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Below are the 3 most recent journal entries.


  2007.02.26  18.40
I'm officially insane.

So today I was very angry and tired and PMSing. (note previous entry)

Now I am happy. Do you want to know why? Ill tell you... JPs mom doesnt object to him moving to New York if thats what he really wants to do. suprise! This is seriously a milstone in my life because i feel like ive finally won her over. I hope she knows that i really care about jp. I aint no heartbreaker! I hope she doesnt see me as that girl that "steals her baby away". That would make me feel really bad. She is crazy... but then again so is her son... and then again so am i. So it works! Cocktails!!

Okay this seriously made me laugh so hard.

Q: Is this the "Do you have adult A.D.D." survey or is it the "Is your name Courtney Marie Ingram" survey?

Answer yes or no:
History of not living up to potential in school or work (report cards with comments such as "not living up to potential")
Short attention span, unless very interested in something
Easily distracted, tendency to drift away (although at times can be hyper focused)
Lacks attention to detail, due to distractibility
Trouble listening carefully to directions
Frequently misplaces things
Skips around while reading, or goes to the end first, trouble staying on track
Difficulty learning new games, because it is hard to stay on track during directions
Easily distracted during sex, causing frequent breaks or turn-offs during lovemaking
Poor listening skills
Tendency to be easily bored (tunes out)
Trouble sitting still, such as trouble sitting in one place for too long, sitting at a desk job for long periods, sitting through a movie
An internal sense of anxiety or nervousness
Impulsive, in words and/or actions (spending)
Say just what comes to mind without considering its impact (tactless)
Trouble going through established channels, trouble following proper procedure, an attitude of "read the directions when all else fails"
Impatient, low frustration tolerance
A prisoner of the moment
Frequent traffic violations
Frequent, impulsive job changes
Tendency to embarrass others
Lying or stealing on impulse
Poor organization and planning, trouble maintaining an organized work/living area
Chronically late or chronically in a hurry
Often have piles of stuff
Easily overwhelmed by tasks of daily living
Poor financial management (late bills, check book a mess, spending unnecessary money on late fees)
Some adults with ADD are very successful, but often only if they are surrounded with people who organize them.
Chronic procrastination or trouble getting started
Starting projects but not finishing them, poor follow through
Enthusiastic beginnings but poor endings
Spends excessive time at work because of inefficiencies
Inconsistent work performance
Chronic sense of underachievement, feeling you should be much further along in your life than you are
Chronic problems with self-esteem
Sense of impending doom
Mood swings
Frequent feeling of demoralization or that things won't work out for you
Tendency to be immature
Proneness to hysterical outburst
Avoids group activities
Trouble with authority
Quick responses to slights that are real or imagined
Rage outbursts, short fuse
Frequent search for high stimulation (bungee jumping, gambling, race track, high stress jobs, ER doctors, doing many things at once, etc.)
Tendency to seek conflict, be argumentative or to start disagreements for the fun of it
Tendency to worry needlessly and endlessly
Tendency toward addictions (food, alcohol, drugs, work)
Switches around numbers, letters or words
Turn words around in conversations
Poor writing skills (hard to get information from brain to pen)
Coordination difficulties
Your mind tends to go blank
The harder you try, the worse it gets
Work or schoolwork deteriorates under pressure
Tendency to turn off or become stuck when asked questions in social situations
Falls asleep or becomes tired while reading
Difficulties falling asleep, may be due to too many thoughts at night
Difficulty coming awake (may need coffee or other stimulant or activity before feeling fully awake)
Periods of low energy, especially early in the morning and in the afternoon
Frequently feeling tired
Startles easily
Sensitive to touch, clothes, noise and light

If you answered yes to every single one, congrats... youre me.

Mood: hopeful
Music: "wildcat" -ratatat

  2007.02.26  14.14
ingrams always lose.

I guess everyone starts an online journal to get out some rage, right?

Here is a condensed list of what is currently pissing me off:

Im broke.
Im a fashion design major yet I still havent designed anything.
I have two friends within a 300 mile radius.
Im a butt-mess all the time.
My roommate is a moody bitch from hell.
I'm getting fat.

Mood: cranky
Music: "Oh my lover" -PJ Harvey

  2007.02.21  14.47