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First entry I'm talking no interrupting...Today was one of those days that u get through but u wish it went over sooner. Got to school early and snuck past the fat math bitch quick so she didn't have a conversastion w/me. Got away from ABS clique after her drama about her dad splurted out, ABS is full of that emotion, while around her I have none, sum of my friends would like that around them but sucks the big one then. Had math class, just listened to APO and NFG while doing work, exams gonna be hard cuz Jacobson made it and she couldnt get off her fat ass and write it herself. Then we got yearbooks, quotes were funnie as hell, sum from Undercover Brother, representin. ABS stole my yearbook after break worte a whole page, that dinner thing made us close, something I may regret later...shes there all the time, jk ABS ur the best. English we watched the modern version of R+J, they have rappers, bikers, dudes, but they all speak Elizabethian, u'd think the Jamie Kennedy Benvolio would be a little gangster after his fight w/Tybalt at the beginning. That Mercutio embarrassed all blacks acroosed the world, some white guys too. I finally payed Joesph back at lunch for all of his stolen cookies, when hes accused he says he is gonna tell the judge to look at my crap, its all brown to me... At recess I fucked up my ankle, the nurse was at the front desk and she woodnt help me cuz she had to stay at the desk, what a...not going there. I came back into the game and made a little brick cottage, everyone understood I was hurt. In Lenners class we started the war very briefly, the way I like it, he says im the only person that has straight A's all through the year and that there only 7 people that deserve to be in honors and im one of them (abs he meant u too). After skool me and my mom talked about how the quotes from the yearbook shud be intellegent but after she read evryones she thought mine was average. Finally talked to Nicole from camp, extremely cool chick...other than GC. She ain't goin back to camp either (Sorry Jon) shes stayin at home doing whateva she wants, amen to that. I'm stuck at Pine Crest Camp, but I think it'll work out as long as I get B-balll or bombardment. I gotta think about whos gonna be my group next year since D-Dow is leaving, Jons a must have, he's changed at the beginning of the year to a true baller, straight up. Others I can't take away but I wish I cood, deal with it later. I leave you with the new album of My Chemical Romance, my fave I'm Not Okay, every one check it out at mychemicalromance.com
Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
The photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second story?
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what they mean
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took?
You said you read me like a book, but the pages are all torn and frayed
I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, yeah
(I'm okay, yeah)
wish you were really hear listening to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I realize I'm okay!
(Trust me.)
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)
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