Crazy Mixed-up Kid's Journal

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

8:37AM - "Turn around and Switch..."

Why?? Why do I have to get sick... My throat was sore this morning but I thought it was just the normal cold thing. I get to school pop a cough drop in my mouth and within minutes I feel like I'm going to puke everywhere. I might go home early, but I'll be back downtown for the things I need to do later.

On another note Dominique came over yesterday... while at my house she asked if she could make a phone call... guess who she called?? The girl she's cheating on me with! Exciting right?

Life Sucks... At Least I Have Renee...

Current mood: crappy

(5 Lovers | Love Me)

Wednesday, June 8, 2005

5:48PM

1. Think of the first word that comes to mind when you think of me.
2. Go to http://images.google.com/ and search for that word.
3. Reply to this post with one of the pictures on the first page of results (don't tell me the word).
4. Put this in your own blog so that I can do the same

(2 Lovers | Love Me)

10:20AM

I am so fucking sick of Jimmy blowing me off. Any time I ever try to make plans he is always cancelling on me. None of my friends ever want to do anything with me. I just hate the wya people treat me.

Current mood: crappy

(1 Lover | Love Me)

Thursday, June 2, 2005

9:41PM

"I’m so tired but I can’t sleep
Standin’ on the edge of something much too deep
It’s funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can’t be heard.."

(1 Lover | Love Me)

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

9:30AM

Okay I'm finally ready to admit it... I'm sick no question about it... I can say it's allergies all I want but I know thats not true I'm just plain ol', flat out, sick.
AND! I have a million and a half things to do this weekend. Gosh why can't life just be simple??
Today: MUN
Tommorrow: Maybe Prom Committee, Sarah M. Concert
Thursday: Yearbook and do all my homework
Friday: Get picked up from school by Whitney, get hair cut, take first driving lesson, Go to club (that I'm not old enough to go to (for free!)),
Saturday: Prom shopping, probably Ceremony (Is Kristen Foss going to be in this weekend??),
Sunday: Gay Prom

I'm sure I'm forgetting something but I feel like hell!

Current mood: sick
Current music: *Sniffle*

(1 Lover | Love Me)

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

11:16AM - NTS

May 21st - Venture Outdoors 11:30 - 2:30
May 29th - Gay Prom
June 4th - SATs
June 11th - ACTs
June 17th - Junior Prom
June 18th - PRIDE
June 19th - Aimee Mann (Arts Festival)
June 25th - Magic Penny Garden (Grad Project)
July 11th - My Birthday
July 28th - Leave For San Fran
August 26th - Arrive back in Pittsburgh

(3 Lovers | Love Me)

8:31AM - PROGRESS

I'm not as sad as I should be in my mind... I think I'm finally over it... CLOSURE

Current mood: surprised
Current music: Song from Secret Garden stuck in my head

(Love Me)

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

9:48AM

I can't believe how uncaring everybody is... I'm sitting in class and I want to cry. It shouldn't matter whos right and whos wrong or who did something stupid or mad a mistake. What should matter is that one of your friends is hurting and they need you to be there for them. Unconditional love... isn't that what friendship is about? Teenagers disgust me... in a mild manner of course because I am one.

I love you all
<3 Bre

Current mood: disappointed
Current music: The click click of Britney's Keyboard

(1 Lover | Love Me)

Monday, May 16, 2005

7:39PM - "Take This Moment And Be Selfish..."

Well this is some bullshit if I've ever seen it!!


What You Really Think Of Your Friends



Chris J. is your soulmate.
You truly love Megan Rees.
You consider Emma Blackman-Mathis your true friend.
You know that Sara Tamler is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Hilary Morgan for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Dominique Logan is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Tanasia Arthur is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Bill Snyder is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Bill Snyder changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Jimmy Newborg is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Jimmy Newborg has a hidden internet romance.



What Do You Think of Your Friends?

Current mood: sore
Current music: Alanis Morissette - Mary Jane

(1 Lover | Love Me)

9:12AM

Dig the propaganda

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(Love Me)

Monday, May 9, 2005

11:35AM - Boys is Pigs

"If an ugly girl asks you out don't turn her down... turn her over." Compliments of Russell Godek a.k.a. "The Pig"

(1 Lover | Love Me)

9:46AM

My ENGLISH teacher just used SLANG!! Slang!! What is this world comming to?! I am going to scream!

(1 Lover | Love Me)

Sunday, May 8, 2005

7:47PM - "Gotta Perform Miracles..."


Your Political Profile



Overall: 20% Conservative, 80% Liberal

Social Issues: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Personal Responsibility: 25% Conservative, 75% Liberal

Fiscal Issues: 50% Conservative, 50% Liberal

Ethics: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal

Defense and Crime: 0% Conservative, 100% Liberal



How Liberal / Conservative Are You?

Current mood: pissed off
Current music: Eminem - Business

(Love Me)

Saturday, May 7, 2005

9:13AM


The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.



What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

Current mood: satisfied

(Love Me)

Monday, May 2, 2005

12:29PM - "Oh Oh Oh Oh Oh You Don't Have To Go..."

Take your answers to the following, GIS them (that's Google Image Search, images.google.com, for those not in the know), and post the first picture that pops up from each (and these instructions) in your journal
Picture Answers )

Current music: Sheryl Crow - Dyer Maker

(1 Lover | Love Me)

Friday, April 29, 2005

4:20PM - Let Me Go...

It's sad when all of your little boys grow up. I like to remember my younger boys without 5 o'clock shadows. Before they all began to grow facial hair. It's a little more than mildly sad... : (

Current mood: disappointed
Current music: Three Doors Down - Let Me Go

(Love Me)

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

12:04AM - Slippin' Away

Well, for my last night in Pittsburgh for almost a week I went to Jimmy's house and hung out and played games. Then, Laura, Jimmy, and I went to the Shadow Lounge for open mic night (which was partially a dud but not quite). Laura gave me the cutest shirt I've ever seen and she made it with her own two hands!! It says "My heart is yours to fill or burst" from "Hands Down" - Dashboard Confessional. Isn't she the sweetest thing in the world??

BTW my show last night went REALLY good! I have little confidence in my performance skills and my voice, but I can say confidently "I WAS THE SHIT!"

Well E-town & Philly HERE I COME!

Current mood: cheerful
Current music: Sean Paul - Like Glue

(1 Lover | Love Me)

Sunday, April 24, 2005

11:02PM - This Used To Be The Place I Ran To...

A League of Their Own... seen it about 56 times still makes me cry every time...

Current mood: nostalgic
Current music: Used to Be My Playground - Madonna

(1 Lover | Love Me)

Friday, April 22, 2005

5:28PM - I should be studying, but I don't feel like it...

1. Of all the bands/artists in your cd/record collection, which one do you own the most albums by?: Dashboard Confessional

2. What was the last song you listened to? Steve McQueen - Sheryl Crow

3. What's in your CD player right now? I think a dance mix

4. What song would you say sums you up?

5. What's your favorite local band? I don't really listen to local bands anymore

6. What was the last show you attended? The Shins

8. What's the shittiest band you've ever seen in concert? Bright Eyes (I love the band, but the show itself sucked)

9. What band do you love musically but hate the members of?

10. What is the most musically involved you have ever been? I sing in shows I guess... I was asked to sing for a band once but it didn't work out

11. What show are you looking forward to? Chris Carrabba!!

12. What is your favorite band shirt? I think my Ramones shirt

13. What musician would you like to hang out with for a day? Chris Carrabba or Kurt Cobain (but since he's dead that's not bloody likely)

14. What musician would you like to hump for a day? That's a funny question which I won't answer

15. Metal question-Jeans and Leather vs. Cracker Jack clothes? wtF are cracker jack clothes!?

16. Sabbath or solo Ozzy? eh... neither?

18. Blackjack or solo Michael Bolton? im going with neither

19. Doesn't Primus suck? I don't know who this Primus is...

20. Name 5 favorite albums. The Swiss Army Romance ~Dashboard Confessional, A Mark, A Mission, A Brand, A Scar ~ Dashboard Confessional, Spiderman 2 Soundtrack (no not just because it has Dashboard on it), RENT, & Jagged Little Pill - Alanis Morissette


21. Did you know that filling out this survey makes you a music geek? no, but I'm ok with that

22. What was the greatest decade for music? The 80s and the 90s

23. How many music-related videos/dvds do you own? one

24. Do you like Journey? yes

25. What is your favorite movie soundtrack? RENT & Spider Man 2 & Here On Earth

26. What was your last musical "phase" before you wisened up? I don't think I went through a specific "phase"... Oh Wait Christian Rock

27. What's the crappiest CD/record/etc you've ever gotten? gotta be Anti Flag - "A New Kind Of Army" or The "Whats Going On" - All-Star Tribute CD

28. Do you prefer vinyl or CD? cd

01) Total volume of music files on my computer? 263 on this computer and like 1200 on my other computer (no repeated songs)

02) The last CD I bought was ... God It was probably "Swiss Army Romance" - DC in August 2003

03a) The last song I listened to before writing this was ...
Goodbye Earl ~ Dixie Chicks


03b) Song playing right now:
Alanis Morissette - Unsent

04) Five songs I listen to a lot or that mean a lot to me.

The Blowers Daughter - Damien Rice

If You Sleep - Tal Bachman

1000 Oceans - Tori Amos

Against All Odds - The Postal Service

Cowboy Take Me Away - Dixie Chicks

Current mood: bored
Current music: Rufus - Go Or Go Ahead

(Love Me)

2:03PM - Funness I have seen more movies than I thought

X THE ONES YOU'VE SEEN

(x) SLC PUNK
(x) American History X
( ) Cradle Of Fear
( ) Haggard
( )CKy 1,2,3,4
( )EvilDead1,2,3(army of Darkness)
(x) House of 1000Corpses
(x)Napoleon Dynamite
( )Saw
( )White Noise
(x)Anger Managment
(x)50 First Dates
( )Jason X
(x)Scream
(x)Scream 2
(x)Scream 3
(x)Scary Movie
(x)Scary Movie 2
( )Scary Movie 3
(x)American Pie
(x)American Pie 2
(x)American Wedding
(x)Harry Potter
(x)Harry Potter 2
(x)Harry Potter 3
(x)The Wedding Singer
(x)Little Black Book
( )The Village
(x)Donnie Darko
( )Lilo & Stitch
(x)Finding Nemo
(x)Finding Neverland
(x)13 Ghosts
(x)Signs
( )The Grudge
( )Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( )White Chicks
(x)Butterfly Effect
(x)Thirteen
(x)I Robot
( )Dodgeball
( )A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( )Along Came A Spider
( )KingPin
(x)Never Been Kissed
(x)Meet The Parents
( )Meet The Fockers
(x)Eight Crazy Nights
(x)A Cinderella Story
(x)The Terminal
(x)The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( )Passport To Paris
(x)Dumb & Dumber
( )Dumb & Dumberer
(x)Final Destination
(x)Final Destination 2
(x)requiem for a dream
( )Halloween
(x)The Ring
(x)Practical Magic
(x)Chicago
( )Ghost Ship
(x)From Hell
(x)Hellboy
(x)Secret Window
(x)I Am Sam
(x)The Whole Nine Yards
( )the whole ten yards
(x)The Day After Tomorrow
( )Child's Play
(x)Bride of Chucky
(x)Ten Things I Hate About You
(x)Just Married
(x)Gothika
(x)A Nightmare on Elm Street
( )Sixteen Candles
(x)Joy Ride
(x)Seven
(x)Identity(I think)
(x)Lone Star
( )Cujo
( )A Bronx Tale
(x)Darkness Falls
( )Christine
(x)IT
( )Children of the Corn
(x)Maid in Manhattan
( )Frailty
(x)How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x)She's All That
(x)Calender Girls
( )Sideways
(x)Ever After
(x)Forrest Gump
( )Big Trouble in Little China
( )Jeepers Creepers
( )Jeepers Creepers 2
(x)Catch Me If You Can
(x)The Others
(x)Freaky Friday
( )Reign of Fire
(x)Cruel Intentions
(x)The Hot Chick
(x)Swimfan
( )Miracle
(x)Old School
( )Ray
(x)The Notebook
( )K-Pax
(x)Lord of the Rings
(x)Lord of the Rings 2
(x)Lord of the Rings 3
( ) The Crow
( ) The Punisher
( ) Summer of Sam
(x) Bridget Jones's Diaries
( ) Bridget Jones's Diaries: The Edge of Reason
(x) Blade: Trinity
(x) 8 Mile
( ) Suburbia
(x)Fight Club
(x)The Princess Bride

Current mood: accomplished
Current music: Rufus - Cigarettes and Chocolate Milk

(Love Me)

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