it's hard to give you something when you're pushing, and you're shoving me around
The earth is large. Large enough that you think you can hide from anything: from fate, from God. If only you found a place far enough away. So you run, to the edge of the earth, where all is safe again, quiet and warm. The solace of salt air. The peace of danger left behind. The luxury of grief. And maybe for a moment you believe you have escaped
i opened up to a random page in the bible. the first part i read fit perfectly
2 the good man is perished out of the earth: and there is none upright among men: they all lie in wait for blood; they hunt every man his brother with a net
3 that they may do evil with both hands earnestly, the prince asketh, and the judge asketh for a reward; and the great man, he uttereth his mischievous desire: so they wrap it up.
4 the best of them is as a brier: the most upright is sharper than a thorn hedge: the day of thy watchmen and thy visitation cometh; now shall be their perplexity.
5 trust ye not in a friend, put ye not confidence in a guide: keep the doors of thy mouth from her that lieth in thy bosom.
6 for the son dishonoureth the father, the daugther riseth up against her mother, the daughter in law against her mother in law; a man's enemies are the men of his own house.
7 therefore i will look unto the Lord; i will wait for the God of my salvation: my God will hear me.
8 rejoice not against me, o mine enemy: when i fall, i shall arise; when i sit in darkness, the Lord shall be a light unto me
9 i will bear the indignation of the Lord, because i have sinned against him, until he plead my cause, and execute judgment for me: he will bring me forth to the light, and i shall behold his righteousness
i cried. and you have to understand..... i am an atheist.
I hope you hang yourself with your h&m scarf
While jacking off listening to Mozart
You bitch and moan about LA
Wishing you were in the rain reading Hemingway
You don't eat meat
And drive electrical cars
You're so indie rock it's almost an art
You need SPF 45 just to stay alive
(CHORUS)
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like boys
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like...
(V2)
You're so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal
You're so skinny you should really super size the deal
Secretly you're so amused
That nobody understands you
I'm so mean cause I cannot get you outta your head
I'm so angry cause you rather myspace instead
I can't believe I fell in love
With some one that wears more makeup than...
(CHORUS)
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like boys
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like...
Instrumental Break
(V3)
You walk around like you're oh so debonair
You pull em down and
There's really nothing there
I wish you would just be real with me
(CHORUS)
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like boys
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
Oh no no no no no no no...
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like boys
You're so gay and you don't even like boys
No you don't even like
No you don't even like
No you don't even like... penis
We strip each others beauty and we push it to the end
we face each other smiling and leave it all unsaid
we kiss till we bleed
we feel so much its killing us
we fight till were free
And he threatens to leave but wont let me
we cry till we see
infatuations break us down
were healing at three
we dance inside this tragedy
i have not posted in a while. figured i'd put something up.... for the oooooh so many people that read this :P
honestly... i don't have much to say. on the rare chance that you're reading this and you actually know me... you know everything that' sgoing on with my life. things are good.... that's where it ends. :)
my fucking throat hurts.
i hate being angry. more than almost anything. is it too much to ask to just be happy? i mean... how hard is it?
harder for somet han others, of that i'm sure.
:( i feel like crying.
don't you wish that you could be a fly on the wall?
a creepy, little, sneaky, little, fly on the wall,
all my precious secrets, you'd know them all
i'm the one who likes gardenia
i'm the one who likes to make love on the floor
i don't want to hang up the phone yet
it's been good
getting to know me more
i've been seeing all my old friends in the city
walking alone in central park
doing all the things that i've neglected
traded 'em all in to be in your arms
she said, "i don't know if i've ever been good enough. i'm a little bit rusty, and i think my head is caving in. and i don't know if i've ever been really loved by a hand that's touched me. well i feel like something's gonna give. and i'm a little bit angry, well, this ain't over, no not here, not while i still need you around..."
'cause if you never lose?
how you gonna know when you won?
and if it's never dark,
how you gonna know the sun?
when it shines, you've got to let it shine.
I'd rather you hate me for everything I am
than you ever love me for something I am not
Well, I hate to be a cliché, hate it even more to let you get your way. And I don’t know what to do, caught between hating and loving you.
Love those shadows underneath your eyes and I love that little boy who lives inside of your smile. Now that you’re both caged and free, I hate what you’re doing to me.
I know that life is never easy, feelings are made to be convenient, but it seems that you arrived at just the wrong place and the wrong time. And I hate that you’re always on my mind.
Well, I love your hands. They grab so gracefully. Love that you need to touch everything you see, but I hate what it’s doing to me.
I think that I’ll go running.I will sweat you out of me. I will leave you on the pavement. Maybe then you’ll let me be.
R.I.P. BUSTER
my cat was put to sleep today. he had feline leukemia. also the vet thought he had some tumors in his lungs, and his temp was 99 (normal cats are at 102). he was absolutely fine until yesterday when he was just actin funny... very out of it and sluggish. when i came home today he was buried in our back yard.
i'm ..... devestated. i loved my kitty. :(
crushedOpen your heart and let the good stuff out
Water me girl and let me ease the drought
'Cause you wanted some love
I'll make it happen.
i’m sorry for all the times i forgot to imply something in between the lines.
and i’m sorry if my heart breaking ruined your day
this can't be how you live
it's like a ball and chain around your waist or this simple state
your mind's sick again
i'm tasting nothing but four words,
please don't leave me
and it's dark in the winter so your ideas start to sleep
I REALLY WISH I WASN'T GOING ALONE. :(:(:(
why'd shit have to happen??????????????????????????????????
blah.
i know i know... i'll survive. i just wish.....
discontentlonely is as lonely does.
i'm afraid i've been very lonely this week.
i crave the heat of the moment.
i crave smiles
and laughter
and spontenaety.
i crave gazing into soulful eyes.
i crave the feeling i get when no words are needed.
why am i having such a hard time with these things??? =/
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