Well... I'm back and I don't know how I feel about it. I feel really empty except for this occasional suffocating feeling. The only person who called me back after the million and one phone calls I made was Laura. She and I are going to the movies tommorrow. I don't really know where I want to be right now. I don't want to be in Pittsburgh and I don't want to be in Cali. Although if it weren't for the trail work I would definetly want to be in San Francisco with all of those people. I thought I would happy to be back but so far it's been pretty lonely. I can't breathe sometimes I feel so small and other times I just want to cry. Maybe Laura will cure me tommorrow. Who knows? Until then...
Mr. Oliver is crazy he brings his personal life into our class all the time like we actually care! Aw that was a little harsh I'm just really tired and I have a lot of work I should make up... DID ANYBODY RECORD THE GGS THINGY??
I hope one day someone will feel like that about me...
Me = Tired and Bruised
Death... Burps... and Farts... Don't you love Mr. Oliver??
Alright let me fill you in on the events of this weekend...
Supposed to be a birhtday movie day... turned a little sour. We didn't do anything we planned at ALL that day. Even when our first plans of movieness got broken, the plans we made in the place of that got broken. Then I had to ride the bus home by myself after midnight (thanks Rae).
Went out got my hair cut. Renee got mad at me because I said I might not be able to meet her at 5:00. But I made it. Then I ended up waiting for her for 3 HOURS!! But it was worth it. When I arrived to see her, she and Dominique planned a surprise birthday picnic. It was small but soooo very special. Then we went to Squirrel Hill to Adam's birthday party. Where a good time was had until... Dominique threw up over he deck then started making out with this random chick. THEN... the cops came and we all ran out the back door. Dominique tried to go home with that strange girl, but I wouldn't let her. So my dad picked us up. The car didn't move 2 feet before Dom started throwing up again IN MY CAR. She also threw up on my shoulder that was great! Let me tell you. My dad cleaned the car up and Renee cleaned my shoulder because I couldn't look at it. We all went home. Then I had to stand outside until 2:00 in the morning arguing with Whitney because I was supposed to go to Kat's party afterwards but I was not up to it at that point.
I woke up pretty sick from that party. I think I had my first hang over... Nobody was home everybody had plans... it felt like my 16th birthday all over again. Renee cancelled her plans with Jackie to come over and make cookies with me (mind you we didn't end up making them until 10:00). My parents took us out to Damon's for dinner. We got to watch the Simpsons and Family Guy while eating dinner. I WAS PSYCHED! Then we went home and made Sugar cookies, chocooate chip cookies, and rice crispie treats. Renee left at 11:30. I stayed up until 2 playing SIMS 2 UNIVERSITY!!
NOW I HAVE DARK CIRCLES UNDER MY EYES...
I ALSO HAVE A DYKEY HAIR CUT...
MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 4 DAYS!!
MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 5 DAYS!!
Lemme jump on the ACT band wagon to take my mind off of things...
Rhetorical Skills 16/18
Plane Geometry 13/18
Soc. Studies 11/18
Science 20/36 (Pretty good for making patterns in the bubbles)
Doesn't she think we have enough relationship problems already?! Now she has to create ones that didn't even need to happen. I don't even know what to say...
A age of first kiss: I think 12
B best friend: I've given up on those
C crush: My beautiful Gf Renee
D dad's name: Mike
E easiest person to talk to: Jamie N.
F favorite bands at the moment: Still Dashboard but Black Eyed Peas comes in a close second
G gummy bears or gummy worms: bears definetly
H hometown: Pittsburgh
I instruments: piano, flute, guitar, voice (all not very well)
K kids: none but I want 7
L last person mad at: I think it was Renee (sorry baby)
M mom's name: Patricia
N nicknames: Bre, Brenda, Breanna, benna, blenda... etc
O one wish: For me to not disappoint anyone
P phobia[s]: drowning
Q favorite quote: "Trying to be someone else is a waste of the person you already are" - Kurt Cobain
R reason to smile: a million and a half things
S song last sang: "Don't Cha" - Pussycat Dolls
T time you woke up today: 11:30?
U unknown fact about me: I'm not very mysterious
V vegetable you hate: GREEN BEANS!
W worst habit(s): Probably procrastination and avoiding confrontation
X x-rays you've had: a million yet I've never broken ANYTHING!
Y yummy food : Pizza
Z zodiac sign : Cancer
She is so cute! I won't go into deatil but lets just leave it at that she slow danced with me in my bedroom.... I love her so much
13 DAYS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY!! Sara's gonna make cake! I have a girlfriend!... and she loves me! Today is not all that good... but great at the same time!
List 20 & Answer Questions-----
List twenty people you know.
12. Britney C.
14. Matt D.
16. Eric W.
17. Emily F.
18. Brittany J.
19. Adam H.
* Who is ..8 going out with? He just broke up with Evin
* Is ..9 a boy or a girl? A girl
* Would ..11 and ..2 make a cute couple? Hmmmm don’t think so
* How about ..18 and ..4? Of course! We all know how gay Brit J. Is!
* What grade is ..17 in? She is a Junior in H.S.
* When was the last time you talked to ..12?: Monday
* What is ..6's favorite band? Backstreet Boys or Christina Aguilera
* Does ..1 have any siblings? Yes 1 sister
* Would you ever date ..3? In fact I already have
* Would you ever date ..7? haha Another gay boy....same answer
* Is ..16 single? yes
* What's ..15's last name? Snyder
* What's ..10's middle name? Shit… I don’t remember… is it Ruth??
* What's ..5's favorite thing to do? Play hockey and make movies
* Is ..13 hot? Not hot persay but attractive in her own way
* Would ..14 and ..19 make a good couple? Nah 2 straight boys
* What school does ..20 go to? City High
* Tell me a random fact about ..11? When I am talking about her to my friends who don’t know her I call her my cute little black Christian (I guess that’s not really about her but oh well)
* And ..1? He came out to his parents on New Years Eve 2003/2004
* And ..3: She is the most normal girl I have ever dated
* Have you ever had a crush on ..15? as weird as it is… yes
* Where does ..9 live? Got Me
* What's ..4's favorite color? Um…. Something bright? Or maybe black
* Would you makeout with ..14? oh hell yes
* Are ..5 & ..6 best friends? They don’t even know each other
* Does ..7 like .. 20? they have no idea who the other one is
* Does ..8 like ..19? once again they don’t know each other
* How did you meet ..2? GLCC
* How did you meet ..18? class
* Does ..10 have any pets? Yes she has pretty kitties
* Is ..12 older than you? I think so
* Is .. 17 the sexiest person alive? Sure y not?
Least Liked Girl In Middle School... Who knew I'd grow up to be a heart breaker?
Okay I'm slightly disappointed with my SAT scores, but hey I did alright.
Critical Reading 630
Total Score: 1720
I don't want to be stressed out anymore...
You are Alice!
You are femme and very talkative. You are very
oppinionated and artistic. You are bisexual
and can't figure out which one to be with...you
feel the need to choose one sex over the other
being the better. You want to find love and
get frustrated with concept. Slow down, enjoy
life, and have fun....and try not to be a
Which L Word cast memeber are you?
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you are MARINA...dark and brooding, your sexiness
lies in your intelligence and wit. the object
of your affection wont be able to resist your
charms for long!
Which Character from The L Word are You???
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Bette - You're driven! You don't let anything or
anyone get in your way. You've got high morals
(though you don't always follow them yourself,
right miss monogamy?!). It might be a good idea
to stop keeping all you're issues bottled up
inside and actually appreciate it when someone
tries to help you out a little. It might also
be a good idea to please try to control you're
bitchiness sometimes too.
Which L Word Character are you?
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So Prom last night.... It was kinda iffy at first but then Chris J. came up to me and we did our forgiveness thing... you have no idea how good it felt to hug him again. I had a really good time!
But besdies that I hads a crazy ass dream last night. I was on a class trip with my class (of course). A lot of crazy stuff happened but the most crazy thing was that Russ DIED! The funeral was so sad... I even cried!... : (
Well I hope everybody had a good time last night... See y'all Monday!
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