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[10 Aug 2003|11:47pm] |
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"Desert Rose" by Sting |
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Painting is so soothing. Except when the new colour you're applying is the same as the old... that's just muddlesome.
A man in front of us in line at Mr. Sub actually flexed his butt. I've attempted to ape this very puzzling muscle contraction, but have failed. All of a sudden... just: whoo-oo! I almost guffawed out loud. I suppose it was meant to be arousing as we read the back of his shirt 1/2 out loud and he just... yeilded to an urge. What odd creatures us humans are. It made my day I must say.
On to the sentimental life-plan rot.
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So recent events have made me want to start over. Clean slate (hell, I wanna pulverize the bloody thing), new approach, stellar ambition and unshakable independence. That'll show 'em.
Isn't it sad how we lack the purest of motivators? Yes, but interesting. Like how looking back on one's self, one realizes that one was a nimrod. But then, that means one is no longer a nimrod at the present time. Growth!
I don't like people who get feeble power trips by erasing a barely noticable mention of me from their blog. It stung like a stubbed toe.. profanities were inevitable. But hey, beat me s'more... I like it. It's how things go these days. Make me look at a picture of your new gf... yeah, I feel like tossing my cookies now.
As Vin Deisel would say, "I live for this shit!". Ah, one day it'll all work. The future still glows w/a delicate, personal hope.
May my knowledge and experience flourish like dandelions. Now I just have to make it work. But.. noooo. It's so hard. I don't know how. I'm afraid.
I must, I must.. I must increase my bust.
Idleness would be a sin if I ever invented my own religion. I would be satan.
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I like catching frogs and snakes. This is what I did at a gorgeously huge cottage w/a pool. I poked around in the swampyness for reptiles. I guess I know why people find me odd now.
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I apolagize for quoting a ghoul.
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