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[28 Jan 2004|11:41am]
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I GOT AN EARLY ADOPTER!! it's benotanypunk..ive had it for a while and I DONT CARE i like it lol... ILL BE THERE AND GET IT READY! thank you soooooooooo much for being able to keep up with me..
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[28 Jan 2004|12:06am]
sorry guys I'm taking a short break from blurty. and im going over to LJ! ill be back once i get this straightened out. please keep me on your lists..dont cut me..ill be very sad. and im going to make my journal a friends only so if you want just make a lj name so i can add you and you can read my entries if youd like. but please dont cut me. ill tell you what happened once i get back. if you wanna talk just IM me on AIM x 1 last kiss
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[27 Jan 2004|11:51pm]
change of plans..so sorry ! my new username is only a Free User..and I want an early adopter. So I'm going to keep this one ! I'm sooooooo sorry for the hassle. I hope you guys don't want to kill me !
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[03 Jan 2004|11:15pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | Hot `n Wet - 112 ]

¤ tell me you love me ¤

BeTTer DaZE: i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dYin To liVe: i luv u
t c s 29: i love you
RocKer gurL 13: JENNERZZZZZZZZ I LOVE YOUUUUU SOOOOO MUCH@
Lustfuloblivin: WEll i do love you your my sister
Lustfuloblivin: your happiness and safety are of much concern and worry to me
Lustfuloblivin: and the fact that we are so far away drvies me crazy
TheOnendOnly ZZ:I love you Jenna :-D more than 3 year old boys like tonka trucks.. or 8 year old girls like barbies.. or.. or.. roseann loves food :-D
piink converse: i love you Jenna
pnkrawkskwerl: love you
mattzcrown: love ya baby
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its the quiet things that no one ever knows [02 Jan 2004|10:48pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | A Static Lullaby - A song for the broken heart ]

Woke up around 3pm and did nothing. Around 4-430pm me, Heather, Amy, and Dan went to the Mall. 1st we went out to coyote cafe and ate. then me and heather left dan and amy and walked around, we saw aaron (my ex-boyfriend) with his skanky ass girlfriend, eww it's soo ugly :x, but anyway we ended up losing them so we were like whatever. we went to TSX and we looked at posters and then turned around to leave and there was my brother. so we walked with him and amy to store thing that was next door, but me and heather went to express, and rave. I hate those stores so we weren't in there for long. After we left the Mall, we went to Friendly's for Ice Cream, then walked over to Blockbuster. OHH but I got soo pissed. Before we left the Mall, we stopped at Best Buy and I was minding my own business playin some game that was in there, and some guy fucking walks right into the wire, and he's like yea I am passing through the isle. Umm you could of said those nice words yeah they're "excuse me" stupid bastard. But that's about it. Ryan is at his friend Ryan's house so no talking to him, grr. But whatever. :] Night`

Mike comes home tomorrow :D oh yeaaaa!

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shake it like a salt shaker [01 Jan 2004|02:38pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Ying Yang Twins - Salt Shaker ]

Lastnight I really didn't do much. Heather came over at around 9pm and then we went next door and drank a alittle bit, I had a headache so I took advil, baddd idea. =/ We came home around 10 something and I was soo drunk.. BLAH ! so when we got home we came online and talked to Drew and played some pranks, haha it was soo funny! At around 3am, I went to bed but Heather stayed online. That's really about it.

Today I woke up at around 1245, and I'm still tired. Blah ! I'll write more later ~

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heres my heart/now ill let you break it [31 Dec 2003|07:47pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | The Ataris- The Boys of Summer ]

I just found out that Kyle likes me. :] That`s awesome. Lastnight while I was talking to him he said he wished I was with him in the City. Aww yay ! But I don`t know. I love Chris very much, and I couldn`t leave him. Me and Chris have been through alot. But Kyle lives like 20 mins away and Chris lives 500 miles away, but he said he`ll be here before the Summer. But whatever. I`m happy that I have Chris in my life `MORE THAN A FRIEND! I`ve wanted to be with him since the day I left. Then we broke up and now we`re back together. He`s so sweet. <3 AHH yes I love him. He was suppose to be here today to spend New Year`s Eve with me but he couldn`t make it. Which is okay, because I know he`ll be here for my birthday. :] I really miss Mike, hehe. I had an awesome time talking to him at like 4 this morning<3. I`m really getting mad now. Heather was suppose to be here like 5 hours ago and still isn`t here, blah ! She called me and said she`d be here "soon." She has to eat dinner then get in the shower. But the whole shower thing is gonna take her like 10 hours cause her hair is like WHOA ! :D well Ima go and wait for her I`ll write again later.

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Here`s to you ! [31 Dec 2003|12:09am]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | Please Remember - LeAnn Rimes ]

Tonight`s New Years Eve. Basically I have nothing to do. I have no money and I have no where to go. But basically this update is to say that this year, sucked for me. I went through more boyfriends then I have toes. Now how retarded is that? really retarded. I had somewhat of a good year. I made new friends, I`ve had my ups and my downs. But after this year, I will never forget it. I met the most wonderful guy; then I lost the most wonderful guy, but hopefully he knows I will always love him, `I love you Bryan. But then again I met the most greatest friends. I met Matt, Tyler, Byron, Sara, me and Emily even started to become friends, me and Bryan are still awesome friends. I`ve met Anna and Ashley, and just did alot of things that I`ll never forget. I guess everything I do each year is just going to be the BEST memories I`ll ever have in a whole lifetime. Because if you honestly look at it, you don`t know how long you`re going to live for, shit you can die tomorrow. That`s why I`m gonna live my life now. I`m going to party as much and as hard as I can. Nothing is gonna tie me down. I hope this year is better than the last. Just I don`t wanna get in as much trouble as I did in 2003, that shit was pretty bad. But oh well.. I`ll update tomorrow <33

Happy New Year everyone !

Notice: Me and Mike belong to eachother ! :] so that means He is mine ; and I am his ! ` I love you Mike !

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Nobody can hold us down [30 Dec 2003|02:32pm]
[ mood | refreshed ]
[ music | Brand New - The boy who blocked his own shot ]

Me and Matt are either; Breaking up or just in a fight. After a nice night, he has to be a fucking idiot! I had something to say about him always talking about us fucking or me giving him head, which neither is going to happen. I said something and he`s all like:

mattzcrown: im just joking bitch
mattzcrown: if u cant take a joke fucking leave

and basically, that`s what I did. I`m not gonna sit there and have him say all this stupid shit to me, sorry it`s not happening. He drinks and he becomes an asshole torwards me I don`t fucking think so. He needs a fucking reality check. I`m getting really sick of this shit, he needs to fucking realize I`m not going to be here for much longer if he wants to keep acting like an asshole. UGH! I`m so fucking pissed.

I haven`t talken to Matt since like 1pm? I don`t even know; nor do I care. Only like 2 people know this, I`ve been with Chris since Christmas night. Yeah, I`m a "whore" if you wanna call me it, I understand. Cause I was with Chris and Matt. But it was better off because Chris treats me with the most greatest respect and Matt doesn`t. I love Chris, and I lust Matt. Yeah, he`s hot; and sweet when he wants to be. But fuck it. Me and Chris have been through wayyy more then me and matt have been. And frankly I`m getting really sick and tired of having to stick up for myself when Dehaven has something bad to say about me, because Matt certainly doesn`t say shit. SO fuck him ! Most people will agree that Chris is the best thing for me and Matt isn`t. So whoever thinks that this ISN`T right, then I don`t know what to tell you.

`Chris + Jenna
December 25, 2003
¤Turned out to be a great Christmas¤
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die young and save yourself [30 Dec 2003|01:29am]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | Brand New-play crack the sky ]

I`m home now. I left my cousin`s early, I didn`t really feel good. But now I`m not happy that I left. I miss Christina and Anna. =( When I IMed Anna, she said she was dissapointed that I had left..Aww* I`m sorry Anna, I shall be back <3 and then it`ll all be good again. But I had an awesome time Sunday;) I won`t tell about it in here just in case ` we gotta keep it on the downlow. Just know that I had a good time. =D I got my cd..(Brand New) so now that I`m in love with it, I`m gonna get a cool Brand New Icon and make my stuff all 'Brand New' mwahaha. I`m really pissed now. I was getting so excited that I would have a picture of Brand New for my background..but no I can`t find one. God damn losers ! I`m outta here.

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I count the days till I`m back in your arms [27 Dec 2003|01:08am]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Christina Augilera Feat. Lil Kim - Can`t hold us down ]

Me and Chris aren`t dating; but I saw this and wanted to fill it out. One with Matt with be coming soon I swear! =)

b.a.s.i.c.s

Your Name: Jenna
His Name: Chris
Your Age: 15
His Age: 17
Date You Got Together: 04.12.01

t.h.e d.i.r.t

How You Met: I went on a Trip with my mom
Your Pet Names for Him: Chrisapher; Booger
His Pet Names For You: Baby; Jen
First "I Love You": April 12, 2001
First Kiss: April 12, 2001
First Date: April 13, 2001
Favorite Memory: Cuddling on the bed watching movies
Favorite Gift: His heart

c.o.u.p.l.e f.a.v.o.u.r.i.t.e.s

Song: Nsync Feat. Nelly "Girlfriend Remix"
Movie: Freddy Got Fingered
Drink: Pepsi
Date: April 12, 2001
Place: Doesn't matter, as long as we're together
Activity: Spending time together, and just bein' silly
Dessert: Eachother;)
Show: Anything as long as we watch it together
Band: Nirvana

t.h.i.n.g.s y.o.u h.a.t.e

Yours: His orange shorts, lol
His: How I worry too much

t.h.e. f.u.t.u.r.e

Gettin married?: Yes without a doubt
Dream Wedding: A small wedding inside with friends + family
How bout Kids?: We want 2
Names: Haven`t decided yet
Careers: Me - Majoring in Music + Him - Bartender
Location: Anywhere; as long as were together <3
House or Condo: House
Pets: Dog

`After I posted this I talked to Jess(da mess) and she made me think of who I really wanna be with. I mean I do love Matt, but anything we ever talk about has him saying something about me and him having sex. I don`t want that, he makes me happy but not as happy as I want to be. On the other hand Chris is everything I want. Yeah, people might think I`m being a little sluttish about this whole thing, but I don`t care what any of you (who think that) have to say. Chris is wayy better than Matt, I guess. I asked Chris if he has ever seen the movie " A walk to remember " and he said no, and then I asked him if he would watch it with me when he got here and he said yes, and then I told him I might cry because it`s a sad movie, and told me that it would be okay that I would cry. He said that he`ll be right there to wipe away my tears. How cute is that !? =) now if I ever said something like that to Matt it would be like "to make you feel better I`d fuck the shit outta you". Matt is a good boyfriend when he wants to be, but half the time he just talks about sex. If he would change the way he is, then I would think different about breaking up with him. But, if he doesn`t change that about him, I can`t promise I`ll be with him for much longer. Like he told me he loved me when we weren`t going out, now that we are he only says it if I say it first, and I don`t like that. He confuses me wayy too much. I don`t know what to do, grr. Anyway- it`s 3:04am and my cousin and my uncle are coming to visit =D. I`m happy about it! I haven`t seen them since June 7th. So it`ll be great, I just wish my Aunt Loretta was coming too. Maybe I`ll have a talk with my cousin Christina about the whole Matt and Chris situation, she`s good at things like this. Right now, I`m listening to the song by Christina Augilera and Lil Kim, I think it`s called "Can`t hold us down". I like this song, it`s true. "Call me a bitch cause I speak what`s on my mind". That`s how I feel most of the time. I get called a bitch because I have to speak what`s on my mind; and what`s on my mind isn`t always good. But honestly, if you don`t wanna hear what I have to say don`t pay attention to me. Like last year when Joe Baker made fun of me cause the clothes I wear. Man, if you don`t like it don`t look at me. Geez ! lol

"If you look back in history
It's a common double standard of society
The guy gets all the glory the more he can score
While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore

I don't understand why it's okay
The guy can get away with it & the girl gets named
All my ladies come together and make a change
Start a new beginning for us everybody sing"

I love this part of the song. =D It`s soo true. Yeah, I might be a "punk-rocker" or whatever people wanna label me, but this song EVERYONE should listen to. HAHA! well I`m off to go and do something.

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This is a story of a girl who cried a river and drowned the whole world [26 Dec 2003|01:40pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Suga Suga - Baby Bash Feat. Frankie J ]

Christmas was cool. =) Heather came over at like 7 and then around 8 we opened gifts (finally) I got my Etnies shoes, my Happy Bunny shirt, a Taking Back Sunday shirt, a cell phone, a spiked bracelet, and a pink like pyramid bracelet thing. I had alot of fun. After that we cleaned up and me and heather went to Sheri`s to see Michaela. and we hung-out till like 10 and came home and got bitched at. I called Chris, and yea he asked me out=/. I got off the phone with him at 100am. and then Heather got online and then she got kicked off cause of Matt<3, mwaha. We talked and then his phone cut out and then I got online. And then I went to bed. Now Matt is in trouble, cause he left his house at like 530 this morning and hasn`t been back. BAD Matt. lol well I`m gonna go and do something..so yeah <33 more later~

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Merry Christmas`Happy Holidays [25 Dec 2003|10:58am]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | Christmas Music- ]

I use to really hate Christmas. But now I just realized something, I love my life. =) Yea, I may get missed off at the world and at people alot, but it`s okay, because who doesn`t have bad days once in a while. I mean if I honestly look around me, I have the most wonderful friends, and no one could ever have as good of friends as I do. I have a wonderful boyfriend who loves me and cares about me, and I have a Family. There are many teenagers/children that don`t have what I have. And now that I really look at it, I have all I`m ever going to need. =D My friends especially, are everything to me. But I wanna really thank; Heather and Chris R. Without them I don`t know where I would be. Me and Chris for the past 2 years we`ve been great friends, and he never left my side. And Heather has been there for me for the past year, we`ve never had a fight and she`s ALWAYS been there for me.

I think I should just stop with my foolish ways and just start being happy all over again. Yeah, I lost the most important thing to me (Bryan) but then again; I gained way more than I lost. I gained more respect for myself, and everything around me. I gained Matt, because we would do nothing but fight when me and bryan were together. But now we`re fine, and I got the most greatest thing for Christmas; and it was him. <33 `Thank You for coming into my life ; I love you ! More Later~

"It`s a wonderful feeling; feel the love in the room from the floor to the ceiling it`s that time of year Christmastime is here and with the blessings from above god sends you his love and everything`s okay Merry Christmas, Happy Holidays."

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a guy like you should wear a warning. [24 Dec 2003|02:12pm]
[ mood | calm ]
[ music | Finger Eleven - One Thing ]

Even though I`m a little late with this I`ll write it here anyway cause that`s when I talked to Chris. Chris is moving in with me sometime soon. So he`s gonna stay in my brother`s old room, and go to NCOC with me. =D Yay ! Now my mom just has to talk to his dad and it`s all set and he`ll be here for my birthday and all that stuff. I just don`t know how Matt will take the fact that my ex-boyfriend is moving in with me. =/ I hope he understands. Me and Chris have been friends for 2 years and me and matt have been friends for 9 months and been dating 1 day. So I hope everything turns out good with that. I was kinda well not nice lastnight. hehe you`ll find out tomorrow. ;) I can`t believe tomorrow`s Christmas, that shit came way to fast ! <3 but it`s all good. I guess I`m gonna write later, I`m gonna go and call Matt to see what he`s doing. <33

`Later//
I called Matt and his sister was on the other line, so I hung-up, I hate waiting, lol. So I took a shower and hung-out with Heather before she had to go spend the rest of her night at her Uncle`s. She did my make-up, lol. And I made it look like I had a black eye so my mom was flipping out, haha. I called Chris`s house and he wasn`t home, so my mom and his dad talked for a bit. =D I love the fact that Chris is letting me do whatever I want with the room. It`s great, hehe. He has a bunch of Kurt Cobain things but I`m not allowed to touch them he said. =( He`s a brat, I`ll do it anyway because I`m Jenna and I`m allowed. But he said he wanted to set up the T.V. and playstation2 in my room, so that he has a reason to stay in there and hang-out with me, lol he`s a loser. He told me he loved me, =/. I don`t know what to do. I`m starting to think that this might be a mad idea, but then again a good one, because I miss hanging out with him. Hopefully him and matt become friends, cause that`ll be awesome. But anyway I fell asleep while waiting with Heather for mommy, but then my brother woke us up for dinner and we ate and then mom and Tony (Heather`s dad but we don`t like him) came and picked up my Heather=(. But she`s coming back tomorrow for Christmas ! And I got her a present (it`s a playboy bunny poster cause that`s what she wanted) I snooped through he present, hehe it was just in a bag. It`s cute its a Plush Puppy with my birthstone on it. =D So tomorrow around 330-400pm they`re coming back over and then around 500pm we`re gonna open presents. The sucky part is; it`s gonna be raining on Christmas, ever heard of SNOW ! lol I guess it`s okay though, but I`m not leaving the house, I hate rain. I`m so bored now that my Heather is gone. I would call someone to come and hang-out with me, but MA is doing Family things, and Chris is drag racing. OMG ! He inheritid $2million dollars, and he bought himself a bike. And he has a Honda SRX that he`s racing. And that boy man..he had a half pound of weed on him lastnight. I was so like whoa ! I don`t know what I`m going to do with him. I`ll figure that out when everyone and everything gets settled. I guess I`ll just call him later. =D Well I`m gonna go and talk to some people and do somethings.

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I don`t want a lot for Christmas [23 Dec 2003|03:06am]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Taking Back Sunday~ ]

Well it`s official. Me and Matt are together, woop woop ! (12.23.03) more later-

thank you Jessica for my icon

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my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard ` [22 Dec 2003|03:28pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | Eve 6 - Girlfriend ]

Hey everyone ! this is just an update saying that my computer is being really dumb. It`s not letting me go into my Hotmail inbox so if you wanna email me or anything send it to x1lastkiss@yahoo.com, and I`m gonna get everything to be sent there until my computer gets fixed.
<3 Jenna

` Later;
Now I`m really confused. =/ I like Matt A. and Chris R. Which is like totally confusing. I don`t know what to do. I guess I`m just dumb like that. But hey maybe now I`ll just start talking about them and not Bryan, even though I do love him. The whole thing with Chris is in the past, yea. But still I love him to death. And me and matt have been getting really close. He knows it me everything calling so he`ll be like "hey baby" aww. =D So right now it`s soo confusing. I think I might just stick with Matt, cause well Chris has Jessica, and Matt is really awesome for me. We have a fun time talking and shit, well when Dehaven ain`t bothering me or us. He really gets on my nerves (Dehaven). He has a habit of calling me a slut, bitch, and whore. But yet he doesn`t even know the real me. He disses me cause I told him no to going out with him. HAHA, it was kinda funny though. He told me he loved me, and then he asked me out and I was like "umm no" and he called me a slut, cause I said no. I was making fun of him today. I told Matt that it wasn`t my fault that dehaven can`t get any pussy. He thinks he`s getting it from me, hahaha no. Matt thinks that too, I think not. =D I guess I`m just an evil person. But anyway- me and morgan went to Cairo before, it was kinda fun and boring at the sametime. We walked through Great American and when we were leaving we saw a hot guy that worked there ;). And then we went back to the bubble place thing and got some stickers ! hell yeah ! I got some cool ass happy bunny stickers. One says "I love boys, they`re stupid" one that says "I love boys but they kinda stink" and "I don`t get it". MWAHAH! I love that bunny. I told Heather that I wanted to hump matt and chris. And I really do. and Matt VanALstine, cause they`re sexy sexy boys. =D This is how I feel about Matt Austin;

"i start thinking about it almost forgot what it was like, do you know what it feels right? cause with you i can let my hair down i can say anything crazy i know you'll catch me right before i hit the ground with nothing but a t-shirt on i never felt so beautiful baby as i do now."

So what happens now? =/

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then there were 2 [21 Dec 2003|10:37pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | Perfect - Simple Plan ]

I really didn`t do anything all day. Me and Morgan just hung-out around my house and called Matt. And took showers and stuff like that. I found out that Michaela IMed Matt. Which I hope he isn`t mad that she stole it off my list. =/ I`m gonna kill her for MANY reasons. Just a little while ago Heather and Kris and their mom and dad came over. I wanted her to sleep over with me and morgan and she wasn`t allowed because she had to do her chores. When her brother can do them. He does nothing at home, so why can`t he do something ? OH YEAH.. because he`s lazy. Anyway- while Heather was here I called Chris R<3. I haven`t talken to him for like 2 years. I really miss him. And we were talking about the old days when we were together o.O, those days were awesome. He`s thinking about coming up and visiting me but I have to pay for it, lol. I don`t care as long as we`re together. =D I was like I have 2 beds in my room and he`s like why would we need 2 beds? and I`m like I don`t know and he was like we need just one O.o, I feel bad though. He has a girlfriend. Blah ! I haven`t lost any feelings for him, he`s 17 now..the last time I saw him he was 15 and I was 13, hopefully he can come soon..

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youshouldbemineacrossthatline [20 Dec 2003|01:26am]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | My Bitter End - The smell of dead hookers in august ]

OMG ! today was the best day ever ; and I ended it with a perfect night. I woke up this morning and got in the shower and then around 7:45am I went to Cindi`s house so I could get on the bus there, so I did. We got to school and just had a free day, all day =D. Me and Cindi went and "played" basketball, but that`s not what happened ;). We started to play nicely but then we got all grrness, lol. Cindi would attack whoever had the ball and I was standing there laughing my ass off, and once again I got hit in the face by the ball `thank you Kevin. But we were all just having fun and getting along, it was great. I can`t really remember the day..but the night ! =D Me, Michaela, and Morgan went to the show at the community center, omg I loved it ! <33 I saw Matt and that just cheered me up like 1..2..3... hahaha, I love him! <3 We were hanging out with him and then Stabbed in the Face went on, they were the best! and after them all the bands were good, it was After The Fall, My Bitter End, Forgetting Tomorrow, and Farewell to the Flesh =x. They were all good, the leadsinger of farewell to the flesh (Frank) split his god damn water on me, lol. And the lead singer of my bitter end is sooo funny ! he was like "is this my enhailer" and I was like "I don`t know", lol how the fuck am I suppose to know if it`s yours?? lol But I had a really good time tonight, I wish I could have nights like this all the time..<33 Geez, I went to the show with $72 and came home with $18, I spent my money on posters, a shirt, 3 cds, stickers, buttons, and a patch.

the best parts were when:
1) Matt sang Cute without the E by; Taking Back Sunday
2) Him and Terry and baby jesus, LMAO! that was great
3) Me, Morgan, and Michaela hiding so that we didn`t get hurt
4) Hanging out with Matt! =D
5 ) Matt rubbing his face in the blood <33
6) When Matt humped baby Jesus
7) When we saw Matt`s sexy stomache; ooohh oooh =D

man, everything tonight was because of Matt. Thanks, haha ! It made me feel better about EVERYTHING !

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how the hell did we wind up like this.. [18 Dec 2003|07:36pm]
[ mood | distressed ]
[ music | Kelis - Milkshake ]

I had a 2 hour delay today. But when I got to school it was all blah ! =( I didn`t wanna be there, and it`s retarded. I know that people love me and shit but I hate being alone. Even when I`m in a room full of people I still feel alone, and there`s only like 3 ways I can be cured of feeling that way, they`re called Bryan, Kyle, and Matt. They make me feel wayy better. But I guess I can`t count on Kyle, he does have a girlfriend. I wasn`t too sure of it but yea, they`re dating. Now I know he`ll be at all the dances with her. I feel kinda bad since it is one of my friends' little sister. But grr ! I guess I`ll just have to see what happens with everything else. I feel a depression stage coming on. So I`m gonna go listen to the songs that make me happy, and hope for the best..=/

"my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard and theyre like its betta than yours, damn right its betta than yours i could teach you but id have to charge..."

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[17 Dec 2003|01:25pm]
[ mood | confused ]
[ music | - Kyle`s CD - ]

Right now I`m in English. Kyle, Cody, and Mr. Curtis are reading I already read so here I am. I`m in a missing the old days kind of mood, which I don`t find to be good. =( I was just thinking and me and James. Yeah, there was a me and james for like 2-3 days but I didn`t care I was happy. And now we broke up for a dumb reason. I also miss my old days with Bryan. But out of everything I miss Chris the most

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