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Sneakers- funny, laid-back, and goofy, you love to
make people laugh and have a good time. You
enjoy comfort and don't care to much about what
people think of you. You like to hang out with
your buddies and just have a good time. [please
vote! thank you! :)]
What Kind of Shoe Are You?
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Apathy, well I can say your lucky, in some ways.
You see Apathy is no emotion, basically you
don't care. But that does not make you a bad
person. Some of my friends are apathetic and I
love them, but it wouldn't hurt to care a
little more. Trust me life hurts, most people
who are apathetic do it cause they were hurt.
But don't worry, life is pain, its also
pleasure. Good luck. (please vote)
What Emotion Dominates you?
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| 05:51pm 29/02/2004 |
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mood: Antsy. music: Watching "An Evening With Kevin Smith"
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Got my conch pierced...finally. It's placed a little lower than normal but I kinda like it that way. I can't wait till it heals cause my dumbass got it done on the side I like to lay on so now it's hard to sleep comfortably. I adlready set up another appointment for tomorrow to get my lobes opened back up and stretched to a 10 gauge...I think eventually I'll go to a 4 but a 10 will do for now. I think I may get my anti-tragus done as well if Barb will do it but she said she doesn't know if she will since she's never done one. If not I'll start my ear project and get my industrial done. I'm not too keen on the industrial thing but I need it done for the project I want. I had to cancel my tattoo appointment today which really sucked. Oh well...I'll get them done sooner or later. Me, Kelsey, Amy, Angie, and Paige got drunk last night. Went to Wallmart and Perkins. It was fun. I haven't drank with Amy in ages. She yelled at me for not hanging out with her more often and then bitched about the fact that Bridget turned me in about some shit that happened over new years that I'm now looking at 2 years probation for. Damn...some people suck. I mean I know I suck ALOT but some people just suck more sometimes. Me and Kelsey and Amy got in a big conversation about how we wish Bridget would go back to the person she used to be and stop trying to be the people she hangs out with. I love her to death and I really wish she were still at least some what the Bridget I met and instantly clicked with but it's like she has become a completely different person. I know we've all changed alot over the past few years but this has been a total morph into someone I don't ever know anymore. It sucks.....
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| 08:27pm 23/02/2004 |
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I can't expect you to see
me when i'm not around
and my voice is destroyed
by confinement of sound
i'm a human machine
laced with hidden disease
if the future looks bleak
then you're connected to me
flesh into gear
myself appears dissected and pretentious
a simple sound a heavy sigh
you'll win the whole world over
you'll live in fear of being someone that you didn't want to
i realize your insecurities will get the best of you
a traitor's embrace
how foolish how wrong
contained in one place
anxiety spawns
unopened reowned
what's needed upscaled
digested inhaled
unwilling unwound
flesh into gear
myself appears dissected and pretentious
a simple sound a heavy sigh
you'll win the whole world over
you'll live in fear of being someone that you didn't want to
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| 06:35pm 19/02/2004 |
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mood:  hungry
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I can't wait...one more week till my friend Jade turns 18 and then we can finally go to Madison and get our bodymods done. I'm getting a horizontal lip piercing, a black and pink star behind my left ear, and maybe my nipples pierced. Plus Kelsey is supposed to pierce my conch for me as soon as I get the needle for it. I really told myself that I wouldn't get a bunch of holes but now I know what people mean when they say that once you get one you have to get more. It's like an addiction. I really want my bridge done but I need to find another job first and I know nowhere around here will let me have a bridge piercing. I wonder where people with lots of mods get jobs around this town besides fucking APAC. That's one job I refuse to go back to. Anyway. I'm going out to eat with my mommy and some friends now so I'm gonna get a going. |
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| 03:19pm 12/02/2004 |
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Me and Kelsey are talking again. I think. She came over to mine and my boyfriend's house today and hung out. It was kind of awkward after everything that was said by Sara, Amanda, and Tiff and whomever else was in this whole ordeal. But anywho, she came over we hung out and talked and it was cool. Hopefully it lasts this time.
Anyway I've got to be going already.
Keep on rockin. <3 Miss Lauren \m/(^_^)\m/ |
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| 08:09pm 07/02/2004 |
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mood:  horny music: Silence...and yes it sucks.
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So...gonna make this really fucking short. My first entry, obviously. I also am in Greatestjournal.com and Facethejury.com. I'm not an exciting person you'll soon find out and I rarely get online so I doubt this will be updated much. But for now I'm gonna leave you cause Miss Lauren is horny and wants a piece of ass. Oh yeah.
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