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Saturday, November 15th, 2003

Subject:Saves the Day and Taking Back Sunday Showwwwww
Time:2:12 am.
Mood:drained.
Music:Holly Hox Forget me Nots.
omggggg it was soo fucking awesome....and soo many hot guyyyyys...but chris conley<3 was the hottest of course...i cant even describe how great lastnight was...i had soo much funn...the lead singer of TBS was hanging upside down right over me and ang..gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh..and chris conley was just soo awesome like usual...the first band was good too...i think they were like..moneen or something..aw man but i think the highlight of the night was when saves the day was playing the last song..and this ugly kid leaned over to ang and was like...wanna hook up...i was laughing so hard i had to run over to lindz and lis and tell them...then lindz was screaming whore...ah man what a night... hah..and me and ang were running back toward the stage..cuz std was playing firefly...and i jumped up in the air to see chris conleys hottness...and some guy turned around and i bashed my jaw on this shoulder...my jaw felt like it was about 2 inches to the right after that...but it was worth it...gah there was this really hotttttt kid infront of us with dark curly hair and he was moving his head all weird and shit it was soo cute.. i could go on and on about this....hmm lets see...angie crowd surfed twice...and i stayed with some kid we met..then she found us again..we were really close to the front sometimes...cuz i just kept pushing my way thru all the guys...right now im like dead...i cant hear..or talk..and im sick now..and my whole body hurts...BUT its a good hurt cuz it was from a saves the day and tbs show..woooo...i waited like 3 and a half months...and it was sooo worth itttttttt..noww i need the mall to make my weekend complete....

if we could see each other sometime
if i could somehow make u mine
and if not ill take my rusty spoons
and dig out your blue eyes
ill swallow them down to my colon
there gonna burn like hell tonight
cuz your beautiful
just not on the inside
light comes from within
and your beaming eyes don;t seem so bright
<3333333




tragically yours
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Sunday, October 19th, 2003

Subject:When ur left with only a bullet ill bring the trigger n a promise to pull it...
Time:2:20 am.
Mood:anxious.
Music:thricccccceeeeeee.
la la la ..well my computers being gayyyy again...and i havent ben able to update forever...man o man this is killing meee... well this is my weekend sooo farr..

friday*went to school...we had a prep rally...so they let us outta school like 20minutes early...it was awesome.. then i went with Kristin to cinemark so she could pick up her last check...then i went home..and i fell asleep till like 630...then i got up...and got ready and that fun stuff...and went to the mall at like 8...and met Chelsea and Erica there..then i found Patrick...then we looked for a dress for Chels for her homecoming dance..Patrick was standing in the window of the deb pretending to be a statue and scaring people...it was funny...then me and Patrick walked around for awhileee..then he had to leave...so i found Jim and his friend...and we sat on a bench till i found Joshie and Carn...then i walked around with them looking for ang but i never found her..then me Joshie and Carn got kicked outt cuz we were screaming and being too loud and all that shhheeeeeiiittt..so then we went backk to my house...and i made bagel bites and chicken fingers for them...and they drank all my soda...and were doing tricks on my deck...that doesnt have any other parts on it yett...silly boys...they left around like...11:15...and i sat on the computer and then wennnt to sleeeeep..

saturday* hmm tonight was my homecoming dance...it was pretty good...except that Axie got extremely bad at mee...cuz i danced with Brian...and then later tonight i was talking to her straighting everything out...and my computer shut down...and by the time i got back on she was gone...and i hope shes not mad aboutt that.. i felt really bad for Em tonight...cuz she got like totally dicked over...man o man...some guys are just...BLAHH..too much drama at dances mann....and i was caught like in the middle of it all...after the dance.. me Kristy and Brian went to the phily diner and met Em, Jess, Amanda, Sean, Jeff, and other peoples there...but like..the whole fucking school was there and by the time we woulda got a table it woulda ben like 12...so we all left...vvvvveeeerrrrrrrryyyyyyyy good night tho.. :) ..gahh well its like 2:30 in the morning...and hopefully tmm ill be going to look for my camera....i cannnt wait till i get itt gahh..soo excited...well well well...goodnight person that is reading this... i love you loser..
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Monday, October 13th, 2003

Subject:joe is cool
Time:10:13 pm.
Mood:cold.
Music:taking back sunnndayy babbbby.
hmm my weekend was full of...weekendness..well here it all is...

friday*school...then mall with brenna...and we met cookie muffin paulie adam-la and his brother carl there...patrick was there...but i never found him..urghh..I GOT MY SAVES THE DAY TAKING BACK SUNDAY TICKET!!! WOO.. annnd i got thrice cddddd..then i found erica dear and brian was there...and chris and other muffin were there..i only hung out with them for like 15minutes..while me erica and bren were waiting for my madre to come..then i went home...sat on the computer...then slepttt..

saturday*i went to eastern state penitentiary with Megan, Connor, my mom, Judy(megs mom), and Lynda(conors mom)..it wasnt as good as i thought it was gonna be..i was like deaf the rest of the night from meg screaming in my ear..then i came home at like 9..and like 5 minutes after getting home i went to the movies with ang and lis..we saw dickie roberts...it looked really stupid...but it was actually pretty good...im probally just saying that cuz corey feldman is in it ...o man hes my idol..well that was my saturday nighht..

sunday*i slept...and went on the computer..and slept...doesnt that sound funnn

monday* didnt have school...woo i went to acmoore and got fabric paint pens..and i went to the mall with samee and maddy...they got tickets for alkaline trio.. me and mad made samee try on this dress for homecoming...and she tried to put it on over her head...and she got like stuck...it was great...me and maddy were literally rolling on the floor like crying...ang amanda chris and lisa were there too...then they were with taylor and andy..and somemore people i dunno..

hmm i gotta go do homework...and its soooooo freeeeezing...gahhh... I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
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Monday, September 29th, 2003

Subject:the monkey will bite.
Time:7:56 pm.
Mood:bored.
Music:senses fail <3.
uhgg i think i have mono ive ben sick and sleept for like two weeks...eep i just woke up...its like almost 8..and i went to sleep at 430....shoot me in the fuckinnnnng face...well i dont think anything happened in school today...well our lunch table got seperated cuz there was two many of us...so me Josh Joanna Adam and Gavin sit at another table now...of course me and Joanna went and sat with the guys...and Jim cut gym and came to my lunch today...that kids a fucking crackhead...he scares the hell outta me...and Joanna deffinately likes him...eeep..Dayna darling brought me the pink hair dye! wee ...now all i gotta get is bleach to bleach parts outt im soo happy..i think Joanna and Joe should deffinately go out..i told Axie my little secret...and she was like torturing Joanna cuz she didnt know....so i told her...and she was like aww how cute...and she wasnt mad phhheww...oyeaa i gotta go to ac moore so i can get stuff to make shirts...i have to make Joanna a kiss me im a pirate one...alot cheaper annnnnd better than the fucking hot topic on mannn...my computers being really extremely gay...i think i have to like murderrrr it...bahahahaha...eww eww eww when i was in algebra gavin was like alison u got with tori...GAHHHHHHHHH....somekid craig told creampuff kid...and creampuff told gavin and i was like what the fuck!?! who the hell is craig....atleast i should know the people that talk about me man..eeek oyea me Em and Jess went to belloaks for like a second today..we saw nathan and charles....eeep...well im done writing for the momennnnt...



your.teenage.whore
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Sunday, September 28th, 2003

Subject:so whats another day, i can't bare these nights of thoughts of going on without you
Time:1:16 am.
Mood:ditzy.
Music:taking back sunday <33.
why hello there...tonight wasnt as bad as last night...i went to the mall...againnnn...but this time i went with and Em and Jess..and we met Samee and Maddy there...and we talked to the guitartist from losing ground! woo..he said he was ..and Ag was like no ur not! it was funny...and like she cried...even funner...then we saww Joe and his two friends...hes soo awesome...then we saw Brian and Jon...and some other kid...la la la it was just anothhher night...not exxxxtra bad like lastnight..and not exxxxxtra good like...dunno when...but i dont no what else to write...haha oyeaaa Em got asked out on a date by a gangsterrrr...o my o my...whats this world coming to...i do not know...well tmm i think im hanging out with Angie...Nicks coming to westville..hmm its like 2 in the morning...i think i should go sleep...la la la buh byess

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Saturday, September 27th, 2003

Subject:crack my head open on your kitchen floor to prove to you i have brains..
Time:11:46 am.
Mood:bouncy.
Music:alkaline trio all the way mann.
hmm well yesterday was funn...but last night was eeep...well after school i went to Joannas housee..we walked home with Tony Brian and Adam...me Tony and Joanna went back to her house...hungout for awhile...Joanna did my hair...and soaked Tony with the water bottle thingy...hehe...then Brian and Adam came back...and we went to Tonys..we hung out there for awhile...and sniffed sour baby bottle pop sugar..haha then me and Joanna went back to her house to eat...but Brian and Tony had to bring her purse over cuz she left it there...and Adam left...then we ate....and me Joanna Tony and Paulie went to the mall...then we met Joe there...i got a shirt...and i found edward scissorhands for Joanna..then we met up with RJ and his friend....badddddd idea...now i remember why i call him EX...hmm well Joanna wanted his friend so like she was all with him...then Brian and Adam came..and Joanna was like ignoring Brian even tho there going out and like...eep..well then we saw Brain Dave and Jon.. and RJ like..hit on Brian....uhgg one exboyfriend hitting on another...WHAT THE FUCK!! some gangster kids walked up and they were all looking at me and were like..."are yous skaters" and i was like ..nahh im a gangster all the way...and he asked if i thought he was a gangster...so of course i didnt lie..since like every ugly guy in the world is a gangster...and he was uuuuugggggllllllyyyyy..Joanna and Joe and all of them kept leaving me and Brian and Adam...but thats ok...cuz i didnt wanna be with RJ and she did..then it was 10 and we were all getting picked up...so Joanna Joe Paulie and Tony all went to get picked up somewheres else and i guess RJ and his friend just went with them...and me Brian and Adam went to like ruby tuesday to get picked up...i gave them hugggs and left...now im spiking my hair...and its working!! holy shit i have liberty spikes.......fucking awesome...well ive typed enough... bye


your.teenage.whore
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Thursday, September 25th, 2003

Subject:bloody kisses from poison lips leave lovers dead in ditches.
Time:10:27 pm.
Mood:blank.
Music:a.fire.inside.
hmm well since my computer is hella gay...i only can write like everyother day...well today..i went to school...and Gavin took my lipsgloss!! he had it for 4th 5th 6th and 7th prd...i was depressed!!...then me and Joanna attack him and we got it back...I dont know why he wanted lipgloss but...umm yeaaa..hah..well nothing important/cool happened today...just a boring old day...yah yah yah..tomorrow is friday!!...right after school im going to Joanna's house..then i dunno what were doing...then mall lattter...wee....Patricks going...and i think Brians going...and wee...and i told RJ to go...but i dunno if hes gonna...i gotta get someone to put a picture in the background of my journal...im getting sick of it...i might need to go back to bleedingxoheart...or make a new one...hopefully someone will have a code for live/dead/u journal soon...cuz i want oneeeee...hmmf... hah yesterday...me and Angela almost got raped by some old ugly mexican...gahh...it was freakky...Braaaaahenna just got on...funn funn....my stupid computer wont stop mooing at me...its freakin me out ...epp...hah i was trying to open my locker today..and the cool kid thats lockers next to min went to pick up his book in front of my locker...just as i went to kick my locker open...ekk...ouuch...but i didnt mean to!!.. hmm maybe i should stop rambling...or maybe not...i really feel like skating but im deffinately getting my camera before i get the rest of my board...i cannnnnt wait...im deffinately getting it before november!!! weee...im gonna take pictures of everything....hmm my pictures are alittle...epp...uhh....kinky? hah whatever u wanna call them..Em likes tom..there cute...but like there not going out...yet...and shes being gay and wont ask him out...hmm im tired...even tho i came from school and slept till 6...then my mom made me get up and eat...i deffinately think i have mono...hah ....im gonna go around and makeout with random guys that compliment my lipgloss...and get the whole world sick....funn funn...or i could go around and makeout with random guys for funn!hmm soo all plans for this weekend...as of right now..
friday*mall with Joanna hehehe
saturday*mall with Samee..and Joe.. hehehe
sunday*gah fuck sunday..
im such a goddamn mallrat..owell.. im stilllll on a mission to find Samee a boyfriend...i want her to be happy!!..even tho boyfriends/just some guys...make things worse and are the reason things get screwed up..
I havent hungout with ang..since like 2 weeks ago...so sadd...i miss that crackhead!!..shes grounded now tho cuz she took the bus to the moorestown mall with nick and christian or something and like her mom had to come get here...something like that ...nick was telling me...hes a cool kid...im happy for ang and him...there soo fucking cute...sux that he lives all the way in bridgeton tho..hmmf..well im in a chat thingy with RJ and people i dunno..buh byess

your.teenage.whore
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Sunday, September 21st, 2003

Subject:my wonderful? weekend...
Time:12:36 pm.
Mood:awake.
Music:new saves the day <33.
hmmmm ok weelllllll this is what i did all weeeeeekend...

friday- we didnt have school...woo...so i went out with em and her mom to the mall to get em clothes...then we came home...i cleaned my room and em ate my food...then we went backkk to the mall and met tom and kevin there....there verrry cool...then we met jim and jim there...and everything was danddddy...i thhhought...i guess i thought wrong...but it was a wonderful friday night at the mall..yah yah yah...and blah blah blah...gahh there was a scarrrrry clown outside of the halloween store...and em watched up to it and was like shes scared of clowns and it came near me...EKKKKKKK...so i screamed at em...then tom was being chased around by a little kid...and they were all having sword fights...and me and em had to leave...and we went home yah yah yah...and that was fffffrrrrriiiiiiiddddddaaaaaayyyyy

saturday-well i went to ericas...and hungout with her josh and this kid ..kyle for awhile...then daynas mom picked us up...and we went to her house and hungout with her and jim...and it was funn....i sat on matt watts from the starting lines skateboard!!!gahh i shoulda took it!! bahahaha!!...then this cool chik jeana came...and then this cool chik robin came...and we had a giant orgy in the hall...haha...well well it was a fun night....hah josh almost fell of the top bunk...and like...he knocked this juice thing over and he was like dying...and it was really funny...when josh and jim left...we sat around and talked...then robin left..and jeana fell asleep...and me dayna and erica went on the computer...and me and jim broke up...cuz ...it was gay...and like we never saw eachother anyyyyways..now i can just be a whore and makeout with random guys in the hall hahahaha...mann i got in a "fight" with em...i dunno i was only doig what i think is right..but yah yah yah..that was like sattturdaaaayy...oyyyyeaaa.....and we all had hotttt lesbiann sexxxxx...haha


ah hah...now im gonna put my new thingys i wrote...even tho they SUCKKKKKKKKKK...bahahaa..

you touch is like a cold winters night. it gives me chills through my whole body. i pray for those nights you would hole me and protect me from the outside, when really, all i need protecting from is you. discard the pieces of my heart that once belonged to you. you left me broken and bruised inside and out. what is there left for me to do? Leave me, in this cold world, all alone without you by myside. and ill finally realize i dont need you for my world to become bright once again.

i actually wrote this second one...believe it or not...its wayyyyyy to nice for me dude..

on lonely rainy nights such as this, i lie awake in bed wishing you were here with me. for hours, i think about the comfort of your body next to mine, holding me tight. for once id forget about this ugly world and think about nothing but you and me. every moment spent with you keeps me alive. you show me there is one good thing in this fucked up world...love


ok well well well...im gonna go like...die...hahaha

your.teenage.whore
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Wednesday, September 17th, 2003

Subject:gahhhh
Time:5:23 pm.
Mood:sick.
Music:sublime.
soo bored...i didnt go to school today cuz im sick...so i got to sleep till 3 it was awesome... i cant wait till the weekend...gahh its almost hereeee hmm well...well...well...i need to go to the store to get makeup...but i cant moooooove...i think tmm is joshs first day at triton...aw ive missed him...i havent seen him in forever...i hopes hes in my lunch or somethingg..welll..la la la...i just had a interesting conversation with rj about why we broke up...hah...
x oUt2getU69 x: u "heart" a different girl each day
playing4AFI: if u dont want me 2 i wont
x oUt2getU69 x: what?
playing4AFI: and its every 6 hours
x oUt2getU69 x: same thing
x oUt2getU69 x: thats even worser
playing4AFI: i know
x oUt2getU69 x: why do u do that tho
playing4AFI: u did it to me!!!!!!!!!!
playing4AFI: ur fault
playing4AFI: u made me this way!
x oUt2getU69 x: oyeaa all my fault
x oUt2getU69 x: lemme tell u
playing4AFI: yupyupyup
x oUt2getU69 x: i didnt do anything but like u..
playing4AFI: and dump me
playing4AFI: for someone else
x oUt2getU69 x: i didnt dump u for anyone..
x oUt2getU69 x: and i dumped u cuz u were accusing me of doing shit with dave
playing4AFI: he said use were
x oUt2getU69 x: but were werent..
playing4AFI: hmmm
playing4AFI: ok then
x oUt2getU69 x: u didnt even ask me...u told me i did
playing4AFI: oh yeah
playing4AFI: i asked em and angie
x oUt2getU69 x: yea and i didnt
x oUt2getU69 x: u asked like everyone except me....and im the one u were supposed to "trust"
playing4AFI: but
playing4AFI: i know
x oUt2getU69 x: same thing
x oUt2getU69 x: if u no then y didnt u
playing4AFI: cuz i didnt know wat to do
x oUt2getU69 x: believe me...i never and i wouldnt of cheated on u
x oUt2getU69 x: i liked u ALOTTTT
playing4AFI: im sry'
x oUt2getU69 x: too late now..

duuddddddeee im soo bored...it should be like...11 so i can go sleep again...mann im hyper tho...i need to run around...but then ill puke...gahh...i need mallllllll...i think im gonna bleach out streaks in my hair and do them hot pink...cuz like hot pink streaks in red hair doesnt match...and I LUVVVV IT.. well dayna said that she has pink hair dye and i can have it if she can find it...shes a cooool girl.. hmm well im gonna go ill write once something interesting happens...

your.teenage.whore
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Monday, September 15th, 2003

Subject:i dont wanna feel this pain no more
Time:9:43 pm.
Mood:sick.
Music:coheeeeed and cambriaaaa....duhh.
hmm well....i dont feel good....blahh....im gonna get like the flu or some shit i no....well i have like a cold or something...and i think a fever...and then i was hanging out with amanda....and we walked around in the pouring rain...and like....yea...got ...wet...mann today was boring...and i feel like im gonna puke now...cuz ang just told me something...i wanna hangout with jim....grrrrrr....and like someday this week i wanna hangout with brian... hmm friday i need to go to the mall....i think ang is gonna try to get nick to go....thatd be cool...nicks an awesome kid...aw and em found a emo guy...he seems really cool...and i think hes in my lunch...dunno...but aww im happy for her...and yah yah yah....well im deffinately gonna go sleep soon...la la la buh byess

last thoughts...
1.poor ang!!
2.im soo gonna puke
3.soo confused..


your.teenage.whore
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Saturday, September 13th, 2003

Subject:when happiness is based on lies..its to hard to tell the truth
Time:4:06 pm.
hmm well i couldnt write lastnight cuz my computer was being gayyyyyy...soo ill write now...well me mad ang and samee went to the mall and met kristin kathryn beth and jenna there....then we met lewis bob and more guys i dunno....then jim and mike came...and there was like 15 of us...geeez...me jim and mike lost the rest of them...so like we ended up sitting on every bench we saw....cuz they wouldnt walk aroundddd with me...we kept finding these two other kids..and they lost everyone too...it was really confusing..we finally found everyone...and we all hungout..samee was upset....i really hope shes all better now...
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Tuesday, September 9th, 2003

Subject:just forget it...just like you forgot about me...
Time:2:59 pm.
Mood:cold.
hmm well just got home from school...boring old day...like usual...hmm well ill write about yesterday...since i didnt write yesterday...hah...well after school..me and em went to the rec...and we called bren and we went and waiting for her on the corner...and her sister thought we were prostitutes!! yay!! then we walked down near collins...and he was skating with some otherkid so we went and talked to himthen we went to walgreens...and bren bought like $10 of candy for us too all eat..then we walked up to dominics and collin and the kid were out in the parkinglot skating...so we hungout with them for awhile...then jim came....and we all walked around...and i was carrying collins skateboard...and bren kept trying to take it from me...roahhhhhhhhhh...then we went to the eagle cuz my mom had to come get us...cuz em had to be home by 7...blahhh....and demeech was there biking with some other kidd....and then he was supposed to come over...but he didnt...dunno....me and em ased demeech to go out with kristy ...but noooo cuz hes stupid....no no no i love demeecH..hmm well then when wre came home bren came over...and we sat around...listened to music...then went for a little walk...she left at 9....then i was on the phone with jim...till like...11?.dunno...hmm i wonder what im doing todayyyy...well well well...i need food....la la la byee
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Sunday, September 7th, 2003

Subject:QUIZ! mwhahaha
Time:6:31 pm.
Mood:bouncy.
.x. what is your first memory of me:
.x. how long have we been friends:
.x. tell about one memory we share together:
.x. name one thing you really don't like about me:
.x. name one thing you really do like about me:
.x. if you could give me a gift what would it be:
.x. have we ever gotten in a fight & about what:
.x. have we ever hugged:
.x. have we ever danced with each other:
.x. have i ever offended you:
.x. what is something embarrassing that i've done:
.x. what do i usually look like when you see me:
.x. what do i say all the time\whats my catch phrase:
.x. do you think we will be friends in 5 years:
.x. do you think i am bitchy:
.x. what advice would you give me, in general:
.x. wanna make out:
.x. suggest a band / cd for me to listen to:
.x. is there a song that reminds you of me:

take it nowwww haha
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Subject:andreas 21st bdayy
Time:6:20 pm.
Mood:confused.
Music:dashboard- best deceptions.
im bored...maybe ill make annnnother journal...hah...well andreas coming over later...for her cake and shitt...woo shes 21...last night she told me and ang shed buy us achohol...gahhh i love my sisterrrr...hmm i need some quizzes for this journal...i think ill go find some cuz i dont feel like making them...la la la byeeeeee

final thoughts...
1.damn im confuseddd..
2.what have i gotten myself into here...
3.what a pickle..heh dont askk
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Subject:neww journalllll
Time:2:49 pm.
Mood:determined.
Music:la la la.
heh this is my journallllllllllllllll...weeee...if i can get a code im gonna make a ujournal too....but i dunno if i can get a code...soo yeaaaa...hmmmm i need something to do today....i dont feel like sitting arounnnnnd...lalala bye
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