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*sigh* Here I am at the conclusion of a busy week. Up at this absurd time because.. I dont want to sleep. Though I am tired. So I did end up going to the Hackenbush gig and it was good. They didnt play enough songs though. And afterwards Fec, Rob and I walked from Tempe to Newtown and had Oportos lol.
I cant remember sunday... maybe that was the day I was service. I think so. I went up in the food chain at work, and became the second service supervisor for the day. Go me!
Anywhos... Monday was the Jazz Festival.. which I saw for a bit, and then met Rob and Dani. HUng out for the rest of the after noon. It was good.
And then Tuesday.. I had an arguement with Dad coz he wanted me to go look after the hockey club, which had been broken into I how I reaaaaaally should help him. But I didnt. I normally would, but I had especially cleared my monday calender to study for the 3 exams I had in the proceeding two days.
I had anatomy. Which was stupid.. grr. I had all this information glued in my head that I didnt even remotely need, because the style of question was completely not what I had expected. I should have thought of that...
And then after that I had biology, which I feel ok about.. though last time I felt ok about an exam i got 6 out of 30.. so I dont really think I should be feeling how I'm feeling. However it was 50 multiple choice, ad like 5 shortish answer.. and I answered all the questions..
And then i had a few hours to learn the entire syllabus for chem.. which I didnt even bother doing. I knew I was going to fail that exam from the start. I ended up sleeping in... carrying my stupid text book for nothing. I expected to look at it.. but no. Instead I bought myself a new coat.. which is sooo nice, and paid off a layby :)
And I completely failed the exam. Reading time started at 2:45pm for 10 mins and I was done.. except the rules are you have to remain for the first 30mins. It happened to be a 3 hour exam. As the clock ticked over to 3:25 I wondered if I could wait 5 mins to see if someone would walk out before me.... by 3:26 I had raised my hand, and by 3:28 I was outside outting my stuff in my bag. The dynamics of exams are funny. Everyone who is done.. or sucks coz they cant continue wait to see if anyone else leaves first... and the instant that the first person stands up and walks out is the instant it becomes ok for you to follow, because hey, 'at least you weren't the first' or so we all try to justify it...
And I was first.. I was so nervous, but I was the first person out that door... followed by an aquaintance, quickly rushed past by a girl in tears.. rushed after by a supervisor. The exam really sucked.
So I met Rob in Newtown and we had dinner together. We were going to watch a movie, but decided we were too poor. Umm.. Friday.. friday night Rob and I went goth clubbing. First watching a fashion parade [well not I, for I was much too short] and then sitting around mostly. It wasnt a heavy dancing night.
I arrived home at the delightful morning time o 8:30 sat morning... slept til 12 and then played hockey... It was friggin freezing! It was blowing a gale outside, and it even rained for a bit! grrr...
Saturday night I was going to go to Tammy's party... but didnt because I couldnt really get there. An issue which makes me extremely angry... much to do with Deanne... but we'll leave that for now.
Saturday night was shit. The afternoon was ok.. i played 'cubby house' with all my sisters until it started getting late [for them] and Dad was out and mum was still asleep. So I decided it was time to feed their children. Being the chef I am I made fish fingers with mixed vegies.. it was actually good. I made the vegies well :)
And today sarah and I had a lazy day at home watching tv.. until mum came home with Chris, Jess and Nat, and it was, once again, turmoil. I played hockey.. we won 2 - 1... I went a little schitz at the ref. stupid friggin *mumble profanity mumble* ... and then had another aguement with my guardians upon arriving home, and have since had a revolution to defer uni for a year, next year, and move out. .. but we're still in early stages... I want to do it in 6 months.. which is plenty time for my to laspe in my phasing mood. But I've wanted to move out for 3 years now and its about time I did! dammit. Grr.. I have to keep my motivation and sight set on this almighty goal.. or I'll cry.
And I think I have more to type. I cant really stop myself, but this post in ages in length already. So .. for this particular moment anyway, I say goodnight. Or rather, good morning.
*sigh*
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