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Tuesday, August 19th, 2003

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    Issues with family over relationships.
    Everyone is bitching at me about my boyfriend. He is 5 years older than me and I have been with him for about 2 months. My family doesn't agree with my choice and is maddened by my decision. My dad wants to get a restraining order but my mother and I have convinced him not to do so. Since Well, He lives about 300 miles away.We are devoted to each other very much so. Family members have gotten in fights with me over him and I. This relationship have ruined 6 relationships with me between family. I have yet fixed only one with someone I never wanted to hurt and I regret everything I have done to her.I;ve had guilt over rule my life by this one relationship. I have alwayz been a depresssed outcast but once I got with him I felt as I belonged and I was happy.My family over run my life playing guilt trips on me and making me feel as if I'm nothing.i feel they have disrespected me, but from their point of veiw. I have disrespected them in all wayz that are possible and they have nothign to do with me. I feel as if , if they were truely family they would support me in my decisions instead of putting me down and making me go to my depression state again.

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