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wayyyyyyyyyyyy too much info [09 Oct 2004|12:27am]
ugggggg last week was teh longest week of my life. i was sent home from school last monday for my outfit.. tuesday had a meeting with my principal, wednesday got a "cut" detention ... thrusday came to school at 7:30 for mornign detention and stayed after school till 3:30 and friday i chilled.

last saturday was taylors bday party at kara's. we went up there and monica was there *woot*!!! and got reatrded!! sooo much fun.. it was such a crazy night and i had a great time.

so this week kinda went by fats and i talked to tristan a lot over this week and he decided on thursday he's pick me up and we'd hang out. so thursday came... he picked me up and we hung out and well we wound up having sex... and well it was amazing. he videotaped it. sooo hottt lol.

well tonigth i was supposed to go to shaynes homecoming but i talked to john and john said that lou's coming to hoboken and i wanted to hang out with him and well first i met up with bridget, alyssa and brett. we went to qudobas and then we met up with frank. bridget and frank went to starbucks and brett, alyssa and i met up with john and steve. they called up lou and lou came, and then sam came. and lou came with his friend louise... we all just chilled, had a good time. i really really like lou though and i told him and he said that he likes me too.... i'll calm down if something happens with him.

............................. we'll see where this one goes. lol.
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[26 Sep 2004|10:38am]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | prerogative // britney spears ]

i swear ... we have been hangin out with the most random people. friday i was talkin to shayne and i was supposed to go to belleville again but of course, that didnt happen. but since it was a friday i was absolutely determined to go out, so i took a shower and i soon as i shut off the water my cell rings and it was lou and he was apaologizing for the way he acted before (being very touchy feely i guess)so i asked what he's doin and he said he's in hoboken with this kid steve, and john lauretta and they were at anthonys house. so i called up alyssa and we chilled there. it was alright i guess. i think lou's cute too ... o well im not concerned about it right now. anyway, sam called me alittle later on and we all met up and just hung out .. real chill night and me and alyssa slept over sams being that she had open casa anyway. fun fun like always lol.

neway so yesterday i went to ny with alyssa cause she wanted to get a tattoo... so we went there, she got it done lol and then we came back and went to mcdonalds...lou was supposed to come but he couldnt get to hoboken from montclair at the momenntt... but anyway at mcdonalds i saw carly and meghan d. so we talked for a little while and then i went to bridgets house with alyssa. sam called up bridget to go eat and then frank called up bridget to see what she was doingg. so we went to qudobas and frank met up with us there. yesterday i did not wanna spend my weekend sober so i asked alyssa if we couldd drink her smirnoff and i finally convinced her so we all went to elysian and me and lyss gottt fuckkked up. wooooo lol it was of course, fun like always.

so today i have a shitload of work to do for school so im stayin homee. ughhhh ...... well yaa i guess i'll update laterr if anything exciting happens.

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i *need* a moment .. lol [24 Sep 2004|03:08pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]

yesterday was HORRRible. really... lol. so anyway i just got home from school and all and taylor calls me and asks if i wanted to babysit to raise money for the school or something like that with her and ana. i was liek suree... cause i had nothignh better to do.. it was a thursday and well yaa... we were only gonna babysit like 15 kids.. it couldnt be that bad right??

so i meet up with taylor and ana and we go into stores, look around.. we got food and then ice cream lol and generally had agood time. well when we got to the school not only were there more than 15 kids.. there were like 38 kids! and each an devery one of them were brats from hell. i admit, yes im spoiled but i am NOT a brat. the kids wanted to run around school and order pizza. they took my cell phone and started taking pictures with it. ughh... and then a whole bunch of little girls took paper and crayons and put signs all over the damn room saying let us out this is liek jail. they would hang on me ,.. ickyyy. i HATE kids and no wi have a new found appreciaion for mothers.

by the end of the night i felt horrible, had a headache, felt nauseas and i NEEDED a moment with taylor (lol cigg) and then i went home and threw up and my rents let me stay home. it sucks cause its friday and i duno if theyre gonna let me out . ugh.

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too punk rock for this.... ummm notttt lol. [21 Sep 2004|07:20pm]
[ mood | flirty ]
[ music | A favor house atlantic // coheed and cambria ]

heyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy lol yesterday was sooo cool. me and sam went to our friend's show (kinda like a punk show i guess) i went to see my friend steve and sam went to see diego. both steve's and diego's band were amazing. isabel was there too and so was a lotta from sams school.. and they're all like rocker and me and sam felt a *little* outta place. lol.

but anyway the lead singer in diego's band is absolutely delicious.. he kinda reminds me of the lead singer from incubus... lol anyway, his name is julian i think and wow.. if he ever reads this i just want to let him kno that i want to be his groupie. lol.

lol so ya the show was awesome. im soo jealous.. i wanna be in a band. but anyhooo im thinking of transferring schools. things at charter are sooooo horrible, im sick of it. i've been there way too long lol. i think im gonna be going to sams school which would be like sooo cool.... well ya. so i guess we'll see what happens. lalalala.....

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yay... [19 Sep 2004|05:42pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | prerogative // britney spears ]

lol yay yesterday i had a good time.. like finally. lol. i was talking to bridget and she said that shaynes in hoboken. lol so i was reall excited to see him. i went to bridgets house and me alyssa bridget and shayne went to starbucks. on the way ther ei saw chris roman and tom, they wanted to drink but i dunnooo whaa happened with that one.

anyway shayne left real early cause he needd to go back to belleville. so me bridget and alyssa went to go buy stogs and bridget saw tom duvall ... anothaa kid she graduated with. they talked for a little and then we left. then we saw him again and he had weed and wanted to kno if we wanted to smoke and i SOOOO did. so we went up to elysian again and got fukked up. i slept over bridgets that night and when i got there my eyes were soooo red, i dunno how bridgets mom didnt notice. that night i got sick lol and i threw up. im suchaa sissy lala.

lol well anyway today i did taebo with alyssa... felt so damn good. i think im gonna make it a routine thing, af6er school just go to alyssas. lol........ tonite i think im gonna chill in. dont really feel like doin nething. i wanna sleep. lol.

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.....and that was the BEST orgasm i EVER had ..lol [18 Sep 2004|01:21pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | none ]

lol yesterdaaaayyyyy wasss errite. i was supposed to go to belleville but alyssa bailed on me. *ugh* i really wanted to see shayne too. but anyway instead of goin to belleville, ulises called me and wanted to kno wha i was doing cause him and frank wanted to hang out. i said suree cause there was no way i was gettin to belleville now anyway. so i called up sam and bridget and then i met up with them. we chilled and then we met up with ulises and frankk. it started to rain so my striaghtened hair was COMPLETELY ruined. i hate the rain ... and even worse i hate humidity.

well anyway we went to elysian and then down to 14th street. we really didnt do anything. just chilled. it was alright i guess. but anyway sam went home at like 11 and ulises and frank convinced me to walk bridget home and then they'll walk me home after. i didnt want to go inside bridghets house cause i know i would have been there for a long ass time and i needed to be home anyways. so uli and frank said to just wait for them.. they'll b real quick. so like 15 minutes pass and i call uli and he was like i'll cal u bak. so then bridget calls me and says to go inside cause their talkin or some shit. i told her i cant and then iasked whaa they were doin and then they were like well were still talkinggg.... so i left. im not gonna wait aroud for two dickheads. no thank u. so i wenmt home pretty pissed.

when i got home i just washed my face and went to bed. that little fiasco completely ruined my whole night. so today i dunno whaa im doing. i feel like shit anyway. i might stay in. *ugh* i hate people.

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la la la la [12 Sep 2004|08:26pm]
[ mood | happy ]
[ music | summer of 69 // bryan adams ]

bahhh boooooo yesterday was pretty fun lol. in the morning monica called me and asked if i wanted to go to the mall... i so wanted to go cause i had to buy alyssa a gift, plus i wont b seein her much since shes in college and all. so anyway, i wound up buying alyssa a lip gloss, her favorite candy and an adorable shirt that said "not everything is flat in Nebraska" because shes like in love with this kid in nebraska, and her boobies are huggeee. lol.

anyway, so alyssa was havin her party that night. as usual i was late ... but fashionably late of course and alyssa's gay ass friends were there... but so was like sam and joe and allison, so at least i had them and bridget. we went up to the feast, chilled there for a while... realized it was a waste of time, energy, and appearance lol ... we left and when we got back, everyone was gone so only me bridget and sam were there. i decided to sleep over, and then jon and his friend gary called me and wanted to kno whaa i was doin... i told them to stop by bridgets .. and they did. i loveee seeing jon!! its like all of a sudden i see him a lot! lol. but anyway, they stopped by to say hello ... and then anthony and john lauretta came by and they all went to the feast.

since alyssa decided to act up in front of her friends... she screamed out "hey gary becky likes u" ... first of all i duno the kidd... second of all ...... i didnt even say ANYTHING that would trigger her to say that. ick.. that annoyed me, oo well i dont really care whaa he thinks right now. lol.

soooo i slept over and today i went home and did nothing. i still have homework to do so i better be doign that.. plus i hafta walk shadoww. *sigh*

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back to school... [08 Sep 2004|07:27pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | float on //modest mouse ]

o godddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd............ i hate school. lol. this year there is no one that appeals to me in the least bit *sigh* i at least got to hang out with t'sha, desiree and maria. it was good to see them i guess. otherwise i could care less about neone else. o well.

i knew this school year is gonna be bad... THERE WAS A SIGN!! it was pouring out and the streets were flooded and i got my new pants dirty ... it sucked soo much. and i striaghtened my hair, onyl so it got completely ruined. ugh. and my school has this whole new AVID shitt.... i wished i went to bridgets school.

but on a more happier note....................... I GOT MY PERIOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yess!!! lol im sooooooo happy ... so relieved!!!! lol yay! i went to bridgets house after school and just chilled.... i ate there .. so that made me happy. lol. hmmffff.... well im gonna go decorate my binder.. make it all pretty and pink. woot. lol.

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suckinn on my tittiiesssss =) [07 Sep 2004|02:33pm]
[ mood | hyper ]
[ music | fuck the pain away // peaches ]

chaa... so tomorrow, hell begins again. ugh. nahh forreal... i actually cant wait, gives me shit to do. i get to see everyyyyboddiii, which is pretty cool. cant wait to see new kids *woot*

well yesterday was allrightt, i met up with alyssa and went to anthonys house.... so weird cause monica wasnt thurr . sad. but anyway, we were chillin and then jon and lou came with this kid gary ... who was pretty cute. but anyway, they started playin madden ... and i was like im outt.. but alyssa and jon came with me.. i went home to pick up keys and get something to eat ...

we went back to anthonys house after and were chillin .. and then lou and anthoyn decided to do shot for shot of hennessey ..... god i wish they didnt. they were horrrriiiibbbbbleeeeeeee afterwards. i took a shot and i spilt it all over my boobs and i got my pretty pink bra dirrtyy! .... i smelt sooo badddddddddd lol. well we were all in the living room (the same room that i did my deed in lol) and i was on the little chair couch thing and lou came by me and was like asking if i like guys with big ... ya know. ick.. so turned off and then he was like rubbing my thigh ... but im guessin it was cause of the liquor ... lol. then anthony was liek becky hjook up with jon ... i was like whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......... chill. lol. nahh they were like hangin on me.. i hate that shit.. anyway. i went home at like 11:45.. my sister was pissed cause of some shit lol. o well...

it sucks.. the rents are home now and my mom is such a nag .... but its ok cause im goin shoppin today!!! yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh man. happy as helll . lol. wow... im so damn happy.. lol yay! i love shoppin so much . well im talkin to mitch .. so ya, im busy. x0x0x0x

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drunken sleepover .... 2 ! lol [05 Sep 2004|11:11pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | garth brooks // friends in low places ]

soo yesterday was pretty damn cool. my rents left in the morning for pennsylvania .. they wont be back till tuesday (snicker) lol. so jen was like, its cool if i have a few people over and we can all get fucked upp ... so i met up with bridget, alyssa and sam and they went to my house.. then jen went to mohammads and pickedd up liquor and shit for us.

jon schiripa called up sam and wanted to kno whaa was goin on for tonight so i told him to come over and chill... i also saw lenny earlier in the day and i told him to come, then i called up monica and her people and told them to come.. so it was small.. nothing too serious.

so everybody showed up.. including taylor, kara and tom, which is totally cool cause by this time i was already wasted .. had my bottle of hypnotiq and i was gone lol. after a while things started to chill ... and there was something at this kid eric's house .. so that where basically everyone was going afterwards. so they left and me, bridget, lyss, sam, jon and lenny chilled outside.. get some fresh air. we called up veg aan dmitch and talked to them for a while too lol. that night sam and jon crashed here .. it was cool... a drunken sleepover! always fun lol.

well today i got up around 9 and jon and sam were gone.... and went right back to sleep ... lol and then i woke up at 1. around 2 bruidget called me and wanted to kno if i wanted to go to jon's house so i took a shower, got dressed and all that shit. i met up with sam at alyssa's house ... and jon was there with lou. so jon, me, sam, lou and lyss went to jon's house to chill. wow ... funny ass night. we just talked,.. had fun.. maddd chill.

so ya, i just got home ... jen went out so i have open house. *sigh* ..pretty woman is on so ima watch that lol. buh bye !



pssssst .......... MONICA LEFT FOR COLLEGE TODAY!!! my little heart is broken, i'm gonna miss that girl sooo much!! =/

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[04 Sep 2004|02:27am]
[ mood | nervous ]

cant sleep. all i can think about it whether or not im pregnant. it seems like i've never waited this long for my period, i dont know.. it could be all psychological, but im really nervous. i'm only 16 .. i know i cant raise a child ... i can barely go through the cramps with my period... let alone giving birth... and what would i tell my parents?? the only thing i can do right now is wait, and pray that im not pregnant.

i think back to the day, only about a week ago.. and i realize how stupid i was, right now im basically in tears ... i cant do this, im so afraid. i cant help but think about it. everytime i think i was gettin my pre- period cramps, maybe i was just imagining it. im so confused. sams gonna buy me a test the 13th if i dont have my period by then. i just dont know what i'd do if it shows up positive. im tryin soo hard not to think about it, and im good during the day, but as soon as i try to lay down and get some rest... it's the only thing thats on my mind. all i do is pray... pray that i wont be pregnant. if anyone has any advice, please leave a comment.

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boredddd again [03 Sep 2004|04:47pm]
yepp.. well im waiting around, in a little im gonna take a shower.. in the meantime, im filling out yet another survey (keeps me occupied)


What is your name?: Rebecca Joy
Are you named after anyone?: ya ... some minister's little girl who died or something, pretty tragic.
What's your screename?: oohsooglamx0@aol.com
Would you name a child of yours after you?: nahh ... my daughters name is gonna be sunshine <33
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: oo boy.. louis anthony
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: my friend vincenza
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: my last name..its not FARINA
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: yes... only to be known as rebecca joy.. thats hot lol.

Basics
Your gender:: female
Straight/Gay/Bi:: straight
Single?: yes
If not, do you want to be?: i'm single, so yaa
Birthdate:: jan, o6 1988
Your age:: 16
Age you act:: like 18 ... but people say i look 12 =/
Age you wish you were:: im happy at 16
Your height:: oo ya im tiny .. 4'11
Eye color:: brown =/
Happy with it?: no.. i shouldaa had hazel eyes like my mommi
Hair color:: reddish brown
Happy with it?: no.. i shoulda been blonde lol
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: righty
Your family:: mom, dad, sister, shadow, princess, kitty, and hip hop lol
Have any pets?: shadow = puppy, princess = kitty, kitty= kitty lol, and hip hop = bunny
Whats your job?: eh... dont have a job lol
Piercings?: ears, cartiledge, tongue, nipple
Tattoos?: yeaa.... blue butterfly
Obsessions?: orlando bloom ........ *drools*
Addictions?: lip gloss lol
Do you speak another language?: GI lol, little french and italian
Have a favorite quote?: "a girl should be two things: classy & fabulous"-coco chanel
Do you have a webpage?: used to

Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: absolutely
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: at times
Do you have any secrets?: yes
Do you hate yourself?: not at all
Do you like your handwriting?: yaa
Do you have any bad habits?: yahhh ...
What is the compliment you get from most people?: nice outfit, love your hair, u look cute, or ma u sexy (lol)
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: umm ... "too cool"
What's your biggest fear?: needles and bugs
Can you sing? everyone can sing ... lol ..
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: nooooo.. i am cool
Are you a loner?: no, but i did go threw this weird stage.. it was terrible
What are your #1 priorities in life?: friends, family ... lookin cute lol
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: yes
Are you a daredevil?: pretty much
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: fear... absolutely not .. lol hate ... i hate my thighs lol
Are you passive or agressive?: more agressive
Do you have a journal?: bLurty
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: dunnoo
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? my thighs!
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: secretly ... not at alllll
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: ya
Do you think life has been good so far?: yes
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: learn from your mistakes
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes ..
And least?: THIGHS!
Do you think you are good looking?: yaaaaa
Are you confident?: yess
What is the fictional character you are most like?: umm ... lol. i have no idea
Are you perceived wrongly?: ya .. all the time,

Do You...
Smoke?: occasionally
Do drugs?: not really...
Read the newspaper?: sometimes
Pray?: sometimes ..
Go to church?: no
Talk to strangers who IM you?: hardly ...
Sleep with stuffed animals? yaaaa
Take walks in the rain?: only when im forced to
Talk to people even though you hate them?: no ... if i hate them, they know it.
Drive?: o boy... i need my license!
Like to drive fast?: ahh if i could drive.. ya!

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: ya
Hurt yourself?: no
Been out of the country?: yaa
Eaten something that made other people sick?: nah dont think so
Been in love?: yahhh
Done drugs?: yaaaa
Gone skinny dipping?: missed that great opportunity!
Had a medical emergency?: nahhh
Had surgery?: nope
Ran away from home?: began to
Played strip poker?: lol yahh
Gotten beaten up?: no.. lol
Beaten someone up?: no .. im too tiny
Been picked on?: well.. been called a slut, bitch, etc. lol
Been on stage?: yes.. i LOVE it!
Slept outdoors?: dunt think so
Thought about suicide?: noo
Pulled an all nighter?: yeppp .. dts baby!
If yes, what is your record?: stayed up till 8 am
Gone one day without food?: ya
Talked on the phone all night?: not all night
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yaa.. shayne
Slept all day?: yepppp
Killed someone?: wtf? lmao
Made out with a stranger?: well .. not a stranger, someone i knew for a couple hours lol
Had sex with a stranger?: nooo
Thought you're going crazy?: noo....
Kissed the same sex?: yaaaa
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: no
Been betrayed?: yea
Had a dream that came true?: paul lol..
Broken the law?: yes
Met a famous person?: nah
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: no
On purpose?: no !
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: noo...
Stolen anything?: yes
Been on radio/tv?: ya, on the news for like a second
Been in a mosh-pit?: nah
had a nervous breakdown?: nah
Bungee jumped?: no .. that would be cool
Had a dream that kept coming back?: nopee

Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: not sure
Miracles?: yes
Astrology?: kinda, yes
Magic?: ya! i believe in fairies! lol
God?: yes
Satan?: i believe eh's there... i dont liek pray to him lol
Santa?: .... i wish
Ghosts?: yes
Luck?: yes
Love at first sight?: yes
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: yes
Witches?: yes
Easter bunny?: once again . i wish
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? noo
Do you wish on stars?: yaa

Deep Theological Questions - silly questionss
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: yes
Do you think God has a gender?: no
Do you believe in organized religion?: hmmff...
Where do you think we go when we die?: heaven .. or hell ...

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yaaa
Who is your best friend?: samantha or shayne or monica
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: sam
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: "fukk those girls who talk shit" lol
Your favourite inside joke?: lol too manu
Thing you're picked on most about?: my shortness lol
Who's your longest known friend?: samantha or shayne
Newest?: justin
Shyest?: no 1 i know is shy
Funniest?: faith and danny
Sweetest?: brie
Closest?: sam, brie, and monica
Weirdest?: prolly danny lol
Smartest?: me bitches!! me!!
Ditziest?: ... me lol
Friends you miss being close to the most?: enza, alexis
Last person you talked to online?: sam
Who do you talk to most online?: sam and bridget and shayne
Who are you on the phone with most?: dunno
Who do you trust most?: sam
Who listens to your problems?: whoever lol
Who do you fight most with? i dont really fight with my friends
Who's the nicest?: my friends arent nice lol jp
Who's the most outgoing?: prolly monica
Who's the best singer?: me .. imma star lol
Who's on your shit-list?: those filthy slobs know who they are...
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: gross...
Who's your second family?: sam's lol or shayne's
Do you always feel understood?: no.. lol
Who's the loudest friend?: danny and faith lol
Do you trust others easily?: yes.. its not good tho
Who's house were you last at?: manny's..... weird lol
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in:: shaynes
Do your friends know you?: yea
Friend that lives farthest away:: shayen and justin

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: no way
What do you find romantic?: lotta stuff
Turn-on?: cocky-ness lol
Turn-off?: shyness
First kiss?: shayne lol
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: bad cause i kno im not gonna do nething with them
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out: ya
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: no.. i like beign asked out
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: yea *ick*
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: absolutely lol
What is best about the opposite sex?: their muscles ... yumm
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: the way they "spit game"
What's the last present someone gave you?: hmm.. dont remember
Are you in love?: not now
Do you consider your significant other hot?: dont have one

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: lol JAIME
You wanted to kill?: jaime lol
That you laughed at?: manny or bridget
That laughed at you?: dunno lol
That turned you on?: manny.. he's delicious ..
You went shopping with?: sam, brie, faith, alyssa
That broke your heart? : paul
To disappoint you?: shayne
To ask you out?: anthony
To make you cry?: mark :[
To brighten up your day?: bridget or sam
That you thought about?: anthony
You saw a movie with?: bridget, alyssa, manny, possum, and nathan
You talked to on the phone?: hmmm .. monica
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: sam
You saw?: jennifer
You lost?: ?

Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: yaa.. around 7
will it be with your significant other?:no
Or some random person?: noo... just sam and bridget .. maybe shirippa
What are you wearing right now?: pajamas
What are you worried about right now?: if im pregnant
What book are you reading?: lord of the flies
What's on your mousepad?: i lost my mousepad lol
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: bored, blah, waiting, nervous, and ... bahhhhboooooo
Are you bored?: yaaaa
Are you tired?: yes
Are you talking to anyone online?: not anymore
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: no
Are you lonely or content?: fine - content
Are you listening to music?: no tv
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whaaa?!? get the fucc outta here! [03 Sep 2004|01:55pm]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | vindicated // dashboard confessional ]

wowwwwwww ... wednesday was fucccinnn crazy, well i woke up in the morning and monica called and me her and danny went to white castle in north bergen for lunch. afterwards she dropped me off and i called up bridget. she was with samantha alyssa and ulises .. this kid that we used to go to school with. it was sooo weird, we haven't seen this kid in a year. so i met up with them and we went outside of frank mazzone's house. and ulises called up frank and we all chilled. it was fun i guess... weird, but fun. then i ran into enza... and we talked. it was really nice.. and i really miss her. we're kinda in the same boat though, we both are low on friends. hmmff, i miss having her around.

well neway, one of bridget's friends .. manny ... called and said he was having something at his casa and he'll pick us up in hoboken. i totally wanted to go ... and since bridget already told him about me (and my tattoo) he said suree ... so ya, he called me butterfly lol. surprisingly when he picked us up.. i expected him to look different.. but no.. he was pretty yummi lookin lol. his friends nathan and philip were there too, but philip only spoke portuguese. lol. so whern manny actually picked us up he was already like high .... and his car was giving him directions to patterson.. where they were pickin up this kid possum, who was bringin the weed. well we finally go tto manny's house.. which was like a fuccin mansion.. like 2 hours later lol, we were all just chillin, and drinking... i had hypnotiq and hennessey, soooo good. lol. we were all chillin in his basement .. smoking .. and drinking ... wtaching happy tree friends.. yooo.... fuckin hilarious!!!

teh whole time i wished that manny was single *sigh* .. never works out that well eh? well neway, ithink they were really tryin to get me fucked up.. cause when we were smokign they kept on telling me to smoke more, and then when i aksed manny to get me another drink.. he gave me the nastiest tasting stuff ever.... it was like hennessey, bacardi, hypnotiq, alize, and i dunno what the fuck else... that shit was disgusting lol. and then philip came with shots of alize and bacardi. the whole time manny was making us laugh our asses offf.. he was tooooo funny lol. then all of a sudden, he completely liek passes out on the couch! lol. around like 5 me, bridget and alyssa went to sleep... bridget and alyssa slept in mannys bed and i slept in his brothers bed. at 8:30 manny came in the room and woke me up.. so i was up with him for a while and then alyssa came in and well i was pretty mcuh up for the day. i was soo damn tired though, well around like 3, manny told me to wake up philip by showing him my nipple ring, lol it took a while of convincing.. but hey... i figured im never gonna see the kid again.. might as well lol. so finally we get dropped off at home around 5:30.... and by 7 ... i was out cold.. i didnt wake up till 1 this morning. that was 18 hours of sleep lol.


welll tonite, i think im gonna take it easy .. prolly just go to starbucks. oo yaa.. and bridget just told me that that kid nathan wants my number... ehh .. i dunno.... i wish manny was fuccin single! lol. well ya, im gonna chilllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll. *sigh* monica leaves in like 2 days! i needa throw her a goign away party.. im gonna miss her soooo fuccin much.

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i have friends [31 Aug 2004|10:56pm]
[ mood | loved ]

today taylor called me! yayyyaaa... lol i was so excited to hear from her, i hadn't like alll summer. and she told me she was staying in charter! *yes!!* real happy about that. i thought i was losing another friend. but neway she met up with me over at my casa and we went to danny's, picked him up and chilled for a while. then we went up to east la and hung out with kara and ed..... such cool kids!

anyhoo afterwards i went to bridgets house and ate there .. lol .. and then we went to good old starbucks with samantha.... which ya know is always fun. lol. well since im bored im filling out these little survey thingiezzz



|| You ||

:x: name = rebecca joy forino <33
:x: piercings = ears, cartiledge, tongue, nipple
:x: tattoos = yepp... blue butterfly near my hip bone
:x: height= like ... 4'10 lol
:x: shoe size = eep.. like kids 4
:x: hair color = brownish redd with highlights
:x: siblings = sister .... jenn
:x: braces? = not nemore
:x: glasses? = only my pimp glasses lol
:x: do you have any pets? = 4 .. my puppily shadow, my two kitties and hip hop.. my bunny lol
:x: what upsets you? = stupid people

|| Last... ||

:x: movie you rented = the virgin suicides
:x: movie you bought = wow umm... lord of the rings
:x: song you listened to = lala ashlee simpson
:x: song that was stuck in your head = arvil lavigne happy ending
:x: cd you bought = ryan cabrera
:x: cd you listened to = ryan cabrera lol
:x: person you've called = samantha
:x: person that's called you = ehh.. monica
:x: tv show you've watched= wanna come in?
:x: person you were thinking of = mark ..

|| Do... ||

:x: you have a crush on someone = abolutely
:x: you wish you could live somewhere else = yeaaa... missouri
:x: you think about suicide = no... my life does not suck like that lol
:x: you believe in online dating = lol haha noo
:x: others find you attractive = yepperz
:x: you want more piercings = just my belly button lol
:x: you like cleaning = soemtimes..
:x: you like roller coasters = yaa.. roller coasters are fun!
:x: you write in cursive or print = mostly cursive

|| For or Against ||

:x: long distance relationships = for!
:x: using someone = against
:x: suicide = against
:x: killing people = against .. duh.
:x: teenage smoking = for! if u wanna do it.. go ahead
:x: driving drunk = .. against
:x: gay/lesbian relationships = idc..if ur into that..w/e

|| Have you... ||

:x: ever cried over a girl = i dont think so
:x: ever cried over a boy = yes
:x: ever lied to someone = yup
:x: ever been in a fist fight = does my sister count? lol
:x: ever been arrested = lmao nahh

|| What... ||

:x: shampoo do you use = Aussie or Pantene
:x: shoes do you wear = diesels
:x: are you scared of = bugs and needles... ick.

|| Number... ||

:x: of times I have been in love? = once ...
:x: of times I have had my heart broken? = once....
:x: of hearts I have broken? = one lol
:x: of girls I have kissed? = one.. lol
:x: of boys I have kissed? = umm like 7
:x: of girls I've slept with? = none..
:x: of boys I've slept with? = 3
:x: of people I would classify as true, could trust my life with, type friends = samantha, brie and monica
:x: of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? = like twice *honor roll baby!*
:x: of scars on my body? = 3
:x: of things in my past that I regret? = losing my virginity to someonewho didnt deserve it lol

|| Do you think you're... ||

:x: pretty = chaaa
:x: funny = lol yaaa
:x: hot = it has been said lol <3
:x: friendly = at times
:x: amusing = very
:x: ugly = no . lol.
:x: loveable = of course!
:x: caring = sorta

|| Favourite... ||

:x: candy = swedish fish
:x: cartoon = lol uhh that show with the french fries, shake and load of meat lol... funny shittah!
:x: chewing gum = orbit bubblemint
:x: summer/winter = SUMMER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:x: trampolines or swimming pools = trampolines lol

|| Person who last... ||

:x: slept in your bed = me
:x: saw you cry = my sister
:x: made you cry = mark ...
:x: you went to the movies with = monica and danny
:x: yelled at you = my dad
:x: sent you an email = lol alan

|| Have you ever... ||

:x: said "I love you" and meant it? = yes...
:x: gone out in public in your pajamas? = yaa
:x: kept a secret from everyone? = definetly
:x: cried during a movie? = yess
:x: ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff? = yes! and proud!
:x: been on stage? = yeah..i love it!
:x: been to New York? = yaa... its only a path train away lol
:x: wished you were the opposite sex? = yea..
:x: what time is it now? = 11:07
:x: apples or bananas? = apples
:x: spring or fall? = fall
:x: what are you gonna do after you finish this? = talk to people prolly
:x: what was the last meal you ate? fish .... lol
:x: are you bored? = very

|| Friendship & Love ||

:x: do you believe in love at first sight? = yea
:x: do you want children one day & if so, how many? o god like 8
:x: do you have a girlfriend? = no
:x: do you have a boyfriend? = nooooo ......
|| Other Info ||

:x: criminal record? = nope, thats justin lol.
:x: do you speak any other languages? = a little italian and french and GI *DONT HATE LOL*
:x: name some of your favorite things in your bedroom = my pictures and my bed

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summers all in bloom .. summer is ending soon [31 Aug 2004|12:17am]
[ mood | okay ]
[ music | lala // ashlee simpson ]

well well.. today i kinda just sat around the house... did nothing. depressed cause school is starting, excited cause i get to do stuff during the day lol. more excited cause new school year means new wardrobe. cant wait. lol

well alyssa and bridget called me and ya i decided to go out with them to starbucks ... and talk. lol, and i bought a new lip qloss. woot woot.. go me. and sam called cause i wanted to go out with her brie and faith tonight, but im on curfew and tonioght was brie's last night in hoboken ... she's moving to ramsey. that fuckin sucks ... im telling u i have no friends. this is so sad.

*sigh* soo yaaa.... i think for the rest of the summer.. well like the last 9 days of it or something .. im just gonna take it easy.. i kno im not gonna have another summer like this one.. which all together SUCKS! but hey.. whaaa can ya do. i guess im sorta looking foward to school... mayb it will help me forget about how much fun i had in hawaii and florida. =/

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u wanna me wanna lala [29 Aug 2004|12:16pm]
[ mood | dirty ]
[ music | u make me wanna lala // ashlee simpson ]

yaaaaaaaaaa........ so yesterday was cool. me sam bridget and alyssa went to starbucks ... as usual. gossiped. fun fun. well we were hangin outside of starbucks and then we saw marco .. and i havent seen that kidd in soooooo long ... lol. me and sam figured that he looks like ryan cabrera ... except not .. lol. well anyway we also saw lenny .. haha, and lenny was fixing all the lies that jaime told me, bridget and alyssa. .. whaa a fuccin loserrr .

well when i got home (being that my rents are hardly ever home nemore ... went dts for the night) my sister invited manny over and we drank .. i had smirnoff watermelon vodka with hawaiian punch ........... sooo good! i was pretty trashed too. but i knocked out around 1:30, wayy too tired.

soo........... like its the 29th ... so like 10 days till school. wow... and i still need to do all my school shit and go shopping. ooo boyyy lol. im kinda excited since all the filthy slobs left *yahhhaaa* lol. so upset though too!! i have liek no friends left, monica is leaving for college the 5th! next year bridget, danny, shayne and justin leave... i cant deal with this lol.

so .. duno whaa im doin today, i cant wait till monttii getts back from dts. *sigh* ughhh i need to shower lol.

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drunken sleepover [27 Aug 2004|12:27pm]
[ mood | hung over! ]

yesterday i had the time of my life! monica called and said shes having a little something at her house.. (open casa) with some people.. so me and sam went... just looking for a good time i guess, and lemme tell u ... i had my good time! .. dunno bout sam though, she crashed around 1:30 ... lol. maybe she had a little bit too much to drink, dunno lol.

but anyway, we were all watchin whose line is it anyway .. and totally obsessed lol.. and being we were all trashed, we allll were laughing our asses off. then in walks in anthony (this kid i hooked up with and went to school with) and 2 other people. his one friend was funny as hell though.

so the night was going good... but me and monica were gettin antsy. i really wanted to hookup with anthony and monica wanted to hookup with max and nothing was going on. so i started talking to kara and monica said that anthony wants to hook up too and kara was like.. get up and sit on his lap, and since kara seems like she knows what shes doing lol.. i did. and we started talking and i asked him if he wanted to go something else.

and so we went upstairs to the living room and started talking.. and one thing lead to another .. next thing u know, were making out. woot woot.. go me! well then he started kissing my neck and then he took off my shirt, and then my bra and he was kissing me all over.... well i mean, i dont wanna get into all the horny details but we wound up havin sex on the couch. it was so weird though, it was the sweetest sex i've ever had.. nothing was nasty about it. it was like nice. after wards we kinda just layed together. you kno.. some sissy lala shit lol. but im into the sissy lala stuff... o well lol.

well neway, he was planning on sleeping over but his mom was leaving for florida in the morning and he wanted to say goodbye. so around like 4:30 i guess he left. and i slept on the couch.

today when i woke up it was kinda funny cause i saw like lingerers....from the party... so many people slept over lol. anyway, well today im hoping i can go with monica dts for the weekend.... i dunno, the rents are beastin on me. o well ... i'll update later

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[24 Aug 2004|09:54pm]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | is this love // bob marley ]

so0oo yaa... today sucked. and pretty much so did yesterday. yesterday night me and samantha went to starbucks and kinda just wallowed. lol. so sad. we miss florida so much. we miss seeing the good in people.

well today me and sam went to the pier cause we were gonna chill with john lauretta... but of course.. a no show lol. he promised he's gonna hang out with us though... liar! lol. but then we met up with alyssa and chilled with her all night.

well im gonna go walk my dog. hopefully things will get a little better... not feeling too hot tonight.

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belleville ... bahhhhh! [23 Aug 2004|08:45am]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | 40 kinds of sadness // ryan cabrera ]

yah yah.. i know its early, susan just dropped me and sam off.

we spent the night at shaynes casa *yahhhaaa* in belleville. i dunno, like i missed the people from florida so much when i went to belleville for the first couple of minutes and then i guess as i started talking to shayne and justin again, i kinda remembered why we missed them in florida ... but believe me i really felt like we were coming back to nothing ... until yesterday.

we rented the virgin suicides yesterday night lol. big chick flick .... and shayne (big manly man) picks it out. whoa neighbor. he needs to calm down lol. afterwards, we watched the olympics. fun night eh? yah .. well justin is in big caca cause he was arrested lol and he needed to come home at like 10 yesterday. yeepp... he's locked up *they wont let him out* lmao. ahhhaaaa... tooo funny.

today on my agenda..... nothing. at least i hope so. i feel like cacabag. lol. and i dont wanna do anything. *sigh* i probably will be dragged out newayz. oo!!!! and my pictures from florida were mailed in today! omg ..so cutee!!!!!!! im so in love with the pictures lol. well neway im gonna go stare at them. lol

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i wont talk .. i wont breathe [21 Aug 2004|08:55pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]
[ music | true // ryan cabrera ]

lol .. day two of ryan cabrera! lol ... so fun. once again though we couldnt get braceletes for autographs but!! since i bought his cd ... the lady gave me an autographed copy!!! woot woot. go me!

well neway, we had all these plans for today and like none of them fell through. pft. but maybe like tomorrow we could go up to belleville or chill with monica. lately i've just been feeling so blah ... i really miss florida ... but not exactly florida, more like i miss the people i met ... one in particular. things have been sorta sucky since me and sam left. kinda depressing if you ask me.

but anyway i dont wanna get all moppy now ... so um ya. lol. i dont have much to say lol. im pretty much just tired. at 12 im watching degrassi! yahhhhaaa!!! lol.

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