heyyyyy   
07:19pm 15/10/2003
  hey guys this isn't my main journal, my main journal is www.livejournal.com/users/xsomeofusx

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Well........   
11:34pm 27/09/2003
 
mood: content
music: what it is to Burn-Finch
I am, in fact, a homosexual. I am very losy in search for meaning or if there is really true love in this "lifestyle" of discromination. well at school it kinda feels like people make fun of me morw when they only "thought" i was gay. But know that almost evey friggn body knows, no one cares. I am in fact very lonely. My friends are my world. With out them i would proboaly loose all sanity and do something stupid like kill myself. I am over weight not obese but enough. Which in fact makes me very self-concious. I live in a small town and occupy myself with activies to keep my mind off stupid thoughts. I am in: student govrnment, FFA, BAnd, Beacon Culb, Junior Exexcutive Board and I work. I try to make good grades and most of the time do not succeed. I try to please everyone. And everyone thinks i live for attention i really don't. It's just that im so diffrent that i draw peoples attention, not on purpose, but i do enjoy it sometimes.Thats all for now.
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Well, well ,well   
11:33pm 27/09/2003
  I am, in fact, a homosexual. I am very losy in search for meaning or if there is really true love in this "lifestyle" of discromination. well at school it kinda feels like people make fun of me morw when they only "thought" i was gay. But know that almost evey friggn body knows, no one cares. I am in fact very lonely. My friends are my world. With out them i would proboaly loose all sanity and do something stupid like kill myself. I am over weight not obese but enough. Which in fact makes me very self-concious. I live in a small town and occupy myself with activies to keep my mind off stupid thoughts. I am in: student govrnment, FFA, BAnd, Beacon Culb, Junior Exexcutive Board and I work. I try to make good grades and most of the time do not succeed. I try to please everyone. And everyone thinks i live for attention i really don't. It's just that im so diffrent that i draw peoples attention, not on purpose, but i do enjoy it sometimes.Thats all for now.
xBJ		  
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Breaking the cherry   
07:03pm 18/08/2003
  This is my first open diary. This is the diary that none of the people i know, will know about. The things i write will be very personal and very true.  
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