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Me and Chris aren`t dating; but I saw this and wanted to fill it out. One with Matt with be coming soon I swear! =)
b.a.s.i.c.s
Your Name: Jenna His Name: Chris Your Age: 15 His Age: 17 Date You Got Together: 04.12.01
t.h.e d.i.r.t
How You Met: I went on a Trip with my mom Your Pet Names for Him: Chrisapher; Booger His Pet Names For You: Baby; Jen First "I Love You": April 12, 2001 First Kiss: April 12, 2001 First Date: April 13, 2001 Favorite Memory: Cuddling on the bed watching movies Favorite Gift: His heart
c.o.u.p.l.e f.a.v.o.u.r.i.t.e.s
Song: Nsync Feat. Nelly "Girlfriend Remix" Movie: Freddy Got Fingered Drink: Pepsi Date: April 12, 2001 Place: Doesn't matter, as long as we're together Activity: Spending time together, and just bein' silly Dessert: Eachother;) Show: Anything as long as we watch it together Band: Nirvana
t.h.i.n.g.s y.o.u h.a.t.e
Yours: His orange shorts, lol His: How I worry too much
t.h.e. f.u.t.u.r.e
Gettin married?: Yes without a doubt Dream Wedding: A small wedding inside with friends + family How bout Kids?: We want 2 Names: Haven`t decided yet Careers: Me - Majoring in Music + Him - Bartender Location: Anywhere; as long as were together <3 House or Condo: House Pets: Dog
`After I posted this I talked to Jess(da mess) and she made me think of who I really wanna be with. I mean I do love Matt, but anything we ever talk about has him saying something about me and him having sex. I don`t want that, he makes me happy but not as happy as I want to be. On the other hand Chris is everything I want. Yeah, people might think I`m being a little sluttish about this whole thing, but I don`t care what any of you (who think that) have to say. Chris is wayy better than Matt, I guess. I asked Chris if he has ever seen the movie " A walk to remember " and he said no, and then I asked him if he would watch it with me when he got here and he said yes, and then I told him I might cry because it`s a sad movie, and told me that it would be okay that I would cry. He said that he`ll be right there to wipe away my tears. How cute is that !? =) now if I ever said something like that to Matt it would be like "to make you feel better I`d fuck the shit outta you". Matt is a good boyfriend when he wants to be, but half the time he just talks about sex. If he would change the way he is, then I would think different about breaking up with him. But, if he doesn`t change that about him, I can`t promise I`ll be with him for much longer. Like he told me he loved me when we weren`t going out, now that we are he only says it if I say it first, and I don`t like that. He confuses me wayy too much. I don`t know what to do, grr. Anyway- it`s 3:04am and my cousin and my uncle are coming to visit =D. I`m happy about it! I haven`t seen them since June 7th. So it`ll be great, I just wish my Aunt Loretta was coming too. Maybe I`ll have a talk with my cousin Christina about the whole Matt and Chris situation, she`s good at things like this. Right now, I`m listening to the song by Christina Augilera and Lil Kim, I think it`s called "Can`t hold us down". I like this song, it`s true. "Call me a bitch cause I speak what`s on my mind". That`s how I feel most of the time. I get called a bitch because I have to speak what`s on my mind; and what`s on my mind isn`t always good. But honestly, if you don`t wanna hear what I have to say don`t pay attention to me. Like last year when Joe Baker made fun of me cause the clothes I wear. Man, if you don`t like it don`t look at me. Geez ! lol
"If you look back in history It's a common double standard of society The guy gets all the glory the more he can score While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore
I don't understand why it's okay The guy can get away with it & the girl gets named All my ladies come together and make a change Start a new beginning for us everybody sing"
I love this part of the song. =D It`s soo true. Yeah, I might be a "punk-rocker" or whatever people wanna label me, but this song EVERYONE should listen to. HAHA! well I`m off to go and do something.
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