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[23 Dec 2004|06:37pm] |
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Well it's been awhile since I updated. Things have been really busy around here. I can't wait until Christmas though. It seems this years has went by really fast.
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[29 Nov 2004|11:33pm] |
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Well I'm not dead but I sure have felt dead lately. Same old boring crap been going on in my life. I wish it would hurry and get Christmas break soon.
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[13 Nov 2004|05:31am] |
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Soundtrack for November 2004
1."I Go Blind" by Hootie and The Blowfish-Me and Matthew
2."Joy To The World" by Three Dog Night-Juest me
3."Flavor of The Week" by American HiFi-Just Me
4."Tiny Dancer" by Elton John-Just Me
5."Dirrty" by Christina Aguilera-Just Me
6."One Step Closer" by Linkin Park-My Family
7."Numb" by Linkin Park-My family
8."My Happy Ending" by Avril Lavigne-Me
9."Our Lives" by The Calling-Me and Jesse
10."I Dare You To Move" by Switchfoot-Me and Jesse
11."Meant To Live" by Switchfoot-Me and Jesse
12."Back For Good"by Take That-Me
13."The Heart Won't Lie" by Reba McEntire feat.Vince Gill-Me and Jesse
14."If You See Him,If You See Her" by Reba McEntire feat.Brooks and Dunn-Me and Jesse
15."Does He Love You" by Reba McEntire feat.Linda Davis-Me and Heather
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[13 Nov 2004|04:21am] |
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Well I found out my friend has a crush on the boy I like. Big UGH. I have horrible luck with guys. I think I'll just give up on love and go into hiding.
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[03 Nov 2004|08:05pm] |
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The world has offically gone to hell. Another four more years of Bush. I hate Republicans. I love Democrats.
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[01 Nov 2004|09:24pm] |
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My #1 result for the SelectSmart.com selector, A look inside your mind!, is Gryffindor
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[26 Oct 2004|09:53pm] |
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My family needs to know that they make me mad. I think they need to hear this song.
I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Of nothing in particular
You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
I am the son
And the heir
Of a shyness that is criminally vulgar
I am the son and heir
Oh, of nothing in particular
You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
There's a club, if you'd like to go
You could meet somebody who really loves you
So you go, and you stand on your own
And you leave on your own
And you go home, and you cry
And you want to die
When you say it's gonna happen "now"
Well, when exactly do you mean ?
See I've already waited too long
And all my hope is gone
You shut your mouth
How can you say
I go about things the wrong way ?
I am Human and I need to be loved
Just like everybody else does
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[26 Oct 2004|09:49pm] |
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"New Favorite Thing" by Balliomingo |
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Okay I have found my song of the moment. It fits my feelings for both Matthew and Jesse. I'm screwed
Gone
She's gone
How do you feel about it?
That's what I thought
You're real done up about it
And I wish you the best
But I could do without it
And I will because you've worn me down
Oh I will because you've worn me down
Worn me down like a road
I did anything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did anything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No you can't stop thinking about her
And you've wrong
You've wrong
I'm not overreacting
Something is off
Why don't we ever believe ourselves'
And I, Oh I
I feel that word for you
And I will because you've worn me down
Oh I will because you've worn me down
Worn me down like a road
I did anything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did anything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No you can't stop thinking about her
She's so pretty
She's so damn bright
But I'm so tired of thinking about her again tonight
Worn me down like a road
I did anything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did anything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No you can't stop thinking about her
Worn me down like a road
I did anything you told
Worn me down to my knees
I did anything to please
But you can't stop thinking about her
No you can't stop thinking about her
No you can't stop thinking about her
No you can't stop thinking about her
No you can't stop thinking about her
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[21 Oct 2004|10:42pm] |
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Answers using only song lyrics (hard as hell!)
1. Who are you? I'm a bitch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother
2. What do you look like? The real me is a southern girl with her Levis on and an open heart
3. What's your secret? I'm not a perfect person
4. What do you want to be? Tonight i'll be your naughty girl
5. What can you do? I'm finding my way back to you
And everything I used to be
6. What can't you do? And it seems that I can't live a day without you
7. Where do you live? If I laid in your bed
8. What is love? Loving someone can actually feel like freedom? are you funny?
9. What is friendship? No fun with no guilt feelings
10. What are you afraid of? How to stay paralyzed by fear of abandonment
11. Are you strong? I'm brave but I'm chickenshit
12. What would you do with a million dollars? To feel alive, I'd give it all away
13. What would you tell the one who loves you?I’ll always believe what I can’t forget
14. What would you tell your enemies? You're running up and down that hill
15. What do you want to do? I only wanna dance with you
16. Where do you want to be? On the street where you live girls talk about their social lives
17. Who do you love? He was a skater boy
18. What questions do you ask? Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
19. What advice would you give? Oh, so hold on to the ones who really care,
In the end they’ll be the only ones there.
When you get old and start losing your hair
20. What mistakes do you make? Betting ten thousand to ten Yeah, Mistakes I’ve made in
this life
I can’t say why or when
21. What do people think or say about you? Bubalicious is what she likes to chew
And Andy Warhol gave her a point of view
She reveals me every lonely night
I can't believe it so, I just believe it's right
22. What do you want? You want trips on a white yacht for two
Hey, you want Beverly Heights
Bright lights, late nights
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[19 Oct 2004|09:25pm] |
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[19 Oct 2004|09:04pm] |
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Hey. This week is okay so far. We have alot of tests coming up in school. I like a boy at school. His name is Matthew. His is mixed.
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[19 Oct 2004|09:03pm] |
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"Love Somebody To Know" by Hanson |
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[13 Oct 2004|09:04pm] |
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Okay I'm so tired this week. It has been rainy today. I like rain but it makes me tired.
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[10 Oct 2004|09:17pm] |
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Okay this past week and this weekend has been boring. I got some stories written though.
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indifferent
creative
calm
