Vocoz's Blurty

What Have I Become...
"Just a Thought"

I wish these were my words, but they are not. Gnarl's Barkley wrote them and put them to music better than I could have ever dreamed. Still, the feeling is mutual.

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All I want is your understanding
As in the small act of affection
"Why is this my life?"
Is almost everybody's question

And I've tried
Everything but suicide
But it's crossed my mind

I prefer peace
Wouldn't have to have one wordly possession
But essentially I'm an animal
So just what do I do with all the aggression?

Well I've tried
Everything but suicide
But it's crossed my mind

Life is a one-way street, and if you could paint it
I'd draw myself going in the right direction
So I go all the way - like I really really know -
But the truth is I'm only guessin'

And I've tried
Everything but suicide
Oh but it's crossed my mind
Just a thought

It's even dark in the daytime
It's not just good, it's Great Depression
When I was lost I even found myself
Looking in the gun's direction

And so I've tried
Everything but suicide
But yes, it's crossed my mind
But I'm fine.
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My life is a tragedy I wish I was fortunate enough not to experience.

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: "Just a Thought", Gnarls Barkley