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Listening is they key. When things aren't working and you feel like a bastardly little creature is screwing w/the cogs and gears of your current endeavors... It's telling you something. Is it to fight or try harder? Or to completely change direction?
I become so irritated w/myself when I look at what I've created for myself by being a chronic underachiever in high school. I have this attitude where I feel like I take things to a certain point to prove I am capable, then drop them. I distinctly remember my father getting on my case about grades one year. I picked a course and got upwards of 93% after that semester's end, just to prove I wasn't having any problems w/comprehension.
I had other issues while in high school to add to my arrogance, but I still can taste those moments where I blew it. It'll take a bit to fix this hole, but it certainly wasn't worth my sloth in years past.
Average people are doing more w/themselves than I. So confusing all this is...
So school. I still look about 14, so I won't stick out too much.
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[14 Nov 2003|11:20pm] |
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1. How did you first find my journal?
2. Why did you originally decide to friend me?
3. What's your favorite part of my journal?
4. What's your least favourite part of my journal?
5. Ask me a question. Be as random as you want.
6. Recommend a band to me. I'm curious what you think I should be listening to.
...and the copying and the pasting and the humouring of me.
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