Pimp. I just remembered I have this journal. I usually would never use the word pimp, but I'm mega tired right now. Look at what damn time it is. Why am I still up? Because I'm talking to Wes. I like him, a lot. I'm scared that I'm going to get hurt, because I like him so much. It's a complicated situation, which I just quickly and confusingly brushed over. Bye.
If anyone actuall reads this, IM me sometime on aim she will prevail
So yeah. My desktop computer is too filled with adware to function, so now I have a laptop. YAY. I can watch DVDs on it. Which I'm probably going to do soon. Watching LOTR, hell yes.
I thought that I had to be at work at 1, but I found out (after I had already gotten there) that I didn't have to be there until 2. I was pissed, so I went to Brooks and got Jackie a card and I took money out of the bank etc. So while I'm walking around Brooks.. BAM period starts. It was evil, I tell you. For the entire rest of the day I was in agony and felt like I was going to vomit. BLAH. Jackie's party was okay, it started to die at some points and "Goodies" by Ciara played like 6 times. I was acting like such an idiot, but that's okay. Everybody probably thought that I was drunk. In reality, I was just really loopy off of the 10 asprins I took. Also, I couldn't walk before my feet hurt from my high heels. My stomach hurt a lot and I felt like I was going to throw-up. I felt bad, because I sort of ignored Austin, kind of. I went up to him and would hug him and stuff. But then one of us would just randomly walk away. I don't want to be in a relationship now, so I guess that is for the better. University of Southern Maine sent me some letter asking if I wanted more information about their college. Probably a good idea that I start to get some more information on a college. Well, I have to start getting ready for work, blah. Bye.
Not in a good mood, things should be better tomorrow night at Jackie's party. Hoo-rah. Can't wait to have fun and hang out with ALL of my friends, from all around. It should be an interesting night. I couldn't get off from work, so I'll probably be late. That's okay, hopefully I won't miss much though.
I guess I might as well start using this journal again. I actually like it better, I know almost everything about using it, since I had been using it since blurty first began, on other names. Plus, I can make styles! Which I am not particularly fabulous at, but oh well. Suck my kiss. At some point, in the next 20 minutes, I am going to venture out into the cold and restart the dryer to warm up the clothes that are out there (in my garage) and then bring them in. After that! I will take a shower and prepare myself for work. Work at the lovely grocery store which I call: my employer. I am eating nerds, they taste fruity. I love nerds.
Nerds. The Candy.
The single life is much more glamorous than it used to be. I like being free. Free like a goddamn bird in a sanctuary. If that is even the word I'm thinking of. Oh well. Milano cookies taste better when you don't have to pay for them. I usually like them when they belong to other people, but when I buy them myself, I don't like them. Wtf mate?
Two journal entries in the same year, holy shitballs.
So yeah, winter vacation is boring. I did nothing really today. Drove to Brooks and Price Chopper. Went to the bank to figure out, hey it's closed. Fucking presidents.
Tomorrow and Wednesday I have to work. Thursday I have off. Hopefully I won't have to work on Friday, depends on if I can find someone to work for me. I need more than an hour to get ready for Jackie's party, damnit. I am a woman, we take forever.
My dress is cool, I guess. It seems fancy, though that is probably because I don't dress up too often. La, la, la, la.
If it wasn't for date rape I'd never get laid
I'm happy with my life lately, ever since I got out of the dating scene. I have more time for me, to make me happy. It's nice, I guess. It'd be more fun if I wasn't grounded, during vacation. Fucking snowbanks.
Presidents and Snowbanks are at the bottom of my list, lately. To hell with 'em.
Once again, I go a long time without updating this journal at all. The only reason I am updating now, is because my friends were talking about their blurties today, so yeah. Right now, I am eating cupcakes because I am a lardass. Tonight is manicotti night, NOT naked night. Some 52 y/o guy that I work with leaves me candy in my coat pocket and I plan on being in the nude with a broken neck while bleeding from my vagina at Jackie's party on Friday. Goodbye.
Hm, it's been a long time since I've even touched this journal. Amazingly, I still remembered the password and how to adjust and fix things. I just deleted all of my previous entries and kicked myself for everything I had written and was very thankful that it was Friends Only because I was a complete idiot. I probably still am, but at least I don't write madness like I used to. I hate new problems of my own now which are dealt with on my livejournal (pettybitch) so if you wish to read about me and my life, make a livejournal account, comment, and see if you get added :]
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