On MONDAY we went to the mall and on Sunday we went to macaroni grill which everyone NEEDs to go to. Yea, I just had to say that though, cause I’m writing this all down so I remember everything later on and I don’t wanna get confused or leave anything out.. oh but I called Jon after we got home cause he told me to call him as soon as I got home (even though I didn’t… lesy called elias and I stole the phone and talked to him for about and hour) and we were talking… and well I can’t say what it was about cause then he’ll never trust me again, but he toooooold me something… he asked me if were were older and he asked me to marry him, if I would say yes.. :o) he always says stuff like that, that we’re always gonna be together… *sighs*
hey not much has happened.. i talked to Jon for a while yesterday but his bro needed the phone so he said he'd call back in 5 mins and when i got off, my older sis's xbf called and i couldn't say they couldn't talk cause i'd been on the phone forever before that... yeah and then he left 3 messages... one of them was like, it's me again, jonathan. PLEASE call me back corina. but it was too late to call him after my sis got off.. yeah, but elias is being real icky for the day. i was just talking to him and he was telling i was gross to shop at goodwill and he couldn't believe he touch some of my clothes. and telling me how ugly i was compared to my sis but that i was pretty enough for Jon to like, otherwise he wouldn't ever give me a second thought and crap.. that hurt but oh well, it's not like him and my sis are gonna last that long anyway. she never lasts. and well, he's lied to her a lot as it is. yeah i know, i'm being pesimistic about all this crap between them. but she called me a bitch to him! wtf is that?! i talk about him a lot i know, but it doesn't mean i hate him or that since they got together he just suddenly stopped telling me everything!! he's like my best friend. she tells him all the time that i'm jealous. but really, i think she is cause he'll be talking to her and then he'll be like, let me talk to corina and i'll talk to him right in front of her and i'll be kinda flirting but just playing around yknow? and she'll get all mad. but that's how we are. and we have all these inside jokes that i talk about whenever she picks up the phone and she'll have no idea what we're saying... calling me a bitch. fine i'll be one... man, i'm getting all pissed off now. i need to call Jon.
hola, today was a really good day. iiiiii woke up pretty early and made it to BARELY eat breakfast in the cafetetria today, i think i've become obsessed with eating in there now. that's gonna be my reason for waking up everyday now... hehe. i saw jon sit down on the other side of the cafeteria but he was with his friends, so yknow, i just walked right by him. ;-) thennnn in adv. nothing happened.. except Jon came by, but yeah, that was the highlight of the period cause i was just finishing my test review for math. and then in pe Jon DIDN'T freakin' come by my class!!! i was so sad. but yeah, then i started to talk to elias and well yeah, it was all good. after that, i saw Jon during the passing period :-) but yeah, he couldn't go down our hall or he'd get in trouble for not being in class still. in math i took a test and it was SUPER easy. the first test i've taken all year for any class that i KNOW i can't fail. cause i actually understood it. yay. but yeah, all the tests i've taken in the class i've ended up having to stay late to finish. like, my first one, i stayed in there finishing until the tardy bell rang and then he kind of kicked me out to get to my next class :-X but yeah, i had like TEN minutes left after it!! i was proud. but yeah, then in reading... nothing happened really, but zac got in trouble and the teacher stole his smelly marker which sucks cause it smelled GOOOOOD. then, lunch. eh. i'm starting to hate where i sit more and more. people keep coming to sit with us and our seats keep moving and they're like, KICKING US OFF THE TABLE!!! they like, don't even talk to me anymore.... ever. grrrr. but eh, i don't really care. i never LOVED sitting there anyway. History was awesome as always. was got our tests back from wed. and i was the only one on our WHOLE team to get a 100 on it!! i'ma start reading the book during ssr now everytime we have a test mann! but yeah, then elias and me were being stupid as always. he told me at 3 to stick my tongue out for the rest of the period and i did lol. i started drooling and everything haha it was funny but it didn't feel "cool" like he said it would if i stuck my tongue out for a long time. AND he liked my braclets! bleh. nastyyyyyness thank you very much... it was still fun though. and after school, i got to see Joooooonnnnn *sighs* he was holding my hand for the first time in forever and i didn't get a hug alll today and after like, adv yesterday so i was sooooo sad and so he hugged me for a really long time :-) but then i haddd to go... and so yeah, i left and my sis's friend was over to go see a movie with my sis as a lil "birthday party" kinda thing and the other girl came really late at like 5 and the movie strted at 5:20 so yeah, we were driving down culebra and i was like, it's 5:20 already. we missed it. sooo we turned around and my lil sis got this long lectureness from my mom on how she should start planning things ahead of time. (she decided what MOVIE we were gonna see, at 4:50 after school ha) we ended up renting some movies and when we came home, Jon came. it was right before i was starting to look for his #.. creepy. but yeah. he got high. i don't really care though and he thinks i'm mad. i dunno. it's his life. but i still wish he didn't do that stuff anymore. but yeah, his bro made himget off and he said he'd call back in 5 mins but my sis and my dad got on it, so i'm gonna go check up on my sis and her friends downstairs and then go call him back.
today was a pretty good day...
i woke up at SEVEN oh yeah baby, that was awesome. i was ready by the time my welly go here and we got to school around 8:50. i was so happy. we ran into Faryal and she tooks us to eat breakfast. thennnn i went in search of jon and found gio. she was with zac and he told me he was his friends. i like it when he's with his friends though, 'cause i know that's where he wants to be, so i didn't go off finding him. actually, i hid when he past by lol. all for good reason though, me and Faryal followed him to the doors and lost him but went down the downstairs 8th grade hall and followed him again. hehe. then he and matt stopped walking, and since he never noticed us, we just kept walking. he caught up though, and gave me a note!! :-D it was saying that i was his "star" and yeah, i can't say anything else 'cause no one's supposed to know about it, but it was long and really sweet. then in geography i was playing around with elias and Jon kept yelling at him for throwing pens at me lol. yknow what's creepy? elias was keeping traack of how my hours they'd been togther. it was a day at 12:07 lol loooser. thennn in english i talked to karen and i wish i was friends with her 'cause she's really cool. oh and then a lot of people read my narritive and even the people who read to the very end where it said it hurt to have people laugh in your face when you tell them why you're grounded laughed. it hurt so bad. i was so offended. that's the one thing that i can't ever joke around about and they all laughed.. but yeah, that's all for the bad in my day pretty much..
then in spanish, nada happened really, Jon came by and yeah, that was my highlight for the period. at lunch nothing happened. blah. i paid with actual money today for the first time ever cause i didn't have any $ and i didn't ask my mom for a check (i still gotta do that too..) yeah but i didn't have $ yesterday either and Jon bought my lunch...
in the court yard i saw Kenny and he gave me this page of blink 182 pictures out of a mag. lol he's so cute. and then my and kelly had our first fight since.. since.. me and Jon got together i think.. hmmm.. it was fun and at first he tried to defend me when she smacked me but we said it was tradition, so he was like, eh, and him and elias just stood there watching... lol ass holes..
but yeah, then in science natasha wasn't there and i passed out papers most of the time. but after i was done, we watched a movie and my class kept talking (hell yeah, it was the first time in that class i WASN'T talking) about that fight with sean and manuel... and the teacher got pissed, so we had to write lines.. i got out 5 mins late, lol cause i wrote too slow. :-) thennn me zac and gio waited around for Jon to get out of class which took so freakin' long. when we got outside, the dhall lady person saw him and went and got him and he left without giving me a hug.. depressing... but yeah, then he called and i was being mean for some reason, i dunno, it was funny and he knew i was just playing around. i kept telling him i didn't like him anymore for some stupid reason and then we both forgot what it was lol. yeah, but then i had to go, and he was threatening to stay home tomorrow so i was like fine, i love you a little bit again. i know, i know, i'm too nice to him ;-) hehe but yeah, i have math to do, and i gotta go to bed early today so i can go eat breakfast again!! yay!!
Today was a good enough day.. I looked like crap, but yknow, Jon didn’t seem gruesomely disgusted with me, so it’s ok I guess.. I got there before Jon though, today! So that was a good start in the day… and then, elias came up to me saying he couldn’t tell me something and when I left I asked faryal and she was like, he asked your sis out in a note. Sooo that was really good (and I’m not being sarcastic) and during pe I hung out with him the whole time. I saw Jon before class started again, but right when I got out there, I had to go back in and get in my seat so I hugged him and he told me he loved meeee… and when I got back in, karen and vivian and lyn were asking me questions and they’re like, have you kissed him yet? Have you told eachother you lover eachother yet? And I said yea and karen’s like, I’m gonna mark that on my claander!! Lol. I also got invited to lyn’s b-day party and I REALLY wanna go cause I really like her and this other girl who’s prolly gonna go, so I’m gonna be really good. I almost fell asleep 5 times, though, cause I studied too long and woke up too early, and so every time I got knocked out of that game, I’d go lie by the wall and close my eyes to sleep, it didn’t work though, cause every time, the coach threw me back in the game, but I didn’t care cause I liked that game. But yeah then elias told me he was gonna see my sis and she was gonna say yes or no and I was like, she’ll say yes and he got all jumpy lol. but yeah, then I saw Jon and we were walknig past mr garcia and he’s like, aren’t you supposed to be held back during passing periods? And then he had Jon stand with him outside until the bell rang… faryal told me that it was for sure about elias and my sis then, so yeah they’re together! And then in 3rd period, Jon came by like, 5 times, lol. and at lunch all my frined were trying to trick me into thinknig that they’d already kissed and got written up for it, but faryal said he was lying and I just went along with it. Thennn I had my frickin’ test in history which I did pretty well since I read my book all through advisory and ssr in reading. Hehe. Then we went to the library after the test and elias is in that class with me so we were playing around a lot telling everyone we were both james m.s (cause we’re doing a project on people in history and I got james monroe and he got james madison) and that we were better. I realized I really like him though, and I don’t know what I’d do with him this year… oh wait, that came out wrong, I like him as a friend. Cause yknow. JON is still here. Uuughh that came out wrong too, I like him a lot as my friend only. There. but yeah, I had a blast today in history and got NO work done.. oooooopsss… this one was short wasn’t it? Hmmm.. guess today was kinda dull then… didn’t seem like it…
Blink 182’s cd came out, so I made a lil mini billboard on my clothes so that everyone would know, yknow? Yeah. I had “the” in masking tape spelled out on the front of my Blink 182 shirt and Blink down one leg and 182 down the other and then on my back I had “cd comes out today” and on my butt I had “go” and then on one of my legs on the back it said “buy” and the other said “it!”. And like, everyone just wanted to read it so yeah, that wasn’t really a distraction, eh? So yeah, I went to avd. And the teacher just laughed at it, and in 1st my teacher just gave me a dirty look and justin and billy kept trying to taking them off caaue billy wanted to change the “m” to a “w” and then justin finally tore one off and a started yelling at him until he gave it back so when I turned around to stick it on my desk, Jon told him to put it back…. Which he did. And then.. herrmm I think that’s all that happened… oh!I got stuck to the chair a couple times lol, but I played it off every time ‘cause Jon sits behind me hehe. and then in 2nd sean wrote “hail satan” on my back which I didn’t know until 3rd period, but yeah. And I stayed after 2nd to talk to my teacher about my narrative and after that, she had me take my fundraiser stuff to the office so my dad could pick it up and so I got to Espanol late. Everyone was of course starring at me, and Ms. Carrasco just gave me a disgusted confused look and started laughing. Heh. Then austin kept stealing my letters from “Blink” but yeah, it wasn’t that much of a distraction, we finished our work and then austin and elias were talking to me (elias was plotting against my little sister) and he took them… NOT A DISTRACTION. But yeah even Mrs. Alyfantis liked it, she was even gonna give me some more tape! So I thought I was good for the day since the people in the office didn’t care either, as long as I didn’t actually get seen by an actual principal. At lunch, I was walking in the doors and my science teacher, Mrs. Doyle looked at me up and down and was like, “uh-uh. No. take it off.” So I was like, ok… and kept walking and Jon was like, she’s still calling you, so I went over there and she was like, we’re going to the office. Sooo she took me there and she told me to sit down and 2 seconds later, she’s like, “stand up, turn around” blah blah blah demanding everything from me. And so I just sat after a couple of sentences and the vice principal comes in and she’s like, “stand up, turn around” errr.. be nice about it for God’s sake! I didn’t commit a crime! So the vp is like, yeah, you can’t have that on, you need to take it off or call your parents to bring you new clothes. And ms. D is like, I just took her out of lunch, so I don’t want to make her miss lunch and the vp’s like, yeah well she can go get her lunch to eat here and then take it off. So I went to cut and I saw that Brittany Baker had just grabbed her tray, so I went behind her not even noticing who I was cutting in front of and waited till the lady came back to give me my food and I was just standing there, and I looked to my left and Jon is standing right there. Lol I cutted in front of him and he was just starring at me cause charlie had his arm around his shoulders.. haha, I felt stupid. But then he’s like, are you gonna eat here? And I said no, cause I had to go back and eat there and take off the tape. And he’s like okkkk… so I left and ate in there… and then while I was eating, kelly’s friend chris came in and was watching me pry the tape off my butt. Haha it was embarrassing cause he was just starring at meeeee hehe. And then the vp walks in and is like, you can go into the rroom and take it off in there and I was like Thank you!! And so I went in there and took my clothes off to take it off my back but what sucked was that my clothes stayed sticky… bleh. I took like 10 mins in there lol. I didn’t really wanna go back out, it was kinda cool being shirtless at school lol. Cause this time it wasn’t in the icky locker room. yeah, but then I went back and cassie and lanie and laura came up to me and asked about it and then gio came and I walked outside with her but welly came and she’s like, “haha you had to take your tape off. We asked Jon where you were and he said that you got in trouble for jumping this girl and we all believed him!!” haha welly’s a LOSER. You hear that welly? You’re the loser not me. But yeah, then I dragged her to find Jon and we ran into kenny and I explained it to him and then elias came and started talking about my SISTER like always… and then Jon found ME. That’s kinda sad though, cause I was looking for HIM! but yeah, I told him what happened and he’s was telling me all this crap about how he wouldn’t have listened and prolly would’ve cursed them out or something… bad boyyyy…. But yeah, then austin I think, asked me what happened to my tape and I told him it was ms. D’s fault and he’s like “that fat bitch!” or something like that. That’s so mean though, cause everyone kept telling me that.. I like her…. :-/ but yeeah then I went to her class for 4th period and she acted like nothing happened… errrr.
Then, after school, I went to my sis’s school to pick her up just because and my dad ended up leaving us all there (long story) and soy sis’s friend jenny took us home, and when we got here my mom had just gotten home. We had to get ready for an induction ceremony thingy at the school we’d just come home form, so I was rushing everyone and my sister was on the phone with guess who the hell who?! Elias. Yeah. Sooo we couldn’t go to target on the way cause we’d be late. Grrr. But after that, we went to target and once I’d got it, I was looking for my mom to buy it (parental advisory sticker’s a killer..) and I couldn’t find her! I almost started crying! Lol, but then we bought it and RIGHT when I stepped into the kitchen, the phone rang. It was Jon!! Yeah, so we talked miraculously though my loud Blink 182 music.. but his phone died and I didn’t even get to say g’bye… I had to go sing happy b-day to my lil sis anyway, so I did, and then did my hwk. I couldn’t concentrate though, so I took a shower and practically feel asleep trying to read my history book for my test. Soo I just went to bed.
ok... haven't written since fri, right? well, ok, since then elias has been really trying to get with my sis and i was getting mad about it before, but now i don't really care. like, if this has happened before, then i obviously need to learn from it now cause i didn't before. i told that to elias, but he doesn't understabd, he thinks i'm just saying that. heh.
saturday, we went shopping and "made a killing" as my mom says... it was awesome. i got a striped shirt, red tanktop with 3 slit thingys and netting over it(hard to explain), a maroony over shirt, and a pairs of black cargo floads fron goodwill. i got two pairs of jeans (i have to buy one though with my own mulah), a cat in the hat red long sleeve shirt, and my first HURLEY shirt (yay). that's all that i got, but i think it's a lot for one day. then we had RUDY'S for dinner which was great, and after that, when my dad was sleeping, Jon called and we talked for a while. it was a perfect day man. then on sunday, i went to church and then tried to get my atticus money order but the line was too long and my dad coudln't see me in line.. so i didn't get it. i told the guy though, that's selling them, and he says cash is fine. hooray. herrrmm.. i think that was all for sunday, oh yeah, i called elias to distract me from my math hwk but he eventually just talked to my sis for about an hour. that pissed me off. eh, but oh well, he doesn't realize it bothers me, so it's ok.
today... umm, i got mad in pe at elias cause my sis told me stuff he'd been telling her. but then i got over it and he told me that my sis was saying i'm JEALOUS right uh huh. i no longer care about Jon and think omg i want elias 24/7 now... riiiiight. so i got mad and anti-social i guess you could say casue i was soooo pissed. i mean, COME ON. how sad is your family when your own sister starts to talk behind your back? humph. i still hate her though. and then... Jon cheered me up. he knew i was upset about something but didn't make me tell him or anything cause i was trying to forget about it, and e was just like, smile...? and then during math he came by my class just to tell me to be happy. :-) yeah, but he kinda came at the wrong time cause i was trying to consentrate on what hte teacher was saying casue i missed all the questions on our quiz, so yeah. i was copying everything and he was standing at the door trying to get my attention for a while i think. that's embarressing though, cause i must have looked like an idiot looking at the board and focusing all stupid. haha. oh well. i needed him to come by though, cause i was getting po'd from the warm up the WARM UP god, i'm so dumb in that class. i was all 'omg i understand it it's c' and then he says the answer's a. uuuuhhhhh. oh! but when we were gonig over our hwk that i was avioding by calling elias, i volenterred my answer cause no one was raising their hand or participating any more, i was like "-x + 2y=0" and he's like "noooo it's more like x-2y=0" (omg i was like dying there cause i really felt dumb then, i'd barely gotten ANY anwsers right the whole class period!!) and he was explaining something to lanie about it, and i looked to see what i did wrong and it looked right, so i was like, "i don't see how it can be positive" and he's like, "ok, i'll do it the board then." and so he worked it out and it came out to like -1/2x+y=0 (which is the same tihng as my answer except minge was all whole numbers like we were supposed to make it..) and he's like, "now do you understand?" and in my bitchist voice i'm like, "it's still negative" ha!! omg,that made me fell so goo man, my day just went good there. and everyone in the class was like go corina. even people i never thought knew my name. THAT was pretty awesome man. plus, everyone on my team HATES the math teacher, so that's another reason they were giving me so many props, cause someone'd finally caught him in teaching us wrong. diiiiieeeee i'm smart agian :-) i felt so good. and then the bell rang like a minute after i said that and my sis came by my locker.. uhhhh.. i knew she was just going by there to waste time so that when she saw elias, she'd make an excuse to leave and follow him to english which she did. but i don't care... I CORRECTED MR. GARICA!! hehe. sorry, i must brag, just for today though. and reading was good i guess, Jon came by twice. oh, no, the quiz we had on our logic puzzles was hard. it was one we'd done before and i'd gotten right away, but for some reason, i kept missing a clue and would mess up. i finally got it though, and the rest of the period was nice. then.. lunch, Jon came late cause he got in trouble in history, he told me he didn't know why, but he knows i know he was lying. eh, i don't really care, he doesn't like me knowing about him getting in trouble.. he thinks it like, pisses me off or something.. heh. oh well. and clarissa, she told Jon tomorrow it's gonna be 2 months that we've been together, which wasn't supposed to happen, but eh, oh wellll.. then history was awesome, we had this 'warm fuzzy' thing we were doing and faryal got my name, so it was fun. then, i was letting everyone sniff this smelly expo marker i got from zac. i was playing around when elias was sniffing it and hit it, thinking he would know cause of the way he was holding it, but he wasn't, and it got up his nose. i felt bad he had to go clean out his nose in the rroom and he got like high. lol. i felt bad though. then Jon came by again to tell me that giowanna left early and mr tyler started yelling at him for walking by his classroom. oops... :-X yeah, but then after school, i was hanging out with zac and Jon cause kelly didn't go to school, and vinnie comes out and starts talknig to Jon about drugs and lighting the school on fire. he was sayinghe didn't do it and they were talknig about other stuff too, but i wasn't really following them well, cause all i'd known is that someone started a fire in the rroom. and i didn't know who some of the guys were in the whole speel but yknow, i got what htey were saying for the most part. i kinda miss not hearing all of that stuff though, in 7th grade i totally avioed all of the "bad kids" and never knew what was going on unless it directly effected me or if gio told me. i kinda wanna be like i was in 6th grade. it would be cool to be kinda bad again. not that i was that bad, but i hung out with those people and i always knew what was going on and every detail.. i'm thinking i'm gonna turn more into Jon... lol, he doesn't want me to though, in fact, i'm supposed to slap him 4 times for cursing in front of me. i'm not though, he just want me to, cause i cuss more now that we've been together. :-) oh yeah, and elias called right after he'd been talking to my sister. they were like, on the phone and i picked it up and she said it was marcella, but i knew it wasn't, cause she'd written him a note that said she was gonna call him and tell him it was her friend marcella. he let me read it. but yeah, then he was saying stuff that kinda scared me and i told him to just go out with her and he wasn't listening to any of my reasoning. but yeah. then i told him i had to go wash clothes.. so he was just like ok bye... and then, right now, when i was writing about giowanna leaving, i thought i might call her casue she didn't even know why she was leaving early and i was kinda worried, so i pick up the phone and elias is telling my sis what i told him. what a bitch. uhhhh.. so i yell at her to get off, er well, tell her kinda mean, and wait a while, and then pick it up again and yelll "GET OFF!!" so yeah, then my sis iis like pick up the phone after a couple minutes. and i pick up and elias is blaming it on her... "she called me.. blah blah blah blah." i wasn't even that mad though, it's jsut that i'd told my sis that i wanted her to get off as soon as she could casue Jon said he was gonna call today if he got his phone line and shewas like ok, it's for school though, or whatever the hell she said, and i pick up the phone a half an hour later and i hear elias's damn voice. yeah. well that bitch is telling me to get off now, i'm gonna get off and wash some more clothes anyway. i'll write more later i guess.. not that there is anymore....
heya person! i'm soooo happy right now casue i talked to jon about an hour ago and yknow how you always want someone to say that perfect thing? like... if you put yourself down or you're thinking you want them to say something? you just need to hear that one thing? but it NEVER happens? yeah, well, not anymore. i think this is really psycho but everytime i want him to do or say something, he'll say it as if he knew what i was thinking. i dunno. i think that's awsome. he's like, perfect. he hasn't like made an actual mistake. er well, literally, a mistake. we talked for a while and he kept telling me he loved me and we were talking about our horrible days. everyone always says that you're too young for it when you say it, but i don't give a crap. i love him. even though he just about killed me today with our whole fight thingy. i can't believe i didn't know him before this year! yeah but um, i made up a quote:
you always want to be that girl people can automatically love. when you become that girl, you don't think you could live another day being her, you've realized that all of your friendships you thought were true only revolve around the fact that they want to BE you. no one cares about the real you, anymore.
ok.. so i wrote another one...
all i ever wanted was for the guys to like me. i got what i wanted, but sometimes we are not careful with what we wish for. when i look back on my male relationships, i see what they might have been thinking. all they wanted was for me to like them back.
ahhh i think they need to be perfected. i got this idea from elias, so yeah, i wrote quotes! ha i'm a loser. sue me. these are myyyy quotes, you can have them too, but you can't claim them because i am proud.
that whole thing with jon and that girl was really between the girl and charlie, he told her the "booger thing" and Jon was staring at her 'cause her friend and her were pointing at him and he didn't know why. but yeah, that girl got mad after school today because she saw me and jon today after school together. haha burnnnn. he's MINNNNE...
oh crap. i messed up, i copy-pasted my entry and some how it doubled so yeah go look at the end of it. once your done. i'm going nuts with this whole Elias and my sisterness going on... i hope you're just trying to fuckin' piss me off kelly by saying what you just said to me... i'm pissed nowwwww...
intresting, intresting day...
i was real upset about the whole thing with that other girl and i talked to giowanna about it for a while and got over it yknow...? and so my day was pretty much great after that. but this morn. jon came up behind me and was like "hey corina" and that put a smile on my face cause he knows i love it when he says my name and then when we're walking away from my locker, we run into the saddest yet angriest giowanna i've ever seen. her and zac. zac looked kind of off but i didn't pay much attention and walked infront of the two guys with her to see what was up (they turned around to walk with us) and she told me that zac was high. and i was just like omg.. and she's like, yeah, i know. so we get to the water fountians and she takes a drink and i'm like, does that mean..? (implying jon being stoned too) and she's like i'm pretty sure... so i'm like ok... and they're standing with us and gio's like, i'm gonna go and so she hugs zac and walks away and jon's like, you know right? and i'm just like yea... and omg, zac, he's such an ass, he was like, "joooooonnnnnn i can't. i can't stand straight... hehe" all goofy and stupid and he almost falls over. and then we see gio and she's walking toward us but when i told zac to turn around, she ran off. which was really odd cause she had said she was going to advisory and then to not want us to see her... so we're like okkk... and so i'm like, i'm gonna gooo.. so i give jon this really fake hug cause i really didn't want him to touch me and when i'm about to start walking away, she comes back and is like, i gotta talk to you. so we go in the rroom and she starts crying and crying so i let her cry on my shoulder for a while and she starts talking and telling how he told her he wouldn't do it (cause they'd talked about it before) and then we were both like, i hate jon blah blah blah yknow? cause i was PISSED. and by the time she's calmed down, the announcements were already over lol, we were so late. and so i was like, maybe we should get to advisory so we left and i was about 8 mins late. but my teacher didn't even notice. heh. and then i told clarissa cause GOD ! you could tell i was upset!! i thought i was covering it up well! but EVERYONE all day was like, what's wrong? grrr i'm a bad faker... but anyway, she's like, maybe you shouldn't talk to him or something and he'll learn and so i was like yeah but that would be torture for ME! so then she was like, well you don't wanna get involved with someone who does drugs.. and she's so right. i can't do that again, my mom knew about my old bf who got caught doing drugs and so she's like well jon's good, good thing corina's learned her lesson from going out with that other guy... uhhhh so i'm like yeah ok. w/e trying to figure out what i was gonna do and the bell rang so i just went to my locker to waste time of course and then to the rroom just in case jon got out of class for a passing period. i went to geo. and when he walked in or passed by, i kept my head down and kept really quiet all period. i didn't even talk to elias barely. but then i turned around to help billy on his history and i could feel jon staring at me. so i look over billy's shoulder and jon's like, are you mad at me? and i just thought for a second and was like, yeah. so i didn't look back all period and practically ran out of the class when the bell rang. i went downstairs to find kelly and told her everything. i was by the girls locker room when we separated and while i was walking back, my little sis comes up to me and hugs me and then i was like, you're gonna be tardy and she's like yeah, so she takes off running and i don't really care so i just walk normal, i'd be tardy anyway if i'd ran. sooo i get to class about 3 mins late and it's my advisory teacher's class and yet again, she doesn't give a crap. i don't think she even noticed lol. so yeah, then austin tells me gio was looking for me and then amanda tells me that so i felt guilty for going to kelly instead of her, yknow? but yeah, english was ok until jon comes by and austin's like, "look! he's right there! look!" so of course i look and he's got the saddest face and he just looks at me for a while and doesn't even wave or anything and after a couple of seconds he just leaves and these two girls in my class were working outside and when they come back in, they're like, jon was talking to us and he said he was sorry. and they said that he was crying. CRYING i think they were just saying that but one of the girls kept telling me, forgive him, he was really crying... and stuff so i dunno... i can't imagine jon crying at all, let alone over me. but. whatever they say... ok, so after 2nd, i run into gio and she's like, what happened in geography? and i was just like nothing, i didn't talk to him but he asked if i was mad and i just said yes. and she like ooooh and i knew zac was coming so i was just like yea and then when he stands next to her i walk around them and just walk away. cause hell yeah i'm pissed at zac yknow? if you'd seen gio's face this morn, you'd understand. but yeah i go to spanish and while i'm doing my dol guess who walks by. yeah and he's just like i'm sorry, i'm sorry don't be mad at me and and i just nod my head like yeah, ok, go away. so he walks off and i start doing my work again. and then he turns around and comes and stands there again. but elias saw him and i'm arguing with him over whether i should go outside to talk to him or not and i eventually win so i turn back and he's like i'm sorry again, and amanda who is siting next to me on the other side of the door is like, that's your bf right? and i'm like yeah. and she's like oooooh. and i'm hoping with all i've got that he got pissed at me for ignoring him right then so i'm like, is he still there? and she's like yeahhhh... so i turn around to face him and he's still tellnig me he's sorry and that i can't be mad at him and that he'll never do it again... and i keep nodding like that and so he's finally really discouraged and is like, ok, bye, with his head down and all and walks away to pe. so yeah then i was talking to elias and austin at the end of class about my sis and then about jon... and then we left.. to lunch... i didn't see him upstairs and walked down to the lines to get inside the cafeteria with elias and when we were standing in line, i saw him in the other line with jeff so i was pretty HAPPY (i think that's what i was feeling.. more like relieved) to see that and then they left and by the time we got in the cafeteria, he was already in line. so i keep going to a different one and look for someone to cut in front of. i saw gio and was trying to get her to look at me but she didn't and SOMEONE walked up to me and stood in line with me. i just looked at him once though. and then gio finally lets me cut so i'm like, you wanna? and he's just like of course. so we get in line with her and we start talking about what happened in pe and jon and zac yknow? and zac comes to stand with us but after a while, he's like, i'm gonna go... so he gets outta line and sits with his friends which was another relief cause i could'nt stand it if he sat with me and tehn gio's like, you wanna sit with us? and i'm like could i PLEASE? sooo i do and gio and zac are making up and hugging the whole time and i can hear every word and it just makes everything WORSE so i look away, outside and stuff around me god, everything i could focus on. i was getting sooo sad. so then after the girl who'd been sitting in to me left, he comes and sits next to me. i still do not wanna face him, though, so i just look straight at gio and i know he's staring at me but i still don't turn my face to him. and then we get kicked out of the cafeteria. heh. we were there too long. sooo we went to the courtyard and we were just standing there and i still was barely looking at his, but everytime i'd look at him and he'd be staring at meee. and then the teachers told us to go and get in line to get inside sooo he just walked away and i was walking behind him but meagan stopped me and i was telling her what was wrong with meee and he didn't stop and gio and zac passed me while i was talknig to her and when i went over to them, i was like, where'd he go? and she's like, i dunno... and we finally saw him.. he was walking toward the tennis courts... but i couldn't go after him. i on't konw why. but i couldn't. i was too afraid that he'd turn around and be like, you know what? i'm through with this. it's over i hate you.. or something like that... i dunno.. i felt like that almost all day really and i was just so scared... and then i ran to pass time in the rroom again and when i came out my "brother" chris asked me why i was mad at jon and i was like i dunno, or something and was walking away and i ran into one of jon's closer friends and he's like, hey why are you mad at jon? and i was just like aaaahhhh inside my head. i didn't wanna tell them 2 cause yknow, they would think it was stupid. so i told him i dunno and just walked away. then jon walked by during that class... lol, he's crazy. and he was like are you mad at me? and jose, one of his other friends was sitting right next to me and i looked at him and he's like well..? and i barely shook my head to one side and he's like NO!? and like he was getting kinda happy and oh god, it felt so good to see him a little cheerier and i couln't say i was mad cause i just wanted it all to go away so i said i wasn't and he left. and then he came by again still sad again and i was LAUGHING omg i felt bad cause he looked at me and i heard turned away from leslie who was making cracks about selena and he walked by.. i felt horrible!! but then while we were doing our work, the teacher took me out of class and was like, "what's wrong with jon?"
and i was just like "i dunno"
"are you two fighting?"
"yeah"
"are you breaking up with him?"
"no no no"
"oh ok, are you mad at him??"
"yeah"
"about another girl?"
"noooo"
"is it something else?"
"yeah"
"oh ok, well if there's anything i can do, you can just come and tell me"
god, we must've both looked horrible today...
but yeah, then after school, he was held back after the bell for a long time so we just left cause the teacher said he wasn't gonna let him go for a while. sooo i went to my pe locker to get my clothes and when i walked outside... there he was... i went and kinda stood by him and we were just looking at eachother... i didn't know what to do and he didn't know if i was mad or not. soooo zac was just like, make up already. so turned to him to talk to him and kelly fuckin' pulled me away from him so i could see this guy which i could really care less about when there's JON. but anyway, i got mad and pushed her off of me and hugged him. and then vicki said mrs alyfantis was coming so i let go... and then we were just standing there talking and he had his arms around me and i was holding his hand and ooooooy my day just wasted away.... it was so bad.. but in the end... we were still together. i'm soooo amazed that he put up with my damn stubbernness and ignorance and over reacting and just everything, i was sooo mean to him all day. and then gio kelly and vicki left and zac was being an ass again and was talknig about them getting high and how other people get high... and i was just like shut upppppp. so zac layed down and me and jon were just staring at eachother, i didn't know what to say and i wish zac hadn't been there. but then kelly came back and they started fighting with this guy that we all hate and i was just like, i'm gonnnnna gooooo.. so we hugged for a while apoligizing and talking and i could've killed kelly cause she was ruining my damn moment!! lolz kelly, i swear i'm gonna ruin everyone of your moments with that guy... hell yeah that's a threat! hehe but yeah then a teacher came out and said she was going to write us up and i just left. they walked behind me and when we got to the end of the porch thingy, i told him i loved him and he said he loved me toooooo.
yeah that's all for my jon story. i got home, ate and then had to fill empty bottles with cat food which was actually kind of fun cause we were being stupid. and that's why i smell like cat food.intresting, intresting day...
i was real upset about the whole thing with that other girl and i talked to giowanna about it for a while and got over it yknow...? and so my day was pretty much great after that. but this morn. jon came up behind me and was like "hey corina" and that put a smile on my face cause he knows i love it when he says my name and then when we're walking away from my locker, we run into the saddest yet angriest giowanna i've ever seen. her and zac. zac looked kind of off but i didn't pay much attention and walked infront of the two guys with her to see what was up (they turned around to walk with us) and she told me that zac was high. and i was just like omg.. and she's like, yeah, i know. so we get to the water fountians and she takes a drink and i'm like, does that mean..? (implying jon being stoned too) and she's like i'm pretty sure... so i'm like ok... and they're standing with us and gio's like, i'm gonna go and so she hugs zac and walks away and jon's like, you know right? and i'm just like yea... and omg, zac, he's such an ass, he was like, "joooooonnnnnn i can't. i can't stand straight... hehe" all goofy and stupid and he almost falls over. and then we see gio and she's walking toward us but when i told zac to turn around, she ran off. which was really odd cause she had said she was going to advisory and then to not want us to see her... so we're like okkk... and so i'm like, i'm gonna gooo.. so i give jon this really fake hug cause i really didn't want him to touch me and when i'm about to start walking away, she comes back and is like, i gotta talk to you. so we go in the rroom and she starts crying and crying so i let her cry on my shoulder for a while and she starts talking and telling how he told her he wouldn't do it (cause they'd talked about it before) and then we were both like, i hate jon blah blah blah yknow? cause i was PISSED. and by the time she's calmed down, the announcements were already over lol, we were so late. and so i was like, maybe we should get to advisory so we left and i was about 8 mins late. but my teacher didn't even notice. heh. and then i told clarissa cause GOD ! you could tell i was upset!! i thought i was covering it up well! but EVERYONE all day was like, what's wrong? grrr i'm a bad faker... but anyway, she's like, maybe you shouldn't talk to him or something and he'll learn and so i was like yeah but that would be torture for ME! so then she was like, well you don't wanna get involved with someone who does drugs.. and she's so right. i can't do that again, my mom knew about my old bf who got caught doing drugs and so she's like well jon's good, good thing corina's learned her lesson from going out with that other guy... uhhhh so i'm like yeah ok. w/e trying to figure out what i was gonna do and the bell rang so i just went to my locker to waste time of course and then to the rroom just in case jon got out of class for a passing period. i went to geo. and when he walked in or passed by, i kept my head down and kept really quiet all period. i didn't even talk to elias barely. but then i turned around to help billy on his history and i could feel jon staring at me. so i look over billy's shoulder and jon's like, are you mad at me? and i just thought for a second and was like, yeah. so i didn't look back all period and practically ran out of the class when the bell rang. i went downstairs to find kelly and told her everything. i was by the girls locker room when we separated and while i was walking back, my little sis comes up to me and hugs me and then i was like, you're gonna be tardy and she's like yeah, so she takes off running and i don't really care so i just walk normal, i'd be tardy anyway if i'd ran. sooo i get to class about 3 mins late and it's my advisory teacher's class and yet again, she doesn't give a crap. i don't think she even noticed lol. so yeah, then austin tells me gio was looking for me and then amanda tells me that so i felt guilty for going to kelly instead of her, yknow? but yeah, english was ok until jon comes by and austin's like, "look! he's right there! look!" so of course i look and he's got the saddest face and he just looks at me for a while and doesn't even wave or anything and after a couple of seconds he just leaves and these two girls in my class were working outside and when they come back in, they're like, jon was talking to us and he said he was sorry. and they said that he was crying. CRYING i think they were just saying that but one of the girls kept telling me, forgive him, he was really crying... and stuff so i dunno... i can't imagine jon crying at all, let alone over me. but. whatever they say... ok, so after 2nd, i run into gio and she's like, what happened in geography? and i was just like nothing, i didn't talk to him but he asked if i was mad and i just said yes. and she like ooooh and i knew zac was coming so i was just like yea and then when he stands next to her i walk around them and just walk away. cause hell yeah i'm pissed at zac yknow? if you'd seen gio's face this morn, you'd understand. but yeah i go to spanish and while i'm doing my dol guess who walks by. yeah and he's just like i'm sorry, i'm sorry don't be mad at me and and i just nod my head like yeah, ok, go away. so he walks off and i start doing my work again. and then he turns around and comes and stands there again. but elias saw him and i'm arguing with him over whether i should go outside to talk to him or not and i eventually win so i turn back and he's like i'm sorry again, and amanda who is siting next to me on the other side of the door is like, that's your bf right? and i'm like yeah. and she's like oooooh. and i'm hoping with all i've got that he got pissed at me for ignoring him right then so i'm like, is he still there? and she's like yeahhhh... so i turn around to face him and he's still tellnig me he's sorry and that i can't be mad at him and that he'll never do it again... and i keep nodding like that and so he's finally really discouraged and is like, ok, bye, with his head down and all and walks away to pe. so yeah then i was talking to elias and austin at the end of class about my sis and then about jon... and then we left.. to lunch... i didn't see him upstairs and walked down to the lines to get inside the cafeteria with elias and when we were standing in line, i saw him in the other line with jeff so i was pretty HAPPY (i think that's what i was feeling.. more like relieved) to see that and then they left and by the time we got in the cafeteria, he was already in line. so i keep going to a different one and look for someone to cut in front of. i saw gio and was trying to get her to look at me but she didn't and SOMEONE walked up to me and stood in line with me. i just looked at him once though. and then gio finally lets me cut so i'm like, you wanna? and he's just like of course. so we get in line with her and we start talking about what happened in pe and jon and zac yknow? and zac comes to stand with us but after a while, he's like, i'm gonna go... so he gets outta line and sits with his friends which was another relief cause i could'nt stand it if he sat with me and tehn gio's like, you wanna sit with us? and i'm like could i PLEASE? sooo i do and gio and zac are making up and hugging the whole time and i can hear every word and it just makes everything WORSE so i look away, outside and stuff around me god, everything i could focus on. i was getting sooo sad. so then after the girl who'd been sitting in to me left, he comes and sits next to me. i still do not wanna face him, though, so i just look straight at gio and i know he's staring at me but i still don't turn my face to him. and then we get kicked out of the cafeteria. heh. we were there too long. sooo we went to the courtyard and we were just standing there and i still was barely looking at his, but everytime i'd look at him and he'd be staring at meee. and then the teachers told us to go and get in line to get inside sooo he just walked away and i was walking behind him but meagan stopped me and i was telling her what was wrong with meee and he didn't stop and gio and zac passed me while i was talknig to her and when i went over to them, i was like, where'd he go? and she's like, i dunno... and we finally saw him.. he was walking toward the tennis courts... but i couldn't go after him. i on't konw why. but i couldn't. i was too afraid that he'd turn around and be like, you know what? i'm through with this. it's over i hate you.. or something like that... i dunno.. i felt like that almost all day really and i was just so scared... and then i ran to pass time in the rroom again and when i came out my "brother" chris asked me why i was mad at jon and i was like i dunno, or something and was walking away and i ran into one of jon's closer friends and he's like, hey why are you mad at jon? and i was just like aaaahhhh inside my head. i didn't wanna tell them 2 cause yknow, they would think it was stupid. so i told him i dunno and just walked away. then jon walked by during that class... lol, he's crazy. and he was like are you mad at me? and jose, one of his other friends was sitting right next to me and i looked at him and he's like well..? and i barely shook my head to one side and he's like NO!? and like he was getting kinda happy and oh god, it felt so good to see him a little cheerier and i couln't say i was mad cause i just wanted it all to go away so i said i wasn't and he left. and then he came by again still sad again and i was LAUGHING omg i felt bad cause he looked at me and i heard turned away from leslie who was making cracks about selena and he walked by.. i felt horrible!! but then while we were doing our work, the teacher took me out of class and was like, "what's wrong with jon?"
and i was just like "i dunno"
"are you two fighting?"
"yeah"
"are you breaking up with him?"
"no no no"
"oh ok, are you mad at him??"
"yeah"
"about another girl?"
"noooo"
"is it something else?"
"yeah"
"oh ok, well if there's anything i can do, you can just come and tell me"
god, we must've both looked horrible today...
but yeah, then after school, he was held back after the bell for a long time so we just left cause the teacher said he wasn't gonna let him go for a while. sooo i went to my pe locker to get my clothes and when i walked outside... there he was... i went and kinda stood by him and we were just looking at eachother... i didn't know what to do and he didn't know if i was mad or not. soooo zac was just like, make up already. so turned to him to talk to him and kelly fuckin' pulled me away from him so i could see this guy which i could really care less about when there's JON. but anyway, i got mad and pushed her off of me and hugged him. and then vicki said mrs alyfantis was coming so i let go... and then we were just standing there talking and he had his arms around me and i was holding his hand and ooooooy my day just wasted away.... it was so bad.. but in the end... we were still together. i'm soooo amazed that he put up with my damn stubbernness and ignorance and over reacting and just everything, i was sooo mean to him all day. and then gio kelly and vicki left and zac was being an ass again and was talknig about them getting high and how other people get high... and i was just like shut upppppp. so zac layed down and me and jon were just staring at eachother, i didn't know what to say and i wish zac hadn't been there. but then kelly came back and they started fighting with this guy that we all hate and i was just like, i'm gonnnnna gooooo.. so we hugged for a while apoligizing and talking and i could've killed kelly cause she was ruining my damn moment!! lolz kelly, i swear i'm gonna ruin everyone of your moments with that guy... hell yeah that's a threat! hehe but yeah then a teacher came out and said she was going to write us up and i just left. they walked behind me and when we got to the end of the porch thingy, i told him i loved him and he said he loved me toooooo.
yeah that's all for my jon story. i got home, ate and then had to fill empty bottles with cat food which was actually kind of fun cause we were being stupid. and that's why i smell like cat food. but then Elias called and that's when my sis decided to tell me Jon called earlier.. so i'm talking to him now and in about 15 mins jon's gonna call.. so yeah. i'm gonna stop typing stuff cause i can't talk and type at the same time... plus this is long.
Ok, I’m having the worst day. Last night, jon called and we were talking and talking and talking about a whole bunch of things and god, I was soooo happy but then. Then. Then he asked me if he could smoke. I got kinda eh about it, but I was just like, yknow, what? It’s his life and he did it all the time before me so why not? Just as long as he never lied about it. So I told him that and he’s like, ok, I won’t lie about it, but I might tomorrow cause my friends want me to and have been asking for a long time and it’s hard. (damn peer pressure) and I got a little mad but still, I didn’t wanna go preaching to him, so I was just like, ok, as long as you tell me. Sooo this morn’ he wasn’t. I was so happy about it cause his friends came stoned to school and he didn’t. and my day kept getting better and better (except in math of course cause something bad always happens in there and this time it was that I spent the whole time that I had to do my quiz, on one problem and still didn’t finish that one, but yknow, oh wellll) reading was awesome and lunch was wonderful cause Jon was being so funny and um, history was REALLY cool cause 4th periods are just always cool and plus, elias showed me this poem my lil sis wrote about me cause she saw the poem I wrote last year in pencil talk about her. And then after school, Jon kept putting his arms around me and holding my hands and when he had to leave for d-hall, my little sis came out and had bought me ANOTHER set of bracelets from the book fair that I’d seen earlier and was asking around for mulah to buy them with. (how she knew I wanted those... I do not know..) and then me, my sis, welly and giowanna were laughing our heads off for some reason that I forget and god, I was having and awesome day! I swear, I was in such a good mood and couldn’t stop laughing and smiling and omg, if you only had my day. But then. Then. Then jennifer said she had to tell me something. Something about Jon… about jon.. and right away I asked her if it was drugs, and she said no, so I was like, ok, w/e can’t be anything then but I wanna know anyway, so since she had to go, me and my sis followed her to find out. I almost wish I never left though. She said-
“I was talking to this girl cause she looked pretty cool and I asked her if she liked anyone and she was like ‘yeah, this guy, he has spikey hair’ and I told her ‘oh! Is his name jonathan?!’ and she said yes and that he was in her homework center thing and that he always stares at her”
oh god, I was so sad already, but yeah, I was still in freakin’ denial so I was paying to much attention cause I kept thinking about what we had been talking about JUST YESTERDAY and Jon had told me that he couldn’t ever cheat on me and if I did, he’d be pissed and wouldn’t be able to talk to me, but he would still like me and all..
But she also told me that while she was talking to her about him she said that one time when they were in the courtyard in the morning he told her (omg this is the corniest line in the world, so this is what throws me off cause I just can’t imagine him saying this) “if you were one of my boogers, I’d pick you first” omg, I couldn’t believe she said that. gaaaaawd if he did, I don’t know what I’d do…like, even though that’s really corny, you can’t say that that doesn’t mean anything.
I think I’m going to diiiie.
hello, my favorites. i'm doing pretty good, aren't i? three days in a row!
today was kinda dull...
yesterday me and vanessa were talking about clarissa and jarod and what a messed up bf he was to her and ironically, everyone else thinks the same. i'm not gonna say too much about it, thoguh cause yknow, it's HER life and i'm not to tell her life story, but basically, jarod is always all over cassie in pe and cassie's best friend wrote clarissa a note about what he does and i just agreed, yknow, cause it was all true. and they got in a fight cause of it and people were constantly telling clarissa more stuff over the course of the day which must kill her inside knowing all these people knew how bad he was to her and not saying anything but yeah.. then she said that if 2 more people tell her about it, she's gonna dump him, and michael said something at lunch, so she was down to 1 and i didn't talk to her after that. i dunno, i told her not to, cause she really likes him and doesn't want to, but i think she should....
that's pretty much all that happened, oh yeah and i don't even know jarod and he was all like, are you mad at me? and crap cause he thinks I wrote the note but yeah... i wouldn't say anything. so he thinks paige is all innocent and i'm a snitch. i don't care though. i don't like him. at all.
what else happened today..? ummmmm that was my day i think lol. pretty dull, huh? jon told me THREE times he loved meeee! yeah, i just had to say that, cause i'm happy, and he said he was gonna try and steal the phone to call me today cause he couldn't call yesterday... he needs to get his frigin' line already! i hate the cell phone! it always hangs up on us! and i can't call him back, so i gotta wait til he calls me... grrr... (that's like, 2 seconds later but yeah, it sucks)
oh and i was mad at zac yesterday right? and i was like i'm mad at you zac. don't talk to me and jon was just like, yeah i hate you too, cause she does and me gio Jon and zac were all threatening eachother and saying we hated eachother, were losers... we need to stop hanging out all together, we do stupid stuff.. hehe.
nothing else. aren't you proud welly? this one was short!
Hey, pretty eh day:
I was late to school with my welly and I didn’t get to see Jon before advisory or before 1st cause he got his passing periods taken away and yeah, I couldn’t just be tardy and wait for him cause I had pe yknow? So I was talking to Elias at the beginning of class and somehow I didn’t notice the whole class calling my name. Lol. I dunno, I’m deaf. But yeah, I finally noticed it and went to where jon was… outside the door where he usually goes if he can come by and see me during pe. I was so happy to see him and jumped in his arms and was trying to explain why I was late and his friends started banging on the glass. so we just waited til they left and by the time they left, the teacher was telling us to sit down in our roll call spots. so I had to go… I just gave him a quick kiss bye and went back inside where zac was and he started making fun of me. Grr. Oh welllll then Elias told me that this girl shayla was gonna jump my sis and I was just like, yeah, right. But then, in the locker room, these girls where looking at me all hard and when I turned my back to leave, one of them’s like, that girl looks like alicia. So I turned back around and gave them hard looks thinking they were just some more of my sis’s friends and left. But then when I was passing by them again, they were pointing at me to this girl saying that’s her look, look, look, it’s her. So I was just like WHATEVER (i didn't say that..) and the girl didn’t look still so when I was leaving and passing them again, one of the girl's like, SHAYLA!! HER!! Sooooo obvious, I swear.. but I carried on anyway and went running upstairs not worrying about jon cause he doesn’t have passing periods yknow, and I caught up with elias and was like I saw her! And he’s like yeah, she wants to jump your sis during a passing period or something. So I was like yeah I know, I gotta go find her. But I couldn’t, so I just went up to giowanna and told her cause I was sooo worried about my sis and she’s like omg with me yknow (we’re such losers) and then Jon comes up to us. I swear, when I don’t look for him, hes there! But yeah then I told him and the bell was gonna ring and so we went to class (which I was tardy to and got a 50 on my quiz in) but yeah, then me and gio saw each other as soon as we got out the doors after 2nd and we’re like, let’s go find lesy so we went downstairs and told her about shayla and giowanna started to tell her to beat her really good and I cut her off and was like, what tha mo!? No, don't fight back. But yeah, then she went and talked to elias and he just told her not to go to the bathroom and avoid her and go straight to her classes, which she did, seeing that she has not fought. But yeah, then I was yelling at Elias at lunch cause he told my sis even more crap than gio. And then EVERYONE I was sitting with was like, she has to fight back and crap including jon, and I get where they’re coming from and all, but they twisted my words saying i said to just stand there and then to try and walk away which I know I did not say but should’ve; but they said I did and were like she can’t walk away and more girls will jump on her if she just stands there, but god, I’d kill her if she hit her back, because uhhhh.. it would be so horrible it just shows that you're too weak to just let it go yknow? like, you're threatened by them so you're gonna get rid of 'em. i dunno, to me, hitting them back is just weakness... and would be going against everything my parents have ever taught us and duuuude I’m one of those people who will straight out say, violence is not the way to go. But yeah, I got pissed cause they were all jumping on me for telling my sis what I thought was best but yknow, I didn’t go and yell at them, cause no one would understand anyway. But yeah. it's not right. they even got people who we all KNOW would fight back 'cause, yknow, MAYBE THEY'VE ALREADY PROVED THAT BY DOING IT IN THE PAST! everything they did pissed me off. but Jon realized it and even thoguh he hadn't been saying anything really, he made everyone drop it and just back off. uhhhhh!
Then um, my day got a whole lot better in history. I was talking to this guy in my class, brandon and he was like, “did you write a 5 page narrative?”
And I was like “yeahh….”
“Oh cool, the teacher was talking about it”
“REALLY…?!”
“yeah she said it was one of the best ones and she enjoyed reading it a lot”
blah blah blah.. then we started talking but I am not about to write out the whole thing… god that made me feel so good cause I worked really hard on it and what I wrote about meant a lot to me. Too bad I can’t tell my parents… but yeah, what’s odd though, is that 4 of my closest friends are in that class and they didn’t even mention it. Heh. Maybe he was making crap up, right? Yeah, but anyway, it made my day.
And after school, it was just me kelly and zac and we were playing around with his shoes and throwing them around, but when we finally gave them back, he got all pissy and stuff and wouldn’t even talk to us. He did say bye either. I dunno what’s up his butt, cause it didn’t look like he cared, he was all cheery while we were throwing them at each other…
Yeah, but that killed my "narrative moment" until my sis whipped out some bracelets that she bought me from the book fair. Lol. I was soo happy. They’re pretty too. Yeah and then we came home and watched trl that tom sang on (yknow Blink 182..) and I was kissing the tv (not really but like blowing kisses and stuff) I leaned into the tv to kiss his face (I know I’m a loser shut up) and he kissed meee!! He like blew a kisses!! (kind of) It was awsome!! And then gio called and every time he’d talk I’d tell her to shut up. Lol, she was ok with it though, she knows I love tom.
Oh and I came upstairs and was on the phone still when my sis came up to me and started yelling at me for wearing her shirt so we were screaming at each other and my dad got all mad so she backed off, but when I went downstairs to eat, my dad was like is that regina’s shirt? And I was like yeah, and he was like, take it off, and I was like no. so we started yelling at each other pretty bad and I was getting in his face literally, I was walking forward and my mom got in front of me and dragged me to the laundry room to give me a freakin’ dirty shirt to put on. I kept arguing though, and my sis heard me and started yelling at me so we were yelling until my mom pushed me back into the laundry room, took off my shirt, and gave me a dirty one to eat in. great. I dunno, I guess I understand what was so wrong about wearing her shirt with out asking, but she wore my shoes that I told her never to wear without me knowing. I guess I did do something friggin’ wrong. Oh yeah, I was annoying the hell outta kelly and she told me that she was leaving but I still kept annoying her and this bubble popped up that said I couldn’t send messages anymore or something so I clicked ok and got kicked off and it wouldn’t let me go back on or write mail or anything. I think kelly sent me that cause I was pissing her off or something… but I dunno, welly, please talk to meeee cause you’re not talking to me and I was just playing around… :-(