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[28 Jun 2003 @ 01:38pm] welll theres nothing better so i guess i'll be a bitch = ) heres the first and last time there is going to be a friends cut. _chickenhead you've been cut... would you like a bandaid with that? take me off your friends list.. =p wow now i feel better love; lindsay (2) Say You Love Me

[07 May 2003 @ 06:50pm] hey peoples! from now on, this is going to be friends only.. my reasons? 1- i dont know who is reading this 2- i dont want family reading it 3- i sure as hell dont want people from school reading it.. so yeah comment and you will most likely be added : ) oh yesh i know not all my old entries are friends only, im to lazy to fix them all... lol (17) Say You Love Me

arrrrr ima pirate [08 Apr 2003 @ 09:01pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | good news` something coroprate ] yeah so tyler is like so over me at the moment because we never see each other *tear* haha not, im kinda glad.. but anyways that was mean.. hehe.. umm everyone say MIKE ROTCH out loud, its pretty funny, i got like a gazillion people to say it.. if you dont get it, comment me and i will tell you what it means... oh yesh, i got a *new* screenname, O iim c0nfused X if you want IM me, im normally on and im always bored, so feel free.. yeah so im pretty bored and theres nothing to do, and i have to go to school tomorrow, ah, it sucks.. okay well i have to go... love you--lindsay (2) Say You Love Me

man! [08 Apr 2003 @ 06:51pm] aaaaww man! im supposed to be doing this stupid poetry project, my topic is beauty, what the hell do i know about that???!!! ha well i wanted to put the word 'wants' in my poem but i couldn't think of any words to rhyme with it, so i asked bryan if he knew any and he said 'runts' haha rofl i thought that was hilarious because i told him it kinda hand to do with beauty, geez that kid cracks me up.. Say You Love Me

i g0t it all figured out-- i kn0w what everythings ab0ut [07 Apr 2003 @ 05:54pm] [ mood | happy ] [ music | lover lay down//dave matthews ] yeah so i haven't updated in a while but i love bryan, again! i know its crazy, i mean i will love the kid foever but i really want to be with him right now, i think he has really changed for the better, like all of a sudden he's so happy and not so gloomy, he normally answers the phone by saying hello, but he knew it was me and was like hey! it was so strange to hear that come out of his mouth, but it was nice, then i had to go and he was like i love you and i was soo happy to hear that, i hadn't heard that in a long time and it felt great, i miss him alot, and really hope i get to see him soon... but anyways, there is a dave matthews concert in september and i want to go, im not a huge dave fan but i like some of their songs like love lay down... Spring sweet rhythm dance in my head Slip into my lover's hands Kiss me oh won't you kiss me now And sleep I would inside your mouth Don't be us too shy Knowing it's no big surprise That I will wait for you I will wait for no one but you Look please lover lay down Spend this time with me Together share this smile Lover lay down Walk with me, walk with you Hold my hand your hands So much we have dreamed And you were so much younger Hard to explain that we are stronger A million reasons life to deny Let's toss them away See you and me we Lay down look see She and he By my lover's side Together share this smile Each other's tears to cry Together share this smile Lover lay down Oh please Look please lover lay down Oh please lover lay down And you weep Lover lay down Cause it's over Lover lay down Say lover, say lover, say lover, say lover, say lover Could I love you Could you love me (x4) Darling it's All the same (4x) 'Til we dance away (4x) Chasing me all around Leading me all around Leading me all around in circles Leading me all around in circles Say... yeah thats about it for now... tadaa!! comment me!! (5) Say You Love Me

hella cutie [04 Apr 2003 @ 07:59pm] ^^ haha thats me and _____ ha i wish, but thats probably going to be us when we see each other next, well if we are in like a public place like before ha i love him sooo much, yuck, i make myself sick just because he doesn't exactly love me, i wish he did though, it would be nice.. hes so sweet and did i mention HOT? i'll try and get a good picture of him to post, whoop whoop, well im gona go i think i have had enough of writting in here for now -lindser (3) Say You Love Me

b0red [04 Apr 2003 @ 07:11pm] A - Age: fourteen B - band: simple plan C - Choice Of Meat: bacon!!! D - Dream Date: april 25, its not to hot and not to cold, alls you need is a light jacket ha E - Excites You: no comment ; ) F - Favourite Food: cold chicken cutletts (dont ask) G - Greatest Gift: nothing H - Happiest Day Of Your Life: never I - Internal conflicts: everyday J - Jealous: when the girl i hate gets my guy K - Kool Aid: dont try dying ur hair w. it lol L - Love: _______ hehe M - Most Valuable Thing You Own: my boobs ha (j.m their real) N - Name: Lindsay Ann O - Outfit I Love: my pjs!! Q - Question I want to ask: um do you love me? R - Roots: huh? S - Sport to watch: hockey or soccer T - TV show: real world U - Unique habits: hmm i dont know V - View from the window: the house across the street where the hot kid lives W - Weather I Love: ummm spring nights when its just right out Y - Yesterday's best meal: i dont know Z - Zodiac Sign: sag Seven things you love [1] you [2] friends [3] family sometimes [4] music [5] ______ [6] your mom [7] pickles Seven things you hate [1] you j.m [2] many people [3] my family sometimes [4] bsb, any boy pop bands [5] fake people [6] your mom ha [7] myself Seven things on your PC desk [1] computer [2] glass [3] phones [4] fax [5] trash [6] papers [7] pens Right now you are [1] doing this [2] talking to laura [3] wishing to be with _____ [4] loving _____ [5] hating my self for wanting and loving ______ [6] hating myself for hating myself [7] getting yelled at by laura for wanting and loving ______ Seven things you plan to do before you die [1] go to college [2] get married [3] actually see and be with ______ [4] help laura get over sammy [5] go to europe [6] move the hell out of friggin boring ass philly [7] i plan on GROWING growing to be 5'8" Five things you can do [1] you [2] dance [3] make people cry [4] talk alot [5] make people laugh Seven things you could never live without [1] you [2] ______ [3] friends mainly laura : ) [4] family [5] tv [6] aol [7] guys Seven bands/singers you really like [1] simple plan [2] new found glory [3] aar [4] dont look down [5] dashboard [6] something coroprate [7] tokyo rose ; ) Seven movies you cant stop watching [1] billy madison [2] crazy/beautiful [3] jackass [4] pearl harbor [5] happy gilmore [6] night at the roxbury [7] animal house (you damn moron) -->BORED Say You Love Me

i miss josh ball [04 Apr 2003 @ 04:45pm] [ mood | crying ] [ music | the drama summer`starting line ] oh my godddd, josh is being such an ass to me, i said i was sorry to him, and he gets mad when i tell him i love him even though he knows i mean it as a friend, its so stupid and he gets all defensive about stuff he doesn't even care about, he's not the same josh i met in september, like all of a sudden things changed, it seems like everything really did change when he went out with mari grace, he says im being rediculous, ugh hello???? hes the one being freaking rediculous.. i just miss him alot, he was great to have, i knew every friday night he would some how just run into me, or actually go looking for me, rick said i was all he could talk about, but i didn't say anything but he was all i could think about, and i dont think i was in love with him its just i secertly liked him, we hung out every weekend for about 2 months and i never once got his number or anything we just so happened to run into each other, but things changed, now he hates me and that sucks big balls.. i really dont know what i did wrong and its really bothing me, i know i did act like a shit half the time i was with him but he didnt care just as long as he was with me.. i guess i fucked up, but hes fucking it up even more now that he isn't forgiving me.. life sucks Say You Love Me

[03 Apr 2003 @ 04:02pm] [ music | lost in you//sugarcult ] yeah so my cousin gina was on dr. phil today, ha it was funny, i couldn't help but laugh at her, she kind of made an ass of herself, she definately acted like she is more scared then she really is but thats typical her.. but moving on, memom is almost finished my room!! whoop whoop, my dad just has to paint it then we get to put up everything, me and amber picked out a really nice fabric and memom made it for me, im so happy she did that for me even though me and johnathon aren't friends anymore, so my room is going to look hella hot!! anyways... last night i was so hyper, i was like i want to stand up on my chair and jump off to see if i could fly.. ha i dont know why, but i just felt like doing that, yeah i know im weird.. but i have to go to neshimany right now to finish getting my outfit for the father/daughter dance, my dad didn't take me last year so we are going this year, and he told me i had to find something really nice to wear because its the last year.. so this gives me the chance to go nutts and get a million outfits and be like "mom they are for the dance!!" and she'll let me get them hehe.. `linds (1) Say You Love Me

im more sexy then hot, hmmm? [02 Apr 2003 @ 06:46pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | sexy plexi-- jack johnson ] so yeah i pulled out the jack johnson CD, i have had it forever, im just in a jack johnson mood i guess.. but anyways today was pretty dull, but thats nothing new... i sware this week and last week have been the break up week, im so glad i dont have a boyfriend to break up with, 4 of my friends broke up with their boyfriends, but the one that i was most surprised about was with brit and lenny, what the hell did brit do?? N-O-T-H-I-N-G but whatever.. so like in september i think people finally moved in the house across the street, and my dad said that they had a son who was 10, and i thought to myself damn that sucks, hes too young for me.. but turns out the kid is 14 whoop whoop, just right for me and i see him every morning when im leaving for school and man is he cute my mom tells me that one day i should say hi to him or invite him to go somewhere, but i dont know!! i would be to chicken to, what do you think i should do? ha if someone could kindly and generously help me with a *new* layout and icon, tell me!! Say You Love Me

gah [01 Apr 2003 @ 07:17pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | satellite`dave matthews ] ewy i have this black stuff coming out of my eye!! heh just kidding, its my eyeliner running... i dont like april fools day, well its not like i get tricked or anything, i just think its stupid.. but anyways, niki finally emailed me back, whoop whoop, she had a lot to say, they are coming home for memorial day but i dont know if im going to be home ::sniff sniff:: but we'll see... yeah well i will write tomorrow because i have to finish my poetry project.. yiickks ihearty0u`lindsay Say You Love Me

sooo messed up [31 Mar 2003 @ 06:25pm] [ mood | hopeful ] [ music | some sugarcult song with no name ] blah blah blah bryan's girlfriend dumped him blah blah blah, yeah i know, hes "available" now, i had this very very weird feeling that would happen today, he was being all nice to me and when i had to go was like "i love you : D" and of course i was like " i love you too" totally pulling a cheeser (a big ass smile)... yeah i wish we could see each other more, but he's always like "next year i will have my license, so maybe we can be together" okay here are the things wrong with that: 1.) im supposed to wait until next year for him??? when im gona be in a new school with a million other guys? hmmm 2.) maybe? maybe we could be together? yeah right 3.) what makes him think im still going to like him? and that i wont get annoyed with him?? 4.) WHAT DOES HE THINK I AM??????? grr he makes me mad... but moving on to what made my day lovely (ha lovely).. i walked into my backyard from walking home and i heard the pump running and i looked in my pool and my dad started to drain it, whoop whoop, my pool should be open in like 2 weeks yay!!!! then he had the boat out, i can't wait until i get to go swimming in the lake with the fishys!! haha, yeah so thats about it... (3) Say You Love Me

ur mom [29 Mar 2003 @ 07:26pm] [ mood | pooped ] [ music | the tv ] yeah i was looking at my old journal and i got these anonymous comments the one time and this is the one: Jesus, if you say "LOL" or "Haha" or "hehe" one more time I'll scream. Youre so gay, just get a life. You dumb fag. "You wuv bryan?" hahahahahaha. You might wanna think twice about that. i mean im pretty sure i know who did that, i'm not going to say her name, just because we're cool now and i respect her, she obviously didn't respect me at that very moment, but what the hell is up with people these days? every body is just so mean on how they judge people. everyones got their little labels, well labels suck, i mean its fun and all to be like im punk or whatever, but i mean people are people, i hate when people judge you on your looks and not who you are, i mean you can be a great person on the inside and be "ugly"... i mean what is "ugly"?? man this is really bothering the shit out of me... i mean i know im not pretty, but im for sure as hell not ugly, im not ugly because i have a personality and i know how to act around people... grr these kinda things really get to me and i can't drop them, so why dont you peoples leave me a comment and tell me what you think!!!! love you all--lindsay (6) Say You Love Me

...yesterday... [29 Mar 2003 @ 04:11pm] [ mood | cynical ] [ music | addicted\\simple plan ] whoop whoop, im in a better mood... anyways... yesterday me and brittany ran home from school yesterday to call bryan, i dont know why the hell we would actually run home to talk to him but, then we got home at 3:25, yeah lucky us because it was 5 mins before he was going to leave for his new girlfriends house, so we were talking to him and brittany would say hi, then i would say hi and he got all confused because he didn't know there was two of us on the phone and he didnt know who i was at first!! i was thinking to myself, okay all the times we were on the phone within those like 3 months of talking to each other and he doesn't know who i am????? i was getting mad but then he was like oooh its lindsay and brittany, now i get it... then he was like well i have to go and were like is your girlfriend there and hes like yes, so brittany was like im not letting you get off the phone and hes like your gona have to or i will hang up on you, so i said bye and he said bye and then finally brittany said bye and we hung up.. yeah so that was the highlight after school... but then brits mom called and asked if we wanted to see any movies and we said we wanted 8mile and jackass, first we watched jackass, omg that movie was sooo nasty but funny at the same time.. then we watched 8mile, and i thought it sucked!!! everyone was like that was the best movie ever, what were they smoking?? ha then i went home... but tomorrow me and brit are going to meet up with tyler haha that should be fun, the kid tells me he loves me all the time and im just like oh, i only say i love you unless i mean it, and i dont mean it so i dont say it, and i think he expects me to say it, but oh well screw him, hehe.. well yeah thats about it for now, i think i wrote enough ihearty0u-- lindsers (1) Say You Love Me

::screams:: [29 Mar 2003 @ 01:29am] [ mood | angry ] [ music | far too gone// all american rejects ] aaaaaaaah im sooo mad!!! im NOT going to jons show tonight, yes you read right, NOT going!!! uuugh i have been wanting and planning to go since feb 7. since theu had to reschedule... my mom said no at the last minute, im soo mad its not fair i love jon and i haven't seen him in like sooo long! tokyo rose is the bestest band ever (www.tokyorose.net) bllahhh jon is soo cute, i need a scanner so i can scan his pictures and post them, hes soo nice, i love that guy and he lets us do his hair when it was long, ugh i want to cry because i want to go soo bad, and its should be a really good show because its like 5 other bands too, its from 5 to 11... waaaaaaaaaaahhh!!! now im going to go beg my mom once again to see if she will please take me and brit, because i want to go so bad, ugh, im very mad! i will write about last night later, because i had fun, but now that i'm mad i can't do it now, hah, latz Say You Love Me

[27 Mar 2003 @ 07:02pm] ugh, okay krista left last year, can't she just get over it and move on, omg i can't stand the girl and she makes me so mad, and this is the convo between me and her.. i hate her xxLiLCuTiE0525xx= krista XxLiNdSaY143= me xxLiLCuTiE0525xx: hey, which lindsay is this xxLiLCuTiE0525xx: g. ? XxLiNdSaY143: the lindsay who will beat ur damn ass if you dont leave me the fuck alone xxLiLCuTiE0525xx: um..ok xxLiLCuTiE0525xx: im guessing its lindsay s XxLiNdSaY143: im guessing your gay xxLiLCuTiE0525xx: thanx XxLiNdSaY143: no prob krista xxLiLCuTiE0525xx: ok xxLiLCuTiE0525xx: w/e (3) Say You Love Me

...evil thoughts [26 Mar 2003 @ 04:47pm] [ mood | blah ] [ music | good news-- something corporate ] yeah so the other day blankey blank got a new girlfriend and brittany was messing around with him and was like i bet shes ugly and all this stuff and saying that her mom was probably hotter then her... heres about the best part of the conversation with him brittany: i hope "brittany" gets run over by a tractor loser: u know what, fuck u yeah his new girlfriends name is brittany, and hes such a hick!!! no affense to hicks because i know plenty of them but i just found that hilarious when brittany said that to him, i was like peeing myself laughing.. but hopefully on friday me and brittany will walk home from school and meet up with lenny and his friend then go back to brits because her parents aren't gona be home.. yeah.. im boring lol.. oh yes im desprately looking for ideas or help with a layout or icon so if you can help me comment me, or email/IM me on xxlindsay143!! Say You Love Me

whats wrong with me? [24 Mar 2003 @ 03:30pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | the day that i die// gc ] okay, whats wrong with me? am i not pretty? am i not funny? am i not the kind of person a guy likes???? ugh well as you can see the person that i like alot has moved on and found someone new, i bet shes butt, sorry thats the evil me speaking but i just want to cry because i dont understand why he doesn;t like me.. i was in a pretty good mood today because it was all nice out but i come home to find out about that and i feel like shit! i just wish i could meet someone and they like me and we go out and i wont even have to think about that loser again! blah crazy stuff, i'll write more latz (6) Say You Love Me

can u say bored? bc i can! [23 Mar 2003 @ 06:29pm] [ mood | poop ] [ music | blah nothing ] [ x ] what do you think of cheerleading: umm nothing really [ x ] favorite Disney character: i have lots! [ x ] worst kiss: haha, well i would have to say lou or ___ [ x ] anyone you think is homosexual: "bob" [ x ] do you know anyone named shitface?: yeah courtney [ x ] do you like pickles: yesh, very much so [ x ] do you have a website: im working on it [ x ] do you watch PORN: all the time!! jk [ x ] are you black: nope [ x ] do you wish you were black: napz, im good [ x ] who you gonna vote for: for wat? [ x ] do you have your own phone line: no grrrr [ x ] your thoughts on abortion: i dun like it.. i like lil babies [ x ] do you like Brittany spears: umm yuck [ x ] do you want a Brittany doll: no, sorry [ x ] if not do you want one for Christmas: noooo [ x ] What do you want for Christmas: you ::giggles:: i dont know its like months away [ x ] do you have your 2 front teeth: yes unfortunately!! haha [ x ] what do you want to do with your life: nothing? [ x ] ever been butt naked banging on the bathroom floor: maayybbeee heh [ x ] would you ever get plastic surgery if so on what: my boobies, ha jm they dont need to get any bigger [ x ] biggest redneck you know: thats funny you ask, id have to say ::cough::bryan::cough [ x ] last time you went to the bowling alley: a long long time ago [ x ] do you think foreign accents are sexy: i dont know it depends [ x ] do you like Jell-O if so what flavor: nO, its like jiggly!! [ x ] do you like hot dogs if so do you know what’s in them: they haven't been my friend since the football games [ x ] brand of toothpaste: colgate [ x ] last time you went to the doctor: i dont remember [ x ] do you think Ricky martin is gay: yes [ x ] ever taken ballet: yeah for the past 10 effin years [ x ] favorite juice: apple juice [ x ] most attractive person: your mom ha jm... i know of many [ x ] any diseases if so what are they: nothing that i know of [ x ] last book you read...was it good: dont remember [ x ] white, dark, or milk chocolate: umm chocolate? [ x ] ever died your hair: colored it with markers [ x ] What brand shampoo: i got the urge [ x ] favorite holiday: Christmas [ x ] thing you hate most about your body: everything [ x ] do you still play with Barbie’s: i cut their hair then color their face [ x ] last thing or person you rode: my rolly chair around the room ::weeeeee:: [ x ] are men really from mars: probably [ x ] do you have to do chores if so what are they: clean the whole upstairs [ x ] last time you smoked: never [ x ] last thing you bought: cd m0re rand0m.. [ x ] are you stressed out...if so from what: lots of shit [ x ] what do you wear to the beach: umm clothes?? [ x ] do you believe in angels: i dono [ x ] would you ever join the army: probably not [ x ] do you want a puppy: yesh [ x ] ever had a kick me sign on you: yeah [ x ] how about a lick me sign: no? [ x ] Favorite icing: the kind that goes on the cake that the twinies make [ x ] are u a flirt: yeah [ x ] last time you were scared: haha really scared?? um the night with ricket [ x ] by what?: no comment [ x ] last party you went to: umm [ x ] do you do your own laundry: no! [ x ] what detergent do you use: like i know?! [ x ] what fabric softner do you use: ^^ [ x ] are your nails real or fake: real [ x ] do you get jiggy with it: yep all the time [ x ] do u live at the wild wild west: no [ x ] what do you wish you were named: urslave, ha i dont know [ x ] favorite movie star: your mom, ha, i dont know... heath ledger [ x ] are your parents divorced...if so for what reasons: not yet, working towards it [ x ] would you ever wear a waterbra: no dont need one [ x ] do you work out: not really [ x ] are u muscular: haha my ass [ x ] do you take a lot of pictures: no not really [ x ] favorite TV show: dont really got one [ x ] do you want a baby: not exactly [ x ] ever thought u were pregnant: no not yet lol [ x ] last time you were sick: umm a couple weeks ago [ x ] butter or margarine: yuccck [ x ] your feelings on McDonald chicken nuggets: i dont even remember the last time i ate em! [ x ] do Chinese people really cook cats and dogs: they do?! [ x ] do you believe in Santa Claus: yeh alll the way!! [ x ] do you go to a tanning bed: nooo [ x ] favorite rugrats character: dil because hes like always pooing [ x ] got milk? well i got fucking ink for the LM, im gona beat who evers ass voted for that! [ x ] do you sniff markers: who doesn't? [ x ] are you dissatisfied with your hair color: kinda [ x ] what kind of jewelry do you wear: do jelly braclets count? [ x ] what do you think of *//\\//Sync??: nsuck? [ x ] do you shop in catalogs: naaa [ x ] what do you like the opposite sex to wear: nothing, well depending on who it is [ x ] do you have a cellie: im not even allowed to touch one anymore [ x ] what do you think of eminem: hot but thats about it [ x ] favorite kind of gum: winter fresh or whatever brit feels like buying [ x ] would you ever get a tattoo: probably [ x ] do you think lil bow wow is cute: yeah kinda [ x ] have you seen Charlie’s angels: yes, not one of my favorites even m0re rand0m.. [ x ] do u like coffee...what kind...what in it: not really [ x ] do you write in pen or pencil....or markers: pen or marker [ x ] are you getto: naw [ x ] favorite lip gloss: smashbox, makes my lips look gorgeous! ha [ x ] do you wear a watch: nope [ x ] sunglasses: not really [ x ] ever use nair....if so where?: legs duuh [ x ] ever been to the mall of America: noPe [ x ] do you want a leather jacket: haha yeah right [ x ] do you think Justin Timberlake and Brittany spears are really together: i dont know! [ x ] what you think of BSB?: boybands such balls.. bsb [ x ] are you online a lot: yeah i guess so [ x ] do you have an old navy performance fleece: used to, dont know where it is, but i loved it [ x ] are you getting tired of doing this: kinda [ x ] do you buckle up: most of the time [ x ] any siblings: fuck yea [ x ] what are their names: asshole and asswipe [ x ] do they wanna fill out our great survey: highly doubt it [ x ] do you know how to yo yo: yesh [ x ] what color are your panties: um navy m0re. [ x ] number of times I have been in love: no comment : ( [ x ] number of times I have had my heart broken: bout once [ x ] number of hearts I have broken: probably none [ x ] number of boys I have kissed: um [ x ] number of continents I have lived in: one [ x ] number of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends: i'll have to get back to u on that [ x ] number of people I consider my enemies: a lot [ x ] number of CD’s that I own: A LOT [ x ] number of piercing: 4 [ x ] number of tattoos: 0 [ x ] number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: 0 [ x ] number of scars on my body: i dont know how to count sorrry [ x ] number of things in my past that I regret: holy cow theres a lot yeah so i was bored Say You Love Me

im mindboggled <-- best word ever! [22 Mar 2003 @ 03:46pm] [ mood | mindboggled ] [ music | unwritten law\\ cailin ] yeah so brittany told me something the other day and that got me really thinking, then my teacher started talking about like what would happen if someone wasn't in your life, where would you be and all this other stuff.. so that got me really really thinking, like i have been thinking about this like crazy, i can't get it off my mind. if i didn't meet this one person i would probably would have been a lot nicer to wes, who wanted to hang out with me and brittany, i wasn't exactly mean but i kinda ignored him and blew him off, i felt really bad about that, and if i also didn't meet this person i probably would like some nerd from my school... bllllaaahhh but yeah thats whats on my mind... someone please comment me, im gettin lonely over here!!! (3) Say You Love Me

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