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MUWAHWAH~! IT'S ME! [13 May 2003|09:10pm] MUWAHWAHWAHWAH! 4 --- comments?

still... starve for conversation :) [12 May 2003|03:28pm] [ mood | content ] [ music | OPM - Heaven Is A Half-Pipe ] Everyone clap yo hands to da beat. Clap ya hands, I said clap ya hands. .. anyways. Yeah. I fell asleep at like, 10pm last night [amazingly] , but.. I only had an hour sleep the night prior, weird how those things work out. Anyways, I didn't wake up until like.. after 1? or 2? Got a hell of alotta sleep. Had.. a pretty fucking weird dream too. Actually, the last few nights I've had weird dreams, that were all similar. Two fucking people, out of the population didn't change, and that's kinda scurry. Especially since ... eroubroeub, yeap. "We gather, Tomorrow, THEN WE'LL BE FINE". So, fucking Finch puts it best. BY THE WAY, even.. with the circumstances of the dream(s), if that shit came true.. it'd be....... it'd be like, Seeing Nirvana, Finch and Brand New, at the same time, with only 5-10 of your friends in the audience. Know what I'm trying to say here? -- Heaven. But yeah, I'ma just, click that damned update button now. I GOT CHO' FREEDOM.. i'm just kidding. comments?

You've Got Mail. [07 May 2003|10:37pm] [ mood | bouncy ] [ music | Stemm - Burn ] MUWAHWAH. Buisness picked back up.. not, near as much as it was, But better than a few days ago. Let's see.. went to work on Monday, blacked out, left after 3hours, once again.. not working. Well, "Legitly" working. Still bringing in money and what not, AND IT IS LEGAL, So, if you think it's not, then phooey to you! Uhhh, Hung out with Nikole a great portion of the last few days, and Danny for a couple hours. That's aboot it. "WE'RE NOT AFRAID" 1 --- comments?

:[ [03 May 2003|12:17am] [ mood | bored ] [ music | Brand New - Guernica ] TORA $7 an hour. 8am-4:30pm ..Somewhere in Grand Island ... 12:17am :'( . FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK This is gonna fucking blow. Yeah, Job.. but, I'm soooo not gonna be prepared for it, unless I take them damned precautions I don't wanna take. Fuuuuuuck. 1 --- comments?

yeap. [01 May 2003|08:49pm] [ mood | calm ] [ music | Soul Caliber ] rather than.. replying to the comments, I'm just going to post a new entry. Here's the story. When we all were in line to see Brand New at Showplace, the window said "I love STD's" , so.. we all were making up names for it. Naturally, being the little crafty genius that I am, I came up with "Sucking Todd's Dick" , MUWAHWAH! Love it! Anywho, I guess.. I start work on Monday!! AHHHHHHHHH HAHAHAHA. Meaning, I got to get to sleeping this weekend. Gonna turn out horrible, and I know it already. Ennnnnnnnnd of the update. PS: Nikole's butt, is sooooo freakin' beautiful :D 9 --- comments?

AHHH, It's 5:30 :( [29 Apr 2003|05:34am] [ mood | creative ] [ music | 103.3 Thee-Edge ] I sooo gotta break this early morning habit. I'm not excatly sure as to how.. yet, but, yeah. I'm back to making money online, woop.. go me. Not as much as I've previously made in a day, but back then.. I put way more effort into it. But.. my profits have dropped a good 400% :( Ahhh fucking well. Lately, I haven't done much. Just.. hanging out and whatever. No job thus far, 'cept relaxing ye-ol' buttocks. Fuuuck, maybe I'll re-apply at some places, and force them to hire me. Hold dem sum' bishes at gun point or something. But yeah, my update. I'm gonna go force myself to sleep.. on the couch. My bed = cluttered with shit I threw on there. Ahhhh. Yeah. Can't go 10 minutes with listening to the Edge, and hearing about EFX. BLAH BLAH, FINCH BLAH BLAH! .. FINCH FINCH FINCH sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep. Who loves STD's? :D 3 --- comments?

" spend another night , growing old in your bed. " [25 Apr 2003|04:17pm] [ mood | crushed ] [ music | Brand New - Soco Amaretto Lime ] ... dude. like, fucking.. DUDE. Soco Amaretto Lime.. is the greatest song live. I swear to god. I could've died at that moment.. like.. yeah. I think I kinda did. AHHH, Did I mention how great that concert was? Me.. and Anthony gave this guy some welts on his heads. Fucking faggot. But, yeah. All the bands were great, but Brand New.. just blew everyone else away. Ladda da. I got to drive home from the concert, interesting to say the least. I did a hell of alot better than anyone, including myself, expected. Not to mention finding the way.. muwahwah!! ..Then, Came home. Yeah. Fuck that. Fuck you. Fuck it. Fucking shit. My ill rhyme, yanno? I think Jana is pissed at me, for nailing that kid so much, Don't really care though. I guess it's just some things she dosen't understand. Not even going into it. But, none-the-less, after the concert, I felt like shit the whole night, and stayed up thinking.. even wanting to sleep, and not being able to. I guess.. i did eventually fall asleep, regardless of everything, and woke up. Yeah. Now I'm sitting around doing more of that shit. I'm.. quitting smoking. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Funny, right? I can do whatever I set my mind to. But, I shall go for now, I don't think I'm sposed to be up here.. considering the door was locked, and.. I unlocked it myself :X go me. "You're just jealous cause we're young and in love. you're stomachs filled up, but you're starved for conversation spend another night, growing old in your bed, and you're tearing up your photos cause you wanna forget, it's over." 2 --- comments?

let's see if this works.. [21 Apr 2003|05:54pm] That's my right knee. That's my left knee. and that's me. HA! 18 --- comments?

"I'll Send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears, maybe you'll read it and i'll reappear." [20 Apr 2003|06:22pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | Yellow Card - Rough Draft ] you know what... FUCK. Know how every little saying can be like a stab in your heart? I'm kinda going through that dilema right now. I burned a CD.. and put a few songs on there I haven't really listened to before, to like, give the band a chance.. and every single fucking one of them made me want to scream. Anyways, Yeah. Time to clear my mind, and blow my nose. This sickness shit has got to stop. I've used up so much kleenex/paper towels/toilet paper, and it just keeps re-stuffing itself up. Haha. Maybe some belated sickness? Seem's kinda familar. Argh. I need to stop thinking, Get drunk or something. But.. I can't do that if I want to drive tonight :\ Maybe other people will wanna drink, and leave some for me for in the morning when we get back. I wanna drive up to New Jersey, just for the hell of it. Something to do, Yanno? Probaly just drive around the BLVD, or go skating.. or something. But my knee is sooooo so so so sooo fucked up. It's literally hard to walk up stairs. It throbs and shit. My bad knees just keep getting worse. BUT I SAVED YOU ASS KRISTY! You should be thankful. Ohhh, Lookie. My phones ringing. I don't feel like answering it, so.. haha! "Breathing in your skin tonight, quiet is my loudest cry. Wouldn't want to wake the eyes that make me melt inside, and if it's healthier to leave you be, may your sickness come and set me free, kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me." Yeah, that is to you. comments?

Ow. [20 Apr 2003|03:38am] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Brand New - Logan To Government Center [Great.. Song] ] My very interesting night. For no reason at all, I just stopped talking to everyone, and stared at my ceiling for a while. Came up to the attic a few hours later, and eventually got Alicia to take me driving. Went and picked up Danny, went to Kristy's, Then to Gaskill. Fell, ripped my pants more. Drove up the blvd, went to tops, got stuff.. Went to the falls, not to mention the wrong way on a one way street.. froze my ass off. Dropped Kristy off at home, came home.. now, yeah. Gonna go hang out with Danny and eat Doritos. "imya" , ha. comments?

wind, wind. two differnt words that are spelled the same. [19 Apr 2003|07:51pm] [ music | Brand New - Guernica ] This is for you Hook-Hook-Hooker. Now you can memorize em. Ever since I was young your word is the word that always won. Worry and wake the ones you love. A phone call I’d rather not receive. Please use my body while I sleep. My lungs are fresh and yours to keep, Kept clean and they will let you breathe. Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry? I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind. Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these, so I sat alone and waited out the night. The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed. So I’m asking you to shine it on and stick around. I’m not writing my goodbyes. I submit no excuse. If this is what I have to do I owe you every day I wake. If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure. Is this the way a toy feels when its batteries run dry? I am the watch you always wear but you forget to wind. Nobody plans to be half a world away at times like these, so I sat alone and waited out the night. The best part of what has happened was the part I must have missed. So I’m asking you to shine it on and stick around. I’m not writing my goodbyes. I’m not letting you check out. You will beat this starting now and you will always be around. I’m there to monitor your breathing I will watch you while you’re sleeping. I will keep you safe and sound. Does anybody remember back when you were very young. Did you ever think that you would be this blessed? More Emo-ish now, but.. still grand. 2 --- comments?

"She sits on the end of the wall, She says she's sorry." [19 Apr 2003|07:40pm] [ mood | sick ] [ music | Brand New - Guernica ] I'm sick. I think I have that "SARS" bullshit, which will be grand. I'll die, then everyone around me will die. Second part wouldn't be so bad now that I think about it. Not gonna stride that way though. Went to Danny's grandma's house and jumped on the trampoline. I'm the only one who can land a front-flip. Who's da man? .. not me. But I still did it, so.. yay. I've progressed so much athletically, or.. mentally-athletically. Not much to say about everything else, but.. hey, at least something improved since losing 59765976 lbs. Still fat, but.. I don't care. Johnny is laying down rules, which I will surely break tonight, and tomorrow just to be a fucking dickhead, like I always am. I'm thinking of going to the falls tonight with Jana and Mike. I haven't been there in a while, and they're like, viewing it from the Canadian side. I'll probaly be able to get drunk too.. which is needed right now. Get drunk, forget I'm sick, forget everything else, take a dive. Wooooooooooo! Now if only I could remember how to swim. Fat people float though, so I should be fine. Let's see.. Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Brand New Day. FOUR DAYS! That'll cheer me up. Me, Hooker, Mike, Jana, Alicia and Danny are going to see Brand New. I'm still sporting my Brand New shirt though, I doubt I'll ever take it off. It's just that special to me. That, and everyone wants it. ... It's PIMP , yeah. So, I'm gonna end this update now, I'm up to 516 sneezes today, and I have no allergies. Over A million coughs, a throat that's swollen, a head that won't stop hurting, and poor eye vision. WHOEVER GOT ME SICK SHOULD STEP ON THEIR OWN FOOT! >:( 5 --- comments?

muwahwah!@ [19 Apr 2003|01:20am] [ mood | blah ] [ music | Finch - Awake [LP!] ] AHH Today, cashed my check. Spent alot of my money, got a hoodie, a movie, and.. a BRAND NEW T-Shirt!!#@$%^&@# It's sooooooo fucking pimp. I mean, it's pimping. I'm like, bling blung sung son! Shiiiit fo' shizzle. Anywho, Walked around a couple differnt malls today, ate McDonalds, and.. sat on my ass watching Blast From The Past, Hooker came over, Then Danny, they're both sleeping here tonight. We've been passing notes back and forth, funny ass shit. But dude.. like, I wrote this thing, and.. the strangest stuff started happening to me. I'm not really going to get into that now, but.. Flashbacks, I guess you could say. Yeah. that sums it up well enough for me. But, I'm taking the Game Cube downstairs now, and.. whooping some ass in Agressive Inline. What what word. MY SHIRT = TEH PIMPZOR ... yeah. --Keep Breathing Until You Feel Something. --Keep Breathing Until You Feel Something. --Keep Breathing Until You Feel Something. --Keep Breathing Until You Feel Something. --Keep Breathing Until You Feel Something. --Keep Breathing Until You Feel Something. --Keep Breathing Until You Feel Something. Gotta love the Finch. comments?

yay! [17 Apr 2003|09:25pm] [ mood | crappy ] [ music | Finch - Awake ] One devotion to an empty moment Can't you stay tonight? Silence broken with words unspoken Now she's on her knees No more feeling so useless Can I beg for one more she says Taking with arms wide open, longing for sleep again The air is clearing again We're breathing, water turns to wine The day is tired, the night's inside her Now she is alive No more feeling so useless Can I beg for one more she said Taking with arms wide open, longing for sleep again But now i'm awake But now i'm awake But now i'm awake Keep breathing to feel something Take my breath away ----------------------------------------------- But now i'm awake In other news.. nothing. One more day til pay day. Less than 24 hours. AhKeeHaul it is. comments?

"Goodbye, Lay the blame on luck." [16 Apr 2003|11:28pm] [ mood | bouncy ] -^ probaly the funniest, and most fucked up lyric I've heard in the past 2 days. BUT, Yeah, fuck it. I can.. do what i'm trying, I think. Jana, is one of the coolest/nicest people I've met. I was all relaxing in my bed with Danny, he was on the phone though.. and she was like "I have a present for you", whips out a 6-pack of labatt, woooop! Got pretty drunk, Went.. wherever that night. I think Dennys, and Gaskill with Christy, Ashley, Danny.. and some other girl. Anywho, next day.. she offered Danny a 12-pack for jumping off the 5-stair.. and he still wouldn't do it. All is well though, she bought me another sixer :) , Then.. a buncha shit happened when I was 3/4'ths drunk, and some more when I was fully drunk. Har, Drunken rages are freakin' awesome. But.. To lay blah on the fucking blah of a blah.. blah! .. I don't even care right now, It's gonna be Thursday, which means one more day til my paycheck comes. I've got big plans, big big plans for that money. Anywho, I'ma go wait downstairs for my mom. My mom who was funny yesterday with some.. stuff. She bought me breakfest too :) , I love getting spoiled. My attentions turning back to TV now, Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ya. comments?

NEW BRAND NEW! [12 Apr 2003|03:22pm] [ mood | cheerful ] [ music | Brand New - Guernica ] ... so, I got my tickets. 6 for $79.50, yeap yeap. Almost didn't have enough, but.. I still got my movie as well. I had to borrow $5 from Alicia, then $2 from Johnny, BUT, I still got it. Went to Anthonys, watched Kids, came home around midnight, then sat around and talked to Alicia and Johnny for a while. Kinda.. interesting. My knee is bruised from falling in the mall.. as well. YES, It was on purpose, but now I regret it. HEY, NIKOLE! "The truth is, if you could slit my throat, and with my one last gasping breath, I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt." WELL, FUCKING EY, Brand New has topped it. "If I could I would shrink myself and sink through your skin to your blood cells and remove whatever makes you hurt but I am too weak to be your cure." in my, perfect vision, eyes.. anyways. But yeah, Their new song came out.. and I've been listening to it for a while now. Greaaaaaaaaaaat fucking song. AND, THE CONCERT TICKETS! WOOOOOOOOOP WOOP WOOP WOOP!!! Anywho, I don't have anything planned for tonight. Jana is sposed to be here tonight.. and, I made my bed, but I won't be able to sleep in it :( , I dun wanna sleep here tonight. I unnnnnnno, I'ma go find some food though, so.. Until next time. Tra-La 7 --- comments?

Here we go again.. [10 Apr 2003|06:50pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | bn - my nine rides shotgun ] Friday, March 11th. 11am, Job interview. Friday, March 11th. 4:30pm, Cashing of the check. Friday, March 11th, 5:00pm, Brand New Tickets. Friday, March 11th, 5:33pm, Cumming all over the Brand New tickets. ... My Friday shall proove to be yet another interesting one. I'm doing nothing this weekend, but that.. Fun shit, eh? comments?

" you must have , your reasons. " [09 Apr 2003|12:15am] [ mood | tired ] [ music | Stemm - All I Need ] HA, FIRED! .. or, "Finished" , or.. what the fuck ever. I'm done working at Island Pools, but.. I was thinking if I should even have been as pissed as I was. I fucking, nailed a wall before I told Hooker.. and, I think I cracked a knuckle. Something hurts, but.. I don't really feel it. However, Later that night at Nikoles.. my freakin' left upper-boob-muscle just started killing me. Ahhhh, the fucking pain. But, I'ma put off any type of job for at least a week, and recooperate. Alicia's here, I haven't seen her in a while. I'ma go make conversation with her in a bit. My cell phones pratically dead.. so, That damned thing is charging. NIKOLE FED ME! :)!! , I'm kinda hungry again.. so, I'ma make my mom make me some food, She went shopping, so there has to be something she can make. I'm kinda wondering how many paychecks I have coming. I think it's only 2.. one being for the 2 days this week, but.. It might be three. I'm too tired/pissed/sore to think aboot it. SO, Yeap. Time to.. do, all this stuff. I think I'm going to actually clean up, as well. --PS, I'm buying the tickets to Brand New this Friday/Saturday :D! , If not this Weekend, then next.. 4 tickets :( comments?

Ever read the fine print on your eyelids? [07 Apr 2003|05:08pm] [ mood | sore ] [ music | Brand New - My Nine Rides Shotgun ] // pick a band and answer only using that band's lyrics -- brand new\\ .01 are you male or female?: consider me, the boy you laughed with or learned to live without. .02 describe yourself: the only broken hearted loser you'll ever need. .03 how do some people feel about you?: you're always made up. .04 how do you feel about yourself?: i cant let you let me down again .05 describe your girlfriend/boyfriend/interest: i got a twenty dollar bill, that says no one's ever seen you, without makeup. .06 where would you rather be?: wrote a message on my pillow that says 'jesse stay asleep in bed' .07 describe where you live: ..and we take what we can get-- the hell, out of this town. .08 describe how you live: Have another drink, and drive yourself home. [not really, but hey... i'm cool.] .09 describe how you love: so take me and break me, and make me strong like you. i'll be forever greatful to this, and you..it's only you, beautiful..or i dont want anyone. if i can choose, its only you.. .10 share a few words of wisdom: they say you need to pray if you wanna go to heaven, they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell. -- Everyone's caught on to, everything you do. So.. lately, work, nikole, sleep. I don't even eat much anymore, blaah. Car is going to drive me fucking insane. Yeap. End of my update. ... -Signed, The Moldy Duck. comments?

"I don't want to miss, I don't think you can handle this." [04 Apr 2003|04:33pm] [ mood | contemplative ] [ music | Sum 41 - Handle This ] HA, Payday. I didn't go to work today, wooooooop! , I'll complain on next weeks paycheck, but.. fuck it. I didn't feel up to going. The roads are shitty, I felt shitty last night, and this morning.. BUT I TOOK MY CURE, Muwahwah. And my mom gave me some more of my cure. I took some while Anthony attempted to get his permit, and now I feel fine and dandy. I plan on going to Stemm tonight, and possibly Hooker's after-party.. afterwards. I dunno though. I'm putting off my 5-hour class until next week, I don't have to make an appointment or anything, Just gotta be there at 8am, with $30. Speaking of money.. I have like, $40 something :( , I had $107, but I had to pay Johnny for the cell-phone [716-990-2069], and.. my dad still owes me $8, so.. I'll have $55-ish, then.. $ to Hooker for buying me a carton, then getting into Stemm, Dinner, and whatever the fuck else. Money goes too fast, and I thought it would go by so slow. Ahhhh fucking well. Least I got one of the four things I wanted. And.. the stuff I made my mom get me, and paid her back for. I guess I just need to stop borrowing money before I get my check, and paying back at an insane interest rate. That would probaly brighten up my paycheck alot.. But, As for now, I'm just going to sit back and wait for Hooker and them to get back from the Res, then.. do whatever until Stemm. Yep yep. Turkey is a happy-happy-happy lil duckie. "Try so hard to listen to everything I never say, Cause I will bring you down, I don't wanna miss, I don't think you can handle this." 5 --- comments?

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