (hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away

I can picture your face well
From the bar in my hotel
I wish I'd go to you
I pick up put down the phone
Like your favorite Heatmeiser song goes
It's just like being alone

Oh God, please don't tell me this has been in vain (vain)
I need answers for what all the waiting after means (means)
You kill me, you've got some nerve, but can't face your mistakes (hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't turn away

So go on love
Leave while there's still hope for escape
Gotta take what you can these days
There's so much ahead
So much regret
I know what you want to say
(Know what you want to say)
I know people can't help feeling differently
I loved you, and I should have said it
Tell me just what has it ever meant?

I can't help it baby, this is who I am (am)
Sorry, but I can't just go turn off how I feel (feel)
You kill me, you build me up, but just to watch me break (hey hey, hey hey)
I know what I should do, but I just can't walk away
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Aunt Flo is here [01 Oct 2004|06:57pm]
and with her comes the calm that I'd lost for so long. Last night there were no bad dreams, and I slept the night through. It has been a while since I've had that. I have found that the key to getting past the intrusive thoughts of the event of two weeks ago is to stay busy. As long as I am moving, I don't remember. My emotions are finally going stable (yes!). I was getting tired of tearing up at sappy shit on TV. Reacting like that is so far from my usual I was beginning to get concerned. My body is finally deciding to regulate it hormones the way it did before Sam left, and man am I so grateful! For a few months I became almost like a normal chick, i.e. PMS, snappy, impatient, etc for two to three weeks out of the month. I was intolerable to myself even. I am happy to be mostly evened out again. LIttle one has begun to be a lot more interested in learning again (woo hoo!!!) so she is taking in a lot of new things. I swear she is so quick with it she'll be writing poems at like six or seven! He grasp of vocabulary is something else. I cannot begin to express how proud her father and I are of her.
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John Legend lyrics [01 Oct 2004|05:03pm]
Baby, It's me... Maybe I bore you
No, No it's my fault cause I can't afford you
Maybe baby Puffy, Jay Z
Could all be better for you
Cause all I could do was love you

Baby when I used to love you
There's nuttin that I wouldn't do
I'd twist through the fire for you
Anything you asked me to
But I'm tired of living this lie
It's getting harder to justify
I realize that I just don't love you
Not like I used to
Holla Holla Holla (yeaaahh)
Holla holla holla (yeah, yeah, uh, uh)

Maybe I should rob somebody
So we could live like
Whitney and Bobby
It's probably my fault
My bad, My loss
You are the cause
All I could do was love you

Baby when i used to love you
There's nothing that I wouldn't do
I'd twist through the fire for you
Anything you asked me to
But I'm tired of living this lie
It's getting harder to justify
I realize that I just don't love you
Not like I used to
Holla Holla Holla (yeaaahh)
Holla holla holla (yeah, yeah)

Oh! I used to (wheeen I used to)
Love you (used to... Love you)
Oh! But I don't (baby no not any more... I don't love you)
Love you (noooo, used to ... love you)
Oh! I used to
used to love you

You're gonna miss me now...
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Joss Stone [29 Sep 2004|10:16pm]
"I Had A Dream"

I had a dream last night
What a lovely dream it was
I dreamed we all were alright
Happy in a land of oz
Why did everybody laugh when I told them my dream?
I guess they all were so far from that kind of that scene
Feelin real mean

I heard a song last night
What a lovely song it was
I thought I'd hum it all night
Unforgettable because..

All of the players were playing together
And all of the heavies were as light as a feather
See, your love remember is a freeing of soul
But as I recall, the rest will just follow

I had a dream last night
What a lovely dream it was
I dreamed we all were alright
Happy in a land of oz
What a lovely dream it was
What a lovely dream it was

What a lovely dream it was
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More Strange Dreams: [29 Sep 2004|10:06pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | Joss Stone~I had a Dream ]

I dreamed last night of a red, red surfboard. I wasn't to sturdy on it, considering I've never surfed before. I dragged myself away from the ocean for a dark haired woman that needed my help with something. I followed her into a building, then things got a bit fuzzy. ALl I remember after that was seeing a horrific scene like I was a fly on the wall. What was the scene? It was of a little boy being raped by several people, all in black and white cartoonish figures. I awoke somewhere between 3 and 4 am. The first half of my morning was shit, but I got it together after a while. No sighting of my crush today, I missed him by minutes in the smoke pit. I am beginning to learn his walk. (Quick aside: When you work in aviation maintenance, you learn who everyone is by the way they walk. Even though I am now in administration, I can still tell who certain people are when I can't see their face out there.) I found a picture in a magazine that is my guy, the one that if combined with the right personality traits would be the guy I follow around like a puppy dog for the rest of my life. Yo know what the strange thing is? He looks a lot like my crush! How weird is that?
I keep having all these random thoughts. I know this entry isn't going to make much sense to someone else, but I've been so emotional today. I don't know what it is, but tender scenes in TV shows got to me today. Things like close family scenes and romantic overtures of maybe boyfriends. Perhaps it is Aunt Flo coming into town, but it could also be deeper. Could I perhaps be missing having someone in my life? Am I (Shocked gasp) finally completely over Sam? I think so. I think after a little over four months, I might be ready to dip my toe in the water. I have enough experience with emotion to remember to go slow this time. I hope.

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Girls rock my socks!! [28 Sep 2004|07:09pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

Sunday night we had a "L" Word viewing at a friends house in which there was only one straight girl there. That was interesting. I found myself remembering the reasons why I was attracted to women before men, why women turn me on so much more than men. I am not sure if I could have a long term relationship with a woman, but I'd like to try.
I had crazy sex dreams of Jennifer Beals and I having sex, then there was a pause and it was my crush down there instead. I awoke to an extremely aroused condition. It was nuts.

I saw my therapist again today, who wants me to start learning some coping techniques. Lately dirty old men have been trying their hardest to fuck me to the point of molestation and harassment. I refuse to put myself any nearer to a rape situation again. Fuck that. I'm keeping my ass home where it belongs until I figure out how to sort through this crap and the re stimulation of my dark past.

Little one is well, her father still wants me to go there for her B day, but how can I when his uncle is one I need to stay far away from? He knows why I don't want to go there, so I told him to come and get her. Part of me wants to go to Vegas, the rest of me is like fuck that. I will not go, due to money and my treatment the last time I was there. He will have to come and get her. 'Nuff said.

Lyrics for my mood )

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Joy! [25 Sep 2004|08:22pm]
My daughter made me a bracelet in the shape of a heart. No one has ever done anything for me that was so sweet. I love her to pieces!!!!
She tells me things like "you are the best Mommy in the whole world!" and out of the blue she'll say "Mommy, guess what? I love you!!"
I swear those moments make up for the time when she is screaming or hurting her friends at school. I am so excited for her coming birthday!!!
I am excited for Sunday, if it actually happens, because I haven't been out in a little while.
I've been slacking on my poem writing a lot, writing in general has become too much for my busy schedule. I am glad I missed registration and have to wait until November to start back up in college. I need time to get the rest of my shit straight.
Fun!
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The bad man has been talked to [25 Sep 2004|08:10pm]
[ mood | Solitary ]
[ music | Alicia Keys~Diary ]

and I feel a sense of relief, but what if I go there again and we are all uncomfortable around each other. Marty is my second Mom, Ray has been in my life sine I was 16. It is a strange situation to be in, and I hope there is no weirdness. I still don't know if I can go there again or not. Going there grounds me. The spiritual information we provide and discuss helps me on my spiritual journey more than I have words to express. I hope the situation resolves completely in me soon. I received an email from Marty telling me Ray had been handled, but I don't know. I want to ask the details but I am not sure how to go about it. I trust Marty because she has known him for a very long time, and knows how to talk to him much better than I do.


I hope this is the end of older men trying to take advantage of me. This shit is getting old, quick.

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Body Language tips from ivillage by Tracey Cox [23 Sep 2004|08:25pm]
14 sure-fire ways to tell he's interested


Body language/Flirting tips )
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Quiz fest for the sleepless night: [17 Sep 2004|05:02pm]
Take the quiz: "What do you love about making love?"

Love
You are a lover of love. You love to love and be loved. You are perhaps a hopeless romantic but those are rare nowadays. Think of it as a gift. Whether you are saving yourself for that special someone or you have already found him or her. You are part of an almost extinct species of human. The kind that believe in true love... Because love is truly beautiful!

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

August
Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless.Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride of oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends .

Well, no shit! (see below)

Take the quiz: "What Is Your Kink?"

Domination
You are most comfortable when in control. Having someone at your beck and call makes you hot. You can be very demanding, and expect perfection! In the bedroom, you take charge. Your motto is It's My way or the highway!

Take the quiz: "What kind of sex should you have?"

Kinky
You like whips, chains..... crazy stuff. You are creative with sex. Keep it going!!!!! I hope you have a partner as kinky as you, otherwise you wont be satisfied.
more? )
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A little girl who thinks she is nothing [15 Sep 2004|08:48pm]
[ mood | worthy ]
[ music | All I Have CD~Amerie ]

grows up to be a woman that doesn't believe she deserves love. Strange now, how I can see it all over my life. The drugs, the men, horrible relationships, the need to be strong and unreachable, the need to never let anyone get too close, the spiritual seeking, and the knowledge that I have to face the world alone. My past has resurfaced once again, and I fear for my daughter. I hope she doesn't see the inner conflict within me, hope she doesn't grow up to be all messed up like me. I hope I can give her what I didn't have and that she has no hang ups because of my parenting. I am so scared right now of so many things, but mainly of myself.Scared I won't get to where I want to be, scared I am a bad parent, scared of a true intimate relationship, scared to trust others, scared to trust myself at times, and scared to believe in myself or others. What is this? I have no idea why all of a sudden all the confidence and strength in me has diminished. What happened? I have no clue. All I know is that I want it back. More Soul Baring? )

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Survey again [11 Sep 2004|07:11pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | ?? ]

1) First Grade Teacher: Wow I can't remember, Second Grade was Ms. Harris. She was Phillipina
2) Last words you said: You are such a flirt!
3) Last song you sang: "My love is like..wo" by Mya
4) Last person you hugged: Aiyana
5) Last thing you laughed at: Jon being silly
6) Last time you said 'I Love you': Today to my daughter
7) Last time you cried: Grieving for Sam
8) What's in your CD player: Fiona Apple's "When the pawn...."
9) What colour socks are you wearing: none
10) What's under your bed: the carpet
11) What time did you wake up today: 0430
12) Current taste: Water
13) Current hair: Medium length
14) Current clothes: Tee shirt and undies
15) Current annoyance: Clingy men
16) Current longing: A deviant sexual experience
17) Current desktop picture: Jessica Alba as Max from Dark Angel
18) Current worry: Finding another apartment
19) Current hate: My fear of myself and Love
20) Story behind your LJ username: its one of my nicknames
21) Current favourite article of clothing: my "wife beater" shirts of various colors
22) Favorite physical feature of the opposite sex: eyes and shoulders
23) Last CD that you bought: Blink 182 self titled/Soundgarden-Superunkown
24) Favorite place to be: With my daughter and/or to be held by someone that I know loves me
25) Least Favorite place to be: work
26) Time you wake up in the morning: 0515
27) If you could play an instrument, what would it be: Guitar or Violin again
28) Favorite color: grey and Red
29) Do you believe in an afterlife: yes
30) How tall are you: 5'4" and 1/4
31) Current favourite word/saying: "Give it up!", or "No way!"
32) Favourite book(s): The sword of truth series by Terry Goodkind anything by David Eddings and Anne McCaffrey
33) Favourite season: Summer
34) One person from the past you wish you could go back and talk to: My great grandfather Jesse James, the bank robber
35) Favourite day: Friday or Sunday (depending on the work schedule)
36) Where do you want to go: Near Mom/overseas
37) What is your career going to be like: Fun!
38) What kind of car will you have: Something comfortable and affordable
39) A random lyric: "Come get this body that loves you," or "I feel so stimulated," from Janet Jackson
40) Identify some things surrounding your computer: Printer, tower, me

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Questions: I have always wanted to know the answers to these questions. [11 Sep 2004|01:56pm]
1. Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll
squeeze these dangly things here, and drink whatever comes out?"

2. Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken there? I'm gonna
eat the next thing that comes outta it's butt"

3. Why is there a light in the fridge and not in the freezer?

4. If Jimmy cracks corn and no one cares, why is there a song about him?

5. Can a hearse carrying a corpse drive in the carpool lane?

6. Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but
don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is?

7. Why does your OB-GYN leave the room when you get undressed if they
are going to look up there anyway?

8. Why does Goofy stand erect while Pluto remains on all fours? They're
both dogs!

9. If Wile E. Coyote had enough money to buy all that Acme crap, why
didn't he just buy dinner?

10. If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?

11. If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from
vegetables, then what is baby oil made from?

12. If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons?

13 Why do the Alphabet song and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star have the
same tune?

14. Ok, stop singing already and read on.....

15. Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet Soup?

16. Did you ever notice that when you blow in a dog's face, he gets mad
at you, but when you take him on a car ride, he sticks his head out the
window?

17. Does pushing the elevator button more than once make it arrive
faster?

18. Do you ever wonder why you gave me your e-mail address in the first
place?

LIVE WELL...LAUGH OFTEN...LOVE MUCH!!!
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Like a woman [11 Sep 2004|01:54pm]
On a transatlantic flight, a plane passes through
a severe storm. The turbulence is awful, and things
go from bad to worse when one wing is struck by
lightning. One woman in particular loses it.
Screaming, she stands up in the front of the plane.
"I'm too young to die," she wails. Then she yells,
"Well, if I'm going to die, I want my last
minutes on earth to be memorable! Is there anyone on
this plane who can make me feel like a WOMAN?"
For a moment there is silence. Everyone has
forgotten their own peril. They all stare, riveted,
at the desperate woman in the front of the plane.
Then a Chief Petty Officer in the Navy stands up in
the rear of the plane. He is handsome: tall, well built,
with dark brown hair and hazel eyes. He starts to
walk slowly up the aisle, unbuttoning his shirt
...... One button at a time.
.......No one moves.
......He removes his shirt.
.......Muscles ripple across his chest.
.......She gasps...
.......He whispers,
......"Iron this - and then get me a beer "
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[06 Sep 2004|07:46pm]


Leo Horoscope for 9/6 - 9/12


This week is highlighted by your need to be around people who can stimulate your creative imagination and contribute to your new directions.

You are sensitive, aggressive and willing to stand up for your rights.

You are one to take a chance and to look for alternative routes.

You aren't one to follow the crowd or get involved in trendy groups.

Get involved in your own interests and you will meet people who enjoy your company and share your passions.

Gossip could cause some problems at work.

Relaxation before and after social activities are a must for you.

Unite with colleagues and you'll be surprised at how well strength in numbers works.

You can also make suggestions that will improve working conditions and efficiency.

You just want to enjoy life. Don't hesitate to join groups or get involved in social activities that include colleagues.

Don't be afraid to try something totally new.

Your unique approach to your work will be appreciated by the right boss.

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Learn about your inner self, friends, and lovers.


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WORDS WOMEN USE: [02 Sep 2004|08:54pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | Let's get it on in public~Kelis ]

Fine

This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and
you need to shut up!


Five Minutes

If she is getting dressed, this is half an hour. Five Minutes is only
five minutes if you've just been given five minutes to watch the game
before helping around the house

Nothing

This is the calm before the storm. This means "something," and you
should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with "Nothing" end in
"Fine"

Go Ahead

This is a dare, not permission. Don't do it!!!

Loud Sigh

This is not actually a word, but it is a non-verbal statement often
misunderstood by men. A "Loud Sigh" means she thinks you're an idiot
and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with
you over "Nothing"

That's Okay

This is one of the most dangerous statements that a woman can make to a
man. "That's Okay" means that she wants to think long and hard before
deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

Thanks

A woman is thanking you. Do not question it or faint. Just say you're
welcome



I know from family experience that "Go Ahead" and "That's Okay" are precursors to violence, quite often of the physical nature. The fallout from "That's Okay" is usually delayed by days, weeks, months, and sometimes even years. Example: "You want to mess with me? Go ahead! What are you going to do? You think you're going to knock me out?" When my Sister made this series of statements, whoever was in front her (male {yes, men got their asses kicked by my sis}, as well as female) was about to take a serious ass whooping. My Mom's favorite saying: "That's Okay, you wait. You wait and see!" This meant that eventually you were going to get something from her you didn't like i.e. an ass whooping, your business told, whatever is suitable punishment plus some for whatever you did. (I must admit to adopting a variation of that one, as well as a less violent form of "Go Ahead")
A Meandering Trip Down Memory Lane )

The black funk mood is gone, it has been replaced by serious irritation caused by my workload and Aunt Flo. I know by the time I go back to work on Tuesday that everything will be back to normal again. I think a lot of my irritation is sexual frustration, but it has been about 3 1/2 months.If I give it another two, I won't even notice anymore. Nothing new happening with my crush, I haven't seen him around much, but I am not sure I would talk to him if he was. I really need to get past this shy thing, it has been years since I've experienced it this badly. That might be a good sign. There is a party on Saturday, which will be the first time I've gone out in ages. I know I am not going to be going home, I'll be way to drunk! It will be fun to do Karaoke again, I haven't done it since...1998. That was the last time, I think. Wow. Anyhow, I bought some running shoes because I have picked up running again. Next week I am going to be swimming at lunchtime as long as my supervisor allows it. The bi-annual physical test is coming in October, and I want to beat my times from earlier in the year. I have to do push ups now, and I hope for ten above the minimum (it feels like a knife it being jabbed and twisted repeatedly in my lower back!), but I'll take the minimum if I have to. I am not worried about sit ups, I know I'll max out on those. The swim should be fine, but I've started smoking again, so that might cause me breathing issues. I think I will do fine, but I really want to beat myself by a lot this year.
My little one is beginning to respond well to the shaping of her attitude issues. I have learned that taking away favorite toys, or favorite movies does the trick often enough.

Fuck, I am still thinking about sex. I think I am in bad need of some serious sexual deviation. Ok, I have to go let off some steam now....

Wanna know my business?

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Diamonds )
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