love is an excuse to get hurt

interpretive dancing** Thu. 09/18 · · 11:18am yesterday was pretty fun.. i had school which sucked.. then i went over amanda's at like 6.. we went and ate at ollies and amanda had an amazing interpretive dance that the waiter loved haha.. oh my god it was so fucking hilarious.. i was dying of laughter.. and amanda was laughing so hard she was crying.. so then she did a sad interpretive dance.. lol.. we were both soo giddy for some reason.. but it was fun.. after ollie's we went to raven's house.. she was so high it was funny.. then me and amanda went to turkey hill to get candy and coffee and other things.. we went back to raven's then left a little bit after.. i tried twice to smash a bottle in the street.. i finally got it though.. then we did an interpretive dance to the shattering glass lol.. i walked all the way from raven's to heffron's.. i went to see tom at work since it was on the way.. i was gunna walk the rest of the way but tom gave me a ride home.. today i went to school and it was so boring so i came home at like 10.. my mommy got me cini-minis.. i love them.. she doesn't want me going out tomorrow because she thinks that i'm going to get blown away by the hurricaine.. my mother is insane.. well that's it for today 11 criticize my thoughts

Sun. 09/14 · · 01:27pm life sucks.. except for the fact for someone whom i hate got their ass kicked by one of my friends.. that makes me happy.. i can't believe i missed it.. i heard about it from so many people.. i'm glad the bitch got beat up.. she deserved it. tom's pissed at me for something that never happened.. i didn't get to talk to him about it yet though.. i dunno things might work out.. school has been so boring it's ridiculous.. i wish this weekend would never end.. i think i'm getting sick again.. this is awful.. i hate being sick.. especially in this kind of weather.. it's so hot out. caitlyn and i aren't speaking at the moment for a few reasons which shall be unmentioned.. i don't really feel like typing anymore so i'm just gunna go.. maybe i'll comment a little more later 17 criticize my thoughts

Sat. 09/06 · · 04:06pm first football game last night.. i love football games.. the game sucked because everywhere i was i wanted to be somewhere else.. i dunno.. but then after was alright.. i walked so far because everybody told me that tom left me.. i was at bk then taco bell then ollies then mcdonals then back to ollies then back to taco bell then back to burger king then back to mcdonalds.. too much walking for my liking.. tc and bill almost fought at mcdonalds.. i'm not really sure why but i know it had something to do with joe dirt.. the love of my life.. i'm staying at caitlyn's mom's this weekend cuz my mom hates me and went camping.. my mother is such a dork.. oh well.. too many choices for my plans tonight.. movies, mall, the luzerne county fair, hanging out with caitlyn's mom-mom, etc.. i dunno what we're doing yet though.. tom got grounded for running his car over a curb in front of his dad.. that's not good.. that's all for today 1 criticize my thoughts

Thu. 08/28 · · 06:41pm school is awful.. it's so boring.. today i woke up late and didn't have time to get my coffee so i was half asleep all day in school.. it's so boring.. after school tom came over then left at like 4 and went to anthony's but he wasn't home so we stayed in his house for a little bit.. tom played with a plastic sword and made unnecessary comments.. he dropped me off at like 5 and i'm bored.. i might be going down to the park in a little bit but i don't know if anyone's down there.. that's all for today. 7 criticize my thoughts

Sun. 08/24 · · 01:37pm last night i went to the park with caitlyn then me caitlyn and aj walked to tony's house thinking that bill's going away party was last night but it wasn't.. so we talked to tony for a little bit then walked back to the park.. nobody was there so we went down to vaughn street park and nobody was there either.. then me and caitlyn walked to my house but we didn't get home until almost 1.. we stayed up all night.. i'm so hyper.. we went and got alot of coffee from turkey hill so we were really really hyper for a while.. caitlyn just left.. today i'm finishing up my school shopping.. two days left of summer.. i don't wanna go back to school at all! oh well.. i guess it won't be that bad.. i think i'm gunna go get some more coffee my hyperness is starting to wear off.. i talked to eric last night and he's done with me.. he doesn't want to talk to me anymore.. that's his decision i guess but i still don't understand why.. he's right though, all that we ever do is fight.. i guess i'll just have to let him go.. that is what he wants. thoughts

survey* Fri. 08/22 · · 12:28pm me!!! // name; erin peterson // birthday; june o3 1988 // nationality; 1oo% irish // hair length; long.. getting it cut soon // hair color; dark brown // eye color; brown/green // height; 5'4" // weight; too much to say // piercings; ears.. more to come // tattoos; nope favorites!!! // color; red // perfume; lucky you // cologne; curve.. the best scent ever // tv show; boy meets world // movie; too many favorite movies // band/singer; way too many bands // subject; study hall? i hate school // month; june // season; summer // holiday; christmas and my birthday // saying; don't have one do you...!!! // do you believe in love at first sight? no // do you belive in god? no // do you get along with your parents? hell no // do you get along with your siblings? most of the time // do you think about suicide? nope // do you drink? yeah // do you do drugs? yeah // do you smoke? yeah // do you think you have multiple personalities? nope have you...!!! // have you ever smoked? yeah // have you ever done drugs? yeah // have you ever drank alcohol? yeah // have you ever gotten drunk? yeah // have you ever made out w/ just a friend? ya // have you ever used someone? no // have you ever been used? i dunno // have you ever wanted someone you couldn't have? oh yeah // have you ever skipped school? yep // have you ever skipped class? yeah.. like every class.. jeff was my class skipping partner lol.. i had study hall periods 2, 3, 4, and 7 and i had three lunches last year.. ah i hated school best questions!!! // best person to talk to; caitlyn/amanda.. caitlyn is good on serious stuff and amanda's good on stupid stuff lol // best relationship; last year.. we're not speaking now though // best feeling in the world; when you put in money for one gumball and you get 2 // best thing in the world; i dunno // best stuffed animal you own; floppsy<3<3 it's a giant teal floppy rabbit that i got when i was like 4 from my aunt lisa and i still have it.. ah i love floppsy // best thing that happened to you yesterday or today; kayla stayed over for the first time last night last questions!!! // last time you cried? i dunno // last movie you saw in a theater? um.. it was probably that awful one with nate and caitlyn a long time ago.. i haven't been to the movies in soo long // last movie you rented? sweet home alabama // last movie you bought? i dunno // last song you listened to? elliot smith- between the bars // last song you downloaded? ben kweller- wasted and ready // last tv show you watched? sister sister // last song that was stuck in your head? finding westerly · dream is over // last person you were thinking of; caitlyn.. well not really.. i was thinking of calling her // last person you talked to; kayla // last person you hugged; tom // last person you kissed; tom // last person you went to eat out with; my mom // last person you slow danced with; i dunno // last person you yelled at; alan.. he wants me to clean the house // last person you called; jeff // last person who called you; jeff // last person who made you smile? i dunno // last person who made you laugh? i dunno // last person who said they loved you? i'm not loved love and relationships!!! // who is your boyfriend? tom // what do you first notice in the opposite sex? eyes // are you currently in love? no // first crush; micheal greenfield in little people pre-school // last crush; tom // first love; i've never been in love last night kayla stayed over.. awww i spilled my lemonade.. haha.. i'm so tired now.. i can't fall back asleep though.. nothing really to say.. i'll update later. 2 criticize my thoughts

Wed. 08/20 · · 11:31pm today kayla came over for a little bit then we went over to the park.. that was pretty boring.. then tom took me over ashley's and we got all ready.. then me ashley and amanda walked around for a while.. we went to dairy queen and just walked for a while because they wouldn't let us in grotto.. these girls yelled something at us and amanda thought it was this girl who chased her down in a car once lol.. imagine me ashley and amanda running full speed down the ave in flip flops and skirts as ashley is screaming hi to all the people that were staring at us like we were insane.. haha it was fun.. my feet hurt now though.. then we were back at ashley's and we were about to go over annie's cuz she had a buncha people over and then my mom called amanda's cell and started yelling at me that she was coming to pick me up.. it sucked.. i fucking hate my mother.. she said i could stay out and now i'm home.. alone.. she angers me.. but oh well i'm gunna stay somewhere tomorrow night.. ahh i'm so bored i wish i was over annie's.. oh well.. that's all for tonight. 1 criticize my thoughts

quiz time Wed. 08/20 · · 02:49pm You are EMO! You're ever so sad and ever so wrapped up in your own little emo world that you don't give a shit that people think you're a pretentious bitch. Get over yourself, you're not better than everyone else. okay? i listen to alotta emo music but i wouldn't consider myself as part of the emo stereotypes such as me thinking i'm better then everyone else or being a pretentious bitch.. well sometimes.. not all the time though. roses are overrated haha i don't think i'm evil at all! quizzes lie. mm red.. my favorite color chocolate chip ice cream is so good.. i'm addicted to it alright that's enough quizzes.. god i gotta stop staying up late.. i was up until like five and woke up at 1.. i'm so fucking exhausted but i can't fall back asleep.. i'm just very mellow and motionless.. tom and jeff were supposta come over early but i think i slept through their knocking.. kayla's coming over in a lil bit.. no real plans for today.. i just know i'm gunna hang out with kayla.. i'll update later 2 criticize my thoughts

Tue. 08/19 · · 11:27pm i didn't really do anything today.. i got to hang out with kayla for a lil bit which is good.. i missed her.. i got dicked over by caitlyn today.. whatever though.. she's allowed to have other best friends i suppose.. i just think it was pretty gay of her to do that.. kristen left for atlantic city today i'm gunna miss her.. i got to hang out with her a lil last night though so that's good.. more people are commenting things bout tom in my journal.. i seriously hate it when people are that blind.. she said to me online that if i knew her at all that i would know that she wouldn't make that up.. well if she knew me at all then she would know how against cheating on people i am.. i think it's so wrong to cheat on people i would never do that.. i don't even care anymore though because everybody i've talked to doesn't believe her shit.. so go ahead and talk sweetie.. no one's listening. dave evans is the funniest kid alive.. we were at the park up at the picnic table near the swings and then miss salley walks up to us.. dave offers her a cigarrette very gentleman-like.. if that makes any sense.. then miss salley started to swing but there was a big puddle underneithe her.. dave started to swing next to her and pretended to get his foot wet in the puddle just so he could start screaming fuck infront of miss salley.. it was hilarious.. other than that my night was extremely boring.. that's all for tonight. note to krista: don't comment in my journal and don't have your friends comment for ya 12 criticize my thoughts

Mon. 08/18 · · 04:03pm oh so did you hear? i cheated on my boyfriend.. actually i didn't but that's what some bitch is saying.. i fucking hate my school.. maybe if i switched i wouldn't have to deal with these bitchy dykes that love to make up shit about me.. she made it up because she's saying that i don't deserve tom.. well fuck her.. i didn't cheat on tom.. i wouldn't do that.. but she's saying that i did.. whatever nobody believes her anyway today tom and jeff came over at like 12 and then they were supposta leave to pick up dave and knelly at like 1:30 but they never left my house so then dave and knelly showed up at like 3 then they left.. tom's gunna be skating all day so i won't get to see him later there's nothing else to type.. maybe i'll update later.. call me if ya wanna do something 17 criticize my thoughts

Fri. 08/15 · · 12:40pm okay so i haven't updated in so long.. my life has been pretty boring though.. today was the last day of summer school.. thank god! i couldn't take another day of absolute hell.. but then we start real school again in like 11 days.. god i don't wanna go back at all. there's nothing really new going on in my life.. one new thing is i'm going out with tom.. another is i'm not really friends with kayla anymore.. i'm not sure why but at the video premier i was getting a weird vibe from her like we were strangers.. which we kind of are now.. i never wanted to loose kayla as a friend.. and i never thought i would.. i guess things happen for a reason.. but it's still weird.. i've known her since i was like 5 and ya know when you're little you think that the friends you have will never leave you and you'll be friends forever? well i know that's not true but i was kinda hoping that it would work out like that with me and kayla.. i dunno. well that's about it for today.. i'll update later.. oh and also if you're going to comment don't say anything mean about me or my friends alright? thanks. i took a quiz to see what kind of drink i was.. here's the results.. Congratulations!! You're a shot of some good old hard liquor! What Drink Are You? 6 criticize my thoughts

Tue. 07/29 · · 11:36am kids these days.. why must they fight?? jusin fought mazza last night.. three fights on friday.. why can't we all just get along? i dunno.. i'm bored so i'm gunna post some gay emo quiz results.. nothing better to put.. I am 59% Emo Well.. I've made the cut! Now I'll go buy some promise rings and knit myself a sweater. Take the Emo Test at fuali.com Conor Oberst from Bright Eyes *Who is the perfect Emo Singer boyfriend for You?* brought to you by Quizilla you are.."You know how i do".the song isn't as much about love as the rest of them..and is cool.. What Taking back sunday song are you? brought to you by Quizilla that's such a good song.. i'll update later possibly. 23 criticize my thoughts

Sat. 07/26 · · 02:14pm my life is so boring.. i need a party.. i have two that i can go to tonight i dunno if i'm gunna go to either of them though.. caitlyn went away on vacation today.. i thought it would be weird her not being here.. but i never really see/talk to her anymore anyway so oh well.. good news: summer school is half over! only three more weeks to go.. i don't think i can last that long.. i just realized how horrible my jealousy is.. i've been jealous of people before but this is different.. oh well.. in other news eric fought jeff.. no one knows why but they fought a few nights ago at the park.. it was entertaining.. but now eric thinks i hate him and he's not speaking to me.. i told him i don't hate him but he doesn't believe me so whatever.. i'm getting to be good friends with kristen.. that makes me happy i love kristen.. maybe i'll update later 5 criticize my thoughts

Sat. 07/19 · · 02:17pm i haven't updated in a while.. everythings kinda fucked up right now.. i broke up with jeff.. it didn't even seem like we were going out i dunno.. i didn't want to but i had to.. and things with me and caitlyn are fucked up right now too.. i dunno i just wanna go back to 6th grade and have fun again.. none of this artificial fun that i've been having lately.. real fun.. i want to be happy again.. i want all this to stop.. but this will never happen so i guess i can just have some more artificial fun for a while.. i can't type anymore.. maybe i will later. 10 criticize my thoughts

Sat. 07/12 · · 02:13pm yesterday was fun i guess.. i went to the bazaar.. that was kinda boring but it was hilarious when bandana joe tried to fight tom.. today i'm going to radano's to see t2x, tony's band, and burning forward.. it should be fun.. today jeff's getting back from the beach.. finally. he's been gone for wayy too long.. i'll post more later. 4 criticize my thoughts

Wed. 07/09 · · 01:11pm ah i hate summer school!! today was my second day and it's just too boring and too early.. and i don't know anybody except chud, alan, and dennis.. so yesterday was alright.. i came home from summer school then kayla came over.. dave picked us up and took us to the resi.. it was me kayla eric dave speedy bobby amy and chud.. kayla got the brilliant idea to swim across the whole thing.. everybody else was smart enough to turn around half way.. but me and kayla swam the whole way then swam right back.. i thought i was gunna die.. it was fun though.. we jumped off this building thing into the water.. that was so amazing.. amy was my jumping partner because i didn't wanna go alone.. then we went to shorty's and i was so fucking tired i fell asleep in shorty's.. then they woke me up and we went into the car and then i think i fell asleep again and when i woke up speedy was saying 'she's going home' because i couldn't stay awake.. i was exhausted.. and then dave brought me home and i slept for the rest of the night which sucked because i wanted to go partying at raven's house.. oh well i will another night i guess. i dunno what i'm doing today.. probably just going down to the park.. jeff has been gone for too long.. it seems like it's already been a month but it's only been like 5 days.. oh well only 3 more until he gets back. 3 criticize my thoughts

i hate cops Sat. 07/05 · · 12:15am so i fucking hate cops.. they just brought me home because of curfew.. he took caitlyn home after me and she's fucked.. my mom doesn't care but caitlyn's dad will.. i'm so tired.. the fireworks kinda sucked.. i went to the park and met up with jeff, speedy, kev, dave, carlos, tom, adam, and caitlyn.. not worth the walk home and getting stopped by the fucking cops.. grrrr.. caitlyn tried to run haha dumbass.. he gave me a breathalizer and was looking at my eyes and shit.. he made me empty my pockets and shit too.. he's like lemme see what's in your pockets? i was about to say lemme see your search warrant.. but instead i just emptied em.. i thought he would say something about my lighter but he didn't.. and then when we pulled up to my house my drunken neighbor was outside screaming about flowers.. she was so wasted.. i'm gunna go now.. possibly more later. 4 criticize my thoughts

happy birthday jolene!!!! Thu. 07/03 · · 02:25pm You're Gangsta Bitch Barbie. You're tough and you like it rough, and of course you like to pop a cap in any wiggers ass. If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be? hahaha ooo yeah i'm gangsta bitch barbie!! lol.. i can't see myself as a gangsta bitch.. bitch yeah.. not gangsta though. anyway........ ····· HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLENE ····· 4 criticize my thoughts

Thu. 07/03 · · 02:00pm wow i'm so tired.. i didn't sleep last night.. i stayed up and talked to caitlyn on her porch til like 2:30.. that was good.. we haven't been together that much lately and it was nice to just sit for hours and talk.. after that i walked to jeff's house.. i wanted to kill his hampster.. it kept running in the damn wheel and i would think it was his mom waking up.. so i left jeff's at like 5:30.. i walked back to caitlyn's and laid in her tent for a while.. and i was gunna go in and wake her up when her dad left for work but he never went to work.. so around 8:30 i made caitlyn's sister wake up caitlyn.. we came to my house and watched lifetime.. she's coming over now and i think we're going down to the park.. i'll update later. 3 criticize my thoughts

Wed. 07/02 · · 02:57pm so i'm goin out with jeff.. i was slightly hesitant as to say yes for a reason that he said was the stupidest thing that he has ever heard in his entire life.. but we'll see what happens.. he's right i gotta trust him.. i do trust him but i dunno.. it's others that i do not trust. i can't find anybody today.. and i'm still in my pajamas at 3 in the afternoon.. i just woke up about 20 minutes ago though.. i was up on the phone til like 4 as usual.. i hafta stop doin that.. i'm too tired all the time. so how about in 6 days i'm going to summer school.. this is gayy.. i thought i had 3 credits but i missed 4 homework assignments in algebra.. which is gay she should have still passed me.. so now i have to take english summer school.. that was the only one that was approved.. so summer has sucked so far but the 4th of july is comin up.. that's always fun. alan left for the beach today i don't know how i'm going to be able to handle my mom without him here.. i guess i'll have to manage.. or just be home as little as possible. 4 criticize my thoughts

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