Can my life get any worse?   
01:41am 13/06/2008
  Chavon. Goes. Out. With. Ivan.


I guess you can say I'm pissed, since she was supposed to be my friend.


I HATE THAT FUCKING WHORE. BITCH. CUNT. SLUT.


i still love ivan though.		  
     
 
Myspace   
03:11pm 05/06/2008
  I'm Ricki. I'm a freshman at FHS, and I turn 14 on July 26. I'm probably the coolest dork you'll ever meet. I love: Sweeney Todd, Twilight, Harry Potter, CSI, Shelby, Jonathan, David, Kirstian, Alex, Mrs. Bastricky, Kim, Lauren, Kaylee, Chelsea, Deelantay, the color black, Johnny Depp, singing, Shia Labeouf, night time, mythical creatures, reading, sunflower seeds, the internet, and daydreaming. Most of the time I'm in my own little world because it's a hell of a lot better than reality. I always feel better during the night than I do during the day. To see into a serial killer's mind would be the most awesome thing ever. If you see me, I'll most likely have words written all over my arm. They don't mean anything; it's just random shit that popped into my head. I guess that's it. Message me so we can talk! ♥






Panic at the Disco, My Chemical Romance, Fall Out Boy, Paramore, Flyleaf, Cute is What We Aim For, Avenged Sevenfold, Bowling for Soup, Boys like Girls, From First to Last, The Myriad, The Used, Good Charlotte, Avril Lavigne, System of A Down, Porcelain and the Tramps, Papa Roach, Maroon 5, The Killers, Gym Class Heroes, Evanescence, Cobra Starship, Saosin, Three Days Grace, Death Cab For Cutie, Millionares, Tokio Hotel, Katy Perry, Yelle, Hollywood Undead, Brokencyde, Dashboard Confessional, All Time Low, We The Kings, Miley Cyrus, Secondhand Serenade, Seether, Opeth, Ferras, Flobots, The Devil Wears Prada, The Secret Handshake, The Veronicas, Jason Mraz, The Maine, My American Heart, The Dresden Dolls, Donnie Klang, Danity Kane, Day 26, Blake Lewis, Asia Cruise, Vampire Weekend, Duffy, Carrie Underwood, Linkin Park, Simple Plan, Atreyu, Tokyo Police Club, These New Puritans, The White Stripes, Serj Tankian, Coldplay		  
     
 
Life's A Bitch!   
02:59pm 03/06/2008
  SCHOOL'S OUT, BITCHES!

I had my wisdom teeth taken out Thursday and I still hate eating regular food. Life's boring as usual. The only good thing is that we got a new computer.

I'll write more later.

Bye!		  
     
 
You're exactly my brand of heroin.   
10:23pm 29/04/2008
  Suffocate by J Holiday describes how I feel about Ivan perfectly.



Now even though I try to play it off.
Im thinking bout you all day long and
I cant wait for shorty to come through
From your lips and back up
To your eyes, my hands on your hips when we grind im fantazing
Bout what im gon do to you.
You got me fiending for her love (can't lie)
Man you should see how she got me
Spending all this time with her (with her)
I couldnt leave her if I wanted to her love turns men into fools
Tell me what a man is to do.

Cause I cant breathe when you talk to me,
I cant breathe when your touching me
I Suffocate when your away from me
So much love you take from me
Im going out of my mind

I Cant Breathe When you talk to me
I cant breathe when your touching me
Suffocate when your away from me
So much love you take from me
Im going out of my mind.

Whenever we up in this bed and my fingers all in your hair,
I Wonder if you feel me watching you
Cause I can't go a night without your lovin
Got me lookin at this phone
Everytime it rings I hope its you (girl)
Got me bracin for ur love (and ive) fallen for u
I (cant lie) I just wanna be with u
[ Suffocate lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
And yes she got me there I said it
Somebody call the paramedics tell them to hurry up and come through.

Cause I cant breathe (cant breathe) when u talk to me
And I cant breathe when ur touching me (when your touching me)
I suffocate when you're away from me
So much love you take from me
Im going out of my mind

I can't breathe when you talk to me
I can't breathe when you're touching me
I Suffocate when your away from me
So much love you take from me
Im going out of my mind

Dont never leave me girl
I need you inside my world
I cant go a day without you
And see nobody else would love but u I would never feel like I feel with you cause I

I can't breathe when you touchin me
I can't breathe when you're talk to me
I Suffocate when you're away from me
So much love you take from me
Im going out of my mind ( im going out of my mind)
I cant breathe when you're touching me ( I cant breathe)
Suffocate when you're away from me so much love you take from me.
Im going out of my mind (im going out of my mind).
Ouhh no no .. I cant breathe
Ouhh no no I cant breathe ouhh no no I cant breathe
Ouuhhhhhh woo ouhh

Ouhh no no I cant breathe Ouhh no no I cant breathe (I cant breathe).		  
     
 
Ivan is too fucking fine!   
06:57pm 28/04/2008
  So today in computer's Chelsea and I were texting Ivan♥. I asked him what he thought about my note and he said he got the message. He told me that he was going through some trouble with his girlfriends [yes,girlfriends, he has two]. I was like AWWWWWWWW. He also said he needed someone to comfort him while he was sad. I was like I'll comfort you. And he was like you wanna make out. I said sure. He said meet me at the water fountain during connections. I said ok. He said don't forget. OMGGGGGGGGGGGG! I'm so excited. I'll comfort him alright.

Anyway, you should listen to FreaXXX by Brokencyde!		  
     
 
Oh yeah.........   
10:19pm 24/04/2008
  Brokencyde will never die.

OMFG, they're awesome.

I have "I'm Sorry, I am" on my profile.

It's such a beautiful song.		  
     
 
He's Staring.....Again!   
10:16pm 24/04/2008
  Ivan was staring at me again today.

You have no idea how I feel whenever he looks at me.

Well if you've read Twilight, you should know how I feel.

You know that feeling Bella gets whenever Edward touches her.

That's how I feel around Ivan.

Maybe he's a vampire.

That wouldn't surprise me.

I think I'd like him more if he WAS a vampire.

I love him too fucking much.		  
     
 
He's Staring!   
07:30pm 23/04/2008
  So Ivan has been staring at me for the past few days.

He actually told Chelsea that he was staring at me.

:]

That makes me happy.

I'm going to go now.

Love, RickiRandom!		  
     
 
:]   
11:11am 19/04/2008
  I still feel all bubbly when I think about what Ivan said last night.

God, I love him.

I hope I get to go to Chelsea's house today so that I can talk to Ivan without having the Mexi-Whores around.

Ivan's all I can think about.

Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.Ivan.♥		  
     
 
OMFG, I CAN'T BREATHE!   
09:25pm 18/04/2008
  Because Ivan just told me that he loves me.
I know he didn't mean it, but just hearing him say it made me feel all bubbly.
Hehe.
Chelsea was like, "You know she likes you."
And then Ivan was like, "I know and I'm trying to break up with my girlfriend."
Ohhhhhhh, when he said that I was like OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG!
He was going to sleep over at Chelsea's house and I couldn't breathe at all when he said that.
I was like, "Well if he's sleeping over, you know I'm coming because I l-o-v-e him to death."
Chelsea kept calling him creepy and I kept saying he wasn't creepy.
He said thank you and I said your welcome.
Awwwwwww.................................................
They were playing spin the bottle and when it landed on Ivan I was like I'll kiss him.
But since we were talking on the phone I couldn't.
I'm gonna get him at school on Monday.
He is too damn fine.		  
     
 
Ughhh......   
03:07pm 17/04/2008
  I hate school.

In PE we had to run the mile [we walked though] and my stomach hurt really bad.
My stomach still hurts.

I'm sleepy, too.

I think I'm going to take a nap when I get home.

Howard and Beth are coming tomorrow.

Yay!

I heard this song this morning and it was awesome. It was called "Party People" by somebody and Fergie.

Well, I'm going to go now.

ILY!
- [RickiRandom]		  
     
 
   
09:27pm 16/04/2008
  Wade wants to go out with me again. Ughhhhh.......I don't know if I want him back or not. I'd like being not single but I'm not sure I'd like being not single with him. OMG, this is horrible.

ILY
- [RickiRandom]		  
     
 
At School   
02:53pm 16/04/2008
  So yeah, as you probably already know, I'm at school. I'm talking to Chelsea. She's talking about Tyre.............like always. I'm bored........OH, OH, guess what! Howard and his new girlfriend, Beth, are coming over Saturday. I'm looking forward to it. Well, I'm gonna go now.


ILY!
- [RickiRandom]		  
     
 
Well.....   
08:41pm 15/04/2008
  Ivan goes out with Maria! Ewwww..........That's horrible. Chelsea is trying to hook me up with Stephan [sp?], Arnold, and Michael. She's crazy. She doesn't know that the guy I want is the guy she's with. Tyre is sooooo awesome and I wish that he would just break up with Chelsea. I know that's bad but.........anyway my life is so drama-free at the moment so I don't really have too much to write. ILY!


- [RickiRealistic] AKA [RickiImaginary] AKA [RickiRisque]		  
     
 
Hi Everyone!   
01:31pm 12/04/2008
  So, RickiRealistic here.

I'm addicted to Ivan even though he's like the baddest guy in school. I went to Arcadia for spring break. It was pretty fun except for when we went to Turtle Beach. It reminded me of that beach from A Series Of Unfortunate Events.

Well, I can't think of anything else to say so bye.		  
     
 
I'm At School With Chelsea!   
03:08pm 27/03/2008
  So I'm in computer class. With Chelsea. And I gotta do something for Chelsea right now so bye.  
     
 
Yeah so....   
05:11pm 25/03/2008
  Today, I wrote on myself again. I wrote:


You're Like Poetry

Love never really lasts

Bleed it out

Damaged

I will fall for you

i.r. [initials for a very sexy person]

love me, leave me

Riot!

You got me doing things I never do

listen

I'll self-destruct and worse, you'll be there to see it happen

I'm breaking down


That's everything I wrote. So yesterday I was talking to Chris Alonzo on MyspaceIM. At break, I told Chelsea some of the things he was saying [some very nasty things]. Well it just so happened that Chris was standing with ♥Ivan♥. Chelsea took me over there and told Chris to stop talking to me on Myspace because I didn't like him and Ivan was like "ooooooooo". I love Ivan so much. He's just so sexy. That's pretty much the only exciting thing that happened today so I guess I'll talk to you tomorrow.		  
     
 
Today   
08:40pm 21/03/2008
  So, today I wrote all over my arm and I mean ALL over it. If you're wondering, I wrote:


Sexy, Can I!


You got me doing things I never do.


I fell for you.


Can you fix my h-e-a-r-t? Cuz it's d-a-m-a-g-e-d.


You're never wrong & I'm never right.


I hate everything about you. Why do I love you?


Love Me!


My secret love.


Baby, I won't tell.


What Hurts The Most.


Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again.Don't make me change my mind or I won't live to see another day. I swear it's true because a guy like you is impossible to find.


Yeah, so that's everything I wrote. I was going to talk to Ivan today but the Devils were standing around him [like always].


-Ricki Roo		  
     
 
Soooooo.........   
02:06pm 21/03/2008
  I'm at school right now. I found a way to get on Blurty at school. HaHaHaHa!  
     
 
Ivan =[   
05:51pm 19/03/2008
  Well, I asked him out and he said no.
So I was really depressed.
Until a few seconds ago when I found out that the only reason he said no was because he has a girlfriend.
Yeah, I felt really stupid.
But at least I've got a chance when they break up right.		  
     
 
 
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