...my sweet creature song... mad psyentist's Journal
   
04:08am 22/04/2003
  i've found someone else to be obsessed with. well, i found him a while ago blah blah blah BUT ANYWAY! we are a lot alike and all blah blah yet again but its SO WEIRD how come i can be inspired by people that are practically ME only nont, and i can't be inspired by myself. how does that work? i mean really. o well, I LOVE ah _._ its so wonderful. i might actually write him fanmail, but idunno what i'd say to make him want to reply to me. if he did i'd die xD. anyway. here's a great quote he said (its not as good as the whole "world = chia pet thing, but i don't want to copy n paste the whole thing so yeah):

"i come from the town of the fish. and if you've got the guts, well, you don't really need the glory do you?"

i love v.v and...his views on religion (you know me i have to know and think about it and drive myself insane about it etc) are kinda like mine <3

and his lyrics are....there are no words v.v;

if you know who i'm talking about then SHERYL, TELL THEM WHAT THEY'VE WON!

sheryl: they win this beautiful NEW CAN! it features a removable lid, roomy storage, and a choice of labels to suit your decor! great for storing old nails, jelly beans, any number of small objects! it can even hold pencils! it gets an amazing 0 miles to the gallon and is available in compact, sedan, and the new SUV! unfortunately in a crash with other cans, you might just end up splattered all over the inside, in which case your remains will be repackaged and sold in our NEW tomato line!

THANK YOU SHERYL! please see a can dealer near you to get one of your own!!

http://www.sfu.ca/~terryp/mgb/festos/1998.01.ht
 
     
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12:27pm 05/04/2003
  thank you everyone for ignoring me.  
     
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01:41am 02/04/2003
  .....what is it his eyes have that no one else's seem to.....  
     
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09:30am 27/03/2003
  jkbefagjobergihbdfklkhbkh -.-;;;; i feel gross. i'm semi-pissed and i have no clue why. i feel frustrated but i dont know what with. i feel like i'm staring at the sun tryng to find the light. i feel like what i'm looking for is right the hell here and just can't fucking see it. i don't want to listen to matthew good band any more. but its like the only thing i can listen to recently. i feel like destroying something -.-; i need some sadistic music. something that would be a good soundtrack to killing someone with a turkey carver. or *the rest of this post has been edited due to content by ME because i say so. i dont want people thinking i'm a serial killer, which i'm not. so there.*

gross now i feel worse. i'd never do any of that stuff, i hate seeing people suffer. kjwethijefibeaiuj*barfs* eargkbjerhbearlkibearbhlerbhergbhgfhafibhergibufrkjbsfgkjbsfgbjkergkbjfkbjsfbkjbiujhrgiuhrhuewgiuhrguhirgKLHEWLDGBHKLERGBIUHGRGIGRIGYRVJHLRFEVRVLIVYWEFLIVWEFLHWRLJHVDFVJHLVDFVIYGAERVERGIYVAERVIAERVIYERVIYAEVBIHERGILKUREDGLIYADRLJVEFRLJHYCVEFRILYVEAROYBQ3RJHV BLJYHVSDAFLKBHSFGLJHWRLJHBGHKBVEWRGLHVERGLJHERGLJHSDV BJVHERGOIYG35LTY;65;IOW46POPUO426PU457PT45PU425BK45Y;;OHE;LEATO;IHT;J4TOH45P85UI
 
     
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09:54pm 24/03/2003
  i just saw the most beautiful thing...its a pretty clear night, and the stars are out....and about 50-100 geese just flew over...and they were just this huge arc of gray against the sky, honking. they flew and it was like watching a huge kite. it was amazing. and i got my matt good cd and its great and i had been thinking about that...the song tripoli where the children sing "where has my head gone". powerful.  
     
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09:27am 22/03/2003
  hide has a journal now xD

www.blurty.com/~neonsanta007
 
     
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05:01pm 21/03/2003
  ok that survey down there, when printed, takes up a freaking

20 PAGES!!



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07:58am 21/03/2003
  *continuation from lj post*

i miss my grandma. i was trying to sleep a few minutes ago and got randomly depressed thinking about stuff..especially my grandma. i dont know why after all this time *sigh*. i was just thinking about a promise i made her that i havent done...and what she said about being there..."when you plant the garden...i'll be helping you". it just hit me for some reason. i remember the funeral...and the hospital..and taking the nurses flowers...and they hugged my mom and aunt and may cousin might have been there...but no hug for me....and remembering feeling really left out and alone and crap. but yeah. i miss her a lot. she never saw my 16th birthday .___. right before she went in the hospital the last time she just lied on the sofa...and...just was there. and later....she wanted me to stay overnight...i remember holding her hand...it was so swollen because her kidnies were failing...i remember we brought her a grilled cheese sandwich and she enjoyed it so much...and after that.....the blood transfusion...and she was better for a bit but....then.....

i dont remember where i was...i just remember going to the hospital and everything was silent. it was the first time i remembered then having music playing though....everyone was just there and quiet...and we hugged the preacher...and...*sigh*

in the funeral home i sang her the song she sang me when i was a baby

she was going to get me a ukelele for x-mas...we had been looking at them in a magazine...

i felt so alone then...

its where i got the name exilemoon5 from...the lyrics of a song and how i got into space after that, and the band powerman5000

"with nothing to do, you waste away...obscured in exile...they've witnessed the time you've gone astray, who's fault now, you're thinking"
"and it feels just like heaven's coming down"

*sigh*

i appologize for the exeedingly morbid post -_- i'll try not to do it again m(_ _)m gomen ne
 
     
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02:46pm 18/03/2003
  since i have nothing better to do


Full name: Kristin Randolph Woodson
Nicknames: hide (<3), kris, kristy @.< (the last two are....ew....yuck)
Sex: no yet yo >> female
Age: 19
Birthday: December 13th, 1983
Place of Birth: St. Mary’s
Siblings:hahahahha half bro >> he's OLD :D
Mother's name: joyce
Father's name: randy
Step-parent's names: none, unless you count my dad's ex, who i refer to as "the devil went down to georgia" >>;
Pets: dog molly; 3 birds, tommy, charlie and pretty bird; 2 kitties, cleo and rajah
Height: somewhere between 5'4 and 5'6
Weight: not telling >_>;
Zodiac sign: Saggitarius
Religion: ....technically Christian
Hair Color: ummm coppery faded blond with dark roots....i need to dye it
Blood type: no clue
Eye Color: bl00
Eye Color of Choice: red >>
Writing Hand: right
Current Residence: the internet o__o
Occupation: internet junkie >>
Status: lalalalaaa~ @.@

BODY ILLS AND SKILLS
Nervous Habits: driving myself insane, hypochondria, nail biting...uh i think thats it
Do you bite your nails?: sometimes, only my left hand since i dont need those nails since i play geetar :D
Do you pick your nose?: >_____>;;
Are you double jointed?: nope
Can you roll your tongue?: roll it around in a circle yeah, make that cool RrRrRrRrR sound NOOOO T_T
Can you raise one eyebrow at a time?: *looks like the rock* ~.o
Can you blow smoke rings?: dont smoke
Can you blow spit bubbles?: yeah xD
Can you flare your nostrils?: @o-o@
Can you cross your eyes?: yup
Tattoos: *draws on self* yes. i am hardcore *draws a bunny*
Piercings and where?: one in each ear
Do you make your bed daily?: *looks* daily? try...never...

STYLE
What goes on first, bra or underwear?: underwear
Which shoe goes on first?: right
Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one an anybody?: probably
What jewelry do you wear 24/7? hide necklace, usually my ring
Would you rather be on time and look OK or 10 minutes late and look great? on time
Favorite Piece of Clothing: my japan peace frogs shirt
Pajamas: pink with duckies :D
Type of music: usually rock or techno or some combination of those
Makeup you generally wear: um...none...makeup doesnt help a darn thing >>
Any bodyart: nail polish o.0
Hair drying method: synchronized headbanging! W00000 ok not really >>
Have you ever colored/highlighted your hair?: yeah. thats why its this gross color with a streak of faded crappy pink xD
Do you paint your nails?: i have too much nail polish and yes
Wearing: bubblegum crisis tokyo 2040 T and green khakis (as usual)
Listening to: new order - crystal
Thinking of: what's up with the rp
Taste in your mouth: snot >_>
How are you?: awake....its 3pm :o

FOOD
Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut?: both
Have you ever eaten Spam?: only when its shoved down my throat in hotmail xD
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: mint chocolate chip
How many cereals in your cabinet?: 2-3...the best of which is frankenberry >_>
What's your favorite beverage?: lately i've been on a cherry 7-up kick, but i really like water and iced tea
What's your favorite restaurant?: any with good food and a non-creepy non-STUPIDLY DECORATED atmosphere :D
What utensils do you use to eat pizza?: fork and knife until its cool enough to bite
Do you cook?: no...but i guess i can

GROOMING
How often do you brush your teeth?: mostly every day
How often do you shower/bathe?: just did :D
How long does your shower last?: about 30 mins unless i'm late...

MANNERS
Do you swear?: only online mofukka
Do you ever spit?: nope

WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE
Actor/Actress: robin williams or jim carrey
Food: sushi
Month: july :D
Day: night >_>
Cartoon: powerpuff girls :D
Flower: geraniums T.T
Shoe Brand: sketchers
Band(s)/Singer(s): polysics, X, hide
Subject in school: senior year...um....government or math...maybe english NOT ART...NOT........ART....NOT... ok i'm done
Color: red
Sport: volleyball is fun
Body part on you: .....my feet? my eyes are nice i guess
Body part on the opposite sex?: eyes, hips (if they're toshiya), jawline 8E, back 8EE
TV show: scrubs. lets make a deal
10 Best Looking Male Celebs: antonio banderes, gackt, george washington, bob, mister man with the thing >____>
10 Best Looking Female Celebs: all of them are stupid whores xD
Holiday: any of the major ones, but i really like halloween (shinya: yes, fun to scare children and church ladies xD)
Book: the city and the stars by arthur c clark
Vacationing Spot: atlantic beach, but i wanna go to japan or...somewhere tropical *___*
Thing To Do In The Spring: drive around with the windows down enjoying the wonderful air and everything getting green again
Thing To Do In The Summer: go to the beach
Thing To Do In The Fall: hope NO ONE FUXXIN DIES -.-
Thing To Do In The Winter: watch the snow fall and look at the stars
Perfume or Cologne: this stuff i got for x-mas one year
Game: irl game: poke the cat until it mauls you, video games: vice city, mario, violent yet stylish crap
Quotes: "stay free your misery", "nothing is as it seems"
Scent: apple, and various chemicals xD (no not drugs and no i am not a "huffer" or whatever)
Movie: the truman show, toys
Season: summah :D
Author: ray bradbury
Relative: my neices :D:D
Shampoo: whatever
Commercial: the one where the kid starts hitting the other kids with a baseball bat! HAHAHAHAH i love that
Magazine: animerica, some art magazines, japanese ones
Non-alcoholic drink: whatever...iced tea is good
Thing to do on the weekend: goof off, sleep
Boy's name: HEATH...it was the first thing i saw >__>
Girl's name: INFUSIUM 23...again, first thing i saw
Hangout: online, VCC, wherever people i know are :x
Feeling: fearlessness
Store: hot topic, lemoned shop even though i've never been there.....any store with shiny objects and candy *easy to please* xD
Dog breed: doberman, the ones fronm the target commercials, and greyhounds, and papillons
Cat breed: those hairless kind are wonky >__>
Bird breed: cockateils...LOW.MAINETNACNCE.or even better...budgerigars >.o
Fish breed: mollies :D annnnnnd piranhas >__>
Day of the year: friday 13th any month xD

IN AND AROUND
The CD Player: computer - bon jovi (wtf xD) car - X i think
Person you talk most on the phone with: shinya...in fact...thats like the only person...phone *hiss*
Ever taken a cab?: nope
Do you regularly check yourself out in store windows and mirrors?: mirrors *hiss* @.@
What color is your bedroom?: what color ISNT my bedroom >>
Do you use an alarm clock?: nope
Name one thing you are obsessed with: j-rock #.#
Have you ever skinny-dipped with the opposite sex?: no
Ever sunbathed nude?: nooo nude bad *hides*
Window seat or aisle?: window :D

LA LA LAND
What's your sleeping position?: curled up with one arm under my pillow
What kind of bed do you like?: mine
Even in hot weather do you use a blanket?: sometimes like when the ac is set to absolute zero -.-;
Do you snore?: i wake up if i do
Do you sleepwalk?: nope
Do you talk in your sleep?: yeah...my mom asks me something and i answer and i never remember what i say :x
Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: hees the lobster :D
How about with the light on?: nope
Do you fall asleep with the TV or radio on?: tv...this morning it was sesame street

WHEEEEE
Do you glow in the dark: yes :D
Do the walls talk to you?: >__>;
Do you talk back? yes v.v;
Can you lick your elbow? *tries*....*gets a hernia*
What is the square root of meep?: beaker
Do you worship ramen noodles? i'm not worthyyyyy!!! *bows*
Do you believe in the 5 second rule?: 5 secs, 5 minutes...whatever
Meep, Nyeh, or meh?: nyeh

WHICH IS BETTER
Club or houseparty: i wouldnt know...i'll say club :D
Tea or coffee: tea...coffee is nasty
Achiever or slacker: depends
Beer or cider: beer i guess
Drinks or shots: depends
Single or taken: single
Gloves or mittens: Gloves
Pop or soda: sodee pop
Food or candy: whatever *shrug* just so its not nasty
Cassettes or CD: i miss my night ranger tape ;.;... but cd's are great >>
Matches or a lighter: lighters! special ones that do stuff like turn green @.@
Coke or Pepsi?: neither ew
Oranges or apples?: lemons? >_>; oranges :D
One pillow or two?: 2
Deaf or blind?: tough choice...deaf because in my mind movement has sound
Pools or hot tubs?: pool
Blondes or brunettes?: *shrug* black hair >> or pink xD or blue muahaha
Tall or short?: tall :D although short has possibilities >>
TV or radio?: tv, everything on the radio sucks much ass
Beach or pool?: Beach
Tic-Tacs or Certs?: velamints
Snooze button or jump out of bed?: i hate waking up suddenly >.o
Sunrise or Sunset?: either....just so long as it's mine.....
Hamburger or Cheeseburger?: cheese
Morning or night?: hmmm...night into morning
Sports or news?: news
Bikini or one-piece?: one piece with a t-shirt over it :x
Indoors or outdoors?: outside if its warm or snowing
Christmas Eve or Christmas Day?: eve...the anticipation of waiting till the morning, the family getting together for a party, the wonderful food and everyone being happy...and this year, the thing i wrote...very nice, it made my x-mas what it couldn't be
Cake or ice cream?: ice cream
Bert or Ernie?: bernie, their bastard child
Spicy or Mild?: spicy....very spicy 8E
Spearmint or Peppermint?: peppermint
Call or Write?: email...both in one >>
Peanut Butter or Jelly?: DANCING BANANA!!!!
Hamburger or Hot Dog?: hamburger
Dog or Cat?: cat
Bath or shower?: Shower
Book or Movie?: book, unless its one of those retarded movies thats just mind numbing....like wayne's world....i love that movie >_>
Green or Red apples? red
Rain or Snow?: snow in winter, rain in summer...i dont like winter rain
Nike or Adidas?: adidas
Hot or Cold: hot *_*
Lace or satin: satin all the way baybee YEAH :D
Blue or red: reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed
New or old: HAHAHA doo doo doooooo
Give or recieve: both ^^ i really like giving though, i believe it all comes back in the end
Wool or cotton: Cotton
Rose or daisy: daisy traa laa laa laa laaaaaaaaaa lA LAAAAAA
Private school or public school: whatever
Chocolate milk or white milk: chocolate
Celcius or faerenheit: celcius makes more sense but i dont get it >>
Math or art: .art *_*

PERSONAL STANCE ON
Homosexuality: if they're good people it doiesnt matter at all
Brand names: it doesnt matter, but with microsoft, i dont care if it is a monopoly, there needs to be government regulations or SOMETHING so that computers can communicate with each other effectively no matter who makes the software, and so they don't crash so much just because they want you to buy something new
Abortion: good - rape or something, bad - birth control -.- ABORTION != BIRTH CONTROL! use your goddamn brain and get some pills or wow...just DONT HAVE SEX horny bitch >____>;
Religion: meh, organized religion is....not so good, but faith is a different matter
Eating disorders: sad =/
PMS: sucks -.-;
Animal rights: testing for medicine i suppose is ok, but they should be given the best care while going through that, and no tests "just to see what happens" and like, amputate their arm or something. i heard about this experiment where they put a mom monkey in a little room with her baby and heated the floor until she had to stand on the baby in order to not get burned ---.--- PEOPLE SUCK
Love at first sight: sure why not
God: <3
Marilyn Manson: he is one scary dude, but cool in a way
Guy bands: um? depends on the meaning...boy bands suck, bands with guys are ok
Spice girls: ...........................................................................ew
Premarital sex: *shrug*
Titanic: HAHAHAH >.< i like when that dude bounces off the propellar...buit i guess it was a pretty good movie
Jerry Springer: freak
Suicide: ;.;
Self mutilation: =/
South Park: sometimes funny, but usually just stupid beyond reason, but not as bad as jackass -.-;
Dreams: i love them.
Aliens: i'm sure there are some out there and have seen that we love killing each other and left >__>
Horoscopes: hate. hate hate hate hate.....mostly because my chinese horoscope says i am everything i dont want to be and makes me sound like a horrible person
Hell: idunno
Reincarnation: maaaaaybe...i kinda believe in it, because its like...i kinda believe in this whole greater subconcious thing, so if someone dies they dont really, they just exist as a conciousness....and....idunno...>______>;;
Pop music: um....ew...
Rap: there are a couple i can stand
80's music: WOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!! :D:D
Punk: I'VE GOT AN APE DRAPE YES I DO!!

QUICK ADDITION
Whats the prettiest instrument: violin
Whats the prettiest part of the body: eyes
Biggest fears: worms, not being able to be who/what i want to be
Do you live in a moment: sortof
Do you care about looks: not really, although i've been taught to i think
Do you like your handwriting: yeah
Looking forward to: otakon
Favorite weather: partly cloudy
Do you ever wish you were somebody else: yeah sometimes

DO YOU LIKE
Giving hugs? eh *shrug*
Taking walks in the rain? if its warm rain <3
Going on stage?: *thinks* i havent been on stage since....like 5th grade >> so idunno but yeah i guess

DO YOU
Drink: not yet >_______>;
Smoke: only secondhand *dies*
Drugs: caffiene >____>;
Eat meat: ew...but yeah
Insomnia: um.... >_______________________>;;
Eat a lot: not really...just sometimes
Sleep a lot: yeah >.o
Eat sushi: yum *_____________________*
Bake: nope
Get motion sickness: nope
Get along with your parents: usually
Like to drive: yup...and fast :D with loud music xDD
Type with fingers on the right keys: HAHAHAHAHA yeah right...i still look at the keyboard
Wear contacts: no but i'm thinking about it
Have any siblings: half bro...didnt they ask this already? ~.~

WHO DO YOU WANT TO AND WHY
Kill: no one really
Hear from: adam ._. josh, shinya, anyone~
Get really wasted with: vash....or hide >_______>;;
Look like: some ugly person xD
Be like: hmmm....myself, but hide...not like "ooh i wanna be just like him and everything" but more like...um...something xD
Avoid: the cybersex guy that was stroking my ass o__o;

WHEN/WHAT WAS THE LAST..
Time you took a shower?: a little while ago
Time you watched Bambi: dont remember
Time you cried?: not too long ago...probably within the last week
Time you talked on the phone?: dont remember
Time you read a book?: kinda reading one now
Time you Punched someone?: dont remember
Time you got a real letter: do cards count?
Time you Got an email: um...5 seconds ago o.o;
Tv program you watched: third watch
Thing you purchased: cherry 7-up
Movie you saw at the theatre: my big fat greek wedding (hilarious xD)
Time you were grounded: dont remember
Words you typed: "dont remember"
Phone numbers you called: i never call anyone >__>;
Person you talked to on the phone: shinya

LAST PERSON YOU..AND WHEN?
Touched: ......dont remember
Talked to: my mom
Hugged: ......dont remember
Instant messaged: jesus ( xD), pata
Kissed: ...uh...my dad? >.o
Who broke your heart: hmmm...love-wise no one yet, LOVE-wise...people that died, like my grandma and hide

WHERE DO YOU
Eat: wherever
Dance: alone
Cry: wherever
Wish you were: driving around with something to do

HAVE YOU EVER
Dated one of your best friends: nope
Loved/Liked somebody so much it made you cry: yeah kinda
Drank alcohol: not a whole glass of anything
Done drugs: nope
Broken the law: probably
Ran away from home: *sigh* if i had the money i would
Broken a bone: probably a toe
Cheated on a test: haha yeah
Skinny dipped: no *hiss*
Played Truth or Dare: yeah
Flashed someone: nope...i hope not xD
Mooned someone: ew no xD
Kissed someone you didnt know: nope
Been on a talkshow/gameshow: only in art class xD
Been in a fight: yeah
Ridden in a fire truck: nope
Been on a plane: i flew one :D
Come close to dying: i feel like i have....but i dont really think so
Cheated on your boy/girlfriend: nope...dont have one
Given someone a piggy back/shoulder ride: yup...knocked the trash can over >_____>;
Eaten a worm/mud pie: EWWWW *pukes and spasms on the ground*
Swam in the ocean: yup *__*
Had a nightmare/dream that made you wake up: yeah
Snuck out of the house: yeah >__>; when i ws like 6
Stayed up till four on the phone: online uh yeah...phone nope
Made a prank phone call: nope
Tipped over a port-a=potty: nope
Used your parents credit card: yeah but not without permission
Skipped school: once or twice but i had a "reason" haha yeah right >__>;
Fell asleep in the shower/bath: almost
Fell asleep while eating: almost
Fell asleep while driving: >________>; i think i might have....the cell phone was the onnly thing keeping me even marginally awake
Driven a car: :D weeee
Met someone famous: i saw jimmy dean at a restaurant recently xD
Wanted to die: only once or twice and it didnt last long
Been in a school play: yeah xD fun~
Cried in public: yeah
Let a friend cry on your shoulder: literally, nop, non-literally (this survey is sucking my mindpower) yes, often
Gone to church: yeah some
Read the bible: some of it >_____>;
Fished: yup :D i caught myself --.--;;
Seen someone die: no...only in my mind...

LOVE
Boyfriend?: nope
Girlfriend? nope
Sexuality? i think i'm straight
Virginity existant? yeah
Children? no >.o
Current crush: no one knows ~.^
Been in love? yes but they don't know it <3<3
Had a hard time getting over? hmm...kinda...still have the crush a bit :D
Been out with someone? nope v.v;
Too shy? heck yeah xD
Been hurt? probably but i've forgotten it...
Have you ever said "I love you" and meant it? yes but the person thought i was joking muahaha just as planned >D but um...i really dont know the meaning of love so...yeah
Cheated on someone: nope
Gone out with someone you only knew for three days?: nope
Have/had an online relationship? kinda
Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? myself.

MEDICAL
Fracture history: none
Operation history: gum surgery that didnt work...and i'm gonna have to get MORE FREAKING DENTAL SURGERY --.--;;
Allergies: pollen, cig smoke
Had stiches: nope
Cavities: a couple...or more...
Phobias: worms, hurting people...uh...didnt they askl this already *.x

WHAT IS
The most embaressing CD in your collection: HAHAHAHA make it stoooooooooop!!!!!!
Your bedroom like: kujbqergibhqerbjhetkj messyyyyy
Your favorite thing for breakfast: omelette
Your favorite thing for lunch: leftovers....good ones
Your favorite thing for dinner: WHATEVER *goes insane* HAHAHAHAAAA
Your favorite resturaunt: I KNOW I ANSWERED THIS BEFORE HAHAHAHAHAH

ARE YOU...
A vegetarian? mmm kinda
Good grades? >__________>;
A good student? i hope i will be
Good at sports? haha no
A good singer? i think i am but i doubt i really am >____>;
A good actor/actress? *ego* yes
A deep sleeper?: yeah
A good dancer? i dance like takui + gackt + hide
Shy? yeah, but getting less so
Outgoing? only around friends....
A good storyteller? no, to quote a friend "i saw this dog...and it was running...and he was cute :D"
Last words? make it stoooooooooop T__T

THE FUTURE
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? idunno
Where do you see yourself in ten years? .....idunno ;.;
What season are you going to get married in: i dont wanna get married
Place of honeymoon: see above
How many kids?: .......
Your profession: I DONT KNOW KWEGKBREGJKBERQ
Future School: wherethehellever
Car of Your Dreams: pink cadillac like elvis :D:D i loveLOVELOVE that car or hide's car...or some kind of cool car with BIG ASS FINS on the back :D:D:D
I Wanna Live: brightly

RANDOM
What is your most prized and important possession: myself
When you wake up you: go back to sleep
Your mouse pad has on it: i dont use one
What is on the walls in your room: random crap
Thinking of right now: when will this end...when...am i in some sort of torture?
What do you do that really pisses off your friends: david gets mad when i smack him but other than that no clue...probably when i get lost driving >___________>;;
Do you have a job: i need one
After school/work you: internet
If you were a crayon what color would you be? green or blue
What makes you happy: internet, friends, music, art
What's the next CD you're going to get: hopefully polysics, takui, or pata
Who do you consider good friends: shinya, online rp people, josh
What do you like to do? idunno....thats the problem


OMG ITS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :O!!
 
     
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08:08pm 11/03/2003
  Pierrot: Chances are things would have gone better if they hadn't set the island on fire...
Which Jrock band are you stuck on a deserted island with?

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xD fire...
 
     
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LMFAO!!!!   
11:35pm 06/03/2003
  what the flying hellinahandbasketfuckityfuck!! LMFAO if you know me irl you know why this is hilarious xD wtf...




How FAT are you?

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11:24pm 06/03/2003
  *takes quizzes*





How MEXICAN are you?

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How BLACK are you?

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How WHITE are you?

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o.o... ok thats 60%...now for the asian quiz





How ASIAN are you?

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xD at least it all adds up to 100%
 
     
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lala~   
11:09pm 06/03/2003
  o.o.... ok so i found this cd i've never listened to but once about 874389754 years ago by a band called warrior... imagine if the singer from iron maiden with a little deeper voice, a bad guitarist, an ok/not so good drummer, and some dorky backup singers singing bastardized blind guardian lyrics. there ya go. it sucks. its like what would happen if a recent band TRIED to sound old and didnt have a bit of luck. yeah.  
     
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za A-Z of my musicies lisssssst   
05:47pm 03/03/2003
  A- a flock of seagulls, assemblage 23, apex theory
B- barenaked ladies, beastie boys, buck tick
C- chachamaru, chemical brothers, cheb mami, chirolyn
D- david lee roth, dead can dance, dir en grey
E- edward scissorhands, electric eel shock, eve of destiny, enya
F- Fasball, fatboy slim, frankie goes to hollywood, the faint
G- gackt, guniw tools, garbage, goldfrapp
H- helloween, hide, hellsing
I- I nomadi, infernal (techno), infernal (death metal), iron maiden, israel kamakawiwo'ole
J- jimmy eat world, jimmy buffet, jimmy's chicken shack
K- kagrra, kiss, klaha, kraftwerk
L- l'arc en ciel, luna sea, lion king, london suede
M- matthew good band <3<3, machine, malice mizer, moby, the monkees, marilyn manson (with spooky kids) o__o
N- new order, nicholas tse, night ranger, NIN, noir fleurir, nickelodeon xD
O- oblivion dust, our lady peace, outkast, ozzy
P- powerman 5000, pata, POLYSICS <3<3, paul van dyke, prozzak
Q- queen
R- radiohead, red hot chili peppers, raoya, retard choir, rob zombie, rocky horror, roy rogers
S- saver/saber tiger, sarah brightman, semisonic, shonen knife, sex pistols, smashing pumpkins, soft ballet, suede, sugizo, system of a down
T- T. Rex, takui, talib kweli, tea party, they might be giants, tinstar, tuva, transtic nerve, travis, tokyo ska paradise orchestra, TUSK <3<3<3<3, tyskarna fran lund, tatu,
U- U2, underworld
V- vasco rossi, vast, vnv nation, violet uk, VtM, vandals
W- willy wonka and the chocolate factory
X- x-japan (duh >>)
Y- yanni, yoshiki, yokusuka saver (fuxxin) tiger
Z- zilch, zi:kill <3, zigzo

wooo!!
 
     
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jiro who? o.o   
02:33am 02/03/2003
  notjiro
Dude, you are SOOO not Jiro.


What's your Jiro factor?
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what's a jiro...and...who's bea arthur o.o;;;;
 
     
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bored.as.fuxxin.hell.   
06:05pm 25/02/2003
  *blasts x-japan* i am so bored *complain rant complain bitch*
this is almost helping... *screams* STAB ME IN ZA BACK!!
 
     
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nyaaaa   
03:01am 20/02/2003
  ok OW...my fingertips have DENTS... -.- more like FAULTS...like the grand canyon. but the good news is i can play kurenai :D at least part of the opening. let me tell ya..it feels SO COOL to actually be playing something yoshiki composed *__* wow....so awesome...

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i found my maraca egg and now i'm listening to vanilla unplugged and shaking it and singing and....losing the rythym cuz i cant do both at once...yeah but anyway... ACROO SHII KURAI NIII!!!!
 
     
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03:27am 14/02/2003
   
     
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03:28pm 12/02/2003
 
mood: frustrated
hmm...listening to kaz (the online kaz) play guitar. he's good xD he did the blue blood solo minus the psychotic laughter...it seemed a bit off somehow and it wasn't quite fast enough. but i dont know enough about that kind of thing to be justified actually telling him >> sooo yeah. it was great anyway xD i really want an electric guitar now =/ like that's going to happen anytime soon. or at all. -.- stupid guitar....it would be nice to actually know how to play one....if i bought an electric right now, i'd probably drop it and be like durrrrrrrrrr 8B owell...
 
     
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