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[15 Dec 2004|06:12pm] |
Well today isn't the best day ....My mom had to have surgery and shes doing ok but is in pain ..i wish her well... *muah!!
And today at work it was hectic. I had alot to do and my job im running will take up to about 9 more hrs.. boredum! And now we have no running water in the shop building.... so we can't get coolant to the machines... not good b.c my machine alone takes 25, 5 gal. buckets. And i had about 2 gal. left bad very bad... if the machine runs out it will shut off it self.. def. not good, major reck!
Tomorrow is 6 months for Dustin and I... hehe
Anywho ill update later...
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OK well lets see i haven't updated in like FOREVER! Yesturday Dustin took me to 34th street.... we couldn't find it at first but all in all i had a great time.....
Today hung out with Alesia... god i love that girl..... fun times as always!
Well I don't know what else to realli say.. but fuckin' comment bitches and i promise the next time im at dustin's ill update... love ya all!!
<3 Jen
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Sucks being sick... I've missed two days of work. I needed the break b.c yea i love my job but work sucks. But wish i didnt have to miss b.c i really do need the money, but oh well i wouldn't be able to the job best being sick. Dustin was sweet he brought me meds. and some juice last night. God i love that boy.
Wed. We all went up to the courts to play basketball... Anthony was there, it was kool to talk to him again, glad to hear all is good for him and he is still w/ his g/f which is great b.c they're awesome together! Im glad everything is working out for him.
After that we went to Denny's the service at first sucked! But then the best waitress came in so its all good. I had fun... but it would have been better if i wasnt sick.
Thursday i didnt do anything but lay in bed and every now and then i would talk to Dustin... I felt so bad... i think all together yesturday i was up for about 3hrs.
Today Dustin is suppose to stop by... which is cool. Even though im sick and my mom siad no one could come over i talked her into letting him come for a few. I miss him! Im feeling a little better tho. Medicine is finally kicking in. So im just layin around listening to that good ol' country music!
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[14 Sep 2004|11:13pm] |
There's some people around here in my life.... i don't think ill ever truely understand them.. i mean i want to and they truely are deep down a great person... but i don't know they're weird!!!!
Anywho... last night the crew went to play basketball, but i was late due to i was doing something for my mom... that yes was very important. And when we finally got there they wanted to do something else but didnt know what so we took Vic to his car. And i called them and they were liek well we got to go home at 10... after one had these big thing bout me not doing anything with them anymore which def. is not true. But anyway, they said beens i was late they didnt want to do anything so the whole 10 thing was a lie. But whatever its cool.... i dont realli get why they caused a big thing about me though when turn around they basically cancel on me. But its kool with me im over it. So anyway A few of us go to Denny's. Yes fun times there as always. Vic got water spilt all over him by Dustin. Then when the waiter was bringing us new drinks he put the tray down and the drinks just went bye bye. It was hilarious though.. but wont go into too much details. Wed. the crew and all is suppose to hang out but now i don't know about Ash or not.
Gotta love those nights crusin listening to the country music... with Vic using my head as a drum lmao!
Crazzy nights to remember... these def. go to the memory box!
I love all u guys. av, cp, ab, js, vt, most of all DS!
Damn just got off the phone w/ Fink and now i feel so bad for her... she's coming back to md. Why do guys gotta be assholes??? Lead ya on then turn around on ya in a blink of an eye!?! Confusion fills!
Comment!!
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| --- Well I finally got my comp. back! --- |
[11 Sep 2004|09:18pm] |
Well... life is finally gettin' GREAT!
Ocean City trip... was fun, not the best... but hey at least we got out of Dundalk for a few days. The way down there... yea Ali was going crazy on us. Skeet Skeet Motha Fucka! An what was up with wantin' to listen to "Every Rose has a Thorn"
Anywho!
---The ocean was nice, rough but nice!
-We went to the boardwalk one night its t'was hilarious! And what the hell was up wit the guys wit the thongs!?! And the guy with bright ass yellow and orange shirt and some yellow and green shoes... Court? lmao
LOL Souviner Shop.. wont go there... Shhh remember "What happens on the boardwalk-- STAYS there!
"Just Swallow it!"----------Spiked Watermelon.. tis always good... Thanks Mike!
LOL can't forget the morning wake up calls... Dad bangin' on the walls... mom with the weirdness "I bet she'll get up when i put my toe in her mouth..." Yea it twas her finger, however nice one mom real nice let me tell ya!
Sunburn was crazyness..... and watermen's was great times... Ash and Ali did their thing.. while me Jes and Court did our thing... but hey you gotta be odd and have a blast where ever you go!
The ride home with Ash's Paw-Paw... watchin movies and Ash all the tiem kirkin.. Im single oh yea and im happy!! crazzyNess!
"Do you double click your mouse??" lmao nice one Jess...
All in All it was great while it lasted but it did top the O.C trip with Ash!
Yea anyway.. Fink called the other day... Incase you didn't know she moved to Virginia Beach with Chris... She's not the happiest there but i hope everything works out for her... Idk maybe ill write her... i miss that weird-o lol
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As for me and Dustin... we're doing great! But that's all im going to say...!
Comment! Love ya's Jenni Jen!!!
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summer is going great... everything is working out just the way i hoped... minus one thing but you cant have everything right...
ocean city trip this weekend... going to be G-R-E-A-T!!
kim... 5 years dont matter....
ill post when i get back!!!
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[13 Jul 2004|09:57pm] |
FUCK EVERYONE!!!! TRUE FRIENDS STICK BY WHEN THE WORLD CRASHES!!
A+A+J+C= DUNDALK REBLES 4 LIFE and STUPID! ASS Bitches need to grow up and move on with things!!
I LOVE YOU DUSTIN!!!!
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| Summer 2004!! |
[10 Jul 2004|11:03am] |
HAHA Summer 2004 yea uncontrollably the best summer by far!
6/26-----Back yard partying, getting drunk! lol Jes pukin after the birthday shot and a shot of yager... eww chunks of crab meat! Sleeping over and staying up til about 5 or so... listening to the drama going down. Watchin old movies! And most of all turning blue from the ice cream cake, and tellin stroies in the pool. Greatest Girls Night!!
6/30-----Going to Dennys with the fellas... always great times there. Gettin' hit in the head with sugar packets! And lmao Dustin with the sugar in his hair.. Sorry Hun! And Dustin tryin to attack me with the salt... Victor with his hat "Rock out with your cock out" Lol his head is huge! Henry just of the wall as always.. but he is a great guy! It was one great night with flyin sugar packets lol... that in some ways turned out sucky.. i lost a friend out of it but what can i do!?!? Life goes on. I STILL LOVE YOU FELICIA!
7/7-----Hangin out with Alesia, Ali and Ash watching Butterfly effect... and yes it is a great movie i liked it thank you! Votes... Butterfly effect or Barbershop 2!?!?! lol Ali eating all my taffy!!!! Hitting each other wiht it... Sorry Ali didnt mean to hit you in the head lol. Throwing the stress ball to stick on the ceiling... and Ali washing it with soap so it sticks more. And yes im better then ya'll mine stuck longer! Me and Dustin takin the longest way possible to go see Jesus on the sign lol.
7/9------Going to the Baseball game with Dustin, Henry, Will, Victor and Tracy... yea Tracy dont ever talk... it was kinda boring at first but it was great b.c i was with Dustin! Henry bough like two beers everytime the guy past basically. The asshole in front of us for real needed to get his ass kicked! During Strech time... Country boy song, yea i forget the name oops lol! Then after the game for fireworks.. Will doing the Chicken dance.. hilarious. Then Henry jumping onto me and Dustin to get Victors drink for a spit cup lol. Henry trying to streek but noone would do it with him.
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| I have nothing to say other then THNX for the GREAT! party... |
[13 Jun 2004|10:54am] |
Yes... yesturday was my graduation party, i can't even begin to describe how much FUN i had. All my TRUE! friends were there, Family and friends. Some people i knew some i didn't. But all in all it was a great time. I havent had that much fun in awhile. It was pure greatness! LOL my parents were LATE! By like an hour n half or something like that. So when they came we introduced them..and everyone clapped it was hilarious, my Dad got all red. And he was like oh theres people already here. Yea dad, sorry that your late! haha. Alesia got me this shirt... on the front it says Jenni Jen, then on the back it says MonkiZzel CrizZzel... everyone asked me what it said and no one gets it lol... in short terms it means Monkey crew! B.c alesia and my favorite animal is monkies! So yes... She calls me Monkey! Ms. Marzen (Maria) yea its so weird to call her that now, neways she stopped by for a bit.. the only techer that came outta the select few that was invited... But shes the coolest, im glad she came by for a few. It was very nice of her. She gave me a womens poetry book... kool stuff! I wont even say what my dad said to her.. although it was kinda funny also embarassing. My boss came also... he got there at 2 and stayed til like 9:30... he is a great guy. Hilarious times went down with him. And people wonder y i love my job so much haha! Some people said i was acting like an asshole.... but i dont realli think i was, i was just realli hyper and i was more so acting my normal self.. unless im an asshole everyday of my life im not too sure lol. I calmed down a bit after a few drinks... i only had 3 but i chugged 'em. They didnt hit me hard... but i could feel it... wasnt enough to do anything tho. Believe me i have drank more than that and have been fine. But this party was a lot better then that party i had last year....yes yes u all prolly agree! those of you that was there. Neways... I dont have nething else to realli say other then i had a fuckin! blast!!!
"Talk to the left because you just aint right!"
"I have hairy nipples"
<3 Jenni Jen!!! I love you guys!!!!
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[11 Jun 2004|07:25pm] |
Well lets see today was a sucky day. Its just so boring. I tried cleaning my room but i cant stand it lol i guess thats bad. I mean its not that bad... but PPL dont kno how to put things back after stayin in there. But whatever.... yea!
I REALLY REALLY wanted to see Nick today but of course i wasnt able to. He prolly thinks i make excuses so i cant see him, and thats totally not the case. Because if i could go see him right now i would. I havent seen him in awhile i mean we talk and all just we havent hung out like we were b4. I miss it.. he is just alot of fun to be around, and when im with him im always smiling... things in my life fade for that bit of time... its weird. Today would have been great... but no my mom just had to say i couldnt b.c it would have been us at his house... its not like im going to do nething and he aint like that to do something to me... plus i can handle my self. I dont realli get y i couldnt hang out with him but whatever.... maybe one day soon we can... i fuckin hope i can. lol... neways yea i have cramps times 198946572465 so im not in the typing mood lol... but comment bitches hehe!!
<3 always Jenni Jen!
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[11 Jun 2004|11:49am] |
..........How fucked up is this.... First she ruined my senior week... made me come home earlie b.c she so called didnt feel-good, so we come home she told her dad it was b.c of Jes' back sry hun its was all u... then she leaves n goes to Virginia Beach after sayin she wasnt going... yea shes a bitch n cares for nothing other then her self... well she can go fuck someone b.c thats messed up.. basically she choose dick over her best friends! BITCH!
PPL piss me off sometimes i swear lol.... GAH!
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[11 Jun 2004|02:14am] |
.........Well Senior week has come to an end... wish i was still in O.C but yea im not... sux, yes i kno! lol I could still be down there b.c Kim could have came and gotten me but of course i didnt know she got a new car... so i came hoem today with Fink. I did have a nice time the last few days tho. At first i didnt b/c Fink was sick... but now i dont know... she said she wanted to come home b.c she was sick and didnt feel good and b.c she cant spend no more money, but now she might be going to Virginia beach.... i mean yea go and have a good time after you ruined my senior week... Fuck that whatever i have nothing to say there.... I wanted to drink but noone wanted to drink with me so i drank a few alone, but it just wasnt as much fun so i didnt drink much.... so there is still some down there so when i get to go back down in a few weeks i can drink then. Yea my phone decided to die on me monday night, so i was phoneless all week.. which sucked majorly, b.c i could have had more fun... b.c i couldnt get my phone calls. Alex tried calling a few times and texting me but yea i didnt get it til today. And Stephon wanted to come n see me wed. but again phone DIED! He called a few tiem then left a message..."Jen where r u, i want to speck to u... call me!" LOL it was pretty funny... had to hear it! But he might come to my party Saturday that would be kool... he is a kool-kat! But I hate ppl down O.C on Senior week... Shawn gave me a couple beads... yea n some guy had to be like "FAT GIRLS DONT GET BEADS" two words for ya buddy... FUCK YOU! I swear shit like that pisses me off.... b.c i may be so called FAT! but um honey look around u b.c there are fatter ppl other then me.. so yea Thank you lol! Anywho... My face is burnt like whoa! Everyone calls me cherry n burnt-cherry... n its realli bad liek its blistering n shit, n it might peal yea thats not kool lol. N it realli hurts to like talk n all b.c its so dry and everything... but yea im Jen FUCKIN Shervanick and i can stand it... its all good it wont last forever! Oh n the water.. was nice! Cold but very nice... considering i only got to go to the beach 3 times.... it was great... never got to boogie board but theres always a next time for it.. god i love the beach! I wanna learn to surf! And i've decided that one day i will go ot Cali. and i will go to Hawaii... and i will do whatever to get there. I also will! learn to surf and wake board. I want to start off with a long-board... which the one i want is a Micro and it cost $475 so i could get that a paycheck and 1/3 but maybe next year. And by the end of this summer i am getting a long-board skateboard b.c they rock as well. And yea ive also decided that next year's senior week i will be joining my younger fellow classmates... b.c mine was kinda sucky... and im going down also for 2006's senior week... yes yes.. y u ask... b.c i can! HAHA!! Yea well that is all for now... ill update later pzZz
Congrats class 2004!! I'll miss you guys...
S.M... u made it a blast.. B.F.F.L... without a doubt!
<3 Jen!!!!
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[31 May 2004|12:22am] |
~!*%*!~Well lets see it started at about 5 when Kim's car over-heated... lol greattimes.. we just made that shit home. "I have a cold crooch!" Nice Feli! Dustin came over... it was kool to see him again... its been a long time lol. We chilled outside for awhile with Feli and we just talked. I started off being quiet.. but that is how i am so deal! Me and Dustin went in and we listened to some music... he doesnt care for alot of what i listen to but oh well... hehe!! Feli, Jes, Dustin and I took a walk, Feli decided to take a picture of us... i dont like it but its all good i guess, i dont know whatever is whatever. "Shit PapER"... um no lol. GreatNess let me tell ya. Um $50 bill for something that fuckin cost what about a buck something lol smooth, "What sry i only have big bills" lmao r-i-g-h-t! I had a great time tho 4real... Jeremiah and Devin came over... Feli wanted me to take a walk with her and them, but my mom said i couldnt. Fink got home and she wanted to go to the pool-hall and Dustin had already asked to go so we went there, i think Feli got mad, but she is not allowed at the pool-hall so idk. If she is Im sorry! But neways... i sucked at pool last nite... it was bad! Dustin siad he sucked yea well he was better then i was, i dont kno what my problem was... it was embarrasing. So we left b.c it was gettign boring b.c we so badly sucked lol... ha ha still great tho! if ya kno what i mean. Then we came back to my house n we sat upstairs but that didnt work lol... so we went out -front. And we were kinda loud..oops not on purpose tho. Me and Jes raced down the street. Then my legs started to shake b.c of the bad nerves i have. So then me and Fink as playin catch but we had to stop. So at like 1:30 we got in cars... lol haha! Oh boy... Dustin n i had some serious talkin goign on, and singin.. yea it was great. Chris was there.. lol forgot to mention him oops, so yea Fink and Chris was in Chris' truck, and Dustin n I was in his. It was realli nice, to just sit and talk about somethings. Chris said Dustin is kool... so im takin it that us four will be hangin out alot more.... so thats kool. Jes left us b.c she said she left liek the fifth wheel.. so i felt bad about that, but there wasnt anythign that i could realli do. Then Jimmy and them came down so Nick could see Kim.. And they ruined it all syke... lol but Fink and I had to go in.. that was around 2:40 or something. Then this big thing started b.c my parent had been woken up. So i was up to 5:30 then finally got to sleep n Kim called so i went down to check if my parents were up but it was 6:30 so they were sleepin so i left her in. Then i finally got back to sleep at 7 and i got up at 8. then i was tryin to go back to sleep and i ahd things to do for my mom. Gah it was a ruff day lol. Thats it for now i have no clue what to write right now... only updated b.c Dustin told me i should... So he better comment!! lol pzZz~*!%*!~
<3 Jen!!
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. . . . .Well today work was good... Jes wasnt there but oh well its str8..... I had to do blocks fuckin boring..But Karl came over to help a few times and we had mad conversation going on... all in all it was a great day at work.. It was Kevins birthday n Karl's is tomar so they had cake... they made me eat a slice so i didnt eat the icing lol. Judy is out the hospital but shes not doing well, shes on oxygen, hopefully things will get better for her.
. . . . .School was also ok.... english was boring.. Stephon kept leaving so i didnt have neone to talk to. Yearbook was ok... Meryl and I talked a bit nto abou tmuch today... but conversation with her has been strong lately... shes real easy to talk to... she gives advice and can actually help me out, shes a great friend. Then BioTech.. Alex was late so i txt him... Dr. M heard my phone go off b.c i forgot to put it on silence... oops my bad lol. Alex is a kool guy, I love him.... HEHE Pookie! yea neways...
I talked to Dustin and He is going to give me my money for the prom ticket beens now he aint going, sucks but nothing i can do... He also has my heart... He stopped by last nite around 11:30 we got to talk for a bit, it was nice... He is tryin to talk to this girl Katie which highly sucks.... She dont even know bout him leaving... I kno and i dont care... Im willing to be loyal and wait here for him... but i guess he dont understand that... He has my heart and he always will... I do wish him the best in everything.... His date is comming fast!!! I am going to miss him so much, I honestly dont kno what Im goign to do without him, i love having our convos at night like we do, I hope he sticks to what he said n writes to me every once in awhile. I have been thinking alot today, mainly b.c i had all the time at work...and now im home alone... it sucks i hate thinkin about this stuff so much. I just dont know what im going to do nemore. But my life is good i guess, 2 more days of school... then its full time job. Im going to go to community college prolly essex or something not real sure yet. So i think i have a pretty good head on my shouldars finally. now i have to work on this other situation in my life.. which one day will get filled or whatever... i dont know maybe i should just forget everyone and start over fresh, but i dont know. Cause obviously i can't have the one i truely want... not everyone does. I might just give up on it all say the fuck with it and just let them come to me but honestly i dont know anymore.... and on a select i dont even care. Bad to say but whatever... no one else seems to care either way so whatever im through wiht it all basically. This just realli sucks... i have been stuck in this one for a long ass time now... this started in 7th grade... and i am now graduating and i still dont have it, almost had it once n i lost touch.... ::shrugs shouldars:: :What to do now!?!?!"
Well im done here for now... comment .... if u wish.... im out pzZz
<3 Jen ::Always at heart baby:: Its str8 im here for u whenever!!!!
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[15 May 2004|01:05pm] |
I guess ill update... i havent updated in a while... Well lately ive just been hangin' out wit Feli.. not doing much til nite... Hangin out wit Fink. We've been shootin' pool alot lately, haven't went bowling for awhile. Also we've been goin to the ship and hangin out there its Kool. Chris is a great guy, Im happy for Fink, I wish her the best.
Oh yea im startin' to skate again. Its great lol. I just need to work on it, i can't do shit nomore its been awhile. But i was talkin to George and he said when we get to hang out he will help me out so thats kool. And he said we have to play soccer sometime b.c he loves playin soccer so thats kool. Chris said he is going to teach me n Fink how to Surf this summer when we go to Virginia Beach. So thats AWEsome. This summer is going to effin Rock! I can't wait til senior week. We are takin mad people down with us. And Chris said he is going to pay for us to have a huge ass party. Ha Ha that will be awesome if it does happen. God i can't wait!
Oh yea and i finally got my learners ya kno just about 2yrs or w.e late! But its all good. The other day Chris let me drive his Jeep Cherokee (sp?) around the pier by the ship that was fun, he said i was a good driver, thats always great. He said he might take me around town to let me drive, not sure tho.
Monday im suppose to hang out with Alesia... Fun times there as always. Saturday is prom... it should be fun dont kno tho. I kinda dont even wanna go but i have to. And my dress is AWEsome haha... ill get pictures and whoever wants to see them ill show em to. Once again i am dateless... Dustin is officially an Asshole... I dont hate hime but then again i do hard to explain. He isnt talkin to me tho, no clue y the other week i gave him gas money b.c he was broke or w.e and he was suppose to come back over my house at 8 well i havent saw him since. So now im out $45 b.c he's a dick.
Well yea thats whats up lately... n im out pzZz
<3 Jen
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[09 May 2004|11:05pm] |
Yes i am very bored, just got home from shootin' some pool. Fun times as always. And again i didnt get to meet George, god this realli sux! I wanna hang out wit him so bad, yea might sound weird but oh well. Hopefully he wont have to stay after at college and after wards when i get off he can stop over, that would be greatness! I dont quite kno what it is exactly but he awesome in my eyes!! Lets see, he skateboards, plays guitar, write poems and music, and he also draws and all that, yea liek i said AWEsome!! But yea comment if u wish im out ...
Amanda we need to hang out soon... I miss ya girl
PzZz <3 Jenni Jen
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She's ONLY 17 and she's a LOST lil' girl!!
...So confused i dont know nemore!!!...
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Well last nite was a great nite. I hung out with Nick and his friends Rob n Kodie. And i think for the first time they actually heard me talk alot. They said im better that way. But everyone knows how i am, shy/quiet at first then open and loud lol. So for now on i can be myself around them. We drank and danced around. I tried doing the crep (sp?) walk, so was Nick, Kodie was showing us how to. But we were tipsy...so ya kno how that went. Nick almost fell on his ass, so i tried it lol Nick cracked on me for it so i kicked him in his ass. Whoa now lol...Everyone in the basement gettin Tipsy!... haha... LOL the basement beads, yup its all Kodie. Yea anyways, we were drinkin Smirnoff triple black, bacardi limon, and yajurmistar (spelled wrong but wtfe lol). I had 2 smirnoffs and a bacardi and a shot of yajur....not bad, i could have handled more, but i had to leave...which sucked, i wish i could have stayed longer, but MaMa Dar said no. Anywho not the best with details, but i dont remember all...lol well im gonna gob.c im going shopping, to get some shoes and stuff, so comment pzZz
<3 Jen
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