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Here it is, folks: a list of 101 things about me. It's very long and tedious but please humor me, read it, and comment.
1. My full name is Katie Ann Ward Bartholomew, I dropped the Ward though because I hate it. (Mother's maiden name)
2. I'm 13 years old but I have the mentality of a four year-old sometimes.
3. I have one and only one best friend, Alicia
4. I used to have two best friends but then complications arose and we grew apart :(
5. I like it when boys have nice sounding voices
6. I used to try to be gothed-out in seventh grade, but it just wasn't me
7. I only like songs for their lyrics
8. I'm obsessed with my blurty
9. I don't like anyone and I'm trying my hardest not to because boys just make me upset. But sometimes I find myself wanting someone just to hug or something. I don't know, I'm a loser
10. I love songs that threaten death upon people.
11. Soccer is such a great sport and everyone should go out and play RIGHT NOW
12. I love reading and people find that so surprising for some reason
13. I hate being overly cold, but I hate being over-heated. I like a perfect, warm temperature
14. I hate big crowds and I am even afraid sometimes to go places because I know there will be a crowd
15. I have lots of trouble remembering things that happened about five seconds ago, but ask me about it an hour later and I
can remember.
16. I can't stand bad grammar/bad spelling.
17. I'm always tired.
18. I could care less anymore about these social standings and who's cool and who's not.
19. I don't really hate anyone. I just don't like some people, not hate though.
20. I try my hardest not to talk about people all the time, but I'm a 13 year old girl, I can't help it.
21. I don't want to die only because I want to know what is going to happen years to come.
Also, I have no clue what there is after death and fear of the unknown is always the scariest.
22. I don't know if I believe in God or not.
23. I have little, next to no faith at all.
24. I hardly trust anyone with anything
25. I don't trust people because everyone is the same. If they find out something juicy they tell all of their friends, and then
they tell their friends, and then they tell their friends and so on and so on.
26. I hate thinking, it always makes me upset.
27. I try not to deal with my problems as much as possible
28. I also run away from my problems a lot just because I know that they're going to get me depressed in the long-run
29. I try to keep myself busy as much as possible just so I don't have to think at all.
30. My mom thinks I'm depressed
31. I think that sometimes too.
32. I can't open up to anyone. The one person I could is gone.
33. "I can barely smile."
34. I like writing because the more you write without thinking, the more you can just find out about yourself. And it's easier to put things into words if you don't think and just write.
35. I'm obsessed with my blurty for that reason.
36. I'm so impatient.
37. I think my impatience also reflects on my personality and the reason I can't have anyone do anything for me. I have to do it myself because I work at my own pace, anyone else's pace just isn't fast enough for me.
38. I can be a perfectionist at times.
39. "It's a shame I don't think you'll notice."
38. I hate when people beat around the bush with me.
39. And most of all I hate when people just don't notice the obvious and blame the problem on other things.
40. I don't like when people don't take responsibility for their actions
41. I don't care how gay I sound anymore because the closest I'll ever get to therapy is by saying things they way I want to
say them.
42. I can only like a boy if he's a lot like me, and if he doesn't get offended too easily because if so him and I will definitely clash.
43. I hate anti-Semites. Jewish people never did anything to deserve what happened to them in World War II yet people still give them endless shit and hate them. Hate them for what? Any anti-Semite fuckers do us a favor and either a) kill yourself
or b) read the book and see the movie The Pianist (staring Adrien Brody) and read Anne Frank's diary.
44. My favorite actor is Adrien Brody
45. I have very strong opinions.
46. It makes me mad when people are weak and are too afraid to voice their opinions because they're afraid of what's going to be said about them.
47. I hate when people comment and say something mean, then don't sign their names thinking they're huge badasses.
48. I doubt anyone is going to read this.
49. It gives me great satisfaction when I delete people on my buddy list. I have 40 people right now.
50. Music controls and saves my life.
51. Disney World is my favorite place to be.
52. I have a horrible complexion but luckily I go to a dermatologist and he's helping me clear it up :)
53. I don't know how a parent just lets their kid walk around with horrible acne. It's such a shitty feeling.
54. I am near-sighted so I have cool glasses that I wear at school sometimes.
55. I'm in Espanola Uno
56. I can't speak Spanish though.
57. I can say "What is your name?" in two ways and count to nine though.
58. My grandma thinks I'm going to kill myself
59. I have been keeping this blurty consecutively for over two months now.
60. I usually have trouble sticking with one thing for a while.
61. I get bored of things so easily.
62. I hate repetition and I'm praying my life doesn't keep going the way it is.
63. I like sad, slow emo songs filled with hatred and heartbreak.
64. sixty-four is one of my two favorite numbers.
65. Every night an acid eats away at my face..
66. An acid called Retin-A, it gets rid of pimples very efficiently.
67. I couldn't wait for school to start but now I can't wait for it to end.
68. I hate looking ahead for things when I know that there is so much longer to go.
69. Time itself makes me upset.
70. Don't you wish I made a joke about '69' ? Too bad.
71. Sarcasm is a great invention and I urge everyone to make good use of it.
72. Having a good vocabulary is always an essential.
73. I can't stand it when people have bad grammar. It makes them sound stupid.
74. Spell-check is a great invention, too.
75. "But for now, I'll look so longingly."
76. I don't really consider a lot of people "friends", I have a lot of acquaintances, but not all of them are considered friends.
77. Abbreviations on the internet (i.e: u, lol, bff, wuts ^. etcetera) make me mad. It doesn't take that long to type out a whole word.
78. Bands like Good Charlotte make me mad only because they sing about the lifestyles of the rich and famous and how they hate them so much, and then look at them, they're rich and famous. Also they consider themselves "punk" while they are singing about the advantages of credit cards and cash.
79. Plus they're faggots.
80. Did you know that Avril Lavigne's best trick on a skateboard is an ollie? Pshh, she's some sk8rrRr gRrRrL@$%^@^@#$
81. These middle school years have been, so far, the worst of my life.
82. It's gay how people hold things against people from years ago. I don't even hold anything against Julby, I just don't like her. I'm not going to be gay and say "well you didn't come to my party a year ago so I hate you!" That's bullshit and people who do that are full of bullshit. Hey, kill yourselves.
81. Music can have a big impact on my emotions.
82. Sometimes I am almost convinced I have ADHD because I can't keep still.
83. When I'm real bored I like to type with my nose.
84. I don't like awkward situations and try to avoid them at all costs.
85. I'm always incredulous of myself and sometimes I really don't think I can pull certain things off.
86. But then other times I'm really confident in myself.
87. I judge people too much.
88. I've been called down to the office so many times for discipline reasons, I've had the police threatened on me and have even had them come to my house but I have never once been written-up or been sent to the office in class by a teacher. Amazing, eh?
89. This year I plan on being totally about my grades and so far I have done a very good job at it.
90. I really like my calves but I hate my thighs.
91. I think that long eyelashes on guys look really good.
92. I love big, brown eyes.
93. The only reason I made it out of the summer alive is because I would stay up until 6 o'clock in the morning and wake up at 6 in the night.
94. I think that the mind is so interesting so I want to be a psychiatric nurse-practioner when I'm older.
95. I always have to have exact details and everything needs to be planned to a T
96. I hate people who have bleach-blonde hair and look like they were locked in a tanning bed for 4 hours. It's muy unattractive.
97. Happiness is a valuable thing.
98. All I ever do is study for test after test but in the end it's rewarding.
99. I'm obsessive when it comes to reading other people's journals.
100. I would hate to die at a young age.
101. I always try to be myself.
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